how to look at the city

Chapter 139 He Lian's Unilateral Cold War 4

"I know you still blame him?" He Lianzhen's voice rose sharply, with a little displeasure.

He Lianxi lowered his head, his voice rose slightly, and his voice was terrifyingly stubborn, "I'm not blaming him, I'm blaming myself. His mistakes are equal to my mistakes."

"Xi, Xiao Jin just mentioned it casually when he returned to China this time, and he didn't mean to drag me back." Helian looked at him and corrected him earnestly, "It's my personal decision to come back, it has nothing to do with him. I would feel guilty if you had a cold war with him over this."

Helian lowered his eyes and remained silent.

"I've owed Xiao Jin decades, how much more do you want me to owe him?" Helian's voice was consoling, "Xi, it's not easy for the two of you, don't be angry, and don't worry about it." Let yourself regret it."

He Lianxi ignored this question, he looked at He Lianxi, and suddenly asked without thinking, "Are you okay?"

Helian has been running away for 20 years, and he doesn't trust his endurance.

Hearing this, Gu Jin who was standing not far away was shocked.

"I didn't die back then, and I won't die now." He Lianzhen paused, "Everyone will change. I couldn't bear it 21 years ago, but it doesn't mean that I don't have the ability now."

"Inheriting the family, for someone like you who advocates freedom and pursues dreams, it is more painful than death." He Lianxi's eyes were extremely sharp, as if he wanted to see through He Lianzhen, "You will die, then I would rather you be with me. live in unknown places.”

It turned out that what He Lianxi was afraid of was that he pushed his elder brother to a dead end.

Gu Jin silently leaned against the wall, feeling exhausted. After a long while, he heard Helian Hui reply, "I won't die, you think me too weak. Xi, you believed in me when you were young." Don't worry about it now, I think life is pretty good and fulfilling now."

He Lianxi's face was serious, his phoenix eyes were cold, his thin lips were slightly parted, and his voice was low, "I want you to swear in Gu Jin's name, tell me that you will not die."

Hearing this, Gu Jin, who was eavesdropping at the corner of the stairs, stumbled and almost made a noise.

"Are you willing to do so?" He Lianzheng asked instead.

He Lianxi seemed to see his guilty conscience, and his thin lips parted slightly, "I'm not willing to give up anyone, so I'll take a gamble."

"He Lianxiu." He Lianxie called her by his first name directly, "I bet you won't be willing."

"This won't work." Helian shook his head, "I can't swear on him."

He does not do things he is not sure about.

Even if it's just an oath, it won't work.

He Lianxi seemed to have guessed what he would say, he suddenly leaned forward, propped himself on the table between the two of them, his black eyes were dark, "You want me to watch you die again in delusion."

"Let me tell you, I can't do Helian, don't wait for me to make a move, stop before my father completely drags you into the water, and you can get out of it."

"He Lianxi, I am the elder brother. I admit that you are an excellent heir, but don't think that you are omnipotent." Helian's expression was extraordinarily sharp, his brows were deeply frowned, and his tone became serious. "You find time to take Gu Jin out of the old house, I assure you, I will not make you selfish, I will be fine."

He wouldn't let himself die, certainly not.

He knew that if he was really overwhelmed and died once, Gu Jin and He Lianxi would bear a lifetime of guilt because of him, so he really wouldn't die.

Not so selfish.

Gu Jin leaned against the wall, her eyes turned blank.

Because of them, He Lianzhen will guarantee that he will not die, but he will live a life that is worse than death. This life, the pain of the whole life is caused by him, Gu Jin.

"You are no longer worthy of my trust, let go as soon as possible, don't force me to rob you, you can't rob me." A person who was forced to the point of feigning death, He Lianxi didn't believe that he could take up the responsibility that he should.

It's this time, He Lianzhen is still thinking about Gu Jin, thinking about him, why can't he think about himself?

If He Lianzhen is really allowed to hold on, there is only one dead end.

It didn't matter to He Lian himself, for all these years, he had already gotten used to running around in the open and in the dark.

Now that there are more Gu Jin, it's just a little more careful.

With his current status, who would dare to report his news or make irresponsible remarks in front of him?

"You can't act rashly. Brothers are fighting each other. This will cause a bigger joke in the circle." He Lianxi lowered his voice, his voice was mature and calm, "The matter has reached this point, and there is no other choice, or don't move and let me Come on, or there will be a brother-killing scandal, and then I will do it."

In other words, no matter what he does, the result is the same.

"..." He Lianxi froze for a moment, without words to refute.

What Helian Huan said was clear to him.

No matter whether he grabs it or not, the result cannot be changed.

Snatching it is just adding another scandal, and adding a stumbling block to Helian's succession.

Helian got up and patted him on the shoulder, said something in a low voice, and then walked outside.

Gu Jin didn't hear what He Lianzhen said.

It's just that he realized more deeply how irreparable mistakes he made.

His face was pale, his legs were trembling, and after trying several times, he turned around stiffly and walked towards the upstairs room step by step.

The sky has darkened.

Gu Jin turned off the headlights in the room, and only turned on a weak bedside lamp. He was lying on the big bed alone, his body huddled up, and his bright peach blossom eyes lost their luster. He wanted to cry a lot, but even I can't even use the strength to cry.

So sad.

He is very uncomfortable, what should I do?

When He Lianxi came back, it had been a long time, He Lianxi didn't pay attention to this side, and went directly into the bathroom.

After a while, Helian came back, opened the quilt on the other side of the bed and lay down.

Gu Jin was still curled up, her body tensed.

The next moment, he thought of asking He Lianxi to have a chat.

It can't go on like this forever.

Thinking of this, Gu Jin turned to look at He Lianxi, but saw that He Lianxi was sleeping with his back to him.

There was a little distance between them, with their backs facing each other, and the dim light elongated his figure infinitely, revealing an infinite alienation abruptly.

"..." Gu Jin looked at He Lianxi's broad back silently, his upper teeth were grinding his lower lip. He originally wanted to talk to He Lianxi, but now he gave up the idea.

He Lianxi obviously refused to communicate with him.

He shouldn't be selfish to bother him.

Heartbroken, Gu Jin leaned out and turned off the light by the bed, and then lay down on the side of the big bed again.

The night was thick, and He Lianxi's indifferent voice suddenly came to his ears, a little empty, "Are you satisfied now?"

He Lianxi just wanted to ask a question, but didn't intend to get an answer.

He didn't even turn his body back, still sleeping with his back to Gu Jin.

Is he satisfied?

He already knew he was wrong, but he couldn't make up for it.

When he stays here, he is at the point where he hates He Lianxi.

Gu Jin and He Lianxi lay back to back, the whole night, Gu Jin didn't feel sleepy anymore.