Gold Mediator [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 109 Illusion and Reality

????Because of that too real dream, Hua Baihe lost sleep in the second half of the night.

???? She didn't care about Ying Fan's own initiative to turn on the soothing mode and climbed into her bed. Instead, she kept her eyes open and looked at the ceiling, even though the edge of the wall lamp on the ceiling could only be vaguely seen in the dark.

???? After I don't know how long it has passed, a sentence is quietly handed over from the side:

???? "Can't sleep?"

???? "Are you hungry? Or do you need a little scent to help you sleep?"

???? Hua Baihe moved on the pillow, shook his head: "No need."

???? She suddenly asked a question on a whim: "Ying Fan, when did your memory start?"

???? When the core parts are assembled?When it leaves the factory?Or when activated in the exhibition shop?

???? Ying Fan blinked his eyes in the dark space, and a peaceful and calming voice sounded immediately:

???? "When your hand touched me for the first time."

???? Hua Baihe was a little surprised by this answer: "Before me, no one has touched you? Or, because I bought you, your memory doesn't need to be cleared?"

???? Ying Fan was quiet for a while before answering her:

???? "The latter."

???? She thought that Hua Baihe wanted to express something, but after the extreme silence, the person next to her pillow suddenly let out a chuckle.

???? Response: "?"

???? Hua Baihe turned his head, unaware that his slightly thankful gentle smile was clearly captured by Ying Fan's eye recognition system:

???? "Suddenly feel very lucky." She said, "I have found someone like me."

???? Hua Baihe's head rubbed against Ying Fan's angle, and the distance between her and her was already very close inadvertently, making Ying Fan's eye sockets slightly widen because of her sudden approach.

???? "My memory also starts from today."

???? "I don't remember my past, I feel like I just came to this world, everything I see is strange, even when I find out that my father and younger brother are the best relatives in the world, I feel uneasy... I'm afraid that I'm not doing well enough, and I'm not worthy of these beauties—even, there's a feeling of robbing others, which is not true at all."

???? But this is her world.

???? Hua Baihe didn't understand what was causing the sense of insecurity that popped up in her heart from time to time, but she also secretly searched for her symptoms on the Internet, and found that the current anxiety, fear, and even Self-protection is a normal reaction.

???? She can only comfort herself: It doesn't matter, the current forgetting is temporary, and she will be able to restore all her memories in the future.

???? "Do you want to remember?"

???? Just as Hua Baihe secretly clenched her fists with high spirits, Ying Fan asked her slowly.

???? Hua Baihe was taken aback for a moment.

???? Then, she asked another question: "Will you forget some things, is it because the past life was a little painful?"

????Even if she didn't find the source of the pain in her life.

???? When she asked this sentence, her voice was a little low, and she was more inclined to talk to herself.

????Therefore, I should make a judgment based on the emotion discrimination model, at this time I should keep my mouth shut and be a loyal listener.

???? However, when this instruction reaches the brain——

???? Ying Fan didn't know why, but she resisted.

???? When this sense of resistance appeared, the core area of ​​Ying Fan's body began to flash red light. At first, it was only a little bit, and then it seemed to feel the self-consciousness of this artificial intelligence. Waking up, it conflicted with the input instructions, so a battle between heaven and man began in her core plate.

???? The flashing red lights changed from one to two, three, four...

???? Hua Baihe didn't notice the struggle of the simulated person lying next to her pillow at all. After she asked a question and didn't hear the answer, she laughed along with her.

???? "I'll try my best."

???? She said: "I hope I won't lose my memory again in the days to come, so that my father and Jiming won't be worried."

???? "Of course, if my condition can be stabilized later, and I find that there is no special need to restore my memory..."

???? Hua Baihe paused for a while. It was not easy to say what happened after that. She thought about it for a while.

????In the end, she pretended to be relaxed and continued in a tone that didn't matter much:

???? "Then it doesn't matter if you restore your memory or not, right?"

???? Hua Baihe didn't know that after she said these words, there was a small red light symbolizing resistance in the inner core area of ​​Yingfan next to her...

???? were all gone in an instant.

???? The core area and the system were quiet, only she answered softly with a soothing tone as always:

???? "Of course, I will respect and uphold any decision you make on this matter."

???? Hua Baihe couldn't help smiling when he heard that.

???? She felt the benefits of highly intelligent bionics——

????Others are far less knowledgeable than Ying Fan, and they are not as considerate as her. What's more, Ying Fan will not deceive herself at all.

???? This kind of unreserved support makes people feel at ease.

???? Somehow, Hua Baihe became a little better because of Ying Fan's words because of the bad mood that was affected by the dream.

???? From the moment I found out that I lost my memory, I finally found a very slight comfort.

???? She slowly relaxed without realizing it, closed her eyes and began to imagine the scene before she lost her memory, until she fell asleep again unconsciously.

???? But the quality of her sleep did not relax with her.

????At four or five o'clock in the morning, Ying Fan, who had been watching her sleeping, noticed that her brows were furrowed, although this time she didn't speak in a hurry like the previous time——

???? Only tears seeped out from the corner of the eyes again.

