Chapter 70
Chapter 70
Although it was said that the engagement should be done in a low-key manner, many people still heard the news. Even Zhang Wenjin, who was busy opening a hotpot restaurant, knew that Ruan Yuqing and Fu Wenting were going to get engaged.
There were also rumors on the Internet that Ruan Yuqing had married his son, but as soon as it came out, it was immediately blocked. Ruan Yuqing knew without thinking that it was done by Fu Wenting for him.
Zhang Wenjin didn't understand the situation, and thought that Ruan Yuqing was really with Fu Wenting. His hotpot restaurant was busy just after opening, otherwise he planned to come to Ruan Yuqing's house to see Ruan Yuqing.
When Ruan Yuqing was six months old, there was a small lump in his stomach. Although he said no, Fu Wenting accompanied Ruan Yuqing to the prenatal checkup and sent the prenatal checkup report to Ruan Zheng. The two chatted very cordially on the phone.
The engagement ceremony was just a few days after the birth checkup, Fu Wenting didn't want him to work too hard, except for letting Ruan Yuqing change the dress twice, Ruan Yuqing didn't get involved in the rest of the things.
Jiang Yanzhuo didn't know if he had heard the news that he was going to get engaged. He didn't come over for several nights in a row, and the engagement day would be two days away. Ruan Yuqing thought that Jiang Yanzhuo would not come again, but he didn't expect that it would be past one o'clock tonight. Jiang Yanzhuo still came over.
Jiang Yanzhuo seemed to be in a bad state. The release of soothing pheromones was not stable at all, and the air was full of fluctuating pheromones.
Ruan Yuqing tried not to fall asleep today, watched Jiang Yanzhuo release pheromones, and then sprayed the pheromone remover in the air. When Jiang Yanzhuo turned to leave, Ruan Yuqing said, "You don't have to come here again."
Jiang Yanzhuo froze. He thought about whether Ruan Yuqing would find out one day. Ruan Yuqing might be angry and scold him, or he might be soft-hearted. He just didn't expect Ruan Yuqing to tell him not to come in so lightly. up.
"When did you know?" Jiang Yanzhuo said hoarsely, he couldn't see Ruan Yuqing's expression clearly in the dark, but he knew Ruan Yuqing was looking at him.
"I found out just a few days after I moved here." Ruan Yuqing looked at Jiang Yanzhuo's blurred outline and said, "You should have heard that I'm getting engaged, and you won't use it in the future. I don't need your comforting information." Vegetarian."
"Do you like him? Qingqing, do you like him?" Jiang Yanzhuo said bitterly, "Do you hate me that much? You don't hesitate to marry someone else, but you have to give up on me."
Ruan Yuqing smiled indifferently, and said nonchalantly: "It doesn't matter to you whether you like it or not now, right? But I married him not because of you, but for myself and my children. He will take good care of our father and son."
"Qingqing, I sometimes think that you are the one who is really indifferent."
Jiang Yanzhuo said tremblingly: "You weaved a prison for me with your love. When I fell in love with you, you locked me in it. You hated me for breaking up with you and getting engaged to someone else. Now you Just use the same method to get revenge on me, you lock me in this hopeless prison, watch me regret, watch me despair."
"You have always been such a person. When you love me, the whole world can give me. When you don't love me, you just look at me with disgust."
"You don't love me at all, Ruan Yuqing, you're just not reconciled, you haven't let me see who I like clearly in ten years, Ruan Yuqing, if you really love me...really...you won't bring me to marry my child to someone else."
Jiang Yanzhuo said in a crying voice, Jiang Yanzhuo thought that luckily he didn't turn on the light, saying these words made him humble enough, if Ruan Yuqing saw his tears again, I'm afraid it would make Ruan Yuqing hate him even more.
Ruan Yuqing was stabbed by Jiang Yanzhuo's words, how could he say that he didn't love him, how could he...
