How to become a qualified villain BOSS

Chapter 208 Success

— This is very wrong.

Du Xiaoqin thought this way, but at the same time, she found that she was still talking endlessly - talking about things that she had never and never prepared to tell anyone.

"When I was very young, I left the palace where I was supposed to stay all my life. Many people—or everyone, thought that I should be lost, and maybe I would have to leave the richest place in the world The panic, fear, plus some resentment and despair of being abandoned by my biological parents... Although I am a little embarrassed, in fact, at the very beginning, I was indeed like this, especially when the one who even my father When my concubine, who was born in the brothel's outhouse, gave me a life name, I was so angry that I almost wanted to kill her... even the so-called Father and mother."

"I hate them."

"The first person in my life who learned to hate was my parents."

Du Xiaoqin felt that she should shut up, because obviously these words should not be confided to almost strangers like Qing Shishiwei.

But what made Du Xiaoqin slightly crazy was that she was still talking, and she didn't even say these words to her master!

"I hate that they don't love me as a parent. I hate that they gave birth to me, but they never saw me. I hate that they ruined me, but they have no guilt for me... I want to kill They. The first people in my life that I hated enough to kill them were my parents."

"So in the first year when I left the palace, I was full of resentment, but in the second year, when I went through the dog hole under the wall and came to the outside world, I suddenly discovered that there is actually nothing wrong with it."

"When I was still living in the palace, I used to count, the road I walked every day was 340 two steps, one step is not more, one step is not less, but when I left the palace, when I left 'home' , The road I walk in a day is even more than the road I walked in the past year."

"I saw the red walls and green tiles outside the palace, people coming and going, hawkers hawking along the street, and snacks that would never be handed to me; , and those "nobles" who spend money like water and dream about their lives... For the first time, I discovered that my world can be more than just those 340 steps."

Although all these words were uttered under a strange and dangerous impulse, when Du Xiaoqin uttered these words, she still couldn't help being in a daze.

"Until that day, I realized that my past life was all in vain, and those resentments, expectations, despair, pleadings, fears... were all insignificant. Those who failed me were insignificant, and those who deceived me were insignificant." , Those who despise me, despise me, and mock me are all irrelevant, even the name Du Xiaoqin is irrelevant."

Du Xiaoqin paused for a moment, her voice was a little faint.

"Do you know why I became a monk?"

Maybe it was because of external forces, or maybe it was because she really wanted to tell someone—for everything she never said.

"People who become monks always seek something. Some people seek longevity, and some people seek strength...but I have a clear conscience."

"I used to be a canary, raised in a cage made of gold, but when I left the cage, I realized that I wanted to be an eagle. I wanted to soar above the nine heavens, even if I died, It must also be shot down from the sky by the enemy, rather than swallowing its last breath in a cage."

Du Xiaoqin's thoughts became clearer and clearer, and her heart became more and more peaceful.

She's still talking, but she's starting to be able to control herself so that she's not just talking, but she's pulling the wristband off her wrist - thankfully, because of the way she pulled off the hairband in the first place However, the Qing Fourteenth Guard didn't take her move to heart.

"I know it's difficult for many people to understand me." When the wristband was lightly overlapped on the hair tie, Du Xiaoqin smiled softly, so that when those people became more and more frank, to the point that she would never say the first time in her life. After the second time, she was no longer as angry and ashamed as she was at the beginning.

"Many people find it hard to understand me—those who don't have much money can't understand why I can throw away money so easily, those who are desperate to survive can't understand why I can throw away life so easily, those who regard family affection as life can't understand me Why can I throw away all my relatives so easily... But people are like this, it is difficult for people to empathize with each other, and they will never understand each other, so just like they don't understand and don't need to understand me, I also Don’t understand, let alone understand them.”

"I just need to be responsible for my life"

Du Xiaoqin said softly.

"—Even to die."

