He doesn't know today

Chapter 40 Uncomfortable

It took me a long time before I recovered from my daze.

Lu Guican ate the fried rice slowly, as if the sentence just now did not come from him.

I can hear clearly, but I have completely forgotten the Chinese that I have learned for more than ten years.

I opened my mouth repeatedly, and finally the word "oh" came out stupidly.

The brain is like an old computer. After we finished our meal and waited at the station for a while, the computer restarted after a beep.

"I don't need you to support me!" I reacted and said to him solemnly.

"Really? Then don't raise it."

He turned his head to look at me, blocking part of the light from the street lamp with his body, and a large shadow fell in front of me.

I saw the corners of the other party's mouth drooping, paused, but continued to lower my voice: "I mean, I can raise you too."

He blinked, "Huh? Say it again?"

I thought he didn't hear clearly, but someone came to wait for the car at this time, so I had no choice but to ask him to come closer, and I repeated it in a low voice.

"You say it again."

"I can raise you too."

"Your voice is a little low."

"I mean, I...wrong! Lu Guican, did you hear that?" Looking up and seeing the smiling eyes of the other party, I reacted and took a big step back in embarrassment.

He laughed at me and put his fist to his mouth.

Times have changed, and Lu Guican can play tricks.

......

While waiting for the bus, Lu Guican told me one thing: he and Guan Jia are neighbors and have known each other since elementary school.

I thought he told Guan Jia about our matter, but Lu Guican denied it: "No, she guessed it herself."

"Guess what?"

"She has been very concerned about this kind of thing since she was a child." Lu Guican didn't know what to think of, and his expression became a little strange.

"So you and her were childhood sweethearts?" I grasped the point, "The kind you played with since childhood?"

"I don't have a good relationship with her, didn't Guan Jia tell you?" He looked at me helplessly.

Every time the two meet, they look like they have never been in touch with each other. Before, I mistakenly thought it was a relationship injury.

I muttered, "You all say the same thing, how do I know which one is true..."

He smiled, "My words are true, I know her, I don't like her, that's all."

"that's it?"

"Ah."

Something covered my head, Lu Guican stroked my hair gently.

My heart warmed up, and I said casually: "Then you have nothing else to hide from me, right?"

I was just joking, but Lu Guican's expression froze.

Could it be true?

Before I could ask, he shook his head and said, "No."

I was thinking about other things in my heart, and I didn't think much about it, I just thought I was wrong.

.......

It probably came out when I was a child. No matter what happens, I don’t think about the result, I just think about living a day.

If I have a bad day, I am too weak; if I have a good day, I am lucky.

Not thinking about whether tomorrow will be like today or what it will be like.

I got along with Lu Guican with the feeling of winning a big prize.

But this person told me "in the future".

Growing up so big, I have heard the word "future" countless times. I will study hard in the future, find a good job in the future, and...

This is my own "future", but what Lu Guican said is the "future" of two people.

It's something I've never heard of, and it's something I've never thought of.

So if he said it was true, it was true.He said no, then I would trust him without any scruples.

......

When Fang Lang first fell in love, he had a love speech, saying that he wanted to be with his girlfriend 24 hours a day.

I scoffed then, and now I feel the same way.

I can't wait to run to law school all the time, even if I meet for 10 minutes, it can make me happy for a long time.

Chen Yu thinks I'm crazy, let me wake up.

I was puzzled, "Don't you and Wang Ze want to meet?"

Thinking about it carefully, Chen Yu is either in the dormitory or going to the Internet cafe every day.

Unlike Fang Lang and I, we usually gather at the dining hall and watch movies on weekends.

When Chen Yu answered this question, he frowned, "I don't want to."

"But Fang Lang said..."

"It's not the same thing." He was rummaging through things, but he couldn't find it for a long time and clicked his tongue, "It's not that I don't want to meet, the meeting is just a cover, and I don't want to."

They're all adults, and I'm not stupid enough to ask him what he wants.

It's a world I don't understand.

He dug out a box from the drawer, threw it into the trash can, and said with a blank expression, "Xiao Yuanzi, since you guys are already in love, then I won't say anything more. But as a roommate, I'll give you some Just a reminder, you should always be careful, you are too close to him. Fang Lang mentioned you to me yesterday and asked me if you are..."

I interrupted him nervously, "What is it?"

"relative."

After smelling it, I was relieved.

"Don't take it seriously," Chen Yu said, "Fang Lang has a big heart, and his thinking is not that complicated. But it doesn't have to be a different person."

I agreed with my mouth, feeling in my heart that he was making a big fuss, after all, this can be explained clearly by a friend.

......

The previous competition that Lu Guican participated in had the results. Not only did they take the first place in the group, Lu Guican also won the Individual Excellence Award.

I was in class when I learned the news, and I saw the content posted by the school's official blog as soon as I swiped my Weibo.

After class, I couldn't wait to go to law school, regardless of the next class.

Maybe I missed the first time, but I still want to congratulate him in person.

I looked at the timetable and found the classroom where the other party was in class. I stood at the front door and looked in. I saw Lu Guican in the first row at a glance.

There were several people standing next to him, male and female, who seemed to be discussing.

Lu Guican nodded from time to time while listening, and then lowered his head to write something on the book they opened.

It seems that he is busy, I thought about it and decided to go back to the college for class first.

Immediately afterwards, Lu Guican raised his head, and met my eyes impartially with me standing at the door.

He was startled for a moment, then the corner of his mouth curled up in the next second, and he stood up from his seat.

It is said that it is like a walking hormone, but I think Lu Guican is like a walking dynamite to me, throwing it at my heart.

......

He and I walked under the stairs, blocking the space and sound of the corridor.

Lu Guican asked me, "What's wrong?"

When I heard it, I looked at him and sighed heavily.

He frowned slightly, "What happened?"

"Something has happened." I took a step back, leaned against the wall, and lowered my eyes not to look at him.

"Yu Yuan?" His tone became a little anxious, and he bent his waist to get closer to me, "You...Xu Mingxuan came to look for you again?"

"It's even scarier than this," I said in a sad tone. "The target is too good, and I'm terrified. I feel like I won't be able to lock him down in the next second."

Lu Guican was stunned.

I couldn't help but burst into laughter.

After he reacted, he showed helplessness, "You are really..."

"Congratulations on winning!" I smiled at him, "Am I the first one?"

Lu Guican stretched out his hand to adjust the collar of my coat, "What's the first one?"

"The first person to congratulate you."

He tugged at his neckline and smiled, "No."

Just as I was about to speak, I heard the boy say again: "It's just the first one that made me feel uncomfortable."

"uneasy?"

Why is this uncomfortable? I remembered that the other party was discussing with other people just now. Could it be that I affected him in class?

"Is a rapid heartbeat considered uncomfortable?" He asked very seriously.

I:"......"

excuse me.

He was very close, and the top button of his shirt was unbuttoned. From this angle, he could see the other party's collarbone and the scar on his collarbone.

This is the second time I've seen it, and this time it's more clearly than I can see. It's not long, but it's very deep, probably pierced by some sharp object.

I stared at the scar, and raised my hand to touch it mysteriously.

His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrist calmly.

At this moment, there was a sudden stabbing sound upstairs, like the rubbing sound of walking suddenly stopped.

Lu Guican reacted faster than me. When I looked up, he was already upstairs.He went up half a floor, stood there watching for a while, I saw him frowning.

"Maybe I heard it wrong." I followed, but I didn't see anyone.

Besides, we are in a blind spot under the stairs, and few people would stick out the railing and look down while walking the stairs...

I imagined that position, felt my neck sore, and stretched out my hand to rub the back of my neck.