dhibooks Chapter 63 Chapter 63
Chapter 63 Chapter 63
Lu Mingsu locked the door of the study room, sat on Ni Yan's usual diary writing chair, and flipped through the pages one by one... Bai Lin said that he didn't understand why Ni Yan's past made such claims, and he wanted to know.I don't know how long I read it, and I don't know whether it's day or night outside. After reading a few books, Lu Mingsu specially picked the books from the second to third year of high school.He opened it with trembling hands, not even knowing where his courage came from, and finally saw the part Bai Lin told him.
Ni Yan still recorded everything that happened in a flat tone and words, as if retelling someone else's story, without the slightest emotional fluctuation.However, when Lu Mingsu read it, he bit the back of his hand fiercely, and tears fell on the table drop by drop. The more plain Ni Yan's writing, the more painful his heart was.
It wasn't until Zhang Muchen knocked on the door of the study that Lu Mingsu came out. Looking out from the French window of the balcony, it was pitch black outside.He raised his hand and looked at his watch, it was seven twenty, it turned out to be the second night, and he even forgot to be hungry.
"Brother Lu, Teacher Bai told you to go in." Zhang Muchen saw that Lu Mingsu's eyes were as red as rabbits, with dark circles wrapped around them, like a panda suffering from pink eye disease.She didn't know what Lu Mingsu was doing in the study for more than ten hours, but it was obvious that he hadn't closed his eyes until now.
"Okay." Lu Mingsu replied, and hurried into the bedroom, he knew that Ni Yan must have woken up.
The moment he stepped through the door, Lu Mingsu's footsteps stopped, he saw Bai Lin sitting on the bedside, Ni Yan was leaning against Bai Lin's arms, his eyes were closed and his face was expressionless.
"Ni Yan!" Lu Mingsu's voice was so hoarse that he could hardly hear him, as he walked forward, another tear ran down his cheek.
"He's here," Bai Lin wrapped his arms around Ni Yan's hand and patted his arm lightly, "I'll go out first, you guys talk."
Ni Yan slowly opened his eyes, raised his body and leaned against the head of the bed, and looked at Lu Mingsu indifferently.As soon as Lu Mingsu saw Ni Yan's eyes, his heart sank suddenly, and he immediately put his hands on the wall.
Bai Lin got up and walked towards the door, patted Lu Mingsu on the shoulder as he passed by, and said softly and meaningfully: "Let fate do what you want, so you can do it yourself."
Lu Mingsu suddenly felt as if his soul had been taken away by someone, he looked at Ni Yan foolishly, and didn't even hear the sound of Bai Lin closing the door when he went out.
The two of them just looked at each other, no one spoke for a while, they were silent to each other, as if they were waiting for the other to speak first.
"I was wrong!" When Lu Mingsu's hoarse voice sounded, Ni Yan almost regretted it, but he sneered, grinned, and said nonchalantly, "Come here."
Lu Mingsu walked over, knelt by the bed and grabbed Ni Yan's hand, tears kept falling, his voice was so hoarse that even he couldn't hear clearly: "I really know I was wrong, I don't know it's because ...Ni Yan, I don't want it anymore, I don't want it anymore, you listen to me, we won't hypnotize you, let Teacher Bai help you."
Ni Yan smiled lightly, just like what Lu Mingsu saw when the school reunited for the first time at the beginning of school, he held Lu Mingsu's hand, raised it to his lips and kissed: "Xiaobai told you everything?"
"Ni Yan..." Lu Mingsu choked up.
"He can't explain clearly, what do you want to know, ask me, I'll tell you," Ni Yan said with a smile, "I remember, I remember you, the Lantern Festival, the Lantern Festival, the pink doll I picked up. "
As soon as the words fell, those words suddenly spun in front of Lu Mingsu's eyes, Lu Mingsu only felt a sharp pain in his chest, and coughed up a few drops of blood with a sudden gulp.
"Are you okay?" Ni Yan stroked Lu Mingsu's short hair, "What did Xiaobai tell you? Lin Zhen? Teacher Yan? Or that... person? You don't have to listen to his fuss, it's actually quite funny, and I can count it too I have experienced all kinds of wonderful things, and they are colorful."
"Teacher Yan?" Something suddenly recalled in Lu Mingsu's mind, and his eyes widened in surprise.
"The feeling of forgetting is really good, although during those days... I was indeed very happy. He was so kind to me, really, no worse than you. I—" Before Ni Yan could finish speaking, he was suddenly stopped by Lu Mingsu He hugged him fiercely.
"Ni Yan, stop talking, stop talking, I won't listen!" Lu Mingsu's hoarse voice was still roaring with all his might, he hugged Ni Yan tightly, he didn't want Ni Yan to endure those painful tortures again.
