go back and love you again

Chapter 69

I know you will never think of who I am, I am Zhao Yitong.

Today, a very beautiful girl was transferred from our second year of high school. Unfortunately, she was not in our class, but she was next door to our class. After class, the corridors were full of boys and girls who made excuses to see the transfer student, including me of course.

When I saw her for the first time, I really thought she was very beautiful, uh... prettier than Sister Tong, in my opinion, she has a feeling of detachment from the world, but I haven't communicated with her, so I don't know that she speaks Do you still feel that way after speaking?

Since she came, the topic of more than half a month has revolved around her. After a long time, I also heard some comments about her from others.

I have a very good buddy who is in her class, so whenever we go out to play together, when we talk about her, he will say a few words, today is the birthday of a classmate who has a good relationship, so I decided to call a few people We went out to have a good meal together. As soon as we found a restaurant to sit down, my buddies started talking about the girl. In fact, I didn’t have much interest, because the girl’s iceberg-like personality has already been deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. , When communicating with her, she either listens to you quietly, or is silent, and finally speaks, but the words between the lines reveal the coldness of winter, such a person, I am really not interested.But seeing my buddies' "something good to break the news" look, I still pricked up my ears and planned to listen.

"Do you know, that girl seems to be gay." The buddies had an expression of "you must not know", but the news was indeed shocking.Although today's society is very open, Chinese people are always conservative, and this kind of unethical love must be more discriminated against.

"How do you know? She told you?" A classmate asked me.

"How is that possible? She has been transferred to our class for more than a month, and I haven't spoken to her more than 1 sentences!" The buddies raised three fingers to emphasize the estrangement between him and her.

"That's your guess. There is nothing to say without evidence." Everyone cut.

"Don't worry, although there is no evidence, there are indications that the possibility of her being gay is very high." The buddies firmly believed in their guesses.

"Oh? Let us analyze all the signs you mentioned." I said.

"Okay. Then I'll analyze it for you one by one. First of all, on the first day she came to our class, she introduced herself very sparingly. A girl in the class walked very close, and she smiled many times during the conversation, and I bumped into her several times, and I thought she was possessed by a ghost!" Everyone was a little surprised when they heard that, after all, she had been around for so long, It is true that no one has ever seen her smile. I imagined in my mind what she would look like when she smiled. She should be beautiful.

"It's normal. There are always one or two good friends who can get along. Girls seem to call them boudoir friends." A classmate said.That's right, girls like to be intimate, which is not evidence at all.

"What else?" I motioned him to continue.

"Okay, that just doesn't count, and last week, I saw her and the girl from class 11 wearing couple clothes! This is weird enough." I frowned slightly when I heard this, which is indeed a bit It's too much, but when I think about it, the relationship between them is very good, so there's nothing strange about it.

I told my buddies to stop talking about that girl and order food quickly, and the topic came to an end.

Since the rumor that she is Les came out on campus, many students have turned from being curious about her to rejection, from being attracted by her beauty to disgust, but I have always adhered to my principles and will not be blind Go follow the trend until one night after self-study and school after 2 months...

It was a bit late after class that day. In order to get home before the gate control, I decided to take a shortcut, but I didn't expect to see a scene that I shouldn't have seen.

I found this small alley by accident. I saw a cute puppy running in it, so I wanted to follow it. Only then did I find that the end of the small alley is very close to my residential area, so sometimes It has also become the best shortcut for me in a hurry.It's just that I didn't expect to see the heroine who has become a hot spot since she transferred to our school kiss a girl in public today.Although it was already dark, if it wasn't for my familiarity with this alley, if it wasn't for the dim lights on the side of the road, if it wasn't for my good eyesight, I might have just thought it was a couple kissing passionately, and then walked away silently. It's a pity that I saw clearly that it was her. What surprised me even more was that the other girl hugged and kissed by her was the girl from Class 11.I frowned, it seems that my friend's news is indeed correct, she is really gay, and she and the girl from class 11 are indeed not ordinary girlfriends.

Just as I turned around to leave, they finally parted each other's lips, and the emotion reflected in their eyes as they looked at each other at this moment gave me a familiar feeling, and I couldn't remember where I met , until the beautiful transfer girl gave a doting smile to the girl in class 11, I didn't know that this kind of familiar eyes had been seen on my mother and sister Tong!

I didn't dare to continue imagining it, so I turned around and left. I couldn't accept that my two favorite relatives were gay, and I couldn't bear the pressure of being rejected by the world when their relationship was exposed, no!They must not be in this relationship.

That night I returned home in a daze. Because of the delay on the road, I finally exceeded the access control time. It was Sister Tong who opened the door. In order to prevent her from noticing my strangeness, I refrained from asking her. In an eager mood, as usual when making a mistake, she said coquettishly: "Sister Tong loves me the most, don't tell my mother that I came back late, I will definitely come home on time next time~"

Fortunately, sister Tong followed my wishes, but I felt even more uncomfortable. When I returned to the room, I laid myself on the bed, but there were lingering images in my mind, from sister Tong to our house. Come on, until now, all the intimacy between my mother and sister Tong in my impression, even now that they sleep in the same room and on the same bed, I just simply think that their relationship is very good, just like mother and daughter, never I thought they would be in another relationship, but with one image after another in my mind, I have to admit more and more that they are that kind of relationship, that unsightly relationship!

But what can I do?From childhood to adulthood, not to mention my mother gave birth to me and raised me to such a big age, even sister Tong's love for me after she came to our house, I can't be a wolf-hearted little girl who doesn't know how to repay her kindness. People, I know that if I pierce this layer of paper, maybe this harmonious and happy home for so many years will be shattered, I can't do that.

The tangled choice of whether to talk or not to talk directly affected my emotions. Every day when I got home, I had to force myself to smile, and I went to school to force myself to concentrate on studying, because I understand that as a student, learning is the top priority.But now, even the hug of the two of them, who used to be very warm in my eyes, I can't help but want to stop it. In order to prevent the day when I lose control, I will go out to the library to read books on weekends, or Go out and play, out of sight.

I can't calm down more and more, especially when I am boring at night, it is easier to think wildly.

The first time I skipped class, I was not worried at all. I even hoped that the teacher who studied at night would go to my mother to complain, and then I would take advantage of the opportunity to question her, but it was a week after I skipped class. I didn't see my mother or sister Hitomi coming to talk to me.

So I ran away a second time...

The author has something to say: I don’t know if this kind of writing method that always changes perspectives will make you feel messy.Let's see, sorry.