He doesn't know today

Chapter 35

Before he could speak, I hung up the phone first, took a few steps back with my phone, and leaned against the wall.

The phone automatically locked the screen, and I stared at the black screen in a daze.

After an unknown amount of time, Chen Yu's voice came from next to my ear, "Xiao Yuanzi? You are here. Fang Lang and the others said they were going to an Internet cafe, and they haven't seen you come back for a long time."

"Well, I'll go back now."

Chen Yu looked at the cell phone I was holding tightly, and said sharply, "Did you call Lu Guican?"

I nodded and didn't say much.

A group of people moved to the Internet cafe, and I stared at the screen intently, allowing myself to focus on the characters controlled above.

Listening to the noise of the Internet cafe, the laughter of roommates, the sound of typing on the keyboard, and the sound of my own breathing, my mind is blank, like a blank sheet of paper.

Halfway through the call, I let them line up first, bought a can of Coke and squatted at the door.

Being blown by the wind may calm you down.In fact, I was unexpectedly calm. Without my self-regulation, my brain automatically blocked certain memories.

A can of Coke fell into my stomach, and I hiccupped. Chen Yu came out at some point, and knelt down beside me.

"Tell me, what's the matter with you?"

I lowered my head, "I confessed to Lu Guican."

"Then?"

"Rejected by him."

Chen Yu frowned and looked at me for a while, "Are you okay?"

I smiled at him, "What can I do, if not, forget it."

Seeing that he still looked suspicious, I pulled him up, "Let's go, let's play ranked."

That being said, when I returned to the dormitory in the middle of the night, those dull emotions could no longer be contained, and I rushed out.My heart feels as uncomfortable as being torn apart, and at the same time, there is a sense of shame that is constantly magnified.

An emotion called disgust arises spontaneously, I don't know what's wrong, I have never been so anxious when I was with Xu Mingxuan before.

There are two villains in my heart, one is blaming Lu Guican, the other is blaming myself.

Blame yourself for being sentimental, blame yourself for being stupid.

What's wrong with Lu Guican?Blame him for giving me too much hope?

But he said that without that meaning, he would not give the other party hope.

In a joking tone, she declined me tactfully, probably because of our friendship.

So it's still my fault.

......

When I returned to the dormitory, I lowered my eyes and was full of thoughts.The roommates are still making noise, and the sound of fighting is sometimes distant and sometimes annoying to me.

Then I was slammed on the shoulder.

"Don't you have eyes when you walk?"

This sentence was almost shouted, and the dormitory became silent in an instant.

Fang Lang stood beside me, looked at me in astonishment, and then looked at Chen Yu.

I didn't expect this sentence to be blurted out by myself, and I was also taken aback.After regaining my senses, I gritted my teeth, turned around and walked out.

Chen Yu grabbed one of my arms and said in a serious tone, "Liu Yuyuan, why are you so nervous?"

I am silent.

Chen Yu's voice was full of anger, "Why are you throwing fire at us? You are angry and swearing at people and throwing things here, and he won't even know if you are so depressed on the bed!"

I heard the tip of my nose sore, trying not to lose my composure.

Fang Lang walked over and said worriedly, "Xiao Yuanzi, are you alright?"

"It's okay, nothing at all." I calmed down, shook my head, and patted Fang Lang's shoulder again, "I'm sorry."

I hid the shoe box behind the desk, and to make sure I couldn't see it, I put a glove box in front.

But after a while, I couldn't hold back, and squatted down again to turn the shoe box out.

I took out the greeting card inside and carefully blew off the fresh dust on it.

The hallway was dimly lit before, but under the incandescent lights of the dormitory, the word "bestfriend" on the card was particularly conspicuous, even a little dazzling.

......

Fang Lang was not angry about what happened that night, but kept caring about what happened to me.

I just shook my head without saying a word.

A few times when I woke up in the morning, when I was in a daze, I would think that night was just a dream, nothing happened between me and Lu Guican, we are still friends.

I still open WeChat subconsciously, and wake up at the moment when I want to send it.

So I deleted the other party's dialog box, just in case.

Then two weeks later, I still didn't send a message to Lu Guican, and the other party didn't contact me again.I clicked on the other party's circle of friends, and after making sure that the other party didn't block me, I subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

One night, Chen Yu stopped me who was going to take a shower, saying that he wanted to take me to the bar.

I hesitated for a moment, then nodded.

When I arrived at the bar, I stared at the glass of wine on his table, ready to move.

Chen Yu noticed my gaze and asked, "Want to drink?"

I looked back and rubbed my nose, "I don't drink."

"When people are depressed, they prefer to seek abuse." He muttered to himself, looked at me for a while, and asked, "Are you still going to say it? I won't listen after tonight."

I pretended not to understand, "What did you say? Said Fang Lang played against me on your account last night, and then fell to silver?"

"Damn it? Is he poisonous?" Chen Yu straightened up and realized again, "Tsk, don't fool me, what's going on with you and Lu Guican, what did he do to you?"

I was silent.

Chen Yu handed the wine glass to my mouth, "Say it?"

I hurriedly pushed him away, defeated, "He didn't do anything, we just made a phone call, and I confessed to him..."

"Then he thought I was joking." I paused, "No, he knew I wasn't joking, he always knew."

"joke?"

