He doesn't know today

Chapter 24 Secret

Lu Guican only glanced at me, then looked away.

After Xu Mingxuan finished that sentence, he stood silently and stared at me probingly.

I noticed his gaze, and after a while, I raised my head and tried to make my voice more natural, "Have you finished?"

Xu Mingxuan frowned, as if he wanted to say something.

Before he could speak, I said, "Don't leave, do you really want to be beaten?"

That being said, after all, given his height, if we really fight, I may not be able to beat him.

"Why do you refuse to listen to my explanation every time..." Xu Mingxuan took a step forward, stretching out his hand as if trying to pull me.

Almost at the same time, the sight in front of me was blocked, and Lu Guican blocked me behind without a trace.I looked at the back of the other person's head and forgot all the words that came out of my mouth.

Before I could fully react, I heard Lu Guican's voice again, it was faint, without any emotion.

He stood in front of me and said word by word: "Please stop in moderation."

Maybe it was because of being in a public place, maybe it was out of politeness, whatever it was, it made my heart soften for a moment.

Unexpectedly, Xu Mingxuan didn't pester me anymore, he took a deep look at me, and left without saying anything.

Lu Guican took the bag in my hand and walked towards the cashier without saying a word. I followed subconsciously, my mind went blank.

I don't know if it's my illusion, but on the way back to school, Lu Guican was more silent than usual.

If only it were my delusion, I thought.

But the fact is that for an entire hour, no one between the two of them took the initiative to speak.

I may have been acupointed on the Ya point, or I may have been brainwashed, otherwise I would not be able to say a word.

He waited with me at the station as usual.

Before getting into the car, I mustered up the courage and tried to sound my usual voice, "I'm leaving, bye."

Lu Guican looked at me, and raised the corners of his mouth, "Well, bye."

The car door closed, and I couldn't wait to look out the window.

There was no other figure at the station. I stared blankly for a while, only to see a complicated face reflected on the glass of the window, which was my own face.

……

I went back to the dormitory distraught, and was tripped by Chen Yu's stool when passing by.

A loud bang woke up the three roommates on the upper bunk, and at the same time frightened the nearest Daewoo.

He was taken aback for a moment, then reacted and pulled me up.

He turned on the headlights, and said helplessly, "You can get knocked over wherever you go?"

I held back all morning, and finally waited for someone who could vomit bitterness, and I couldn't help sniffing.

"What's the matter, Xiao Yuanzi." He pulled me to the balcony with a blank expression on his face, "What happened? Did you lose your money? Or did you lose your phone again?"

I cried, "I don't have any money to lose, and my phone is also there. It's Lu Guican."

Chen Yu asked, "Him? What did he do to you?"

My brain is still confused, and even the words I speak are intermittent.

I said, "I'm done with Lu Guican."

Chen Yu was taken aback, "Why? Happened..."

"He knows I'm gay."

"Huh? You tell him..."

"He doesn't seem to accept it."

"Not necessarily, you may..."

"I met Xu Mingxuan."

"????"

"I……"

"Wait, wait!" Chen Yu interrupted me, "Calm down, tell me one by one!"

……

As soon as the words fell, I heard Chen Yu curse.

"That guy Xu Mingxuan is really not a thing, and the points are still entangled here. I think he really owes a fight..."

I stood still and listened to him scolding for a long time. Seeing that the other party didn't stop, I couldn't help reminding: "Lu Guican knows I'm crooked."

Chen Yu stopped, "Oh, so?"

I:"……"

He said: "So what if he knows? This day will come."

I whispered: "When he came back, he didn't say a word to me."

Chen Yu sighed, and called me by my name solemnly, "Liu Yuyuan, since he will know sooner or later, isn't it the same if he knows early or late, and under what circumstances? No matter what time, he will know about this matter. The attitude is the same, you understand?"

I didn't answer.

Chen Yu ignored me, "You should ask him about his attitude, or it's just like what you said, let's forget about it. This is not the first time I've told you this, so think about it yourself."

A roommate knocked on the balcony door, then probed: "Are you two okay?"

Chen Yu said, "I'm fine."

My roommate looked at me, "What's wrong with Xiao Yuanzi?"

I was silent and said for a while, "I'm fine."

