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Chapter 98 He Likes Zhu Lichuan

98 He likes Zhu Lichuan

Zhu Lichuan squatted against the light in front of Cheng Chen. The dim twilight made his facial features extraordinarily gentle, with deep brows and eyes, and a comforting smile on the corner of his mouth, "Finally he is willing to use me." He dotingly said Looking at Cheng Chen, there was an affectionate soft light in his eyes.

The warmth in front of him stirred up a warm current in Cheng Chen's heart. He sat up from the sofa, raised his hands hesitantly, and said timidly: "Zhu Lichuan, can I give you a hug?"

The answer is yes.

Without Cheng Chen opening his mouth, Zhu Lichuan couldn't help but want to rub the person who is regarded as a treasure into his flesh and blood, and let him know that he is not alone, living alone in this world.

Cheng Chen carefully wrapped his arms around Zhu Lichuan's neck, turned his face sideways, put his face on it, and said slowly: "Zhu Lichuan, I really have no family in the future."

He spoke very calmly, and people listened, but their hearts were tightly held together.

The voice is like a thin thread, getting smaller and smaller, as if every word needs to be exhausted.

"Cheng Chen, you have." Zhu Lichuan hugged him back forcefully, "I will be your family from now on, remember?"

Cheng Chen pursed his lips tightly, and sighed with his nose, "Zhu Lichuan, do you want to hear it? About my parents, about my brother, and the one million." As he spoke, he twitched the corner of his mouth again. , smiled bitterly, and continued mockingly, "I can't seem to find anyone else to talk about except you."

Zhu Lichuan patted his slightly trembling back, and said unhurriedly: "Say, I'm listening, it doesn't matter if you don't talk."

Cheng Chen spoke very slowly, without any logic, stumbling, and meticulously followed the timeline, telling all the fragments that could be remembered in his mind, without hiding anything, and even stopped halfway because of an emotional breakdown, Hold Zhu Lichuan and cry several times.

And Zhu Lichuan was more patient than Cheng Chen imagined, he didn't express his opinion, but when Cheng Chen stopped, he patted him in time, comforted him, and played the role of listener quietly.

"Zhu Lichuan, do you know? They have been eccentric since they were young, but it was because they were young. At that time, they would only think that it was because they did not do well, so their parents only loved their younger brother. I hate Cheng Gan, because no matter how hard I try , parents will not look at me more, I also envy him, even if he can't do anything well, parents will stand with him."

"Maybe my birth wasn't even an accident to them, it was just an accident they wanted to avoid, that's why they hated me so much. They hated me so much that they would drive me out of the house when I had no source of income , I hated it so much that I called my child a freak. I even disregarded my life and sold the fact that I was gay to the newspaper, just to redeem Cheng Gan from the police station in exchange for money."

"It's really unfair. They were all born by the same mother, with the same blood in their bodies, but the treatment is very different. He is the sky, and I am a muddy ground that can be trampled on at will."

"Zhu Lichuan, am I going to quit the circle soon? It seems like it's just started, but it's about to end. I'm really not reconciled." Cheng Chen's eyelashes were soaked, and tears continued to flow from his eyes , He shook his lips and repeatedly emphasized, "But I'm really not a freak. I like what they like, and I hate what they hate. Apart from my sexual orientation, what is the difference between me and ordinary people? Only But they're straight and I'm gay."

"Cheng Chen, let me ask you." Zhu Lichuan held Cheng Chen's frustrated face and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Do you think you are wrong?"

Cheng Chen shook his head without thinking, and said firmly, "I'm not wrong."

If he really felt that he was wrong, he would have let go when Cheng Chen was punished to kneel in front of everyone to admit his mistakes.It is precisely because from the beginning to the end that he feels that there is nothing wrong with liking the same sex, he insists on his views without hesitation, is kicked out of the house, and is disgusted and even abandoned in every way.

"But I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing." He added.

"Since you think it's right, and I think it's right, then what's there to be afraid of?" Zhu Lichuan said.

"Aren't you afraid?" Cheng Chen blinked his tears in disbelief

Yan, "If your fans find out, many of them will take off their fans, turn back, and even join other passers-by and black fans to talk about you, scold you, spread your rumors everywhere, and even your peers will laugh at you, I looked down on you, tripped you up, made it difficult for you to move forward, lost your endorsement, and lost your announcement. Because of the bad influence, no director will ask you to make a movie again. Are you not afraid of these things?"

