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Chapter 32 Let Me Go

Qin Mu was taken aback, Song Xiaofeng's face was full of tears, his nose was red from crying, but when he saw Qin Mu, his eyes suddenly lit up.

In Song Xiaofeng's thinking, he has seen this brother before, this brother is not a stranger, he suddenly found a piece of driftwood after falling into the water, he didn't understand that the previous feeling was despair, and he didn't know that the current feeling was like being rescued from a desperate situation , I just don’t feel scared anymore.

He told himself not to cry anymore, and wiped his face with his sleeve. Qin Mu stopped him, took out a silk handkerchief from his pocket, gently wiped his tears, and said in a coaxing tone, "You know me." ah?"

Song Xiaofeng nodded heavily, "Brother, play the qin, I saw it, it sounds good."

His eyes were dark and bright, Qin Mu could only feel that the stars all over the sky fell into his eyes, making people unable to move their eyes away.

Qin Mu didn't know when he met him, but he felt very happy, "Well, my brother's name is Qin Mu, you can call me brother Qin Mu."

"Mumu, Mumu" Song Xiaofeng called out.

Song Xiaofeng's voice was bright, with the softness unique to children, Qin Mu felt numb from being called, and didn't want to correct him at all.

"Well, my name is Mumu, so what's your name?"

"Xiaofeng, my name is Xiaofeng."

"Xiaofeng, it's really nice." Qin Mu praised sincerely.

Song Xiaofeng lowered his head shyly, he didn't remember that Wei Zhou was still lying down, but Qin Mu remembered it very clearly, Qin Mu said: "Then Xiaofeng and Mumu are friends, and Mumu and Xiaofeng took this brother Carry it to the side and wait for the doctor."

Song Xiaofeng immediately thought of Wei Zhou again, stopped in front of Wei Zhou and shook his head, Qin Mu became more gentle, "Don't Xiaofeng believe in Mumu?"

"I'm going to die, Brother Zhou Zhou, don't carry him away." Song Xiaofeng was a little anxious.

Qin Mu immediately reassured, "No, no, I won't die, I won't die when the doctor comes."

While speaking, Wei Zhou woke up leisurely, but his head was hit hard, and his consciousness was not very clear, but the shock passed. He was thinking about Song Xiaofeng in his heart, and wanted to raise his hand to hold Xiaofeng, but found that he couldn't lift his hand at all.

Only then did Qin Mu discover that his hand was broken. He was a little thankful that Song Xiaofeng insisted that no one would touch him, and couldn't help but praise Xiaofeng, "Xiaofeng is so smart, we won't move him."

Song Xiaofeng seemed to understand but half understood, all his attention was put on Wei Zhou.

The ambulance finally came in, Qin Mu called and said that he couldn't attend the appointment due to something, and got into the ambulance with Song Xiaofeng.

The owner of the store whose signboard was dropped also got into the car with a sad face. No one paid attention to him, so he just stood by alone in a daze.

Song Xiaoyue rushed over after receiving a call from Qin Mu. Wei Zhou's head was severely smashed, his arm was broken again, and he was in the operating room. When he came, Song Xiaofeng burst into tears.

Song Xiaoyue hugged him to comfort him, while Qin Mu saw the little guy crying into tears, and immediately felt very distressed.

On the way to the hospital, he kept talking to Song Xiaofeng. Song Xiaofeng chatted well with him, and he didn't show any fear at all. He didn't even say a word when Wei Zhou was pushed into the operating room, but he was a little distracted, and now he was crying until he was hiccupping in Song Xiaoyue's arms. .

Song Xiaofeng was tired from crying and fell asleep leaning on Song Xiaoyue's shoulder, Song Xiaoyue was distracted to thank Qin Mu.

Qin Mu didn't show politeness to him either, his focus was on Song Xiaofeng who was sleeping extremely restlessly, "Your classmate's ward has already been opened, and there is an accompanying bed, let Xiaofeng go to sleep there first."

