History of dandyism

Chapter 14 If I Can Not Love You

My heart breaks when I think of a real person, and I can only rely on Two-dimensional's Zhao Yiwei to comfort me.

Xia Xuanrui hugged Zhao Yiwei's pillow, wrapped in Zhao Yiwei's blanket, and fell asleep with a pile of pillows around Zhao Yiwei.

"Second Young Master, Second Young Master..." Someone called softly.

"Huh?" Xia Xuanrui woke up rubbing her eyes, and saw the aunt who was doing housework for herself standing beside the sofa, "Aunt Wang is here."

"Why did the second young master sleep on the floor?" Aunt Wang has worked in Xia's family for many years, and she has watched Xia Xuanrui grow up, so her attitude is relatively close.

Xia Xuanrui was originally lying on the carpet in front of the sofa, but now she got up and sat on the sofa. She just woke up, and her hands and feet were still a little weak.

"Is it so late?" From the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, the sky was a little dark.On weekends, Aunt Wang always comes to cleanse at this time, and sometimes she cooks a meal for Xia Xuanrui.

Aunt Wang smiled when she saw Zhao Yiwei's surroundings all over the place: "Second Young Master is still like a child, he likes cartoons or something."

Of course, Xia Xuanrui would not say that this is not an anime product, so he just explained casually, "Yes, I bought it online."

"You can't just use it like this when you just bought it, you have to wash it in the water." Aunt Wang quickly started to pack up the things on the floor.

"Hey——" Xia Xuanrui saw that Aunt Wang was about to bump into the big towels for the beautiful men coming out of the bath, and hurriedly stopped, "I'll take this and wash it myself, Auntie, make me dinner, I'm starving to death .”

"What do you want to eat?"

"Everything is fine." Xia Xuanrui stepped forward to take the blanket from Aunt Wang, "Auntie, go quickly."

After persuading Aunt Wang to leave, Xia Xuanrui took some things to wash, and then took a bath by the way.

After taking a shower and wearing comfortable home clothes, Xia Xuanrui ate dinner and felt a little better.After Aunt Wang left, Xia Xuanrui took out the dried Zhao Yiwei's surroundings from the clothes dryer and sorted them out. A few large items probably had to be put away.Otherwise, even if Aunt Wang has a strong mental capacity, Xia Xuanrui herself would feel embarrassed, and also because she couldn't bear it.

This Zhao Yiwei belongs to him, and only to him.

***

Before going to work on Monday, Xia Xuanrui went to the old Yang Shengjian restaurant yesterday to have breakfast. Yesterday, because the queue was late, Xia Xuanrui only ate four fried noodles, and he was still a little bit unsatisfied.Today Xia Xuanrui ate eight in one go, and was a little bit full, and packed a portion before leaving.When we arrived at the DS Building, we first went to the 38th floor to find Xia Xuansheng.

"Why are you free today?" Xia Xuanrui was quite surprised.

"Brother, I found a good pan-fried restaurant, and I'll bring you some to try."

Xia Xuansheng had already had breakfast, but it was rare for his younger brother to be courteous, so he ate one to save face, "Well, it's okay."

"It's a pity that it's a bit cold. It tastes better when it's just out of the pan." Xia Xuanrui said regretfully.

Xia Xuansheng glanced at his younger brother, "Is the money enough?"

"That's enough, it's only a few dollars." Xia Xuanrui suddenly realized, "Brother, I didn't ask you for money, I can't spend much money now." In addition to the salary of the general manager of DS Industrial Management Company, Xia Xuanrui also has a A credit card, although the consumption is monitored by the eldest brother, but the limit of 50 is not a lot.

When it comes to money, Xia Xuanrui feels emotionally, "Brother, I really shouldn't have done it before." Back then, in order to get Fang Zilu the second male lead, he even spent 2000 million yuan on an idol drama, and then Fang Zilu's cheating broke out. Only then did Xia Xuansheng realize that his brother was such a prodigal.Since then, Xia Xuansheng has confiscated Xia Xuanrui's small treasury and only gave him pocket money on a monthly basis.

"It's good that you know." Xia Xuansheng said happily, "You're not young anymore, it's time to learn how to invest and manage money. I'll pay you back the money grandma left you, and you can take care of it yourself."

"Don't, let your financial advisor take care of it together. If I want to use it, I'll ask you for it." Xia Xuanrui has never been impatient to deal with these things, not to mention that he has nowhere to spend the money now.

After leaving the president's office, Xia Xuanrui went back to the seventh floor.Because there are dedicated elevators above the [-]th floor, you have to go down to the first floor and take another elevator on the other side of the lobby. It is the peak time for commuting at this time, and it is difficult to wait for the elevator. After such a delay, Xia Xuanrui went to DS Industrial Management Company was late.

Pointing at the attendance machine at the door and swiping his face, Xia Xuanrui saw that he was 3 minutes late, "Ah, the perfect attendance award is gone," he said to himself.

Xiao Shao at the front desk was taken aback when he heard this, "Mr. Xia, it's not considered late within 5 minutes."

"That's good." Xia Xuanrui thanked Xiao Shao and went to his office.

Except for the 34-inch all-in-one computer, there is only a phone on the desk, and the rest of the place is empty.

Xia Xuanrui sat on the chair, a little bored, he had already taken out the telescope at this time before, but now he was a little hesitant.When I think of Zhao Yiwei, I feel a little pain in my heart, and it will be even more painful when I see him.