???? Ying Fan raised his hand to help her gently wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and unconsciously followed her into a frown:

???? "Who made you so sad..."

???? Ying Fan asked in a voice that only he could hear.

???? However, the sleeping person is still ignorant and did not hear her question.

????Ying Fan could only gently rub her brows away, and at the same time couldn't help thinking along with her:

???? If the past really caused Hua Baihe such pain, Ying Fan secretly thought that he would never let her remember it.

????...

???? The next morning.

???? Hua Baihe slept until the sun was up, rubbing his hungry stomach that was growling, and asked Ying Fan beside him without opening his eyes:

???? "Should I get up?"

???? "Is there breakfast at home?"

Not long after, Ying Fan's answer came over immediately: "Mr. Yin told Uncle Bo specifically before going to work in the morning, saying that your condition and sleep quality are not very good recently, so don't disturb you in the morning."

???? "The breakfast that Uncle Bo prepared for you has been hot on the pot, but I think the taste may not be as fresh as the freshly baked one. Do you need me to prepare a new one?"

???? Hua Baihe rubbed her stomach and eyes, and after asking her the time, she felt that it was already [-]:[-] in the morning, so she just waved her hand:

????"Need not."

???? She said: "No need, it's all there, just eat whatever you want."

???? Ying Fan nodded, and immediately went to the bathroom to help her prepare the toiletries. When Hua Baihe went to the bathroom mirror, the water cup, the toothbrush with toothpaste squeezed out, and even her usual facial cleanser were already placed. They were all placed where she could easily reach them.

???? When she returned to the bedroom after brushing her teeth, Ying Fan had already helped her clean up the bed, and at the same time, she was holding two matching styles of the season:

???? "Today's outdoor temperature is 22 to [-] degrees Celsius. The weather is sunny and rainy. There will be rain in the afternoon. The southwest wind is currently level [-]. The fabric on the left is moderately warm. You can also add a short one on the outside. Clothes, and the one on the right is the latest element of the fashion week in February this year, which fits your temperament very well."

???? Hua Baihe opened his mouth and spit out a string: "666."

???? Did she bring back a personal outfitter who can update the news at any time?

???? The other party's active love model of Amway yesterday has been left behind by her. Now Hua Baihe walked around her with some novelty, and asked curiously:

???? "Do you know how to put on makeup?"

???? Ying Fan smiled slightly: "At present, I can download all the makeup looks in the beauty video on the market, and directly customize the makeup for you according to your makeup and hairstyle. Of course, the knowledge about hairstyles is also in my memory. A little storage."

???? Hua Baihe thought about the eight-figure sum she swiped out by swiping the card yesterday. She originally thought it was an impulsive purchase, but now she realized that it was really worth the money.

???? She finally chose the beautiful new set on the right, and decided to go downstairs after breakfast and then come up to let Ying Fan touch up her makeup.

????Ying Fan sent her downstairs, nodded to Uncle Bo, and found that the other party's professionalism was sufficient, so instead of fighting with Uncle Bo near the dining table, he turned around and went upstairs to help Hua Baihe clean the bathroom.

???? For a while, there were only Hua Baihe, Xue Jiming, and the butler, Uncle Bo, near the dining table.

???? Xue Jiming is a writer by profession, because he suddenly had an inspiration while eating breakfast, and the editor of the recently procrastinated manuscript was in a hurry, so he didn't even bother to go back to his desk in his room, so he just took his tablet on the dining table, He tapped silently on the projected keyboard.

????The younger brother of the writer took time out of his busy schedule to glance in Hua Baihe's direction, and complimented:

???? "Today's clothes are beautiful, the design suits you—"

???? Originally, he only planned to go through the morning greeting process with Hua Baihe, but after his eyes shifted to his sister, he didn't turn back to his screen for a while, and the speed of his finger tapping slowed down significantly:

???? "Speaking of clothes, you seem to have told Dad before that you were going out to buy clothes, and Dad paid you back then."

???? "However, it's been a few days. I guess you don't have enough money. It just so happens that my copyright fee came down last time. If you go out to buy something today, I'll pay you now."

???? Hua Baihe who just lifted the lid of the pigeon soup: "..."

???? The movement of her hands stopped in mid-air, and it took a while to look up at Xue Jiming again. The tone of her words was a little unbelievable:

???? "Have I been like this before?"

???? Xue Jiming didn't understand her point for a while: "?"

???? Hua Baihe put down the lid, raised his hand and gently scratched his forehead, and asked in a subtle tone:

???? "I... am I eating the old ones at home?"

???? Seeing the faint worry on her face, Xue Jiming burst out laughing with a "puchi", and replied jokingly: "Yes."

???? Hua Baihe: "..."

???? Too real.

???? After three seconds, Xue Jiming couldn't help laughing out loud. Finally, his hands left the keyboard and patted the table. Dad didn't worry about you, so he didn't let you continue to go to work."

