have hidden illness

Chapter 54

Gao Xun couldn't remember how many times he had this dream.

In the dream, Kuang Huaiye was still the same as when they met for the first time, wearing the school uniform of a primary school student, small in stature, with an innocent face up, eyes misty with sadness, pulling Gao Xun's clothes to ask, Gao Xun Xun, why don't you want me?

Gao Xun wanted to say that I didn't want you, but his mouth seemed to be sealed, and he couldn't open it no matter what.

The mist in Kuang Huaiye's eyes turned into tears, which flowed down in a meandering way, past his soft chin, and flowed to the ground in front of him, filling a small puddle in a short while.

Gao Xun didn't speak for a long time, which obviously made him very unhappy. He stepped on the small puddle, and tears splashed and fell on Gao Xun's hands. Gao Xun wanted to reach out to hold him, but he ran away nimbly .

Gao Xun just woke up from his dream covered in stickiness.

The sky outside was gradually getting brighter, he sighed secretly, sitting on the bed and thinking about Kuang Huaiye's face, it took 10 minutes before he reached out and fished the sweater on.

It has been almost half a year since he was assigned to XX Primary School in X Village.On the day he first arrived, he got out of the car in the twilight.

The endless overlapping mountains that meet the sky are reflected in front of his eyes.

He tightened his arms tightly with one hand, took the pillow from Kuang Huaiye's room, rested for a while, then picked up the hydrangea at his feet, took a deep breath, and walked to the village.

There is a huge temperature difference between morning and evening, and because it is located on a plate with relatively active crustal movement, earthquakes often occur here.

When he arrived at XX Primary School, there were only eight students in total, and the age range was very large. The youngest was only six years old, and the oldest was 13 years old. The children were crowded in one classroom regardless of grade.And this drafty classroom with no lights is actually the only classroom in this school.

The village cadre who brought him over observed his expression, rubbed his hands together with embarrassment, and said, Gao, Mr. Gao, the conditions in the school are relatively difficult, but the dolls are all good dolls... If you have any questions Just raise the request with the village, and we will try our best to find a way...

It was only later that Gao Xun found out that because the conditions were so poor, several teachers who had originally been scheduled to teach for two years applied for various reasons and were transferred from here.

According to the children, the teachers who came to teach them in the city basically changed every semester, and often they just got acquainted with this teacher, and when the next semester started, they changed to a new face.

Teacher Gao, will you be here next semester?

Gao Xun looked at the cautious expression of the child who asked this question, and the other seven timid faces below, and replied, yes, I will stay here for four semesters.

The children breathed a sigh of relief and laughed happily.

"Mr. Gao, why don't you just look at the flowers when you wake up in the morning? Hurry up, come to our house for breakfast!"

Gao Xun turned his head and saw the Uncle Wang who lived not far away was yelling with a dry cigarette. Gao Xun smiled and nodded with him: "You and your family can eat first, I will come in a while."

"That's okay! That's okay! We'll wait for you!"

Gao Xun has been like this for the past six months, the host and the west take turns eating.

It's okay to live in a shabby place, but without a place to start a fire, Gao Xun couldn't build a kitchen even if he wanted to be self-reliant.But with his little skill, even if he had a kitchen, he couldn't cook any decent meals.Therefore, when the village cadre discussed with him, everyone in the village was very grateful to him for teaching the dolls. In the future, Teacher Gao will have dinner in the village. Just eat, and Gao Xun didn't refuse.

When I came out of Uncle Wang's house after breakfast, the sky outside had changed, and it seemed that there was going to be a heavy rain.

Contrary to what he expected before coming here, Gao Xun originally planned to escape to a sunny place, but he was assigned here only to find that it often rains here.And all day at once.

But despite this, the freedom he felt for the first time in his life could dispel the humidity of the rain, and Gao Xun was not too disappointed.

He looked at the watch on his wrist, and when the rain started to fall, the only dirt road in the village would be even more difficult to walk on. He had to go back to school immediately, and let the children go back early today, otherwise they would not be able to go home at night. up.

"There is no class today. Go back, everyone. It's going to rain heavily. Don't come to school if the water on the road hits your legs tomorrow. Come back to class after a little more time." Gao Xun waited at the door of the classroom and saw them jogging over. , quickly let them go home the same way.

"Teacher, I finished the composition you assigned yesterday!"

"I finished writing too!"

"I am me too!"

Gao Xun accepted the composition papers one by one, promising that he would definitely read them today and write comments on each one, so they gave up, and the boss pushed back unhappily.

The kids love going to school and it's not easy to persuade them to go back for a day.Gao Xun heaved a sigh of relief watching their backs walking back, and seized the time to secure the windows of the classroom with adhesive tape, lest these hard-won windows, which were just installed this year, be blown down by the gust of wind .I put all the stools that the dolls sat on the table and tied the legs of the table together.

