Chapter 31
Chapter 31
Du Kai remembered the sincere conversation between Dean and him, and his tone was a little hesitant: "I think...your ex cared about you."
Han Yichuan smiled self-deprecatingly: "That's because he didn't know the name of the person he cared about was Han Yichuan."
Du Kai was a little puzzled: "Why? Now that you know, he doesn't care about you anymore?"
Han Yichuan tried his best to turn his head in Du Kai's direction, and he was not in a high mood when he spoke: "Du Kai, lift Liu Hai up and let me see your eyes."
Du Kai sighed and pushed Liu Hai to the back of his mind.
These are a pair of eyes that are different from those of ordinary yellow people. They are deep and deep like those of Europeans. The double eyelids are deep and obvious, which is especially strange embedded in Du Kai's face.
Han Yichuan looked at these eyes, and slowly closed them, as if in this way, those eyes could stay in his heart for a while longer, but in the end, the shape of those eyes would gradually blur, just like the pain in his head now. After a few seconds, it becomes unclear.
The slight concussion did not leave any sequelae, but this faint headache made Han Yichuan's mind chaotic, probably too chaotic, covering his clear thoughts. into mind.
He didn't remember that person's voice, didn't see that person's appearance, but he remembered the touch.Just like the touch every time he was held in Dean's arms, it was very, very similar.
Han Yichuan raised his eyes wide open, and asked urgently, "Du Kai, what does the person who saved me today look like?"
Du Kai scratched his head: "It's too dark to see clearly."
"Think about it, think about it." Think about it, is it Dean, is it Dean?If it's Dean, then should he leave Shanghai?
"I just know it's a foreigner."
As soon as Du Kai's words came out, Han Yichuan was so frightened that his heart stopped beating, and a mouthful of saliva was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't swallow it no matter how hard he swallowed.
Du Kai said again: "He should be pretty handsome, with black hair and black eyes, don't tell me, with a star..."
"Stop talking." Han Yichuan had a severe headache because of the nervous tension just now, and Du Kai's high-pitched voice made him feel even more uncomfortable, so when he heard the black hair and black eyes, he frowned and interrupted.
Dean was blond, and Dean didn't like dyed hair, so that alone should eliminate that possibility.
Du Kai exhaled slightly, it must have been fooled.
Han Yichuan lay down for a while, and was pushed to the infusion room for an IV drip. After he became more comfortable, he tilted his head to look at Du Kai, who was already sleeping beside him, stretched out his free right hand, and touched Du Kai's liuhai .
Du Kai didn't sleep soundly. As soon as Han Yichuan moved, he woke up with a shaking of his upper body: "Boss, what's wrong?"
Han Yichuan slumped in his chair listlessly: "It's much better, I just want to see your eyes."
Du Kai was silent for a while again. He felt sorry for his boss. He usually looked heartless. It was because all his hearts were tied to another person. He was tied to him for eight years, and he still couldn't get out.
"Boss, why don't you try to apologize to your ex? How big of a mistake did you make to make him hate you for six years?"
Han Yichuan took a deep breath, and then slowly snorted out of his nose: "I broke up with him because I made a mistake and didn't dare to admit it, so I could only lie to him. Later, I had to use more lies To cover up. Because of this mistake, I caused him to lose his right of inheritance and almost ruined his reputation in the upper class of France. What he lost cannot be measured by money.”
The sound of silent breathing filled his ears, and Han Yichuan said mockingly: "So after we broke up, he still accepted my text messages, which is already the greatest kindness. After all, it was I who let all his efforts go to waste. He has suffered so much. Much more than me. He slept in a bridge hole, worked as a day laborer, all of which were caused by me. He hates me for granted, and he hates me for being normal all my life."
Du Kai opened his mouth and wanted to ask Han Yichuan what mistake he had made, but he felt unable to ask. He wanted to comfort Han Yichuan, but found that all this sounded like it was indeed Han Yichuan's fault, and Han Yichuan asked for their breakup.
"Then lying almost became my instinct. Even if he doesn't hate me anymore, he is willing to get back together with me, but have you thought about the consequences? I will still lie, and we will still quarrel because of it. The trust between us has long been Honkai, it's so broken that it can't stick together, with the lessons learned from the past, how much do you think he will believe what I say? The most important trust is gone, how can we be together?"
The most important thing Han Yichuan didn't say was that he didn't have the courage to face the loss after gaining again.A heart is just that big, full of cuts, and it was hard to pinch it hard, but blood still leaked out. If he lost it again, those cuts would burst in an instant. By then, the gurgling blood that gushed out, he would To block, or not to block?
But then Han Yichuan felt that he was thinking too much. How could Dean hate him so much, so how could he be willing to get back together with him.
"I broke up with him because he can no longer trust me, so at least in the end, I want to do my best to make up for him. Even if he can't see it, I still want to fulfill my last promise to him, at least in this way The guilt in my heart will be less, and I will feel better."
Du Kai: "What promise?"
Han Yichuan looked at Du Kai, but Du Kai knew that he was looking at others through himself.
"I promised him that I would never appear in front of him in the future. This time, I don't want to break my promise. Maybe he will feel better without my days, and he will be happier without my days, then... ..." Han Yichuan couldn't make a sound for a moment, and he took a breath before continuing, "I will do my best to make him live better."