Qing Fourteenth Guard's heart skipped a beat, and he looked up suddenly, only to see the meaningful smile on Du Xiaoqin's face, and it was at this moment that Qing Fourteenth Guard felt an inexplicable danger hit his heart, which made him instinctively want to back away.

But he didn't back away, instead he suddenly rushed towards Du Xiaoqin, but an invisible force suddenly broke out, pushing and shoving the fourteenth guard of Qing, making him back step by step until he was close to the rock wall of the cave, unable to retreat.

"But I won't die, at least I won't die at a time like this." Du Xiaoqin stood up, and the wind from nowhere blew her loose long hair up, covering most of her face, but the fourteenth guard of Qing still remained silent. He could clearly see the smile on her lips and those sly eyes that were almost hateful.

"Life should not lead to death step by step, but an adventure." Du Xiaoqin put up his index finger and put it close to his lips, "And we monks are even more so."

"As monks, we are already fighting for our lives against the heavens. Don't we fight for our lives at every pass and every crisis on the road of cultivation? If so, why should I run away at this time?" Du Xiaoqin said with a smile, " If I were really afraid of death, if I was really afraid of falling from a height, I would never have become a monk in the first place!"

The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and the loose bonfire on the ground was also swept up by the wind and blown away.The fourteenth guard of Qing was surprised and unbelievable, not only because of the invisible force field that appeared without warning, but also because of Bai Lian, who surrounded Du Xiaoqin like a spirit snake. It was the hairband and wristband that Du Xiaoqin took off!

What's this?magic weapon?No, they are by no means magical artifacts!So what are they? !

With the bonfire extinguished, the cave became dark again, but this time, the Qing Fourteenth Guard found a light source in the darkness that replaced the bonfire—that was the small blue flower that he had crushed from the very beginning.

Bai Lian, who looks like a magic weapon, but is by no means a magic weapon... that weird blue wild flower... and all of this...

"You...what on earth did you do?" The Fourteenth Guard of Qing asked with difficulty.

Du Xiaoqin spread out his hands in response to Qing Fourteenth Guard's question, and said with a smile: "It's not my fault, it's an accident—and you caused it!"

At this time, Du Xiaoqin's influence finally subsided, so she changed back to that cynical little devil again.

"Originally, I just planned to sneak away—you really thought that I was unprepared and just ran around with that fellow Lu Jin?" Du Xiaoqin smiled sweetly, but in the eyes of the fourteenth guard of Qing, But it was extremely troublesome, "I could have escaped a long time ago, but I didn't, because I have been thinking about how to prevent you from hindering my plan. Originally, I wanted to show your affection to you, to move Reasonable, but in the end, you gave me a good time!"

Du Xiaoqin briskly walked to the broken petals of the small blue flower, took out a handkerchief, and held it up carefully.

"Qingyingcao, although it is called grass, it looks like a flower. It is a spiritual plant that grows in an extremely harsh environment, is rare to see, and is also hard to find—or it is a spiritual plant that is too lazy to be found, because in the In the eyes of many people, its efficacy is far from worthy of its rarity. However, I don't think so."

Du Xiaoqin stood up, tilted her head, and looked at Qing Fourteenth Guard with a smile.

"Look, it just knocked you down."

At this time, the Fourteenth Guards of Qing finally discovered that it was not because the invisible force field was too strong to firmly suppress him on the stone wall, but because most of his strength had been drawn out before he knew it... ...and even worse!

The distant drowsiness hit, and Qing Shiwei began to lose control of his eyelids and weak limbs.He tried his best to mobilize the spiritual energy in his body, trying to expel this terrible drowsiness from his body, but the more his spiritual power surged, the stronger his sleepiness became.

"You...no...you can't...go back...go..."

"I can, and I have already decided." Du Xiaoqin said with a smile.

"Go to sleep, when you wake up, everything will be over. And no matter what the result is, Master and the others will not blame you, because—"

"It's my choice."