"Lu Mingsu!" Ni Yan suddenly said in a low voice and coldly, "I told you in Long Island that our paths are different, and forcibly tying us together will only hurt both sides. I don't know if you regret it, but I do. , I don’t blame you, I owe you and made you wait for 15 years. Today, I will let you once, after it’s over..." Ni Yan sighed heavily, closed his eyes and began to unbutton his pajamas, "Let's call it a day."
Lu Mingsu's mind went blank in an instant... What do you mean, what does it mean to end here, where does it end? !When he regained his composure, Ni Yan had already taken off his shirt and slid into the quilt, looked at the ceiling affectionately, and said coldly: "Come up!"
Lu Mingsu froze there stupidly. It turned out that Bai Lin really knew Ni Yan the best. The trust and sense of security that he had managed to build up for Ni Yan really collapsed in an instant, and there were no broken pieces left. .
"No! I don't!" Lu Mingsu murmured to himself in despair, "Don't...whatever ends here, I don't agree!"
"It's not up to you to answer or not," Ni Yan's tone became extremely indifferent, "Come up! Let me pay back the debt. From now on, the two will not owe each other, and each will go his own way!"
Lu Mingsu jumped up violently, stared fiercely at Ni Yan's eyes, and growled in his already hoarse voice: "Ni Yan, I won't let you succeed, you want to pay off the debt, you can easily and completely put me to death. Forgot? Let me tell you, it’s impossible! I will never touch you again in this life, this debt...you wait to owe it for the rest of your life!"
Ni Yan smiled helplessly, sat up again, put on his clothes again, and while buttoning up buttons, smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, you can do whatever you want." After finishing speaking, he left Lu Mingsu alone, picked up his phone and tapped a few times , and threw it on the bedside table.
After a while, Bai Lin walked in. He glanced at Lu Mingsu, walked to the bed and sat down, looked at Ni Yan in surprise: "It's over?"
"He won't... just let him go!" Ni Yan smiled, and turned to look at Lu Mingsu, "I don't care if you want to continue living here, anyway, I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, so please go out now, I'll tell you Xiaobai still has something to do."
Lu Mingsu stood motionless by the bed, Bai Lin was silent for a few seconds, walked to his side, and whispered in his ear: "You go out first, don't worry, you'll be fine."
Lu Mingsu suddenly came back to his senses, he realized that there was one thing he hadn't done, so he turned around and rushed out.
"You really gave up on him?" Bai Lin looked at Ni Yan seriously.
"Let's talk," Ni Yan slid into the quilt again, and put his head on Bai Lin's lap, asking Bai Lin to help him press his temples, "I should listen to you, alas..."
"I can feel it...he really loves you, give him another chance." Bai Lin gently pressed Ni Yan's head.
"Listen to God," Ni Yan said with a smile, "I...can't make a decision. What the hell did you feed me to make me sleep for so long?"
"You never took the medicine prescribed for you before!" Bai Lin said angrily, "I won't burn paper for you when I die!"
"Don't worry, I will let you catch up with the body to say goodbye!" Ni Yan smiled and closed his eyes, "Let's get started."
When Ni Yan woke up, it was already dawn outside the window, and he didn't open his eyes because he felt the warmth of the people around him.He huddled in that bosom, dazedly stretched his hands in from the hem of his clothes, and stroked that belly like every day.
"Lu Mingsu, have you gone to the gym?" Ni Yan grinned, and rubbed his hands lightly twice, "You're so scheming, you're going to die!"
"Are you awake?" Bai Lin's voice suddenly came from the top of his head, Ni Yan was startled, and suddenly opened his eyes, Bai Lin's face appeared in front of him instantly.
Ni Yan quickly retracted his hands, moved back, looked down at his clothes, and then heaved a sigh of relief: "I'm sorry, I... fell asleep."
Bai Lin smiled helplessly and rubbed Ni Yan's head: "Look, God made a decision for you."
"Get out!" Ni Yan smiled, got up and got out of bed, "I have to leave tomorrow, I have to pack my things."
"What time does the car leave?" Bai Lin also got out of bed, put on his coat, and followed Ni Yan out of the bedroom.
"09:30, the high-speed rail station." Ni Yan walked to the sink, picked up the toothbrush and began to brush his teeth, "There are new ones in the lower drawer, you can take them yourself. You can use mine or Lu Mingsu's cup."
"I'll send you off tomorrow." Bai Lin took out a new toothbrush, picked up Lu Mingsu's cup and brushed his teeth.
Ni Yan accidentally glanced at Lu Mingsu's toothbrush, and found that it was dry. He turned his head and saw Zhang Muchen snoring on the sofa, and there was no sign of Lu Mingsu in the whole house.