???? "And you also forgot the password of your bank card, and you have lost your memory many times before. Every time you think of it, the first thing you do is go to the bank to change your password. Dad and I are worried that you will have trouble spending money. They each gave you a secondary card."

???? "After all, you will forget your password, but neither of us will."

???? Hua Baihe: "..." Ju fucking true.

???? She calmed down and drank the soup. When she picked up the spoon to scoop the soup, she thought about her reaction and felt a little strange.

????I don't seem to have the feeling of being a rich second generation at all.

???? Don't want to take money for granted.

????It seems that it is not just because of holding a self-motivational script, but rather like...

???? Very obsessed with making money.

???? And the more I think about it, the more I feel that there seems to be a different kind of desire for money in my heart, the more I think about it, the more I feel...

???? want to make a lot of money.

???? And once this idea was brought out by her, it tended to intensify, almost immediately dominating her thoughts and actions, making her unable to sit still, wanting to do something right away to make money.

????why?

???? Hua Baihe put down the spoon, saw Xue Jiming tapping on the keyboard again, and didn't dare to disturb him for a while.

???? When he breathed a sigh of relief and collapsed on the seat, he heard Hua Baihe call out cautiously:

???? "Jiming."

???? "Was our family poorer before?"

???? "The kind, the kind where I only found out how rich my family was when I was 16?"

???? Xue Jiming: "???"

???? He said incredulously: "Stop your imagination."

???? Hua Baihe: "...Oh."

???? She closed her mouth, then opened it again: "If it's not, forget it."

????...

???? In the afternoon, Hua Baihe stays at home and reads books. She specially picks some esoteric books on the universe and philosophy that Xue Jiming has on the shelf to read. Within 15 minutes, she was hypnotized.

???? until a "buzz -" sound.

???? The mobile phone placed on the table next to the hand is vibrating.

???? Luo Sheng sent a message: "I just don't work overtime tonight, do you have time to go out for a meal? I found a very good private kitchen."

???? Hua Baihe woke up from the twilight, and a coat she was wearing slipped on the ground. She looked at the news and frowned unconsciously.

???? Going out at night?

???? But it's raining outside.

???? I don't know why, but she is reluctant to go out in this weather.

????But when she thought that the other party was Luo Sheng, she still agreed.

????The exploration of that inexplicable sense of guilt overcame her reluctance.

???? So Hua Baihe packed up and got ready to go out.

???? While putting on makeup, Ying Fan asked her in a polite tone: "Excuse me, are you going out tonight? Remember to bring a bigger umbrella."

???? Hua Baihe let out a lazily "Yes" and replied casually, "With a friend."

???? After linking to the news record, the respondent who knew she was going out with Luo Sheng said: "..."

???? Aware of the pause in the opponent's movements, Hua Baihe couldn't help but opened his eyes and looked at her: "What?"

???? Ying Fan pretended to be fine, picked up a brush and pretended to apply powder, and said in a low voice:

???? "It's okay, I just noticed that you have a little segregation powder near the wings of the nose. I'll add some essence to you when you put on the foundation powder and cream later."

???? Hua Baihe closed his eyes again: "Yes."

????...

???? The two met at the entrance of a shopping street.

???? In the rainy and foggy weather, only the traffic lights on the opposite sidewalk are particularly bright, and the lights are a bit dazzling.

???? Hua Baihe arrived early again. After counting the number of red lights, he noticed that there was already a figure at the opposite intersection. Not found.

????Suddenly--

???? The light turned green.

???? The man walked towards this side without paying attention to the side.

????A large speeding truck approached at high speed from the side, and the elongated piercing sound of "beep" came from a long distance away, splashing water two meters high.

???? Seeing this scene, Hua Baihe opened his mouth and shouted: "Be careful!"

???? But the truck that had passed the red light did not stop.

???? She heard the screams of many people around her.

????The umbrella in Hua Baihe's hand fell to the ground at some point.

???? until the vehicle passed—

???? The opposite Luo Sheng was grabbed by a boy with sharp eyes and quick hands. At this moment, he was still patted on his chest in shock, turned his head and kept bowing to the person, as if he was thanking him.

???? However, all of this has nothing to do with Hua Baihe.

???? She grabbed her skirt, her breathing suddenly became constricted, and countless scenes about traffic lights and car accidents appeared in her mind like broken glass.

???? In my memory, there was a guy who was exactly the same as the person opposite, and died under the wheel.

???? In the pouring rain, Hua Baihe hugged her head, looked at the person who walked up to her on the opposite side, and whispered involuntarily:

???? "The third time..."

???? This is the third time that Luo Sheng almost had an accident in front of him.

???? She didn't know where the impulse came from, so she rushed towards him wetly, hugged her, and said happily:

????"Scared me……"

???? Almost, almost to see you die in front of me again.

???? I have obviously worked so hard to change.

???? Hua Baihe rested his chin on her shoulder, looked at the opposite traffic light, and closed his eyes after a long time.

???? She thought, this is between herself and Luo Sheng...

????Do you want to do it again?