He doesn't know today

Chapter 31 Sand

"Why are you asking this..."

It took me a long time to recover from the shock.

"Curious." Lu Guican replied.

"Uh, curious?"

Probably seeing my suspicious face, he smiled and said, "I'm just kidding, this is your privacy, don't tell me."

I hesitated for a while, and a wild guess floated in my mind.

I said, "It's not that I can't say it, it's just a bit embarrassing."

"Shame?"

"Ah."

I muttered: "First of all, he is not my boyfriend, at least not the current one..."

Lu Guican smiled: "You really don't need to tell me deliberately, I just opened a..."

"I want to talk." I turned to look at him with a serious tone, "I'll tell you what you want to know."

He paused, "Why?"

I clutched the corner of my clothes, then looked at him, and said with a smile, "Because I don't want to hide anything from you."

......

Lu Guican looked at me for a long time, his eyes were very dark, like a bottomless lake.

I stared at the tip of my shoe calmly, but my heart was beating non-stop.

Knowing that Lu Guican doesn't like Guan Jia, I feel that the biggest obstacle ahead has been removed.

Maybe I can try hitting a straight ball?

I have no experience in chasing people, but I also know that a secret love is fruitless.What's more, I'm still unrequited love.

If you don't even give yourself a chance, are you waiting for the pie to fall from the sky?

The pie can't be saved either, and Cupid has to be called.

I don't know if Lu Guican has noticed it, maybe, maybe not, because he also didn't say a word for a long time.

But he didn't avoid my gaze and looked straight at me for a long time.

I was actually nervous as hell, but I was still trying to get something out of those eyes.

Lu Guican, who didn't show any signs of dew, only smiled lightly at the end.

He said, "Then you tell me, I'm really curious."

I choked up, why are you still talking about this.

"Students are also curious?" I was really speechless, why didn't I see that he was so gossip before.

In this case, it would not be better to give him Amway Tieba Forum.

Forget it, I'm afraid that the male god will gossip all night.

......

I rubbed my nose and saw that the other person was waiting to speak, thinking that this person was probably really curious.

After all, on that occasion, ordinary people would find it strange.

It was not easy for Lu Guican to ask me at this time.

Thinking of this, I cleared my throat, "His name is Xu Mingxuan, the one who told you about the outer courtyard...I met him in freshman year, and then...we got together. The semester is divided, so there is really nothing to say."

Lu Guican glanced silently.

I understood the other person's eyes, and said first: "That's what you said just now."

It is concise, easy to understand and always feels that something is wrong.

"Actually, there is one more thing," Lu Guican said suddenly, "I didn't ask you because I was afraid you would mind."

I vaguely had an answer in my heart, but I still nodded obediently, "It's okay, you can ask, who is with whom?"

"Why did you break up?"

I was stunned and didn't answer for a long while.

He asked, "What's wrong?"

I didn't know what mood I was in, so I hesitated for a while before telling the truth, "I thought you were going to ask me why I like men."

Lu Guican raised his eyebrows, "Huh?"

"It's okay." I rubbed my nose again, thinking I might catch a cold, "I'll think about how to tell you..."

Some images flashed through my mind and made my heart sink.

There was Xu Mingxuan in the picture, he was chasing after me, apologizing all the time, his voice was anxious but puzzled.

Then there was Chen Yu, who patted my back and cursed.

But they all ended up asking the same question, why.

I let Xu Mingxuan think for himself, what I told Chen Yu was...

I glanced at Lu Guican, there was a usual gentleness on his face, no matter what he said, he would probably believe it.

After taking a deep breath, I said exactly what I said, "He owes me money."

Lu Guican frowned, "He owes you money?"

"That's right." I said in a relaxed tone, "When we were together, he always spent my money and pretended to be poor, so I couldn't help but go to help him, but ended up spending a lot of money back and forth, which is the most annoying What's more, he didn't even mention it, so I broke up with him in a fit of anger."

Lu Guican took it seriously, with a serious face, "Do you owe a lot? Do you want to call the police?"

As soon as I heard it, I hurriedly said: "No, no, how long has it been..."

"Actually, it's not much money." Seeing that the other party was determined to call the police, I waved my hand again and said, "And I don't want to have anything to do with him."

Lu Guican didn't know what he was thinking, and asked in a calm tone, "Really?"

I'm really not good at talking about this with people. The only person who knew about it was Chen Yu, but now there is Lu Guican.

That gag with Chen Yu passed away, and this was the first time I talked about it with others.

There is one sentence I said correctly, this is too embarrassing, and I am terribly stupid, I really can't say it.

But in any case, owing money is just a cover.

......

