dhibooks Chapter 114 Illusion and Reality
Chapter 114 Illusion and Reality
????That night.
???? Hua Baihe didn't feel sleepy. I don't know if it was because she lost her memory again. She was still vigilant about everything around her, even if Yin Xiao, Xue Jiming and Uncle Bo told her everything before her. Having said that, she also nodded thoughtfully on her face...
???? But the spectator should know that she remains skeptical about all of this.
???? Ying Fan remembered when the two of them first met some time ago——
???? At that time, Hua Baihe seemed to be in much better condition than now.
???? If she hadn't paid attention, she wouldn't have known that that day was the first day after amnesia.
???? Was it because... Xitong was by her side at the time?
????Ying Fan didn't know, and she didn't have the chance to prove this matter with Xi Tong again.
???? She was just thinking about everything Xi Tong said about this world, and was hesitating...
???? Do you have the right to help the other party make a decision?
???? "You seem to have something to say to me."
At this moment, Hua Baihe, who was sitting in front of the dressing table and looking in the mirror, suddenly said something to Ying Fan who was standing in the corner.
????Ying Fan looked up at her. She was clearly in the mood for what she said, but she chose to hide her emotions at the first moment, shedding all the thoughts on her face, and only looked deeply at the front of the dressing table. The person sitting there whispered after a long time:
???? "You have been sitting in front of the mirror for half an hour, do you want to do makeup or skin care?"
????Hua Baihe shook his head, looked at himself in the mirror with one hand resting on his chin, lightly tapped his cheek with his light white fingertips, and his eyes fell back to his appearance in the mirror:
???? "Do you think that I look a bit petty?"
???? It's the kind of appearance that people can tell is beautiful at a glance, but Hua Baihe obviously appreciates Ying Fan's appearance, but he doesn't like his own appearance... at all.
???? Even when she looked in the mirror, she felt a spontaneous and obvious reluctance in her heart.
????why?
???? "I think it's pretty." Ying Fan earnestly separated those distances, looking at the peach-like cheeks reflected in the mirror, no matter how you look at it, you feel...attractive.
????The upturned corners of the eyes, when you look back gently, there will be a slow mist; the bright red lips, with a slight hook, you can pick out thousands of styles.
????Ying Fan has the most basic aesthetics, knowing that she looks better than most people, but she doesn't know why she doesn't like herself so much.
????Suddenly, Ying Fan remembered what she said yesterday, about her lack of self-confidence...
???? The throbbing pain that made her both strange and familiar came out of her heart again.
????"Yeah?"
???? Hua Baihe turned around from the dressing table and looked at her with serious eyes.
???? When she realized that Ying Fan had only sincerity in her eyes, she gently scratched her hair and said with a helpless smile:
???? "Maybe because I have no memory, I always feel that such a beautiful life is like a dream."
???? "Jiming looks more gentle, and has a unique bookish look, with a unique temperament; while my dad is handsome, regardless of his age, but he is still unbelievably handsome. He walks with his own aura, cool and handsome Incredibly."
???? "I don't think I look like either of them at all...maybe it's because I look like my mom?"
???? As Hua Baihe talked, he began to lean towards the mother whom he had never seen before, and who basically did not exist in his impression.
???? She thinks, probably because she doesn't have any sense of closeness to that mother, so after knowing that her father and younger brother are such a good existence, she emotionally wants to find more similarities with her father and younger brother.
???? Hearing her words, Ying Fan froze for a moment.
???? Just when Hua Baihe thought she wouldn't open her mouth and planned to talk it out on her own, Ying Fan suddenly said:
???? "What if this is indeed a dream?"
???? Hua Baihe didn't expect such a development, and was stunned for two seconds: "Huh?"
????Ying Fan's expression didn't change at all, and she didn't seem to be joking at all. She still had a serious look, and said in a very serious tone. She swallowed the words for a long time, and spit them out:
???? "If life is so good now, it's because it's all fake, and your real life isn't so good—would you choose to wake up from the dream?"
???? After hearing her words, Hua Baihe's face was filled with disbelief:
???? "I... I bought you back to discuss philosophy with me?"
???? Ying Fan: "..."
???? She was aware of her abruptness.
???? Ying Fan paused, realizing that her few words might not have a good influence on this person, but might make her doubt herself.
????So, she apologized resolutely, and threw the blame back to the R&D company: "Sorry, it seems that my ability to 'sense words and emotions' needs to be improved. It is my negligence to make you feel unhappy, and I will improve."
???? Hua Baihe obviously didn't bother with her, she accepted the fact of her impulsive consumption, and said casually:
????"It doesn't matter."
???? But Ying Fan added another sentence at this time: "Also, your appearance is very good, and my compliment is sincere."
???? "I like your appearance very much."
????like very much.
???? Ying Fan repeated it in her heart.
???? Hua Baihe obviously wasn't used to this sudden compliment, so he smiled and replied to her cautiously:
????"Thanks."
???? After finishing speaking, she just blinked her eyes and looked at Ying Fan.
???? Ying Fan stared at her inexplicably.