Finding Lu Guican is actually very simple, and I don't want to solve the problem face to face with a phone call.But I didn't make the call until the end.Not only that, but the messages I edited repeatedly were also deleted.

The screensaver is still that painting, and its owner is still on the top of WeChat, but the red dot has not been lit up for a long time.

Within a few days, I cheered up and went to class, dinner, and Internet cafe as if nothing had happened...

……

The school celebration is approaching, and our school's garden party is about to begin.Because of the school celebration, the school gave us a day off, which happened to be on Friday, so we had three days off.

The day before the school celebration, I was once again asked by the counselor to go to the office and asked me to help register some information.

When I received the call, I was on my way to the Internet cafe with my roommate, and I was very helpless after hearing the words: "Didn't you say the last time last time?"

And when I first asked for help, I said it was a small favor. Several times in succession, I held several jobs, and I almost didn't become a volunteer to set up a stall.

Fortunately, he still has a little conscience, saying that I will enjoy the school celebration for a few days.

"This is really the last time." Old Wei said.

I thought to myself, it will start tomorrow.

"I happened to give you a ticket when you came. Didn't you ask me for a ticket before? Why? No? I took it back to the dormitory."

I thought of the ticket for the garden party, and my mood suddenly became complicated.

"No more..." I closed my eyes, "That person probably doesn't have time."

……

When I arrived at the office, the door was ajar. When I was wondering whether to knock or push the door first, Old Wei's voice came from inside.

"Okay, I don't think it's a big problem."

He should be revising the thesis, right?As I was thinking, I pushed the door and went in, and at the same time, I heard another voice.

"Well, thank you teacher."

I was very familiar with this voice, and when I caught a glimpse of that slender figure, I froze, and it was too late to react.

The desk was facing the door, and the moment he entered, Lao Wei and the person standing in front of him all looked over at the same time.

Old Wei had an expression like why did you come here, and standing opposite him was Lu Guican.

But we just looked at each other, and neither of us spoke.It wasn't until Old Wei called my name that I realized that I had been staring at it for a long time.

"What are you going to do?" I didn't look over, and walked to Lao Wei's computer pretending to be relaxed.

"Just type the information on this form into the computer and save it on the desktop." After speaking, he stood up and gave me the position in front of the computer.

As if thinking of something, Old Wei said to Lu Guican, "Then you..."

"I'll leave here after finishing the changes." Lu Guican smiled.

Old Wei said, "Then you sit across from me and change it. Just let me take a look at it."

I hid behind the computer, and out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Lu Guican nodding, and walked to the side table and sat down.

The air was too quiet, except for the sound of the keyboard, there was only the slight sound of writing.

I keep my eyes on the screen, trying to look away.Xu was too quiet, but Lu Guican's sudden sound startled me a lot.But with the computer in the way, I was not found.

"Teacher, can you take a look at this for me?"

Old Wei walked over.

I can't see, I can only rely on my ears to listen to the movement over there, and my mind has long been in a mess.

What are they talking about?

Is he leaving?

I couldn't hear anything, I could only vaguely hear different voices.

So depressing.

I took a deep breath and stood up with a bang.

"Teacher, I'm going to the bathroom."

……

I walked to the staircase on the right side of the office, where it was not closed, and the cold wind outside was blowing straight into my face, and I finally calmed down.

When I saw Lu Guican, I was still nervous, but the nervousness was mixed with some fear.That day became a pimple for me, I dare not ask, dare not give myself a pleasure, it is impossible to guarantee that the pleasure will suddenly turn into pain.

It was also at this time that I really realized that I was too serious about Lu Guican's affairs, which was unique before.But even though I know it's not right, I can't help but think about it.

I raised my hand to cover my face and sighed deeply.

I'll go back when it cools down.I tell myself.

At this time, there was a sound of footsteps from behind. In order not to hinder others from going upstairs, I didn't look back and moved to the side.

But the footsteps disappeared very close behind me.

I realized someone was standing next to me, so I lowered my hand.

"Lu Guican?" I looked at the person who suddenly appeared in disbelief, and subconsciously said, "You..."

Lu Guican smiled at me and said nothing.

The two were silent for a while.

Facing him, I always subconsciously put on a relaxed and indifferent look, after all, no one wants to associate with a sad-faced person every day.