After being silent for a while, I remembered a movie I watched a few days ago. I wanted to change the subject, and I talked about that movie with Lu Guican endlessly.

until interrupted by a phone call.

I watched the boy hang up the phone and stood up, a little disappointed, "Are you going back?"

Before the word "bye" could be said, he shook his head and said, "Get something."

After speaking, he went out.

I was in a daze for a while, what was going on.

Not long after, Lu Guican came back with a plastic bag, and sat down next to me again, "Do you want to eat?"

I opened it, this is the third bowl of porridge I saw today.

Probably because I kept silent, Lu Guican misunderstood something, and comforted him: "Don't worry, this is the takeaway from the canteen, it will be cleaner than the roadside stall at the hospital. The white porridge in the morning should be unclean .”

Holding the bowl of white porridge in my hand, I mumbled after a while, "No wonder so many people like you."

Lu Guican didn't hear clearly, "Huh?"

I slowed down, "You are so kind to everyone, no wonder so many people like you."

"I don't treat everyone like this." He smiled.

I was taken aback.

Before I could speak, an exaggerated shout came from my ear: "Xiao Yuanzi!"

The next second, Fang Lang ran up to Lu Guican and me, and hugged me, "Are you still alive?"

I clenched my fist, wishing I could beat this man up.

Not only alive, but also have the strength to beat people.

Seeing this, Lu Guican said as expected: "Then I'll go back first, you should rest well."

I opened my mouth to stop, but there was no reason, I can't say you go to my dormitory to have a cup of tea before leaving, right?

Fang Lang, you have no eyesight! ! !

……

Fang Lang came back with Chen Yu. After returning to the dormitory, there was a lot of concern, especially Fang Lang's gesture of grabbing his hands and touching his forehead, as if I had some serious illness that was a matter of life and death.

In the end, Master Fang looked solemn and asked if he needed to do my fortune telling.

I was shocked, "Didn't you play that tarot card?"

Fang Lang said: "Metaphysics does not separate families."

I:"......"

It seems that the child has been deeply involved and cannot extricate himself, and he does not know what his girlfriend thinks.

Later, when I finished taking the medicine and was about to go to bed, Chen Yu stopped me halfway and asked me why I was with Lu Guican.

I told the story of meeting him in the hospital, and felt strange after I finished, "I didn't remember it until you mentioned it, why would Lu Guican know that I went to the hospital?"

When I was with Lu Guican, my brain always short-circuited, so much so that I forgot to ask the person concerned.

Unexpectedly, Chen Yu did not show the same puzzled expression, but said flatly: "Ah, I told him about it."

I:"???"

Chen Yu flicked my forehead, "What are you thinking, I asked Wang Ze to tell him."

I rubbed my forehead, I forgot even the pain, and immediately froze, "You know they are roommates? Ah? Why?"

I clearly saw him roll his eyes.

After a while, I realized that Chen Yu was helping me, and hurriedly said: "Thank you, classmate Chen, for your enthusiastic help!"

Chen Yu hated that iron could not be made into steel, and said: "You are such a brain, I think you should stop thinking about it, and turn your prodigal son back as soon as possible..."

I shook my head and said disapprovingly, "No, I feel like I'm close."

I looked over to Fang Lang and saw that he was wearing earphones chatting with his girlfriend, so I lowered my voice, "Daewoo, let me tell you a secret."

Chen Yu showed disdain, but he still came over.

I paused every word, "I think Lu Guican likes me."

......

About half a minute later, Chen Yu's undisguised laughter came from the dormitory.

I frowned. If I looked in the mirror at this moment, my face would probably be as black as the bottom of a pot.

He seemed to hear some joke, "Xiao Yuanzi, do you have gastroenteritis or a fever?"

I'm a little upset, "I'm not kidding you, believe it or not."

After listening to me finish the conversation downstairs in the dormitory, Chen Yu stopped smiling and showed a thoughtful expression.

He touched his chin, didn't say whether he believed it or not, and asked me after a while: "Then do you want to confess?"

I want to say that I have actually expressed my heart, but the other party didn't accept the move.

"Let's wait a while," I thought about it seriously, "Wait until I get rid of Xu Mingxuan's matter."

"Xu Mingxuan?"

I nodded, "And I must choose an auspicious day."

Chen Yu smiled and said, "It sounds like you will definitely succeed."

I said proudly: "It will definitely succeed. I'm not a fool, so I can't tell. If not, I'll drink three glasses of wine."

Chen Yu raised his eyebrows and stopped talking.

......

In addition to my own reasons for solving Xu Mingxuan's matter, there is also a part because of Lu Guican.I don't know if it's my illusion, but I always feel that Lu Guican is very concerned about this matter.

Although I was thinking about it, I didn't think about how to deal with it.