Even now, Ruan Yuqing's heart is full of the person in front of him, how can he be said to be unwilling to love him for ten years, unwilling, it seems that there is nothing wrong with being unwilling, should he be willing?
If he can't love him, should he be willing?
If someone who has liked him for ten years tells him after his death that he fell in love with him, should he be happy?
Ruan Yuqing felt so sad that he wanted to cry, he asked Jiang Yanzhuo: "In your eyes, is my liking just unwillingness? Have you never really taken me to heart?"
"Jiang Yanzhuo, the one who is really unwilling is you."
"You're just used to my liking, to me following you like a follower, to the moment you turn around, there is me behind you, you just didn't expect that one day I would leave you so resolutely and get engaged to someone else. "
Ruan Yuqing breathed heavily and said, "Jiang Yanzhuo, you still haven't figured out why we have come to this point."
Ruan Yuqing's words were like needles, piercing Jiang Yanzhuo's heart with severe pain.
No, it's not like that, he wasn't used to liking Ruan Yuqing, he just regretted that he understood too late, he regretted falling in love with him when Ruan Yuqing didn't want him anymore.
It's not that he didn't have a crush on Ruan Yuqing in the past, he always thought that this kind of feeling was just a friendship that he grew up with, and he thought that Ruan Yuqing was just dependent on him.
Originally, he only wanted to maintain a close friendship with Ruan Yuqing, because lovers would break up, quarrel, even if they were married, they would get divorced. He was afraid that one day Ruan Yuqing would find that he didn't like Jiang Yanzhuo that much. He was afraid that Ruan Yuqing would feel that, Ah, Jiang Yanzhuo isn't that good either.
Two people who love each other are nothing after breaking up, but the relatives and friends of bamboo horses are for life.
His emotions came too slowly.
"I regret Qingqing very much. I regret it all the time. Qingqing, I am really willing to do anything for you now. I can give you whatever you want." Jiang Yanzhuo asked hoarsely: "Qingqing you Can you give me another chance?"
Ruan Yuqing couldn't hold back his tears, he wanted to say yes, he wanted to promise him, but when he spoke, his lips trembled and said: "It's late, Jiang Yanzhuo, we won't meet again in the future."
The baby in the stomach seemed to have sensed something, and kicked Ruan Yuqing's stomach around, Ruan Yuqing snorted in pain, and quickly put his hand on the stomach to comfort the baby.
"Qingqing, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Is your stomach hurting?" Jiang Yanzhuo had heard Ruan Yuqing's words and felt extremely uncomfortable. He heard Ruan Yuqing's snort, and hurried up to ask, regardless of his own discomfort. .
Ruan Yuqing backed away, avoiding Jiang Yanzhuo's touch, the two of them were closer now, Ruan Yuqing could vaguely see the tears on Jiang Yanzhuo's face, felt uncomfortable for a while, lowered his eyes, and looked at Jiang Yanzhuo coldly Yan Zhuo said: "I'm fine, I've said enough, let's go."
Jiang Yanzhuo froze in place, and before Ruan Yuqing could speak to drive him away again, he left in embarrassment.
After Jiang Yanzhuo left, Ruan Yuqing wrapped himself in the quilt, even though he knew that there was no Jiang Yanzhuo's pheromone in the air, he opened his mouth and took a breath desperately.
Baby, don't blame dad, it's not that dad doesn't want to give you a complete family, it's because dad is afraid and can't believe that alpha anymore.
After Jiang Yanzhuo left, he didn't return to his residence. Instead, he went to the apartment where he and Ruan Yuqing used to live. Ever since he heard that Ruan Yuqing was going to get engaged, he stayed here every night.
Self-deception, waiting for Ruan Yuqing to open the door and go home.
The author says:
I know I'm short _(:з」∠)_, the teacher suddenly wants to see the final work tomorrow, I haven't done anything, I have to rush to draw tonight (:??:).In fact, the two of them are reconciled soon, and the next chapter is a very crucial chapter, but the next chapter seems to be very important, please add comments to Starfish~
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