He doesn't know today

Chapter 29 Expectation

I was helped to the toilet, and as soon as I entered the cubicle, I couldn't help but bent over and vomited.

I vomited up what I ate yesterday, leaving only bitter and astringent bile, which made me cough.

A piece of paper was handed over to me, I took it, and it took me a long time to realize that Lu Guican was standing next to me.

He held the bottle for me, and patted my back with his free hand, "Is it better?"

I stood up straight, remembering what I said about vomiting in front of the other party, "I'm sorry just now..."

I really want to vomit, not because I want to vomit after seeing you!

Fortunately, he smiled casually and helped me back.

When I got back to my seat, I found that the drip had stopped, and Lu Guican said, "Sit down, I'll go to the nurse."

Then he didn't give me a chance to speak, and walked away quickly.

I'm still immersed in disbelief, I can't believe that Lu Guican is here.

Is it really not a dream?Thinking about it, I pinched myself, and the pain in my thigh made me hiss.There was a chuckle from the opposite side, I looked up and found that it was the female teacher.Her husband was asleep with his head on her shoulder and his eyes closed.

Seeing the embarrassing action just now, I rubbed my nose, not knowing what to say.

She looked at me with interest and asked, "Is that your classmate?"

I nodded.

"Pretty handsome boy."

I agreed, then remembered something, and asked her: "Sister, when did my classmate come?"

"It's been a long time. He came here shortly after you fell asleep." She said, "Actually, I noticed him from a long distance away, just across the aisle."

"Across the aisle?" I looked in her direction, and the aisle was full of patients and family members.

"Yes, your classmate is quite tall, so it's easy to see. I first noticed a boy looking around." She seemed to think of something, and smiled, "At first I thought it was a bad guy, so I kept staring at him. looked at him, and later found out that he seemed to be looking for someone."

"After he saw you, he stopped immediately. I don't know how long this kid has been looking for, but he looked very anxious when he came over..."

She finally smiled, "Your classmate has a good relationship with you, right?"

I glanced at the jacket on the side, and the corners of my mouth couldn't stop rising, "Mmm."

.....

Lu Guican came back with the nurse after a while.

After the nurse adjusted it, Lu Guican stood and observed it for a while, and found that it was back to normal before sitting down beside me.

I'm still reminiscing what that sister said just now, I can't tell what it's like, being happy is happy, but I don't dare to think too much.

Lu Guican saw that I was in a daze, and called softly, "Liu Yuyuan?"

I rubbed my nose and looked at him silently.

He wondered: "What's wrong?"

I lowered my voice and said, "You called me wrong."

"Wrong call?"

"You didn't call me by my full name just now."

I expected him to understand what I meant, but Lu Guican's first reaction was to apologize, "I'm sorry, don't you like it? Then I won't..."

I:"???"

no!I don't mean that!

I hurriedly said: "No! I mean it's good to just call it by name! Don't call it by full name!"

Lu Guican was stunned for a moment, and didn't answer for a long time.

I guess he was probably used to being polite, and he said, "It's so unfamiliar to call me by my full name. My roommates and friends don't call me by my full name, and this is much better than what they call me by my full name."

Lu Guican smiled, "Then what do your roommates call you?"

"Xiao Yuanzi," I got angry when I thought of this nickname, "don't you think this looks like a eunuch?"

"puff."

I was afraid that the other party would also be interested, so I hurriedly said, "But you are not allowed to call me that."

He smiled and said yes.

I looked at the face that appeared in the dream, and I was a little unbelievable, "Speaking of which, how do you know I'm here..."

Lu Guican's face turned cold.

Am I saying something wrong? ? ? ?

In an instant, he returned to normal, lowered his eyes and said, "My roommate told me."

I find it weird, does his roommate mean Wang Ze?

What does Wang Ze have to do with me?

But the name reminds me of a second person, which explains it a bit.

Lu Guican probably didn't know about Chen Yu yet, so I thought about it and said, "Oh, that's it."

……

The process of getting an injection is actually very long, especially when I am awake, but it will make me feel much better with Lu Guican sitting next to me and someone to chat with.

Like the way we used to be alone, he listened quietly most of the time, only occasionally answering a few words with a smile.

