Hidden heart

Chapter 13

As soon as Shen Yao turned his head, he saw the painting hanging on the snow-white wall - a painted painting.

There is a faint snow scene painted on it. It seems that it is still early winter. There are only a few withered and yellow leaves left on a lonely tree. The sky in the distance is gray and black. It is hard to tell whether it is day or night. There is no one, and nothing else, everything looks very depressed, very cold, very lonely.

"Is the scenery in this painting your hometown?"

Fan Xuechen raised her head, was silent for a while, and said softly: "This painting is called 'Snowy Morning'. I heard that it was such a snowy day when I was born."

Shen Yao looked at the person in front of him, seeing him staring intently at the painting, with a little indifferent sadness on his face.

"So that's how you got your name. Xuechen, Xuechen, what a beautiful name."

"Are your parents still in Yangzhou?"

"She's gone."

Shen Yao didn't notice the meaning of his words, but just reached out and hugged him, and said softly: "I really shouldn't ask you these things."

Fan Xuechen shook his head slightly.

Shen Yao caressed his face and said, "Do you have any other brothers and sisters?"

Fan Xuechen pursed her pale lips, as if she didn't hear his question.

Shen Yao only thought that he was sad, and didn't care about it, and asked him: "Xue Chen, why did you come here?"

"It was Yuwei who asked me to come here."

"Do you want to come here yourself?"

"I never thought..."

"You didn't come here for Yuwei, did you?"

Fan Xuechen pursed her lips and remained silent.Shen Yao felt sour in his heart, he lowered his head and kissed Fan Xuechen's lips.Fan Xuechen leaned obediently in his arms, allowing him to kiss her.

His gentle and natural attitude stirred Shen Yao's heart, making him forget all the sour vinegar smell just now.Shen Yao passionately kissed him until he couldn't bear it anymore and struggled.

"Xuechen, do you have me in your heart now?"

Fan Xuechen rested her head on his shoulder, panting heavily, until she calmed down, then said in a low voice: "Yes."

"Xuechen!" Shen Yao's heart beat again, this was the first time that the person in his arms faced him so frankly.He raised Fan Xuechen's head, and kissed those two petal-like lips again.

This time, he kissed more tenderly, more intimately, and more considerately.It wasn't until Fan Xuechen's body was completely limp in his arms like spring water that he reluctantly withdrew from those sweet lips.

"Let's be together, Xuechen." Shen Yao felt the trembling of the body of the person in his arms, and a deeper longing surged in his heart.

Fan Xuechen slightly raised his eyes and said, "Why are we together?"

"You and I go home, we will all be together in the future!"

He thought that Fan Xuechen would immediately agree, but Fan Xuechen didn't speak.

"Xuechen, don't you want to?"

"What's the difference between here and there?"

"Of course there is a difference! This is Yuwei's place, I don't want you to be with her again! I want to hold you, look at you, and let you belong to me alone!"

"Yuwei and I did not do such a thing."

Shen Yao was startled for a moment, "Have you never kissed her before?"

Fan Xuechen shook his head.

"Haven't been in bed either?"

Fan Xuechen glanced at him, broke free from his arms, and said calmly: "Yuwei and I are not in the relationship you imagined."

"what is that?"

Fan Xuechen didn't answer, just took out a handkerchief from his shirt, and gently wiped the body fluid flowing from the corner of his mouth.

This action is both abstinent and provocative, Shen Yao has no ability to resist at all, just want to hug him and kiss him again.But Fan Xuechen had already thrown the handkerchief towards him, and she also went to the chair by the window and sat down.

Shen Yao wiped his mouth with a handkerchief, walked forward, put his hands on the chair, and called out: "Xuechen." Fan Xuechen ignored him.Shen Yao raised his head, looked at the two bright red thin lips kissed by him, and kissed them carefully again.

Fan Xuechen did not refuse, she closed her eyes and indulged in this endless sweetness together with him.

"Hmm..." Saliva flowed out from the corner of his mouth with the passionate kiss, and Fan Xuechen collapsed on the back of the chair as if he couldn't bear it anymore.

Shen Yao's lips and tongue did not stop, lingering from his lips to that sharp jaw.He kissed the slender neck again from the lower jaw.But the extremely ascetic Chinese-style stand-up collar blocked his downward movement. He raised his head and saw Fan Xuechen opened those hazel eyes and looked at him dimly.

Shen Yao leaned over and hugged him a little, "Are you comfortable? Xuechen?"

Fan Xuechen turned her face away in shame, and said in a low voice, "Are you uncomfortable?"