"He asked me if I lost the game. After I confessed so seriously, he asked me if I lost the game." I smiled wryly, then took out my wallet, took out the small card inside, and flipped through it. Noodles: tomybestfriend.

"Aren't confessions between friends just a joke?" I said.

Chen Yu cursed.

"What does that kid mean, I will..."

I interrupted him: "Don't tell Wang Ze."

Chen Yu frowned.

"Don't tell him, shame on you."

......

By the time we got out of the bar, the station didn't even have the last train.Chen Yu turned on his mobile phone to call a taxi. I touched my pocket and found that the mobile phone was not on me. I thought I must have forgotten the seat.

So I greeted Chen Yu and hurried back to find my phone.

Fortunately, I found it in time, and I found the phone on the sofa.

I opened the door and went out while looking down at my phone.

At this moment, a suspicious voice came from the opposite side: "Liu Yuyuan?"

I looked up when I heard the sound, and when I saw the other person's face, I was stunned.

Wei Siyuan stood in front of the gate of the opposite bar, also stunned.

The gay bar that Chen Yu and I often come to is called F, and there is also a bar called YOU directly opposite it.

Even if you are not a regular visitor to this street, you know that there are two bars on the street that are nicknamed fuckyou.It is said that the two bosses know each other, and there seems to be an ambiguous relationship.

I don't know if the boss of YOU's house is gay or not, I only know that most of the people who go there are straight men of steel.

Just like the old Wei who came out from there.

He stared at me blankly for a while, then raised his eyes to look at the sign above my head like a conditioned reflex, and finally widened his eyes in disbelief.

Two words floated in my mind, oh well.

.......

In my opinion, as long as Wei doesn't call and tell my grandma, it's not a big deal.

As for him asking me to go to him after class the next day... well, that's not a big deal either.

But when I met Lu Guican at the door of the office, the situation became a little serious.

I was so scared that I dropped my phone on the ground.

Lu Guican picked up the phone for me, paused slightly, and said first, "Yu Yuan?"

"Hey, senior, when did you come back?" I picked up the phone, panicked inside, but kept calm on the face.

"Yesterday," he said, "what were you doing here?"

I laughed, "I went to the bar too late last night, and he caught me when I came out."

"The counselor still cares about this?"

"Uh, maybe I'm doing psychological counseling or something." I said casually, hoping that the other party would leave soon.

Lu Guican frowned, but relaxed it after a while, "That's it."

The smile on my face froze.

Since he won't leave, I will slip away first.

I pointed to the door, "The teacher is still waiting for me, I'll go in first, we'll talk another day."

After that, I quickly opened the door and got in, and at the same time quickly closed the door.

A few more glances and my heart might explode.

......

Old Wei's dissatisfied voice sounded from behind me, "Did you see a ghost or something? You're in such a panic, the door is about to be broken by you."

I turned around and saw Wei Siyuan sitting there, frowning with impatience.

"sit."

I obediently sat down on the stool in front of his desk, and my heart calmed down a little.

Before his butt was hot, he said, "What's the matter with you?"

I don't know what he was asking, "Huh?"

"Let me explain more clearly, you," he choked up, and seemed to find it a bit difficult to say, but he insisted, "Do you like men?"

Before I came, I had already thought about the countermeasures, so I said without much effort, "I'm going with my friend."

But he didn't believe it, his eyes seemed to be staring at me with two holes, "I didn't ask who you went with, just tell me if I was."

"I......."

Seeing my stuttering appearance, he took it for granted and sighed deeply, "Does your mother know about this?"

I wondered if you cared too much, but I still said on the face: "I don't know."

"You said you were..."

"teacher?"

"Don't call me teacher!"

He raised his voice so suddenly that it startled me.

There was a call from the office, and Wei put me aside.I was puzzled, and hurriedly lowered my head to send a message to Chen Yu,

[Daewoo Daewoo Daewoo! ]

Chen Yu: [?]

[Old Wei asked me if I was crooked, and told me not to call him teacher!Is he really interested in me? ? ? ]

[You think too much. ]

At this moment, Lao Wei put down the phone and turned to me again, "There is actually one more thing to call you here today, and I think I should tell you about it."

I shrunk my neck subconsciously, and said anxiously: "Teacher, we are both a teacher-student relationship..."

"What are you talking about?" Old Wei frowned, picked up his mobile phone, and handed it to me, "Look at this."

I leaned forward curiously, and saw a photo of a woman and a boy. The boy was a miniature version of Wei Siyuan, who was still wearing a school uniform. He looked about fifteen or sixteen years old, and he put his hand on his shoulder. The middle-aged woman...

I couldn't help but widen my eyes, and looked down several times carefully.

Isn't this my mother?

Old Wei said at the right time, "It looks familiar, doesn't it?"

Not only did she look familiar, even though I hadn't seen this woman for more than ten years, the moment I saw the photo, I recognized her immediately.

"Teacher, is this my mother?" I looked at him uncertainly.

He looked calm, "Well, it's also my mother."

I:"???"

As if to let me digest this amazing information, Lao Wei waited quietly for 5 minutes before speaking, "Do you have any questions?"

I recalled from the great shock, reconfirmed the photo and looked back at the other person's still young face.

"Uh," I choked up, "At what age was my mother making the mistake?"

Wei Siyuan: "..."