I asked, "Are you going to the toilet?"

He tilted his head and glanced at me.

I didn't wait for the other party's answer, and I couldn't guess the reason why this person was standing here, so I could only continue on my own, "Well...the toilet is on the other side of the stairs."

Lu Guican said, "No, I'll come out to see you."

I almost thought I had heard wrong.

"……Look at me?"

"Well," he said casually, "because you seem to be mad at me."

Without even thinking about it, I retorted, "I didn't!"

After I finished, I lowered my voice, "Why should I be angry with you, I can't be angry with you..."

Lu Guican laughed and said, "You haven't responded to my messages for almost ten days, so you're not angry?"

I was taken aback, and hurriedly took out my phone, only to find that the last message was indeed sent by Lu Guican, and it was just an expression, which I ignored.

"I don't know what to send..." I put away my phone and said seriously, "I'm really not angry."

"Do you mind what happened that day?" Lu Guican asked me suddenly.

Seeing that I was silent, he slowed down his tone, "If this is the reason, I can pretend that I didn't see or hear anything."

I looked at him for a long time before slowly opening my mouth: "Lu Guican."

"Ah."

I said, "I don't like women."

"Ah."

The boy's eyes remained calm.

"Don't you find it very... unacceptable?"

"No." Lu Guican answered quickly.

I ask him why.He actually thought about it for a long time before telling me: "Maybe it's because I have friends, but in fact, I really don't care too much about it when I make friends."

"Liu Yuyuan, I just discovered one of your secrets by chance." He said to me, "If you don't like it, I can pretend that I don't know it."

There was a sore in my heart, "I don't dislike it, if you don't mind, I don't care."

Lu Guican lowered his head and smiled, and said jokingly: "I find that you always care about what I think?"

I don't know where the courage came from, and I also imitated his joking tone, "Because I like you."

Before the other party could react, I added another sentence, "I really like you as a friend, that's why I care."

Lu Guican didn't notice anything wrong and just nodded.

"Let me also tell you a secret." Lu Guican said, "Do you know why I don't go to the cinema?"

I didn't expect him to mention this suddenly, but I still guessed: "...Because you fell out of love there?"

"No," Lu Guican laughed, "because I'm afraid of the dark."

"Huh?" I was taken aback for a moment, wondering if the other party was joking.

Afraid of the dark?

what's the situation?

"What's your expression?" He smiled helplessly, "Look, now we all know each other's secret."

"Would that make you feel better?"

I opened my mouth, held back for a long time and finally only thought of two words, "Thank you..."

……

We talked about other things afterward, but for the most part the two of us were silently staring at distant buildings.

Until Lu Guican glanced at his watch and said that it was time to eat.

"Ah, Old Wei!" I suddenly remembered the unfinished work, "It's all over."

I can predict what he will say.

Liu Yuyuan, did you fall into the toilet?

I sighed, "It's over, he must think I escaped."

"Then since you have escaped, let's go eat." Lu Guican said, "Let's go, I will take you to eat delicious food."

……

During the meal, Lu Guican promised to go to the garden party with me the next day.As a result, I was a little too excited, and I didn't fall asleep until very late.

The next day, I woke up from the dream, only to realize that I was too excited and forgot to get the ticket.

Looking at the time, I breathed a sigh of relief.

The garden party starts at [-]:[-], and it will be at [-]:[-] this time. Old Wei and the others should still be setting up on the spot, so there should be time to take the bus to find him right now.

I finished washing as quickly as possible, and after changing my clothes, I ran out without stopping.

Ten minutes later, I appeared in front of Lao Wei out of breath. I was not good at sports by nature, so I was almost too tired to speak.

"Teacher, fortunately I found you..."

Old Wei was startled by my appearance, he held my arm, his tone softened for the first time, and said, "What's the matter? It's nothing, just take your time."

"It's too late!" I glanced at my phone and found that it was already forty minutes, so I said anxiously, "Teacher, can you do me a favor?"

Probably because of my impatient look, Old Wei's tone also became a little anxious, "What's the matter? Don't worry, I'll help you..."

I finally let it go, and I was a little embarrassed when I heard it: "Uh, can you help me go back to the dormitory to get the tickets..."

Old Wei: "..."