History of dandyism

Chapter 8 Daydream

When Zhao Yiwei started the car, he reminded Xia Xuanrui to fasten his seat belt. Xia Xuanrui bowed his head and suddenly remembered that he had sat in this seat before, and it was Zhao Yiwei who fastened his seat belt for him.

The ripples that were floating in the air suddenly fell to the ground, remembering their first meeting, remembering the unbearable experience, remembering that he appeared in front of Zhao Yiwei with such a face, Xia Xuanrui's mood darkened, and he Shivering, he buckled up his seat belt.

"Where do you live?" Zhao Yiwei asked while turning the steering wheel.

"Tiancheng...the mansion."

Zhao Yiwei turned his head and saw Xia Xuanrui sitting stiffly, staring at his clenched hands.Sure enough, his appearance made him feel uncomfortable, Zhao Yiwei shook his head in his heart, he was too impulsive just now.After so many years, when I see Xia Xuanrui, I always subconsciously regard him as the child from back then.

Zhao Yiwei, who thought that Xia Xuanrui didn't want to talk, didn't speak again, but Xia Xuanrui thought desperately all the way. He had a lot to say to Zhao Yiwei, but the topic between them couldn't get around that anyway.If you want to thank him for saving yourself, you will think of the lack of dignity you have been tossed about, and you will be tied to the bed in that shameful posture; if you want to ask him if you knew yourself before, think about it and know that you have nothing but gossip. The value of being talked about.

Xia Xuanrui was so overwhelmed that the car had already arrived at the gate of Tiancheng Mansion.

The car stopped slowly, and there was silence in the car for a few seconds, "You—" the two people spoke almost at the same time, then stopped, their eyes exchanged, one was puzzled and the other was nervous.

In order to ease the awkward atmosphere, Zhao Yiwei smiled slightly, "You're here." Then he saw the young man on the opposite side tremble, and his brows frowned in an arc of grievance.

Didi - There is a car behind to enter the community, and it is honking its horn.

"Ah?" Zhao Yiwei looked at the rearview mirror, heard a slap in his ear, turned his head and saw that Xia Xuanrui had already unbuckled his seat belt, and was holding the doorknob with one hand.

"Thank you...goodbye." Xia Xuanrui tilted her head and said goodbye in a hoarse voice, then got out of the car and closed the door.

Zhao Yiwei drove the car away from the gate, and from the rearview mirror, he could see that the young man had entered the community without looking back, and was soon submerged in darkness.Sure enough, he didn't want to talk to himself, Zhao Yiwei sighed inwardly.

***

That night, Xia Xuanrui looked at the ceiling and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. Under the treatment of the psychiatrist, the incident had little impact on him. For example, he knew that it was not his fault. For example, he enhanced his self-confidence by practicing free fighting. Get rid of the frustration and fear of being controlled by others. For example, when he faces other people, he can naturally regard that experience as an unpleasant past that will not affect his mood.

But when facing Zhao Yiwei...he realized that these were far from enough, whether he admitted it or not, those embarrassing pasts would always lie between them.

How he hopes that that time at the fitness center was their first meeting. He would leave a sunny and healthy impression on Zhao Yiwei. They can chat without any grievances, exercise together, meet up for dinner occasionally, become friends, and share Like and share troubles, they will get closer and closer, and finally become the closest people.

"Xiao Rui, I like you." Zhao Yiwei said softly.

"I like you too," he said.

***

On the first day of the new year, Xia Xuanrui opened his eyes, desperate to die.

The phone rang again and again before Xia Xuanrui picked up the phone and let out a weak hello.

"Are you still sleeping? It's already twelve o'clock, why did you go last night?" Dong Xu yelled on the phone.

"What's the matter?" Xia Xuanrui reached out and pressed his forehead.

"Supercar club New Year's party, have you forgotten?" Dong Xu said: "There will be a race this year. There is a highway in the neighboring city that has just been built and has not yet opened to traffic. The line that was missed on Thursday is now covered by our club. All day long. What a chance, just say you're coming or not?"

"I... don't feel well, so I won't go."

"You didn't come here, don't blame the chairman for dismissing you." Dong Xu called out, "Where is your Ferrari, it's rusty."

"The car was taken away by my brother."

"what?"

The person on the other end of the phone was startled, and Xia Xuanrui only felt a severe brain pain.

"Forget it, I don't care about you, I'll hang up." Dong Xu finally said.

"A Xu." Xia Xuanrui called him, and said coyly, "Tell me, if there is someone who likes to meet another person very much, but actually feels uncomfortable when they meet each other, and always feels a little inferior...how is that?" What's going on?"

"No way! Xia Er, you also learn how to play unrequited love like others? Aren't you very good at flirting, if you like it, just go straight to it."