Song Xiaoyue nodded, and Qin Mu looked at the owner who was still sitting on the chair in a daze, "Go back after you pay the money, and I'll talk to you about the remaining expenses. Don't worry, we won't blackmail you of."

The shop owner was also confused, but seeing that he was wearing a famous brand and looked very reliable, he had no doubts, but he was about to bleed, so he could only nod with a sad face.

Song Xiaofeng is slightly taller than Song Xiaoyue, because he eats better than Song Xiaoyue, and he is also heavier than him.It was still a bit difficult for Song Xiaoyue to get him to the ward. Qin Mu thought about it and said, "Let me carry him there, so as not to wake him up."

Song Xiaoyue was taken aback for a moment, he knew that Qin Mu was always willing to help others, but his feelings towards Qin Mu were still very complicated, and today Qin Mu was much more proactive than before, which made him a little uneasy.

Qin Mu had already stretched out his hand, "Let's go."

Putting Song Xiaoyue on the bed, Qin Mu covered him with a quilt lightly, turned around and said to Song Xiaoyue in a low voice: "You and the shopkeeper go to go through the formalities and pay the money. I will pay for this ward."

"How can this work?" The shopkeeper was surprised.

"Hush." ​​Qin Mu looked back at Xiaofeng, "Keep your voice down, don't wake him up." Then he said, "Don't worry about this, you go, I'll take care of Xiaofeng."

He acted like he was really afraid of Xiaofeng being woken up, so Song Xiaoyue couldn't say anything more.It stands to reason that Wei Zhou's injury really doesn't need to live in this kind of ward. The shop owner thought he was at a loss at first, but seeing Qin Mu's offer to pay the money, he was naturally willing in his heart.

"Song Xiaoyue, you should go to the door of the operating room and wait for a while." Qin Mu said to Song Xiaoyue who walked a few steps away.

Song Xiaoyue nodded, "Well, I know, then I will trouble Senior Brother Qin to take care of Xiaofeng."

Qin Mu shook his head and sat down beside the bed, "No trouble."

How can it be troublesome, Song Xiaofeng looks like a little angel when he is asleep, how can it be troublesome to take care of the little angel.

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Qin Mu waited for Wei Zhou to finish his operation before leaving the hospital. He came back early the next morning and brought breakfast for the two brothers. Wei Zhou also woke up but could only drink porridge. Song Xiaoyue fed him little by little. It made him feel embarrassed too.

They had four classes in the morning, Song Xiaoyue was worried that Song Xiaofeng would not be able to take care of Wei Zhou, and was about to ask for leave. Qin Mu's arrival just filled the gap, although he really didn't want to trouble Qin Mu.

Wei Zhou's head was still hurting, and he was not energetic. He fell asleep again after Song Xiaoyue left for a while. Song Xiaofeng was very obedient, so he sat on the side obediently and quietly.

Qin Mu wanted to talk to him, but he hissed. Qin Mu thought he was so cute, so he obediently stopped talking, just looked at him and smiled.

Song Xiaofeng is usually studying at this time. He has finished five pages of the picture-literacy book Song Xiaoyue bought for him. If he can't learn today, he is afraid that he will forget. His eyes are rolling and recalling the words he learned yesterday.

Qin Mu found it interesting, leaned over and asked him in a breathy voice, "What is Xiaofeng doing?"

Song Xiaofeng also moved close to him, imitating his way and whispering: "Xiaofeng is here, study."

Qin Mu was stunned for a moment, a little surprised and distracted, he couldn't help feeling a little headache, he didn't expect his self-control to be so weak, let alone this little guy who had known him for less than 24 hours would have such a huge impact on him.

He seemed to understand Ji Xiaoting's feelings a little bit.

Of course Ji Xiaoting was more entangled than Qin Mu. Song Xiaoyue finally told him that he was in the hospital. He hurried over, but saw Song Xiaoyue sitting on the edge of the bed feeding another man with a spoonful of food.

There was no one in the VIP ward. Fang Gu and the others came to see Wei Zhou together just now and took Song Xiaofeng back. Qin Mu said he would take them back to school and followed him, leaving Song Xiaoyue alone to take care of Wei Zhou.

