gender doesn't matter

Chapter 106 The phone is broken after all

"After all, it's broken." It can't be used anymore.

I looked at the mobile phone I was holding tightly in my hand, and my mood calmed down a little bit, and even the air around me became quiet and condensed.

Terribly quiet.

I took a deep breath, raised my hand and threw the mobile phone that I had held in my hand for a long time into the trash can, together with the mobile phone card that had been used for eight or nine years.

Turn over and climb into bed.

Lin Yue asked me to wait for him, so let's wait.

What's more, I have no relatives or reason here, and I don't understand the language, so what can I do except wait for him?

Before I knew it, it was already noon, and my stomach was growling with hunger, but I had no idea how to eat it, and my stomach was swollen like it was going to explode, and I didn't have much appetite.

What is life like a year, I knew it very early on, I didn't expect to be able to experience it together now that I have grown up.

Lying on the bed in the hotel, the small space, the poor airflow is very depressing, the depression in my heart becomes more and more uncomfortable in such an atmosphere, every minute seems to be suffering.

Lin Yue's handsome face was reflected in his mind.In March, in the cherry blossoms flying all over the sky, I saw a person in his arms. That person had a face exactly like mine, but I knew clearly that it was not me.

When I was young, the art troupe lived a life of laughing.

Every smile on the corner of my mouth has a purpose, either to seduce or seduce...even the most relaxed and ordinary smirk is intentional...

But he is different, his smile is so bright, his smile is so wanton, his smile is so flamboyant, the most important thing is his smile is so pure, like the most beautiful fireworks in the night, the beauty dazzles the eyes, the heart is shaken, and he can't help himself. the sinking of...

And I, no matter how hard I try, I can't laugh at him.

A counterfeit is just a counterfeit after all.

After all it's just...

So, after the Lord returns, you will be nothing.

I was in the hotel, waiting for Lin Yue for three days...

After all, he didn't come back, and he didn't even make a phone call.

Perhaps, this is the reality; and everything in the past, the beauty he gave in the past, is just a beautiful and vain dream.

Those sweet words, those ear-to-eye contact... like a dream in the passing years.

I feel like a clown, from the time I met him until now... I have always been, every time I am bruised all over by him, but as long as he turns around, shows a little bit of kindness to me, and says a few sweet words, I will be like a dog Generally wagging his tail and laughing, obeying his words...

It's okay to be really stupid.

Although my phone is broken, his phone is here. He remembers his phone, but he didn't call...

It's a dream, and you have to wake up after all; when you wake up, you have to return to reality after all.

When I opened the door, I could not understand the chattering voices coming from the corridor outside.Touching the belly that was sticking together, he gurgled a few times in a very appropriate way.

I stabilized my hungry and futile pace and turned back to the house.

There are a bunch of bags, big and small, piled up on the coffee table. The bags contain the things I bought that day, and there are a lot of food.

I opened the bag and took out a piece of something similar to a pastry but not a pastry that I had never seen from one of the bags. I tore open the package and tasted it. It tasted pretty good, and I poured some water to finish it.

Perhaps because of eating, my body is not as heavy and weak as before.

Lying on the bed for a while, I thought it had been a long time, picked up Lin Yue's phone and checked, it was only 23:[-] in the evening.

The days really feel like years.

On the screen of the phone, I hugged a puppy and laughed happily, and Lin Yue hugged me and kissed me from the side...

That photo looked so warm at the time, but now it is full of irony.

The woman's words appeared in my ears again, tormenting my soul like a ghost.I just said why that woman is so gentle and skillful, even if Lin Yue is very close, she didn't show anything to her, but I just think she is my biggest threat...

Now I finally understand that she is different from Qiu Qingyan and the others.

Although she likes Lin Yue, she doesn't want her. She loves Lin Yue in her own way: she wants him to be happy, and the happiness she thinks is that Lin Yue is with that person named Ean...

Therefore, I should not exist.

So, I couldn't feel her hostility, but I felt her threat.

08:30pm is a good time for people like us.

A few days ago, the bar that Lin Yue took me to was not far away, and it was just right to wash up.

It stands to reason that being out of love should be very decadent, but the heart is immune to this heart-piercing feeling after experiencing it too much. Apart from the dull pain, there is no other feeling.

I didn't think about looking for death or life, I didn't think about hunger strike, I didn't think about getting drunk... It's just very calm, as calm as if I'm dead, and I can't startle the slightest disturbance.

I stretched out my hand and put it on my chest, the place where my heart was really beating "thump-thump-thump", although it wasn't violent, it was really beating.

live, live...

I thought - go home.

I don't know the language, I can't communicate, and I don't know where the people I can rely on are gone.

Now, the only place I can go is that bar, that boy named Zhou Yanan.

Maybe he can help me, help me get home.

The night in the city is always so gorgeous, the colorful street lamps flickering lights, brilliant and gorgeous, even the moon hanging high in the sky that benefits mankind has become dispensable and not so important.

Along the road, the street in memory.

I moved forward step by step, towards the noisy bar.

The moment the door was pushed open, the deafening music sounded from inside the door, which made my ears hurt. I quickly covered my ears, but let go in an instant.

This is a bar, a noisy and presumptuous place.

If Lai is still covering her ears here, then it is not as simple as hypocrisy, but an affectation. I think I am fine.

Just a little greedy.

But even this greedy God still doesn't satisfy me...

The crowd was noisy, but I didn't want to laugh, so I went straight through the noisy, twisting and swaying crowd, found a corner with relatively few people, and sat down.

I'm waiting for that man named Zhou Yanan.

Hope he can come.

On the first day, nothing came of it.

Until 07:30 in the morning, with the slight dew of the morning light, I dragged my tired body home, ate a few casual meals, and slept for a day.

The next day, I still went to the bar to stay.

Still to no avail, but was molested by a drunk lunatic.

When I grow up like this, being molested is common. I have already calmed down, but there are people around me who are not calm.

At the beginning, those two people were still cursing, as if they were arguing, but in the end it turned into fistfighting.

Entangled together, it seems that they are going to die forever.

This kind of thing is not uncommon in places like bars, but it is not uncommon but it does not mean that everyone is willing to see such a scene.

The owner of the bar is a smart man. When he heard someone fighting and making trouble, he rushed over as soon as he lifted his pants.

When I asked why, everyone talked about it.

It just so happens that I'm a dumb person, and I can't understand what they said, let alone defend myself, and of course I never thought of defending myself.

People who believe in you always believe in you, just like Ye Xi——no matter what I do, he will always believe in me and will stand by my side.

For those who don't believe in you, even if you say it out loud, you may believe it on the surface, but you don't know how you feel in your heart...

This matter, of course, finally pushed to me.