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Chapter 106 At that moment, I decided to kiss you 1

106 At that moment, I decided to kiss you 03

Cheng Chen lowered his head and remained silent for a while, the overhead light hit his face, casting a shadow through his thick and slender eyelashes, making it difficult to see the obscure emotions underneath.

Time seemed to slow down, Cheng Chen was quiet, but the corners of his mouth moved occasionally, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start.

He was organizing his words, thinking about how to speak.

Zhu Lichuan said that he wanted to hear his story about his "puppy love" in college.

Obviously both of them started dating as adults, Zhu Lichuan insisted on labeling his last relationship as a puppy love.

In Zhu Lichuan's view, Cheng Chen's love can only be divided into two types, Cheng Chen's ignorant puppy love and Cheng Chen's sweet love with him.

Cheng Chen pursed his lips, feeling uncertain, and confirmed again and again, "Do you really want to know?"

The eyes he looked at Zhu Lichuan were full of resistance to this topic.In fact, he has long been relieved of his first love, and he can't even remember the appearance of his ex-boyfriend, and there is nothing he can't say with him.

But during that time, Cheng Chen was kicked out of the house on the front foot, and found out that his ex-boyfriend was cheating on the girl on the back foot. Life.

He didn't want to let Zhu Lichuan know more about his embarrassing past.

Cheng Chen knew that Zhu Lichuan would not dislike him or ridicule him, but he wanted to keep a little bit of mystery, at least to be able to lie and deceive himself, making Zhu Lichuan feel that he had been kissed beautifully.

Cheng Chen is undoubtedly a person with extremely low self-esteem, but he can't find any traces of low self-esteem from his partner, Zhu Lichuan.

The two have completely opposite personalities.

Zhu Lichuan lives with his own self, and his innate self-confidence makes him calm and unhurried no matter what he does.He doesn't need life to help him make choices, and it's an enviable path to do as he pleases.So smooth it's enviable.

There is no doubt that Zhu Lichuan is the kind of person that Cheng Chen would envy even in his dreams—the person who grew up with God kissing his forehead lightly.

On the contrary, Cheng Chen lives in God's blind spot, and every step he takes needs to be carefully considered.

Even if fate makes Cheng Chen struggle with Mercury retrograde, in front of the person he likes, he also wants to show a positive and beautiful side like Zhu Lichuan, instead of being depressed and depressed, which will only make people feel heavy .

Cheng Chen tried his best to search in the remaining memories, trying to pick out a few passages of the past that were not so bitter to tell Zhu Lichuan, but after thinking for a long time, he found nothing.

Before meeting Zhu Lichuan, it seemed normal to have a messy life, and he was only accompanied by misfortune.

Zhu Lichuan nodded, sat next to Cheng Chen, held his hand, and said in a gentle and powerful voice, "You even showed me the picture of you with long hair and open crotch pants, what else can you say?" He wasn't forcing Cheng Chen, he just wanted to remove the thorn in Cheng Chen's heart and save him from the burden that surrounded him.

Thinking of the photos he showed Zhu Lichuan, Cheng Chen felt ashamed and funny, but those were the only few photos he had of his childhood.

At that time, Cheng Chen was short, with a small frame, fair and feminine, and he had no concept of gender at all. Walking on the street, he couldn't help but be interested in the beautiful braids on the little girl's head and colorful skirts.

If it wasn't for being always laughed at by the neighbors in the town and giving birth to the wrong body, he should have turned into a daughter, and his long hair should have been kept for a long time.

The worries disappeared in an instant, Cheng Chen couldn't help laughing a few times, his heavy heart relaxed a lot, he stopped worrying about left and right, pursed his lips lightly, and spoke boldly.

Divide his past into one unit after another, no matter which side, which side, or which point, as long as Zhu Lichuan wants to hear it, he will tell him without any disturbance.

He tried his best to restore his dry and boring days in a calm tone.

"Others say that college life is a snap, but I feel that life is like a year. Every day is torture for me."

"I'm very busy every day, but I don't know what I'm busy with. Apart from running back and forth in various part-time jobs, it seems that there is nothing left in the whole university life. I don't know what to live for. I have no goal, blind and depressed. I was tortured by negative emotions every day and had a nervous breakdown, and the problem I was thinking about lying in bed at night could not be what to eat or wear the next day, but what part-time job I needed to go to the next day.”

"The happiest thing is probably the salary payment at the beginning of the month. When I was in college, I still wrapped the money in an envelope when I was in college, and some bosses who were not particular about it would give the money directly. After receiving it, I had to deposit most of it in the bank before I warmed it up. The living expenses of the current semester, the rest is my living expenses of the month. Occasionally, I earn a lot from work, and I will have a little surplus. I will save some money and learn to come to the store. Customers who come to consume, order a cup of coffee, a small piece of cake, and nothing else. No need to think about it, just sitting by the glass window and watching the people coming and going outside can spend the whole afternoon in a happy mood. Actually, I like to eat sweets, but I don’t want to eat them all the time, because for me, it’s a It’s a luxury, and only when I’m in a happy mood do I want to fill my body with sugar.”

"Actually, I don't blame him. He was a straight man, and he would play with me for a while when I was bored. No one owed anyone. He is indeed a scumbag, but I am no better than him. If I have time to feel sad, I have to go back and continue to work part-time.”

After listening to Cheng Chen's words, Zhu Lichuan separated his fingers, inserted them tightly into Cheng Chen's fingers, and squeezed tightly, with a knowing smile on his face, "Then shouldn't I thank that scumbag?"

Obviously he was bullied, but Zhu Lichuan wants to thank the scumbag, what's the reason?Cheng Chen couldn't figure it out, and asked in surprise, "Why?"

Zhu Lichuan smiled until his beautiful eyes were bent, "If he treats you nicely, what else can I do?"

Cheng Chen was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it carefully, he felt that Zhu Lichuan's words made sense, and he couldn't find a single word to refute him.

"Secrets for secrets," Zhu Lichuan hooked Cheng Chen's little finger, "This is our deal. What do you want to know this time?"

Cheng Chen always had the feeling that he was being led by the nose by Zhu Lichuan, and his every word and deed seemed to be under Zhu Lichuan's control.

Zhu Lichuan really knew him too well.

Cheng Chen thought about it, and asked the most vulgar question, "When did you like me?"

Zhu Lichuan didn't answer directly.

He said, "I just glanced at you, and I have spent my whole life with you in my mind. At that moment, I decided to kiss you."