how to look at the city

Chapter 108 He Lianxi Thinks of Suicide

He Lianxi finished calling Gu Ni, unplugged the Bluetooth headset, and sat in the car, suddenly feeling a little tired.

The exhaustion in my heart spread from the inside out.

He leaned his head back on the expensive leather chair, opened his long and narrow phoenix eyes that were out of focus, feeling a little dazed.

Gu Jin, why did he leave again?

Did he treat him badly?What else is Gu Jin dissatisfied with?

He Lianxi couldn't describe his current heart in words, Gu Jin left again, as if he had stolen his soul as well.

Now he is like a doll who can breathe but has no life breath, dead silent.

It didn't know how long it took for He Lianxi to recover. He raised his hand to start the car, stepped on the accelerator, and the car made a 180-degree turn and drove in another direction.

That direction is not the direction of "home". He runs counter to the villa area and is getting farther and farther away from "home".

...Forget it, maybe it was a big mistake between them from the beginning.Gu Jin's leaving again and again has proved this point to him, and he should have known this point long ago, Gu Jin will not come back again...

Never coming back again, stop wishful thinking.

Helian's face was expressionless.

If Gu Jin doesn't want it, then he won't either.

Don't love anymore, don't hate anymore, just forget it.

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In about half an hour, He Lianxi's car parked in the underground parking lot of "dylm".

Just let him start where he ends.

But Helian got out of the car and stood in the elevator, without reaching out to press the floor for a long time.

A bacterium called sadness was growing in his heart, and it multiplied little by little, soon occupying more than half of his heart, biting the softest part of his heart with their sharp teeth.

pain……

Jin, it hurts...

After a long while, as if mustering up a lot of courage, He Lianxi finally stretched out his hand and lightly pressed the floor button.

The number lights up, and the elevator door closes slowly, blocking He Lianxi's sight.

Helian took the elevator to the top floor and walked towards his office step by step.

In the distance, a voice came from behind.

"Hi, big brother. I thought you wouldn't come today, why are you here so late..." Xu Yinyang hurried over when he heard that there was movement in the elevator exclusive to He Lianxi.

I thought it was someone who broke in by mistake, but I didn't expect it was really his elder brother.

The eldest brother was waywardly absent from work for a day, and only made one phone call in the middle, but in the end he either told him about work or asked him to find someone. Why did he come here at night?

Big brother is in such a good mood, do you come to work the night shift at night?

He Lianxi had a handsome face, still expressionless, "Is there any good wine for sale today?"

"If there is a big brother who wants it, I will pick it up from the warehouse if I don't have one." Xu Yinyang observed his words, and when he knew it was not a joke, he replied sharply.

"Yes." He Lianxi entered the password to open the door, and at the same time said to Xu Yinyang, "You can ask for more wine to be delivered later."

"But..." Brother wants to drink too much?Xu Yinyang wanted to stop it.

"No but, I don't want to hear nonsense."

Big Brother's words are the norm.

"..." Xu Yinyang silently went to ask someone to get the wine.

When the wine arrived, He Lianxi began to drive people out.

He wants to drink alone today.

He has a lot of alcohol, if he really wants to drink, no one can afford to accompany him, not to mention he still wants to get drunk today.

Xu Yinyang stood outside the office, he didn't leave immediately, he heard the cracking of the wine bottle inside the house, and sighed, he couldn't tell what it was like for his elder brother to look like this.

He Lianxi didn't even use a cup, he just poured it into the bottle.

But after drinking a few bottles of wine, why did he feel that he was getting more and more sober? Otherwise, why would his heart hurt more and more?

He looked at the corner of the room with numb eyes, holding a wine bottle in his hand, with his head slightly raised, pouring wine into his mouth desperately.

He drank too quickly, the wine dripped down his chin, wet the collar of his shirt, and made He Lianxi's eyes turn red from choking, but the wine bottle in his hand hadn't been put down yet.

After a long while, He Lianxi got up, dragged his exhausted body, and walked into the small bathroom carried by his office.

He directly turned on the cold water, stood under the shower, and let the sprayed water drops fall from the top of his head and slide down his resolute face.

The water was a bit cold, and his numb heart gradually recovered from the ice, and he just wanted to dig out his heart from the pain.

Helian stood numbly and was washed by the water, as if he forgot to move.

"A Jin..." He Lianxi called out suddenly in a trance.

The next moment, he seemed to realize what he had said, and lowered his eyes in despair, saying that he would forget it, but damn he couldn't forget it.

Is so much wine just for nothing?

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Xu Yinyang was worried and waited at the door all the time, listening to the movement with his ear close to the door.

Suddenly hearing a muffled sound coming from inside, Xu Yinyang was shocked, and hurriedly opened the door and ran in. There was no sign of He Lianxi in the office, only wine bottles and bottle fragments all over the floor, Xu Yinyang He walked in a hurry, and he almost tripped over the wine bottle in order to avoid a pile of debris.

Xu Yinyang went to the lounge first, opened the door and found that there was no figure of He Lianxi inside, suddenly he heard the slight sound of water coming from the bathroom not far away, and he walked around many wine bottles with difficulty, Hurriedly ran to the bathroom, pushed the door open, Xu Yinyang was shocked, the whole bathroom floor was flooded with water, the shower was still on, and in the innermost big bathtub, He Lianxi was wearing a suit Lying in it, the water in the bathtub was still standing. He lay in it, closed his eyes, and let the water flow over his five sense organs, but he didn't feel it.

Big Brother looks like this, doesn't he want...to commit suicide?

Seeing this scene, Xu Yinyang froze at the door. It took a few seconds for him to react. He stepped over in three steps at a time. He first reached out to turn off the shower switch, and then went to turn off the water pipe in the bathtub.

He stood next to the bathtub, and exhausted all his strength to pull He Lianxi out. He Lianxi was so tall, so he was not light at all, and his clothes were wet with water. Pull out of the water some.He watched He Lianxi being pulled up and sitting in the bathtub, still not moving.Helian let him move, but the whole person remained motionless, like a walking dead.

Xu Yinyang was scared out of his wits by him, "Brother, just say something, don't be like this..."

He could feel that the eldest brother didn't faint, he just stayed there, immersed in his own mind, unwilling to move or speak.

The eldest brother even thought of using death as a relief. If he hadn't come in, the eldest brother might really have allowed himself to "sleep" in the bathtub like this.

Helian Xie's clothes were completely wet, and it was clinging to his body, and his hair was also attached to the top of his head softly along with the water. The water droplets flowed down the hair to his face, and onto his eyelashes. Water was everywhere on the eyelashes, making He Lianxi look a little embarrassed.