"Don't you also know that it's 'many people', not 'all people'?" Zhu Li Chuanyu enlightened Cheng Chen wholeheartedly, "Cheng Chen, fans are fans, and you are you. Do they like you, and how much they like you , That's their business. And whether you like yourself or not, that's your business. What are you? It won't be Zhu Lichuan, it won't be Zhou Kai, and it won't be anyone else. As long as you are acting and can perform a role well, you are an actor. In acting, it is never the role that seeks you, but you. It, go for it. Everyone has their own considerations and weights when making a choice, just because a director doesn’t want you because you’re gay doesn’t mean another director won’t accept you because of that.”

"Diamonds are loved simply because they are diamonds. Whether it is the most common of all diamonds, or the rarest and most expensive, there will be people who will love them, but some will love them less and more the difference."

"I act because I like it. It has nothing to do with whether I have fans or how many fans I have. A real fan should be able to accept everything about you, including the fact that you like the same sex. If they can't accept it, then It can only be regarded as a passerby who liked you because of certain things at a certain moment. Since you are a passerby, you come and go again, and you will leave in the end, right?"

After hearing Zhu Lichuan's words, Cheng Chen's sobs subsided.

The emotion in Zhu Lichuan's eyes was genuine, and he didn't say those words to comfort Cheng Chen, but because he always thought that way and did that all the time, so he said it fluently and freely. It doesn't matter'.

For Cheng Chen, the sky that was about to collapse seemed to be propped up again.

Zhu Lichuan was already satisfied to find strands of relief on Cheng Chen's weeping face, "Do you know Yan Feiyi?"

Cheng Chen nodded slightly.

"Do you know what happened when he just debuted?" Zhu Lichuan asked.

Cheng Chen still nodded.

He has never seen or known Yan Feiyi, but as long as he is in the circle, no one knows what happened to Yan Feiyi.

Yan Feiyi was the new actor who successfully squeezed out Zhu Lichuan and won all the best actor awards at various awards ceremonies last year. He was obviously a few years older than Zhu Lichuan, but he hadn't debuted for as long as Cheng Chen.In just a few years, it has emerged and gained a place in the industry.

In fact, he was not favored by the public at the beginning. Netizens even raised the topic of Yan Feiyi getting out of the entertainment circle on the Internet, and the amount exceeded several billion. Many uninformed netizens also followed suit to boycott TV dramas and movies in which Yan Feiyi participated.

Just because he had just debuted, he was photographed kissing another man on the street and returning to the residence together.

On the second day after being exposed, he generously posted a photo of him holding hands with his boyfriend.

In those few months, his name was almost included in the news reports and hot searches, making it known to the whole people, but Yan Feiyi himself didn't care about other people's opinions at all.

No explanation, no apology, no withdrawal.

Do what to do.

If there is a movie, he will pick it up, if there is no movie, he will go out to travel, let the netizens abuse and slander him, he still does what he thinks is right, and in his spare time, he travels around with his boyfriend outside the circle.

In the end, the movie was still filmed, and the actor still got it.

Live more freely and unrestrainedly than anyone else.

"Do you want to be like him, through hard work, to win the best actor, or do you want to be a turtle and return to the comfort zone where you feel safe?" Zhu Lichuan proposed to let Cheng Chen decide for himself, no matter which one Cheng Chen chooses, he They all accompany him, "If you want, I can pay you to shut the mouth of the newspaper. If a wants to report, shut up a's mouth, and b wants to report, shut up b's mouth

But, do you think we can keep everyone's mouths shut? "

Cheng Chen stopped his tears and shook his head slightly.

He was gay, even if his parents didn't disclose it, sooner or later someone would find out because of other things, Cheng Chen should have been mentally prepared.

Zhu Lichuan said earnestly: "If they want to report, they should do so. Instead of hiding, being coy, and being careful not to be discovered anytime and anywhere, it is better to be open and frank from the beginning and admit it openly. They want to say , just let them say, if they want to scold you, let them scold you, you don’t need to worry about it, just do your own thing.”

Cheng Chen relaxed a bit, but he still didn't know what to do.

He naturally took Zhu Lichuan's hand, and asked sincerely: "Zhu Lichuan, will you stay with me?" Maybe Zhu Lichuan is the part that he feels is missing in his heart, as long as he can get Zhu Lichuan's affirmative answer, he can Take that step bravely.

Zhu Lichuan's light kiss on Cheng Chen's forehead was his answer.

The last trace of doubt left in Cheng Chen's heart also disappeared.

A smile bloomed on Cheng Chen's face again, he was happier and more satisfied than ever before, as if he had the support of the whole world.

He never believed in God before, but at this moment, in his eyes, Zhu Lichuan's existence is the salvation sent to him by God.

Always reaching out in time when he needed it most, saving him from the aimless darkness.

If Zhu Lichuan is the light, then, from now on, Cheng Chen decides to hold the light that saved him.

He will admit,

He likes Zhu Lichuan,

He wanted to be with Zhu Lichuan,

He wanted Zhu Lichuan to like him too.