Shen Yao laughed lightly.

Fan Xuechen glanced at him in embarrassment, and said, "Where's my handkerchief?"

"I'll come..." Shen Yao said as he stretched out a handkerchief and gently wiped his moist lips.After that, he put it on his lips and licked it again, "It tastes really good."

Fan Xuechen's face turned even redder, and she stretched out her hand to grab it, but Shen Yao quickly hugged him, "Xuechen, just give it to me. When you're not around, I can still think about you."

Fan Xuechen pushed him away, sat up straight, straightened his wrinkled clothes, this kind of movement was as natural and calm as clouds and clouds, and in Shen Yao's eyes, it really had an indescribable charm.He held the skinny wrist and said, "Xuechen, you go back with me, okay?"

"I want to talk to Yuwei."

"Why are you talking to her?"

"She did a lot for me."

"Is she really for you? I asked her, she doesn't care about you at all, you know?"

"I know."

"Then why are you so desperate for her?"

"At least she's someone I can rely on here."

"Someone you can rely on?" Shen Yao said angrily, "Isn't I more reliable than her now?"

After hearing this, Fan Xuechen raised her eyes and looked directly at him, that pure and emotionless gaze seemed to penetrate his body and reach his heart.

Just when Shen Yao couldn't bear it and wanted to speak, he saw a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, and said, "Shen Yao, is this not good? If you want to see me, I won't refuse .You want to kiss me, and I won't refuse."

Shen Yao has never seen him smile at herself, and now she is almost fascinated by this little trace of laughter.He lowered his head and kissed the corner of his mouth, and said, "Then what do I want to do with you more intimately?"

Fan Xuechen didn't speak, but slightly parted her lips, allowing him to kiss her in.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, Fan Xuechen immediately pushed him away, got up, walked to the painting table, and picked up the phone.He just said "OK" and hung up the phone.

Shen Yao's heart was already overturned. He snatched the mobile phone from Fan Xuechen's hand and saw a row of numbers displayed on it. Except for the top one which belonged to Bai Yuwei, the ones below were all called by him. .But he answered Bai Yuwei's call, but he didn't answer any of his own calls!

"Yuwei let me go now." Fan Xuechen didn't seem to care about his emotions, and still said to him lightly.

"Where did she ask you to go?"

"Several calligraphers and painters are at the art exhibition. They want to have dinner together in the evening."

"Don't you hate crowded places? What's more, you don't know how to drink!"

"It should be someone important, otherwise Yuwei wouldn't let me go."

"Why do you always listen to her?" Shen Yao couldn't restrain the anger in his heart, he put his hand on Fan Xuechen's shoulder, "Are you going to leave me and go to her?"

"You can go with me, Yuwei is also happy to see you."

"You—" Shen Yao laughed angrily, "I didn't expect you to be so generous? Don't you know that I had a relationship with her?"

"I can see it."

"Can you see it? Humph, what did you see?"

Fan Xuechen glanced at him indifferently, turned around and walked outside.Shen Yao followed him all the way to his bedroom, saw him adjusting his clothes in front of the mirror, and took out a handkerchief from the cabinet.

"Let's go together?" Fan Xuechen asked with a livid face.

For the first time, Shen Yao felt helpless towards his lover.In the relationship between two people, others have always catered to him, but since he met Fan Xuechen, he has always been actively catering to the person in front of him, and he still can't grasp his mind, which makes him feel divided. Annoyed outside.

Seeing that he was sullen and silent, Fan Xuechen didn't ask him any more, but went to get the cell phone that was still in his hand.

"Why don't you ever answer my calls?" Shen Yao grabbed his hand and didn't intend to just give him the phone.

Fan Xuechen was silent for a while, and said, "Is it so important to you whether I answer the phone?"

"Otherwise, why should I call you?" Shen Yao was almost mad at him.

"After that, if you call me, I will definitely answer."

Shen Yao sneered, "You also said yesterday that you would wait for me in the art exhibition!"

"Shen Yao," Fan Xuechen paused, and said softly, "I didn't understand it yesterday, but it's different now."

"what's the difference?"

"You didn't say you wanted to be with me, I didn't refuse you, did you?"

"Did you promise me? Aren't you unwilling to leave here?"

"If I didn't promise you, how could I let you treat me like this?"

Thinking of the sweetness of this afternoon, Shen Yao couldn't help but soften his tone, "Xue Chen, I really don't know what you are thinking? You always treat me hot and cold, sometimes I really feel like a fool."

Fan Xuechen lowered his head, and said in an almost inaudible voice: "It's only me who is a fool, not you."