I need to find something else to distract myself, Xia Xuanrui thought, he can't live by peeping.

When Manager Xu went into the general manager's office to deliver things that day, he found that Mr. Xia was not playing with the telescope, but was playing games on the computer with headphones on.

Many years ago, Xia Xuanrui was also addicted to computer games for a while, and spent hundreds of thousands on them. Of course, this amount of money was nothing to him, but he quickly lost interest in it, so he didn't play it much anymore. .

This time Xia Xuanrui downloaded a new game, and planned to spend time and energy playing it slowly like other players, instead of spending money on it.It was easy to upgrade the game at the beginning, coupled with the novelty, Xia Xuanrui felt that the time passed quickly, and as the level increased, the character quickly changed maps.

When the new map is drawn, it is a gray wasteland, the sky is covered with dark clouds, the earth is full of scars, and the background music is long and weeping, which inexplicably makes people feel extremely sad.

Xia Xuanrui put down the mouse and covered his face with his hands. He has been poisoned, and nothing can save him, except that person...

***

After a cold air passed through, the weather gradually warmed up, and soon came the warm spring and March.

Although it is a private enterprise, the benefits of DS Group have always been good. As usual, March [-]th is a holiday for female employees to travel.Even though it is a Women's Day event, male employees can also participate, because the group has a large number of people, and the tour is divided into many routes and batches, all of which are two-day and one-night excursions.

Of course, Xia Xuanrui did not participate in this kind of activity, but when he saw the employees who came back from the trip share photos, he suddenly had the urge to travel far.

Maybe it would be better to stay away from him.

Xia Xuanrui applied for annual leave and set off by car alone, aimlessly and at peace with the situation.Different from the way of traveling in Gaoda in the past, this time he did not take the high speed, but went around along the national highway. It was the first time to eat at a roadside stall, the first time to stay in a budget hotel, and the first time to visit a country market , and spent three yuan to shave a head.

A few days later, Xia Xuanrui arrived at the foot of Huangshan Mountain, checked the strategy on the Internet, prepared the necessary items at the foot of the mountain, and Xia Xuanrui started hiking in the afternoon.In fact, Xia Xuanrui had been to Huangshan Mountain before. At that time, he took the cableway and lived in Xihai. He didn’t even watch the sunrise because he was too lazy to get up the next day. Except for a few photos, he left nothing behind.

In the evening, Xia Xuanrui arrived at the welcoming pine. If it was him in the past, he might have run out of energy. Fortunately, Xia Xuanrui's physical fitness has improved a lot this year. Although he is tired at this time, he has a hearty sense of accomplishment.Since the room was not booked in advance and the hotel was full, Xia Xuanrui rented a sleeping bag and slept on the floor. Of course, this experience was not good at all.

Before dawn, tourists around started to watch the sunrise one after another, and Xia Xuanrui also got up.When we arrived at Guangmingding, we sat on the wet rocks and waited. The wind was strong on the mountain, and the jacket we bought temporarily was not good enough to keep warm. Xia Xuanrui froze all over.

The belated red sun finally emerged from the sea of ​​clouds, and the golden light brushed over the undulating waves, "Ah, rainbow!" The crowd was commotioned, "There is also Buddha's light!" Many people screamed in surprise.

A few girls around me were chattering and discussing whether they could make a wish at this time and ask the Buddha to bless them.If possible, Xia Xuanrui also wants to pray for something about Zhao Yiwei, such as letting myself not love him so much...

The sun was rising, the clouds were drifting away, and tourists on the top of the mountain came and went, but Xia Xuanrui stood there for a long time until someone called him.

"Xiao Rui—"

Xia Xuanrui trembled all over, turned his head with difficulty, and saw Zhao Yiwei.

Why did it appear? Obviously, I want to forget the wish.

"What a coincidence." Zhao Yiwei said, "You also came to watch the sunrise."

"Yes." Xia Xuanrui murmured.

"Have you had breakfast?" Zhao Yiwei pointed to a few people in the distance and said, "That's my friend over there, let's go together."

Xia Xuanrui looked at those people in the distance, and turned his gaze back to Zhao Yiwei. At this moment, he was sure that he would never be Zhao Yiwei's ordinary friend.

"No, my companion is waiting for me."

"That's good." Zhao Yiwei smiled, "Then see you later."

"Goodbye." Xia Xuanrui said, he turned around, pulled up the hood of his jacket and put it on, then strode away.

It seems to be hated, Zhao Yiwei suddenly felt.

***

Huangshan came back a few weeks later.

One day, Zhao Yiwei went to the company early on business, and saw Xia Xuanrui while driving along the river in the city.

There are many water systems in this city, and the greenery along the way is very good. Many citizens will do morning exercises along the river bank.When Zhao Yiwei turned the corner, he saw a man running on the promenade by the river, wearing jogging attire and earphones on his head.

Zhao Yiwei's car drove past slowly, and he confirmed that the man was Xia Xuanrui.The sky was only dim, Xia Xuanrui probably got up earlier than himself if he could run here from the Tiancheng mansion.

Later, when Zhao Yiwei rushed out at this time, he saw Xia Xuanrui several times. One of the days was drizzling, Xia Xuanrui was still running in the rain with the hood of his tracksuit on.

It seemed that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and Zhao Yiwei suddenly realized that he could always meet him in the fitness center before, but when it started, it never happened again.