????15 seconds later——
???? Hua Baihe's shoulders drooped, and he pointed in the direction of the door, showing her an awkward but polite smile again:
???? "I want to wash up and go to sleep. I'm not used to keeping people in the room when I sleep, so..."
????Ying Fan understands, this means to drive her out.
????As for not being used to keeping people in the room——
???? Ying Fan lowered her eyes, blocking her slightest unhappiness.
???? She still remembers that when someone bought her before, they left her in the room on the first night without any psychological barriers.
???? Oh, woman.
???? Ying Fan was very unhappy and decided to put the matter of "sexing her" on the agenda.
???? She exited the room, whispered "good night", and then closed the door.
????...
????After one hour.
???? Hua Baihe in the room finished washing, taking advantage of the comfort after the hot bath, and after finishing the basic skin care at night, she fell into the arms of the sleeping god in the warm quilt.
????Consciousness continued to sink and fell into the abyss.
???? When Hua Baihe opened her eyes, she found that the whole world had become very strange, because the whole world was covered with a thick layer of mosaic, which made her, who was never short-sighted, feel like Very uncomfortable.
???? She rubbed her eyes involuntarily, and could only guess from the colorful mosaics around her that she seemed to be in a very luxurious bed curtain.
???? Hua Baihe closed his eyes hard, opened them again, looked around in a daze, unable to remember where he came from, and where he was going next.
???? Her eyes were tired and she fell back on the soft bed, hypnotized herself vigorously, and woke up from the dream quickly——
????Suddenly.
???? A cool softness lifted her clothes and slid into her abdomen.
???? Hua Baihe was taken aback, and hurriedly opened his eyes to have a look!
???? "Should, should be?"
???? Because of the sudden appearance of this person, the originally blurred world became a little clearer in the nearby mosaics, allowing her to see the crossed pink and purple curtains above her head.
???? And the person in front of her had a cold appearance that she had seen before going to bed.
???? "Where is this?" She subconsciously wanted to pull out the other's hand that had slipped into her clothes, but the other didn't say a word... and broke away from her.
???? Hua Baihe with wide eyes: "Hmmm?"
???? "You, what are you doing? Is there something wrong with your program..." Before she could finish her sentence, the man leaned down and blocked her lips.
???? Then, the serious face in memory, which seemed to be otherworldly, lifted up, opened and closed the thin lips, and spit out an answer that made Hua Baihe's eyes go dark:
???? "Fuck you."
???? Hua Baihe: "???"
????...
???? In the dark bedroom, in the ball wrapped in the bed, there was an indistinct muffled groan.
???? The humming sounded intermittently, starting from the second half of the night until dawn.
????"don't want--"
???? Hua Baihe sat up suddenly from the bed, sweating profusely.
???? A few strands of hair stuck to her face beside her ears, adding a bit of messy charm to her sweaty cheeks. Fortunately, there was no one else in the room at the moment, and no one knew Hua Baihe's identity. story.
???? The feeling of being ignored and entered still stays in her body.
???? As if everything before is true.
???? She panted lightly for a few seconds, and fell back on the bed. The charming feeling in the cerebral cortex had not faded away. She looked back at the car exhaust and thought of something.
???? A few seconds later, she raised her hand and put it under the quilt. She didn't know what she felt under the quilt. After a while, she bit the quilt in a broken way:
???? "Ahhhhh..."
????Why is the object of her sex dream a bionic person? !
???? Is she so horny?
???? Hua Baihe exercised the dexterity of his fingers very decadently in the early morning, and then slumped under the quilt. It took a long time to build his mind, and then he got up early from the quilt.
That day, Xue Jiming, Uncle Bo, and even Yin Xiao, who saw her getting up early, were extremely surprised.
???? Only Hua Baihe sat down calmly, and then...
???? After breakfast, I hid Yingying for a whole day.
???? until that night——
???? Hua Baihe dreamed of the same person again, the only difference was that the scene and pattern had changed a bit.
???? It was also around six o'clock the next morning, Hua Baihe woke up with a face full of despair.
???? What suffocated her was that this situation lasted for a whole week!
???? Hua Baihe and her hands couldn't take it anymore...
???? On the fifth day, trembling, she took out her mobile phone, logged into Tieba with her mobile phone number, and asked:
????# For a long time in a row, the object of the sexual dream is the latest bionic person in the family. What is this phenomenon? #
???? After 10 minute.
???? There are many more replies in the phone.
????1L: Is there any specific content this time?
???? 2L: The poster is a yellow mosquito writer practicing meme?Is the object a little more specific this time?
????3L: Every time I just give the meme and don't give the expansion, it's a bad review!
????4L: Why is it you again?
???? Hua Baihe: "???"
???? She was full of doubts, and thought to herself: What do you mean, why is it me again?
???? Then she searched her posting history and found the history of her last request for help.
???? Hua Baihe: "..."
???? Others lose their memory, so why does she have such a strange complication?
???? She sat on the bed with a dull face, looking at her mobile phone, unable to speak for a long time, suspecting that she was terminally ill and could not be saved.
