gender doesn't matter

Chapter 69

Because the role of the heroine in this play is not important, until today there is no role of the heroine.So I didn't know until today that the heroine was replaced by Qiu Qingyan.

When I heard that the heroine was Qiu Qingyan, my heart sank, but then I was open-minded. I didn't steal or rob, so there was nothing to worry about.

The matter between Lin Yue and I can't always be explained clearly, even if it is clearly explained, there is no need to explain it to an outsider, if she really wants to know something, she can ask Lin Yue.

Although I thought so in my heart, I still felt very uncomfortable when I saw her, and I couldn't help but think of the seemingly innocent but full of scheming bitch at the door of the toilet.

It was a very irritable day, but Qiu Qingyan didn't do anything other than acting, let alone embarrassing me, I didn't even say a word.

So much the better.

I was thinking like this, but I didn't want her to attack me the next day, still in the name of acting.She is the female lead and I am the male lead. There were a few fight scenes between us, and several times, she directly started with me and showed no mercy.

Director Gu said that she is still rational and strong because the plot is more realistic...

Seeing her say such words with such a very innocent look, I was really drunk.

I thought about fighting her, but the idea was only in my head for a second before I killed it in the cradle, and I knew that I was filming and not playing.

From the moment I decided to be an actor, I had to be responsible for my own decision; what's more, I know nothing but acting. Acting is not only a job for me, but also a career that I want to devote my life to. my rice bowl.

But Qiu Qingyan is different, she is a standard rich second generation, even without this job, she can still live well.Acting is just a job for her, a job to pass the long years. Even without this job, she can live a good life, at least she doesn't have to worry about life, but I am different...

If I don't have this job, I will sleep on the street and drink the northwest wind; and not only me but also Ye Xi will lose my job with me, so...

I can't be willful.Willfulness requires capital, and I don't have it.

I knew this from the art troupe, and I never dared to forget it.

Therefore, when Qiu Qingyan slapped me many times, I chose to endure silently.This feeling is like when I first joined the Art Troupe, others dared not fight back when they were beaten or scolded, and I didn’t know who to tell when I felt wronged...

But it's okay now, now that I've grown up, my heart's ability to bear is much stronger than before...

Fortunately, the director was Gu Dao. After watching it for a while, he felt that something was wrong, so he stopped Qiu Qingyan, and shouted mercilessly, "If you don't want to shoot, just get out."

This sentence is already very important for an actor, and Qiu Qingyan naturally knew it, so she was very silent for a while after Director Gu finished scolding, and finally found out that all the scenes about her were postponed.

But when she was about to leave, she gave me a vicious look, her angry look combined with her elegant appearance, she seemed to be a little bit of aggrieved, no wonder Zhou Fu still has a few The actor's eyes flew towards me.

But when it comes to this kind of thing, I have always been thick-skinned. Even if I have survived the days of others pointing at my spine and scolding me behind, I still care about such harmless tricks.So when they stare at me, I turn around and smile at them, and continue filming my scene.

And I don't know, because of that smile.My logo in their hearts seems to have changed from a vase that climbed in with my body to a shameless bitch...

It's just that I, the client, don't know all this.

My daily life is still the same, filming and reading scripts and then going to bed, and occasionally go to the gym, although I am a little tired, but my life is very fulfilling and happy, except for the occasional time when I think of Lin Yue.

It has been almost half a month since Lin Yue went to Africa, and he has called three times in the past half month.One of them was because I hung up the filming in a hurry without saying a few words, so the real pass was only two times, and the total words of the two times were only half an hour.

I feel a little sad.

In fact, I also thought about calling him, but I don’t know why every time I pick up the phone and press his phone number, I dare not press the dial button, and finally nothing happens.

But that's good, I have more time to devote to work. As time goes by, Director Gu scolds me less and less, and occasionally praises me with words of wisdom. Compliment, every time I say without humility: "Thank you, Director Gu."

Then, in exchange for him laughing and scolding: "Stinky boy, you don't know how to be humble at all." Finding that Director Gu is getting more and more cute, I laughed: "If I am humble, it means you have no vision, so I can't modesty."

Director Gu also laughed loudly: "Good boy, come on."

"Thank you!" "No thanks, as long as you work hard, you can get what you want, Ean works hard." He said.

But he doesn't know that what I want is not to be famous all over the world, I don't have such big ambitions.What I want is a home, to live an ordinary life, to open a small shop to raise a few kittens, and to be with the one I love...

But why do you fall in love with someone you shouldn't love, someone you can't reach...

I don't know if my efforts are of any use, but I know that if I don't work hard and do nothing, sooner or later I will part ways, and sooner or later he will leave me, but I don't want to be separated from him...

I was so nervous about him.

People are indeed greedy animals. At the beginning, they only regarded him as those customers. Not only did they not give him a good face, but they also kicked them out, which means that Lin Yue has a good temper.

Slowly, his meticulous care moved me and also moved my heart. My heart began to chase his footsteps and fell in love with him, but even if I liked him at that time, I just liked him. I have my own ideas, but I just like them silently and humblely.

Even when I later found out that the tenderness he gave was for that person named Ean instead of me, I still liked him silently, and then I didn't have the idea of ​​spending my whole life with him;

But I don’t know when this idea changed, I want to get him, I want to take him as my own, I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with him and be worthy...

Knowing that the possibility is very small, I still want to try it without hesitation...

Just once, I told myself: just once.

If you still can't walk into Lin Yue's heart...

If I still can't walk into Lin Yue's heart, I actually don't know what to do. #####