He was right to take care of Wei Zhou, after all, Wei Zhou was injured to save Xiaofeng, but Ji Xiaoting didn't know the truth, so even if he did, he probably wouldn't be able to shut down the smashed jar of jealousy.

Ji Ershao pushed the door open angrily and came in, startling the two who were feeding, Wei Zhou saw his fierce eyes and guessed that he was jealous, coughed and said to Song Xiaoyue: "I'm full. "

Song Xiaoyue looked at the porridge that was less than half eaten, and said, "No, you have eaten too little, and you have to eat more if you can't finish it. I won't be here later, what if you are hungry?"

"There is a nurse when I'm hungry." Ji Xiaoting said viciously, and Wei Zhou felt his head hurt even more. Although every word Ji Ershao said was what he wanted to say, Song Xiaoyue didn't budge.

After eating in embarrassment, the nurse came in with a nursing tray, and Wei Zhou hurriedly chased the two away. Although he didn't want Song Xiaoyue and Ji Xiaoting to leave, he really had a headache and couldn't care about these things.

Song Xiaoyue hasn't eaten yet, the food in the hospital cafeteria and nearby small shops are very expensive, Song Xiaoyue is reluctant to spend this money for herself, and wants to go back to school to eat.

Ji Xiaoting didn't know that he hadn't eaten so late, and since he went out, he was exuding low air pressure. When he reached the gate, he didn't care which direction Song Xiaoyue was going to go, and dragged him into the car directly.

Closing the door with a snap, Ji Xiaoting took a few deep breaths, but finally yelled, "Are you having an affair with that man?" He thought that his anger had been suppressed a lot, but he yelled at Song Xiaoyue until his head was dizzy. Dazed.

"What nonsense?"

"Where am I talking nonsense? You didn't see how affectionate you were to him just now, didn't you say you don't like men?" Ji Xiaoting was furious.

"Did that eye of yours see that I like men?" Song Xiaoyue also felt that it was becoming more and more difficult to suppress her emotions when she was with Ji Xiaoting.

"You have, you are so kind to him!" Ji Xiaoting felt aggrieved, "You are not kind to me at all."

Song Xiaoyue had a headache, "Can't you see that he is injured?"

"So what if you see it?" Ji Xiaoting became angry when he said it, "Is there no one else who can feed him? Doesn't he still have a good arm?"

"You bastard." Song Xiaoyue was too angry to speak.

"I have nothing to say." Ji Xiaoting felt that he was acquiescing, and clasped his shoulders tightly with both hands, "I said to give you time, not to let you not take me seriously, I am your future Boyfriend, if you treat others better than me, do you believe that I abolished him?"

Another threat, Song Xiaoyue erupted, waved away Ji Xiaoting's hands clasped on his shoulders, and shouted: "You might as well abolish me."

He exploded for the first time and yelled at Ji Xiaoting. Song Xiaoyue continued to bombard him, "What the hell are you looking for in me? Can I change everything? How can you let me go?"

Ji Xiaoting heard this before, it was a joke, but he didn't expect this joke to be so painful when used on him, every word was like a knife, cutting his blood dripping.

Ji Xiaoting's eyes were red, his hands tightened and loosened by his side, loosened and tightened, and finally he couldn't help but put his arms around Song Xiaoyue and wanted to take him into his arms. In fact, he wanted to shut his mouth that said hurtful words even more. But he didn't dare, he was afraid of seeing the fear and disgust in his eyes, he didn't dare to look at Song Xiaoyue's expression and eyes at this time, he could only press him firmly against his chest, hoping that he could understand his violent heartbeat.

"I also want to ask, why can't you let me go?"

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Today, I told my best friend about my writing problems. In fact, I know some of the problems myself, but there is no way to get rid of them at the moment.

My words can't control the content I want to express, the rhythm is not good, and the writing is procrastinated. I will try my best to overcome these problems, and I hope the adults who read the text can give me some advice.Thank you!