Not long after, she grabbed the phone, jumped out of bed resolutely, and opened the door.
???? The person at the door subconsciously looked——
???? "Notify the driver, I'm going to the hospital."
???? Ying Fan blinked her eyes, did not raise any doubts, and only replied: "Okay."
????Then……
???? In the process of preparing to go out, both Yin Xiao and Xue Jiming woke up, and the small villa was full of human voices early in the morning. If it weren't for Hua Baihe's tough refusal attitude, her embarrassing medical treatment process this time would have The two men accompanied me throughout.
???? Before walking out the gate, Hua Baihe suddenly looked back at Ying Fan who was still at home. Ying Fan met her gaze calmly and only smiled at her.
????I don't know why, but Hua Baihe feels a little cold behind her laugh.
????...
???? "The inspection result is normal."
???? At ten o'clock in the morning, Hua Baihe took her own examination report and received the doctor's final result.
???? Hua Baihe argued for a long time, and explained to the doctor the changes in his dreams during the seven days in detail.
????The doctor who was forced to listen to [-] words omitted: "..."
???? He pushed his glasses and felt that Hua Baihe was probably a little angry, so he prescribed some medicine to reduce the fire and calm the nerves at night. At the same time, he gave her a very professional suggestion:
???? "It is recommended to reduce the number of hands x."
???? Hua Baihe: "..."
???? She felt that she had lost face in front of this doctor for the rest of her life.
???? Hua Baihe walked out of the hospital in a daze, and returned home in the doctor's car with a pack of medicine.
???? When she got into the car, she vaguely noticed that someone was looking at her side, and subconsciously looked back——
???? If he hadn't lost his memory again, Hua Baihe would definitely recognize that it was Luo Sheng.
???? However, the driver had already started the car at that time, and she just glanced past him in a hurry. She felt that the man was familiar to her, but she was more worried about her illness, so she looked away very indifferently.
???? After returning home, she looked at Ying Fan and always felt hairy in her heart.
????After pretending to be calm and following the doctor's advice and taking the medicine, Hua Baihe turned on the computer camera that night and pointed it in the direction of his bed. He was very suspicious and took a long time to fall asleep.
????Then……
???? She dreamed of Ying Fan again.
???? In his dream, Hua Baihe stared blankly at Ying Fan who appeared in front of him again, and murmured:
???? "Dear, do you accept returns?"
???? She can't live through this day.
???? However, she forgot for a moment that man is a knife and I am a fish. After asking this sentence, she was repaired and passed out in a dream that night.
???? She woke up after passing out——
???? Opening his eyes, he saw Ying Fan coming in from outside the room. Hua Baihe's first reaction was to wrap himself in the quilt, begging for mercy:
???? "I was wrong, it's okay if I'm wrong, Dad, I can't come, really can't."
???? Ying Fan's footsteps paused. Recently, she has been in the dream of Hua Baihe who has changed the wavelength and frequency of her release. Tonight, because the other party's emotions fluctuated too much in the dream, she woke up directly, otherwise... …
She narrowed her eyes and asked, "Just now I heard that you were not sleeping peacefully outside, so I decided to come in to see the situation. I hope you don't mind."
???? A polite answer is not an answer that just goes up when there is a disagreement.
???? Hua Baihe under the blanket quietly revealed his head, looking at her.
After an unknown amount of time, Hua Baihe realized that this person had no intention of making a move. Hua Baihe tried to get out of the bed tremblingly, and found that there was no trace on his wrist. After that——
???? She rushed to the computer immediately, opened the previous video and watched it.
???? Fast forward fast forward fast forward...
???? In her room in the video, she was the only one from beginning to end.
???? So those real dreams, no matter how real they are, are really just dreams.
???? Hua Baihe sat in front of the computer, covered his face with his hand, looked very frustrated, and even wanted to light a cigarette to relax.
???? It's true, she thought, it's not that Ying Fan is plotting against her, but that she is interested in others.
????and……
????I still fantasize about being treated like this by others.
???? Is she a beast?
????Suddenly, a coat was put on her shoulders from behind.
???? Hua Baihe paused for a moment, and then still looked down, haggard and lost.
????Seeing that she didn't respond for a long time, Ying Fan couldn't help wondering:
???? How did you follow what Xi Tong said, but didn't see Hua Baihe's intention to doubt the world at all?
???? Could it be...
???? Not exciting enough?
???? But without Hua Baihe's consent, she could at most affect the other's dream, and she would never dare to fight in real life.
???? Ying Fan thought about it for a long time, stood behind her for a long time, then remembered and said:
???? "Go to bed early and call me if you need anything."
???? After that, she turned around, ready to think about what to do after tonight.
????Suddenly——
????Under the drooping coat, a warm hand suddenly lifted up and grasped her wrist.
???? Ying Fan stopped her pace and looked back at her.
???? The movement of Hua Baihe holding her was trembling slightly like his own voice:
???? "Sister, do you want to fuck Ji?"
???? "Girl chooses me, not sweet, but coquettish."