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39 kicked out
Early the next morning, Zou Qi came back, glanced at Shen Shaofeng who hadn't gone to school, and said nothing.Shen Shaofeng wanted to ask him where he went, but he shut the door of the room.I'm afraid Zou Qi really doesn't want him anymore, Shen Shaofeng looked at the closed door, at a loss.
It has been a whole day, Zou Qi has not come out to eat, and there is no sound in the bedroom, Shen Shaofeng is a little anxious, but there is nothing he can do.He didn't dare to force Zou Qi anymore. With Zou Qi like this, he was a little scared, fearing that this person would disappear in this world the next moment, and he would never find him again.After a long silence, Shen Shaofeng knocked on Zou Qi's door.
"Brother Ziqu, I'm leaving, come out to eat, I will never come back again, you don't have to be afraid anymore..." At this point, Shen Shaofeng was taken aback, then smiled wryly, and went into his room to pack up his things , facing the closed doorway, "I'm leaving."
The people inside didn't answer, Shen Shaofeng lowered his eyes and left with his luggage.
There was no sound outside the door, Zou Qi knew that Shen Shaofeng was gone, but he didn't want to move, curled up on the bed, thinking about his past life.
In the previous life, Shen Shaofeng was a lunatic, from the crazy pursuit at the beginning to the extreme tactics later on, Zou Qi couldn't avoid it.In the end, the lunatic lost his patience, tied up Zou Qi, and faked his death, making his family think that he was no longer there.His spirit, along with his words, his actions began to become fragile, no one knew him, and the world had judged his death.Shen Shaofeng didn't let him see anyone, and locked him in a large villa, where it was so quiet that even the sound of his heart could be heard clearly.Every time Shen Shaofeng came, he felt that he was still alive.He gradually stopped talking, and gradually escaped from this world.He was even temporarily blind and deaf at times, and he didn't know the meaning of his life.But Shen Shaofeng didn't let him go, he began to torture him in different ways, let him know that he was alive, began to give him hope, and made him feel that life is extremely beautiful.He began to feel, began to want to escape, want to live.However, Shen Shaofeng gave him another blow, he killed him, when he was so eager to live.
He felt that he had gone crazy a long time ago, so even though he tried his best to live like a normal person after rebirth, he couldn't stop his spirit from becoming more sensitive and tense.He really didn't expect Shen Shaofeng's matter.Obviously you can choose to ignore it, but you can't pass your own test.Such a lovely child, his heart softened, and he chose a path destined to be tragic.
In fact, if Shen Shaofeng was as cold as he was when he was a child, instead of becoming more and more like that lunatic, Zou Qi felt that he might not have such a big reaction, but everything would be impossible.Shen Shaofeng didn't know when it started, but he became more and more like that lunatic.Especially yesterday's appearance made Zou Qi unable to bear it any longer.He was afraid, afraid that Shen Shaofeng would become like that lunatic, and even more afraid that he couldn't help but kill Shen Shaofeng.He couldn't do anything with the child he brought up, but he didn't dare to bet on whether he would get sicker and worse, and eventually kill him.Therefore, Shen Shaofeng must go and cannot stay here.
After leaving his and Zou Qi's home, Shen Shaofeng didn't know where to go, sitting on the bench in the community, looking at the stars in the sky, a little confused.For the first time, Shen Shaofeng was at a loss as to where he was going.He has been smarter than other children since he was a child. After he wooed his parents once, he understood that the two people's concerns were not with him, and it was impossible for him to hug him dotingly like You Jiabao's mother and ask what happened in the kindergarten today. From time to time, he smiled and praised You Jiabao for being good.He envied You Jiabao, and even more jealous of You Jiabao.Such a stupid person, how come so many people like him?Gradually, he also understood that even if he longed for it, he couldn't get it, so he became more and more indifferent.
He felt lucky to meet Zou Qi.He didn't know why the person who abused him one second treated him tenderly the next.But what is it?Anyway, I am alone, it doesn't matter.Since someone is willing to treat him like this, why not do it?She began to pester Zou Qi, asking him to accompany her.Seeing his distressed expression on his face, seeing him accompanying him, it was so beautiful, so beautiful that he thought it was a dream this time.
He didn't know when this feeling changed, dependent?He has it, but he wants to possess that person even more.That video was a breakthrough, allowing him to clarify his emotions, but it also became a horizontal gap between them.
He always knew that Zou Qi was afraid of him, but at that time, he couldn't control his emotions.He wanted to do that to him, always wanted to.The disguise in front of him was finally torn apart at that moment, this is the real him, however, Zou Qi was afraid of such a him, and even gave up on himself, wanting to leave his side.He was unwilling, but helpless.He was afraid that he couldn't help but want to hurt him, so he chose to leave.However, after leaving, he didn't know where he should go. Where there is no Zou Qi, there is no meaning.
Looking at a bright place, he gave a wry smile and closed his eyes.