Du Kai felt his heart twitch: "But you still like him, so you never thought about trying again?"
"I've thought about it, but here's the truth. If I like him, does he have to like me? It's a gift from God that he doesn't hate me. No matter how full of fantasies I have in my heart, I don't dare to hope to get back together with him in reality. "Han Yichuan closed his eyes, and every time he recognized the facts, he always felt tired all over his body, "We can chat across the Internet and feel his concern for me in Two-dimensional, which is already something I can't even dream of. No wonder. That's fine, really. I shouldn't push myself."
Liking is such a humble emotion, knowing that it is impossible, but still wanting to get closer, deceiving oneself and others, but unable to stop.Even if you have recognized all the endings, you will still be like moths to the flame, to absorb the little bit of warmth that is not actually directed at you.
All the entanglements can be summed up in six words: "I like it but I can't let it go".
"You can try it, if you don't try, how will you know." Du Kai has a deep understanding of Dean's affection and tension today, why can't Han Yichuan be brave and take a step forward.
Han Yichuan buried his face in his palms, and after a long time, he uttered a few syllables with sobs: "Don't force me...I'm afraid..."
Hey……
Du Kai put the mobile phone in Han Yichuan's pocket and didn't hang up. Dean on the other end of the phone was not really angry, but the despair in his tone hit him like a hammer, and every time he knocked, it hurt him.He also knocked out the idea of meeting Han Yichuan directly and confessing to him that came up before.
Want to meet up?think.But the premise is that Han Yichuan must not know that his real identity has been exposed.Do not hesitate to use any means to protect his vest.
After confirming that Han Yichuan's drip was all right, Dean left the hospital quietly.
The clock ticked past three o'clock in the morning, but Dean couldn't fall asleep when he got home. Han Yichuan's crying "I'm afraid" was all in his mind. , got up again.
He wanted to call Han Yichuan to ask about his health, but he was afraid of waking him up, so he struggled with his phone for a long time, but finally he was reluctant to disturb him.
Just about to put down the phone, there was a series of vibrations, and I saw several text messages from Wan Ruifang: "It seems that something happened to Yaoluo, look at the Q group!"
Dean made many turns in his mind, and quickly clicked on the blinking penguin in the lower right corner of the computer.
The gang Q group was lively and lively, because it was a weekend, there were quite a few people playing games in the morning.
At a glance, I saw a few figures I didn't want to see jumping around in the group.
[Seventh Princess: Brother Enchanting is hung on the wall of the forum, have you seen it?]
[No knife in hand: he hangs on the wall every day]
[Seventh Princess: Hehe, he seems to be doing a lot of evil this time, he was sought by several beggars, and the three-dimensional was exploded]
[No knife in hand: Oh, there is such a thing?Send us the link to judge~】
Dean then went to poke the link, and it was a post on the Jianghu Enmity Edition of the game's official forum.
The post roughly described how Han Yichuan's fried chicken shop was blocked by beggars, and several photos showed Du Kai being blocked by beggars and unable to get out of the shop.
Then the post analyzed the cause and effect of the blocked door in a "reasonable and well-founded, logical" way. It was the fried chicken shop owner, Enchanting Brother, who seduced a married man. It was broken, so it was resisted and crusaded by beggars.
The evidence is also in order, and there is actually a report issued by the hospital about a beggar's food poisoning.
Di Nan knew that the beggar incident was instigated by someone behind his back, and the beggar also said that they troubled Han Yichuan's fried chicken restaurant because Han Yichuan moved someone else's boyfriend.This coincides with what is said in the post.
Could it be that this post was made by the person behind the scenes?
Looking at the poster again, Dean fell into deep thought.
The poster who created the post was named Jinghuashuiyue. Dean remembered it very clearly. This woman would go to the world to insult Brother Yaoluo from time to time.
Di An still remembers Hua Jinghua Shuiyue scolding Han Yichuan like a prostitute.
And in this post, Jinghua Shuiyue described Han Yichuan in detail as a social scum from the perspective of a victim.
[Mirror Flower and Water Moon (the original poster): As the saying goes, the wicked will repay the wicked. I didn't like Brother Enchanting before, because he knew that my boyfriend was dating me, and he wanted to get in the way!My boyfriend was originally straight, but brother enchanting not only cheated him into bed time and time again, but even tried to turn my boyfriend around!In this society, if you don't take a good road, but you want to pull my boyfriend's ticket on the single-plank bridge, his whole life will be ruined by you!And you?Eating chicken in the People's Square, playing games in the game is a petty bourgeoisie, my male ticket was caused by you, and the whole person has fallen into depravity!Do you have the shame to move other people, drag them to hell, pat your ass and leave, and send the hole to other people's dicks, but what about my boyfriend?He would rather die now! 】
[Mirror Flower and Water Moon: I learned from the male ticket that you were playing this game a year ago. After getting all the evidence, I actually found the proof that you caused food poisoning to two beggars.Now I want everyone to see the proof that you, a bitch and a black-hearted trader, cheated on my boyfriend and refused to admit it, but turned around and called my boyfriend what he deserves!I want you to shout and beat everyone in the game. 】
After all, I really put up a screenshot of the penguin chat, and there is no trace of photoshopping. After comparing the penguin number on the screenshot, it really belongs to Han Yichuan.
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