"It's not me." Xia Xuanrui retorted, "It's about a friend."

"I understand, I understand." Dong Xu laughed, "That friend of yours has almost the same qualifications as you, right?"

"Hmm." Xia Xuanrui snorted.

"Don't worry, you have plenty of money, just spend it." Dong Xu suggested.

"He's not that kind of guy."

"Haha, is there anyone who can't be hit with money? If there is, it must be that there is not enough money to hit people."

"Be more serious." Xia Xuanrui was upset.

"Oh, well, it seems that you really like him." Dong Xu continued, "Don't be afraid, Second Young Master, besides money, you have another very important advantage."

"What advantage?" Xia Xuanrui was anxious.

"You still have good looks." Dong Xu said, "You don't know Xia Er, right? With your appearance, it's very marketable to be a prostitute without being a money maker."

"Rolling, rolling..." Xia Xuanrui threw the phone away angrily.

After a while, I picked up the phone again, and Dong Xu had already hung up.

Xia Xuanrui got out of bed, walked into the bathroom, and observed herself in the mirror. Her hair was disheveled, her eyelids were swollen, her lips were chapped, and her face was livid.

How could Zhao Yiwei like this look?

Xia Xuanrui raised his right hand and touched his cheek. He remembered an ex-boyfriend he had dated with. That guy was very keen on grooming his face, and he knew everything about men's grooming.At that time, Xia Xuanrui didn't care much about these things. He thought it was too motherly for a man to care about such things.It seems that there is a men's spa in a beauty club that does a particularly good job. That guy often goes there for maintenance, and once Xia Xuanrui went there to pick up someone.

Maybe he should go and see, Xia Xuanrui thought, he imagined his haggard face became radiant, and Zhao Yiwei was amazed when he saw it.

"Xiao Rui, your skin is so white..." Zhao Yiwei said, stroking Xia Xuanrui's face with his long and slender fingers, "It's smooth and soft..." The body got closer, breathing intertwined, Zhao Yiwei lowered his eyes, and his voice was hoarse, "It smells so good ..." His kiss landed on Xia Xuanrui's cheek, rolled over to his lips, licked lightly with the tip of his wet tongue, and brought a fiery sigh, "Xiao Rui, you are so sweet..."

While dizzy, the nasal cavity became hot, and the warm liquid flowed through the chin, lips and chin, and fell onto the white basin, bright red like flowers blooming in the snow.

Xia Xuanrui covered his nose, and tasted the bloody rust in his mouth.

***

After the New Year's Day holiday, General Manager Xia returned to work in the company in a sluggish mood. After a few days, his condition improved and he even changed his hairstyle.

Xia Xuanrui felt that he was ready to appear in front of Zhao Yiwei again, but Zhao Yiwei didn't know whether it was a business trip or something, he never showed up at the company, and of course he didn't go to the fitness center.

There is Zhao Yiwei's phone number in Xia Xuanrui's phone. Last time a private detective got it for him, and the contact was saved as 'him'.Opening the address book, fingers caressed the word 'he', but dared not dial it.

If he had behaved better a few times before, had chatted with Zhao Yiwei, and exchanged phone numbers openly, then now he could call him naturally and ask him what he is up to and whether he has time to come out meet up.If Zhao Yiwei said he was on a business trip, he would tell him when he would come back and I would pick him up at the airport.

When Zhao Yiwei got off the plane, he would greet him with a smile on his face, drive him home, and tell him that he had prepared his favorite dishes at home. Zhao Yiwei would hug him emotionally and say to him "You are so kind, Xiao Rui."

Thinking of this, the corners of Xia Xuanrui's mouth couldn't help but curl up.

***

In the past few days, the chattering materials of the female employees of DS Industrial Management Company have added content about Mr. Xia's obsessive smile.

Ms. Xiao Shao said that at the company meeting yesterday, President Xia's smile was too weird.Mr. Xia has always used this kind of meeting as a vase. The meeting is chaired by Vice President Chen. At most, he will ask "Mr. Xia, what do you think?" before the end. In the past, Mr. Xia would nod at will to announce the end of the meeting.But yesterday, yesterday, Mr. Xia showed a dreamy smile, and said "yes" very softly, and the word "yes" was lingering and tender, dripping water.

In the entire conference room, a dozen or so people were all stunned.

"Let me tell you, Mr. Xia is in love." Accountant Jin said, "Only people in love can exude this sweet smell from the inside out."

"Oh, sister Jin, what you said is very literary." Xiao Shao held his face and giggled.

Manager Xu said leisurely: "Actually, Mr. Xia has sprayed on perfume. It smells really good. I don't know what brand it is."

"That's why—" Accountant Jin made a final decision, "Men are those who please themselves."