Gao Xun straightened his waist and fanned his sweat, and suddenly remembered the pot of hydrangea that he left outside when he went out, so he hurried back to the dormitory to pick it up and put it back inside.Just as he was about to sit down and take a rest, he realized that he hadn't brought back the stack of composition papers, but he promised to finish the approval... so he had to go to school again.

Unexpectedly, when we were about to come back this time, it happened to be in time for the rain.

Gao Xun sat down on the big rock under the eaves of the classroom, and counted the time. Fortunately, he drove the children back. They should be almost home by now, and those who are still on the road will not be too far away.

He rested his chin and looked at the torrential rain in front of him in a daze.

120 There is no news of Kuang Huaiye for several days.

Has Kuang Huaiye returned to China?Still out there?If he returns to China, he should see the things he left and the letters he sent in the past few months...

The signal here is very weak, basically only one and a half bars, and the mobile phone is like a decoration, and it is useless.

This is how Gao Xun comforted himself since he accidentally broke his phone when he entered the mountain on the first day.

Fortunately, although the place is remote, the postman would come every half a month, and Gao Xun wrote letters to both his mother and Kuang Huaiye.

But he never received a reply. His mother is probably still angry with him. Kuang Huaiye probably hasn't come back yet?

There is no place to repair it here, the phone was broken and the screen went black, not to mention texting and calling, it couldn't even be turned on, so I couldn't see any of Kuang Huaiye's photos.

Gao Xun didn't want to use those photos to do strange things... Speaking of which, after coming here for two weeks, Gao Xun realized that he almost didn't want to relieve his depression or anxiety by releasing himself.It could be that life here is hard but fulfilling, or it could be that he finally doesn't have to hide anything from his mother.

He didn't rely on sex or exercise, he could simply and naturally fall asleep by closing his eyes.He fell asleep on Kuang Huaiye's pillow that he secretly brought from Kuang Huaiye's house.

He thought that his sexual dependence seemed to be overturned.

Therefore, Kuang Huaiye's photo is really just Kuang Huaiye's photo to him now.

In addition to taking away Kuang Huaiye's pillow and half a pack of damp cigarettes, Gao Xun also took away the hydrangea Kuang Huaiye gave him and the watch he was wearing on his wrist now.

But these are not enough.These are not enough to form a real Kuang Huai Ye.

He missed Kuang Huaiye very much.

Pieces of fireflies were flying together, and Gao Xun felt that he missed him very much.When the stars filled the sky and the Milky Way first appeared, Gao Xun felt that he missed him very much.The color of the hydrangea was blown deeper by the rough wind here, and Gao Xun felt that he missed him...

Every time the second hand moves sixty times, I miss you for another minute.

Gao Xun thought, he finally understood how Kuang Huaiye felt when he wrote this sentence.

Gao Xun started drawing again, drawing Kuang Huaiye, and also drawing everything that reminded him of Kuang Huaiye, or what he wanted to show Kuang Huaiye.

Once his painting was seen by the youngest child in the class, and he pestered him to learn it too.So Gao Xun taught an art class in addition to Chinese, English, mathematics, and physical education.He spent his own money to ask villagers in the village who often go to the town to do small businesses to buy some colored pencils. The children love the art class very much. Gao Xun simply turned it into a reward class. If the children perform well this month, The art class can be changed from the original four to six.

After a year and a half, when he is about to leave, he can leave some drawing things for the teachers who will support him later, after all, the dolls like this very much...

When he returned, Kuang Huaiye would have been 21 years old.

What does the 21-year-old Kuang Huaiye look like?

"Teacher Gao! Teacher!"

Gao Xun was brought back to his senses by the voice.She seems to be the naughtiest Xiao Liang in the class.

What's going on, didn't he come home just now?

Gao Xun stood up anxiously and ran forward a few steps, then he stopped.

"This brother fell on the road. He said he was looking for you, so I brought him here!"

The world is lonely, and the mountain rain does not stop.

The 21-year-old Kuang Huai Ye Gaoxun may have to meet later.

Because the 19-year-old Kuang Huaiye had already rushed ahead, on this rainy day, once again fell from the sky and appeared in his life.

-END-

The author has something to say

In fact, when I first started writing this story, the ending I thought of was just like this. On another rainy day, Gao Xun looked back and saw Ah Ye again.

But later, with the development and ups and downs of the relationship between the two of them, I gradually became reluctant that they just ended like this, so I wanted to turn it into a long ending through the continuation of the extra episode.

So there is an episode of this series of years in the mountains? (????ω????)?

If you are as reluctant as me, just scroll down~