When talking about gastroenteritis, my tone couldn’t help but become tragic, “I swear I’ll never eat gluten again, not this month, not next month, and next month…”

Lu Guican was curious about my behavior, "Didn't you eat dinner? Eat two in one sitting?"

I blurted out, "No, I originally bought it for someone else, but that person got into my stomach if he didn't eat it..."

After I finished speaking, I wanted to slap myself in the mouth.

I don't know if Lu Guican will think about himself, it's best not to.However, with Lu Guican's straight male thinking, he probably can't think of other places. Even if he knows that the gluten is for him, he will probably treat "love gluten" as "brother gluten".

As expected, Lu Guican didn't ask any more questions, and hummed.

I don't know if it's the effect of the medicine or the reason I've been tossing around all day, even though Lu Guican is by my side, I still can't help feeling sleepy and yawning after I say a word.

Lu Guican saw me yawning profusely, so he let me sleep for a while.

He said, "Sleep, I'm here."

A second before falling asleep I was still sad.

Lu Guican, Lu Guican, if you don't mean that, then don't say such misleading words, especially to a person who is bent like a mosquito coil and has a crush on you!

I am not on the same road as him at all, maybe the end point is the same, but his road is straight and smooth, but mine is curved and changeable.

I would get lost because of my sense of direction, and in the end I could only stand on the intricate curve, watching him next door go farther and farther without hindrance, without looking back.

But he won't know.

He thought I was on the same road with him, but he didn't know that we were not on the same side at all.

......

Maybe it's because I slept too long, or maybe the environment here is too bad. When I woke up, my brain was still groggy.The seat opposite was empty and it looked like the couple had left.I stared at the pale wall for a long time before I gradually became more conscious.

Turning his head, Lu Guican was not there, even the coat that was on the chair was gone.

I blinked, and it took me a long time to realize that the other party had left.

I touched the left side of the seat with my non-injected hand, and then touched the right side of the seat, but there was nothing.

Turning on the phone, there is no other information except for a few concerned text messages from my roommate.

Why did this person leave without saying a word, let alone leave a note, or send any news.

I comforted myself and said, the other party can come to see me, I already have the luck of winning a lottery, and I can't expect too much.

After sitting for too long, I felt numb in my buttocks. After asking the nurse to get a stand with wheels, I hung up the bottle and decided to walk around.

I also counted, and I can go back to school after hanging this bottle.

I hate hospitals, I didn't visit them a few times when I was a kid, but I have terrible memories.

One of them was sitting in this kind of aisle, my parents were not there, and my neighbor's uncle brought me here.

At that time, my mother had already run away from home. That day, my father drank and I was beaten every day.

The man stretched out his hand and pushed it in a daze, and with a bang, my head hit the corner of the table.The neighbor heard the movement, knocked on the door and rushed me to the hospital.It just so happened that there was a more important patient in the hospital at that time. When it was not my turn, I could only sit in my seat and wait quietly.

Blood was flowing, tears were flowing, it was a tragedy.

When I asked what impressed me the most, besides the piercing pain, it was the thing that was used to hold my head.

a rag.

Even though other memories are gradually fading, I still can't forget that rag!

After all, it was a rag, and I watched my uncle take it off the dining table with my own eyes.

How should I put it, I haven't washed it for three days.

Ugh.

The past is unbearable.

……

Just when I thought I was going to stay alone for a while, Lu Guican unexpectedly appeared again.

Half the aisle away, I met his eyes, and he was still wearing the black coat he had in the morning.

He walked up to me and handed me a bag. His body was still cool, and his fingertips were cold.

I looked at him in disbelief, wishing I could jump around a few times, "I thought you went back."

Lu Guican thoughtfully took the shelf in my hand and said, "I bought you something to eat."

When he mentioned it, I remembered that I hadn't eaten since last night.

My eyes lit up, but after seeing the bowl of porridge bigger than my face, I fell silent.

Lu Guican saw my disappointment, and said with a smile, "The nurse said you can only drink plain porridge, and you'll be fine after a few days."

I said thank you, accepted my fate, took a few mouthfuls, and asked worriedly, "Have you eaten yet?"

Lu Guican said that he had eaten it.

I was very moved and distressed, "Did you really eat it? Could it be plain porridge, too? It's hard for you."

"I've really eaten it, it's not porridge." Lu Guican was silent for a while before saying, "...you probably don't want to know what I ate."

I:"......"