I turned on the phone and found that I had completely deleted the call history of the other party.

Within a few days, I returned to normal, and my whole body became lively again.Lu Guican treated me as before, and the two of them tacitly did not mention the topic of that night.

The only difference is that we occasionally call now.

The first call was made by him on his own initiative, asking if I was feeling better.

I agreed, and heard him say again: "Then what do you want to eat, I will take you to eat?"

I think his proficiency in restaurants is comparable to my understanding of Internet cafes, probably because he has accumulated too much experience in dating.

But Lu Guican said that he was only more interested in food.

Once during a meal, I stared at him for a long while, and he couldn't help asking, and I said solemnly, "I think you are amazing."

He was puzzled, "Where is the magic?"

I said, "At first I thought you were just a good-looking academic bully, but later on, just like clearing a game, you unlocked many attributes, such as drawing, being afraid of the dark, being a foodie..."

He interjected, "I'm not afraid of the dark."

I couldn't help but chuckle.

He looked at me and smiled too.

Something is gradually taking root and sprouting, that is the seed I have planted for a long time.

......

In the blink of an eye, it was the end of the semester, and at the end of the week, Xu Mingxuan actually took the initiative to find him.

When class was over, Chen Yu saw the boy standing at the door with sharp eyes, and asked me if I wanted to go through the back door.

I looked up and found that the other party was also looking at me.

"No." I picked up my schoolbag and walked straight to the door.

There are people coming and going, Xu Mingxuan will not say anything out of the ordinary, let alone make a move. It is actually very simple for me to sneak out through the back door.

He probably didn't expect me to come out of the gate so readily. He was taken aback, looking a little funny.

I asked him: "You looking for me?"

He recovered and said exactly the same as before: "I want to talk to you."

Chen Yu will now walk to my side with wary eyes.

Xu Mingxuan looked at Chen Yu and then at me again, as if he wasn't in a hurry.

I sighed in my heart, inevitably thinking of Lu Guican.

"Why do you have to talk to me..." I said helplessly, "Tell me in advance, don't ask me why."

From the time we separated to now, this person is really persistent.

Xu Mingxuan has been like this since I met him, he will be overly attached to everything, including people.

And it's not just me, it's the same for everyone.

Thinking of this, I lowered my eyes and curled my lips in disdain.

Xu Mingxuan was very patient, "I know, and I don't want to ask you why. But you asked me to think about the reason before, I..."

I interrupted: "There's no need to think about that, I just said it casually at the time."

He shook his head, "For the last time, you let me finish, I won't come to you again."

I looked up at him, seeing the pleading in his eyes.

......

I still agreed.

It counts as an explanation to myself, and it also counts as a settlement with him.

Xu Mingxuan insisted on meeting at a coffee shop, and also insisted on buying me coffee.

I said I don't drink coffee, and I don't need him to treat guests, and I can just order it myself.

But he said: "No, you can only drink the cup I ordered."

After I hung up the phone, I belatedly thought, am I a fool, why should I obediently agree? ? ?

It seems to be used to it.

......

I met Xu Mingxuan on Saturday, and I hesitated from Monday to Friday, and I still haven't figured out how to tell Lu Guican.

It's strange to mention it suddenly, and it's also strange to say it on the phone.

I ended up calling the guy on a Friday night anyway.

Lu Guican said that his schedule has always been stable, and this would be bedtime in the eyes of the boy. After answering the phone, the other party was a little puzzled.

I joked that I just called you when I got a chance.

He smiled, "What happened?"

I tentatively asked: "Lu Guican, will you meet Guan Jia?"

He was silent for a while, and then said: "Why do you ask such a question?"

I said: "Didn't you break up because of the quarrel? Didn't you meet and reconcile after that?"

Lu Guican didn't know if he was joking or what, and said, "Even if we talked about it, we won't get along peacefully."

How loud this is...

Probably seeing that I was silent, he smiled and explained, "It's not because of the quarrel, she has always disliked me."

I was even more puzzled, "Huh? So blind?"

Lu Guican was amused by me, and asked after a while, "You ask me this, is it because he wants to meet you?"

Who this "he" is is self-evident.

I don't make a sound, just as the default.

Lu Guican suddenly said: "Yu Yuan, you also know what I study, sometimes I observe some things more carefully than anyone else, do you want to hear my opinion?"

I hummed, guessing that the other party would let me refuse.

But Lu Guican said: "If he wants to meet you, I suggest you go meet him."

I was surprised, "Huh?"

Lu Guican smiled, and continued: "It's like a grain of sand got into your shoe when you were running. Even if a grain of sand is usually insignificant, it still makes you feel uncomfortable. What should you do at this time? What to do?"

"Just pour it out."