gender doesn't matter

Chapter 117 Heartbeat

After hanging up the phone, I was amused and angry, but more confused.

Snowflakes floated outside the window again, falling bigger and bigger, just like the winter when we first met. Unfortunately, there were no children playing snowballs downstairs, no adults making snowmen, and no delicate and beautiful red plum blossoms. Even the pedestrians on the road were more than usual. Much less.

Is it really winter?

People don't want to go out anymore. They stay at home lying on the sofa, covering with a blanket, turning on the TV, holding a bunch of snacks, watching TV while eating snacks, so comfortable.

It's just me, stupid.

In this winter, even the snakes are hibernating in the cave, so they ran out like a fool like me.

In the end, he made himself so embarrassed.

Thinking about it, Lin Yue's words suddenly popped up in his mind: "Ean, do you really have a heart?"

Do you have a heart? ?

In a word, it tortured me like a curse.

After much deliberation, I called Lin Mo's phone number after two years.

As soon as the phone was connected, Lin Mo's heart-piercing "Get out." It was so deafening that my hands trembled in fright, and the phone dropped on the sofa.

My heart also clenched together with the sound of "rolling", throbbing and throbbing, and even breathing was difficult.

What the hell is wrong with him?

Although Lin Mo has a weird and flamboyant temper, he will not get angry for no reason...

But he just...

Lin Yue...

My heart twitched violently. With trembling hands, I grabbed the phone that fell on the sofa. The screen was black, and Lin Mo had already hung up the phone.

I quickly opened the address book to find Lin Mo's phone number, and was about to call him again, but saw that the screen lit up, and it was Lin Mo's call.

I quickly swiped the answer button, and Lin Mo's cold and awkward voice came from the other end of the phone: "That sentence just now was not meant for you."

Even though he said that, I didn't relax: "Lin Mo, what's wrong with Lin Yue?"

After a long time, Lin Mo sneered, and said in a strange way: "Is it too late to care about him now?"

The heart leaked for a moment and forgot to beat.

For a moment, it seemed as long as centuries, and then I heard my voice tremblingly asking Lin Mo: "He, what happened to him?" The trembling was so severe that I couldn't even finish my sentence.

Heart throbbed in pain, so painful that I couldn't help myself.

So, is this the so-called feeling that life is worse than death?

What a pain.

Lin Mo didn't seem to be able to bear it, or maybe it was Lan's incident that made him feel guilty, so he sighed after a while: "You don't move at the hotel, I'll send someone to pick you up."

"En." As soon as I said "um", he had already hung up the phone.

What's going on these days, why is almost everyone like this, hung up the phone in a hurry before I finished speaking, as if I was a wolf.

But at this time, I didn't have the heart to think about it, so I quickly cleaned it up and waited for the person who picked me up. I still don't know what medicine Lin Mo bought in the gourd, but I knew I had to go and see it, no matter what he bought in the gourd. What kind of medicine is it.

A few minutes after Lin Mo hung up the phone, I received a call from Assistant Liu.It turned out that Lin Mo asked him to come too.

Also, there are not many people here who can communicate with me, just a few.

Assistant Liu was quite fast, and he arrived at the hotel not long after he hung up the phone.

I hurried downstairs and saw Assistant Liu with double flashing lights on the side of the road at a glance. It may be because he lied to me before. His eyes flickered when he looked at me, and there was a little bit of guilt in it.

Seeing me coming, he quickly got out of the car and opened the car door for me. I am not used to such a polite gentleman. Although Lin Yue will open the door for me occasionally, it is only occasionally. Ye Xi's words... don't even think about it Well, as for other people...don't even think about it.

I was a little unaccustomed to suddenly enjoying such treatment, so I quickly said thank you and got into the car.

"You're welcome." After Assistant Liu finished speaking, he walked around to the driver's seat and started the car.

The car was galloping towards the destination, and my heart was gripped a little bit as the car went.The atmosphere in the car was also quiet and depressing. I resisted the difficulty of the house type, but finally I couldn't help asking Assistant Liu: "Assistant Liu, what happened to Lin Yue?"

Assistant Liu paused for a while, this time he was not lying to me, he said: "Boss Lin had a car accident, and he is still in a coma."

"There was a car accident, how could it be?" I heard my voice was sharp and harsh.Lin Yue's driving skills are very good, how could there be a car accident?

With a breath stuck in his heart, he couldn't breathe, and his legs were so weak that it didn't seem to be his own.If it weren't for sitting in the car now, the weak-legged would definitely be sitting on the ground.

I yelled out that voice, and felt the air in the car was condensed and trembling.

In the trembling air, I heard Assistant Liu say: "We watched the surveillance: Mr. Lin was driving a car when a little girl suddenly rushed out of the alley. In order to let her go, Mr. Lin turned the direction and rushed onto the sidewalk. It hit the wall, and the wall was very old, and it collapsed as soon as it hit it, if it weren't for the quality of Mr. Lin's car, there might be no one there now."

"Then how is he doing now?" I couldn't control my cranky thoughts.

"There is no longer any fear of life."

I took a deep breath: It's fine, it's fine.

A heart that was about to die had just regained consciousness when Assistant Liu said, "Although there is no danger of his life, Mr. Lin has been in a coma..."

Assistant Liu was still talking, but the only thing in my mind was: "Unconscious." Thinking of these words buzzingly, my heart that had just recovered from it was lifted again, which was more unbearable than a roller coaster.

It's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alright, it's gonna be alright...

I told myself this in my heart, I hope I can calm down, but it is easy to say, but it is so easy to do... A heart is up and down, and I can't control it at all, and my mind is full of Lin Yue. The picture of the car accident...

The bloody scene, but where did I get awkward... I never believed him, and I always felt that he only regarded me as a substitute.

But on second thought, didn't Lin Yue go out because of that Ean?Tell me how not to doubt...it would be abnormal if I didn't doubt.

In the final analysis, the most fundamental reason is because I have low self-esteem and lack of self-confidence... But how can I be confident in such a thing? Someone once said: If you love someone, you will lower yourself to the dust.

I never believed before, who is so stupid, but gradually I saw many sisters and brothers who made themselves insignificant for a certain man, were beaten and scolded in various ways, some flinched, but some remained the same...

At that time, they always said: He is the only person in the world who treats me sincerely.

The only one! !

So, it shouldn't be too much to do.

Therefore, there is no principle and no personality, but it is finally abandoned.

But at that time, not only did I not sympathize with those people, but I also sneered at them, just like Ye Xi said: My heart is as hard as a stone.

I live my own life every day, and never change a little because of other people's things; but I never thought that one day, I would become even worse than them...

Living with self-abased doubts tormented every day.

Finally, I understand their feelings, but youth is gone, leaving only pale memories.