Needless to say, I understand.

I said why did you go there for so long!

……

Even if it's a bowl of tasteless porridge given by someone you like, it can be eaten like a delicacy.

Of course, this is nonsense. In fact, after holding on to eat half of it, I vomited unsatisfactorily.

After the nurse pulled out the needle, Lu Guican accompanied me to the toilet again. When I returned, I was a little sloppy.

On the way, we saw Lao Wei from a distance.

He stood in front of my place, wondering what he was thinking, his brows were tightly frowned.

When he saw me and Lu Guican next to me, his face became even uglier.

Lu Guican said hello, teacher, and I quickly followed suit.

Old Wei didn't respond this time, and stared at Lu Guican appreciatively for a long time.

Even when I thought he was a little rude, he looked away and gave me the bag in his hand angrily.

Open it and see, it's really a good fate, it's white porridge again.

I hesitated and said, "Teacher, I have eaten."

He asked Lu Guican, "Did you buy it?"

Lu Guican looked at me.

No, what do you see me doing? !

I paused, but still answered for him: "Yes, yes."

"I didn't ask you." Old Wei still said in a nonchalant tone, "Is it finished eating? Then let's go."

When I heard that I could go back, I couldn't care less about his attitude, and I was very excited.

Unexpectedly, as soon as one foot was stepped out, Lu Guican beside him suddenly said, "Teacher, he vomited up what he just ate, do you want to ask the doctor again?"

I:"......"

Lu Guican, do you know what you look like?

It's very similar to my upper bunk in kindergarten. My biggest hobby every day is to make small reports and tell the teacher that I don't sleep and sing during lunch break.

……

Sure enough, Lao Wei refused to let me go after hearing this, and told me to take another night of IV drip.

Thinking that I was going to stay here for another night, I immediately panicked. I made all the normal and weird excuses, and even said that I still had a bunch of homework from last week in my dormitory.

Wei Siyuan was unmoved, and finally Lu Guican's conscience reappeared, and he persuaded him: "Why don't you go back and ask the doctor what to pay attention to. He is in good spirits now, but he can't eat for the time being. I asked the nurse, and she said that I can be free tonight and observe again tomorrow morning."

Old Wei said, "No, I'll go back after the fight."

I was like, "I don't want to spend the night here, I'm fine!"

Unprecedented, Old Wei said in a coaxing tone, "Then I'll fight with you here, and I'll send you back to the dormitory after the fight."

In fact, as a counselor, Wei has already done his duty very well.But no matter how responsible he is, this sentence is also very strange.Even Lu Guican heard something was wrong, and glanced at Old Wei.

I've been bored for a day, and now I'm a little irritable, and I say whatever comes to mind: "I'm an adult, I know my own affairs..."

"You are not my parent..."

"Liu Yuyuan!" Old Wei interrupted me, wanting to say something but suddenly stopped the car.

I was frightened and waited anxiously for his next sentence.

But he frowned, and finally said impatiently: "Whatever you want, it's none of my business anyway."

......

I could feel that Old Wei was angry, really angry, different from the symbolic temper tantrums of the past.

On the way back, the air pressure in the entire carriage was terribly low.He drove the car to the downstairs of my dormitory. Before getting out of the car, I said anxiously: "Teacher, I was sorry just now."

No matter what the reason was, he was genuinely worried about me and took care of me a lot.

Old Wei responded sullenly, and then said, "Still leaving, do you want to go back to the hospital?"

As soon as I heard it, I said thank you and got out of the car in a hurry.

Unexpectedly, Lu Guican also followed me out of the car.

I thought he was confused, but when I saw that the car had driven a long way, I had no choice but to say to him, "Let me take you to the station."

Lu Guican shook his head, "I accompanied you down and sent you back to the dormitory."

My heart warmed, and I said, "My dormitory is right in front, and it's only a short walk away."

He smiled, "Then let's go for a short distance."

……

The place where I got off the bus was not far from the dormitory building. Even if I deliberately slowed down, I still couldn't change the distance.

I belatedly thought, why don't I pretend to be lost.

But that would probably be considered a fool.

"Is this your dormitory?" I heard Lu Guican ask amid thousands of thoughts.

I nodded, and was about to say that my teaching building was just behind me when I suddenly thought of someone.

Guan Jia.

She lives in the same building as me.