"What's for breakfast, I'll make it for you." Ni Yan put the towel on the towel rack, turned around and walked to the kitchen, "to make up for the cinders you missed in the past two days."
"I'll eat whatever you do." Bai Lin smiled.
"Then I'll ask Zhang Muchen to make it. Do you want to eat it?" Ni Yan was about to pour water into the pot when he suddenly found a casserole on the stove next to him. He opened it curiously...it was a pot of porridge with preserved eggs and lean meat.
"I can eat what you can!" A voice suddenly rang in Ni Yan's ears, he was a little dazed, and it took him a while to realize that it was Bai Lin's voice.He lit the fire under the casserole and smiled: "It seems that I don't need to do it, there are ready-made ones to eat."
"Look," Bai Lin laughed, "God made another decision for you."
"Don't rush to conclusions," Ni Yan looked at the casserole in doubt, "Maybe Zhang Muchen made it, let's see if you can put it in your mouth first."
Facts proved that the pot of porridge was not really made by Zhang Muchen. Ni Yan ate most of the pot by herself. When Zhang Muchen woke up, there was not even a single grain of rice left, so she had to cook the noodles by herself.
"Where is your fourth sister-in-law? Were you not at home last night?" Ni Yan asked Zhang Muchen.
"I don't know," Zhang Muchen didn't want to eat noodles anymore in his life, his teeth itched, "He went out before I went to bed."
Ni Yan didn't care where Lu Mingsu went, he went to the vegetable market with Bai Lin to buy vegetables, and cooked a big meal when he came back, as the last day of this year in Yunshan, there should be some sense of ceremony no matter what.
Bai Lin has been guarding Ni Yan for the past few days. He feels that Ni Yan's condition is not right, and he is worried that he will do something uncontrollable again.However, it turned out that he was overthinking. After the last hypnosis that night, Ni Yan did not change at all. Except that he no longer cared about Lu Mingsu's whereabouts, he did not act abnormally, as if what happened that night was like a hallucination. .
On Sunday morning, Bai Lin drove Ni Yan and Zhang Muchen to the high-speed rail station. Seeing the two people enter the ticket gate, Bai Lin breathed a sigh of relief... Maybe Ni Yan has really become stronger.
"Fourth brother," Zhang Muchen sat on the seat by the window, tilted his head and looked at Ni Yan, seeing that he didn't respond, he pulled off the earphones from his ears, "Brother Lu has been gone for a whole day, we How did he get in?"
"Are you so careless?!" Ni Yan looked indifferent, "Does it have anything to do with you whether he can get in?"
"Fourth Brother, although I don't know what happened that day," Zhang Muchen sincerely pleaded for Lu Mingsu, as if it wasn't her who scolded people that night, "But Brother Lu is really nervous about you. He stayed in the study for more than ten years. When it came out, it looked like a hybrid between a giant panda and a rabbit."
"Study?" Ni Yan was startled, "Did he ask you to help him find the key?"
"No," Zhang Muchen said. Just as Ni Yan wanted to breathe a sigh of relief, Zhang Muchen continued, "But he asked me for a hairpin. I don't know why, and he doesn't have much hair."
"Hairpins?" Ni Yan became nervous instantly, "Is it the black and thin ones?"
"Hey..." Zhang Muchen looked at Ni Yan suspiciously, "You all are so connected? You all have hairpins, playing SM?!"
Ni Yan clenched his fists tightly, he wanted to send Lu Mingsu a wechat message, scolding him bloody, but think about it, forget it, just chilling him like this, might make him suffer even more.Let him also taste the feeling of anxiety and panic. Everyone has to pay a price for their crimes.
However, after returning to Jiangling for many days, Lu Mingsu never showed up. He always disappeared for a few days, just like a long time ago, but this time... the disappearance took a little longer.
Ni Yan never looked for Lu Mingsu either, he thought maybe if it got so cold, he really let go, he didn't want to hold on any longer, he was really tired.Back in Jiangling, Ni Yan was like a tiger entering the forest, completely having fun, and spent several meals at Lin Zhen's house.Lin Zhen's wife was overjoyed when she saw Ni Yan went, and kept asking when "Dating with My Idol" would continue to be updated. Only then did Ni Yan realize that the hole he had dug had been stuck there and forgot to fill in. .However, without Lu Mingsu, what else would he have to write about.
"I...may have to break up." Ni Yan and Lin Zhen nested in the study, finally showing his half-dead true colors.
Lin Zhen's hand holding the mouse suddenly trembled: "Ah? Why?"
"He tried to use force once, but failed." Ni Yan thought it was funny.
"So he's angry? Don't want you anymore?" Lin Zhen pulled his face instantly, "Brother stood up for you! You shameless thing, what, can't you kill him?!"
"No, I want to give up." Ni Yan frowned, he suddenly remembered that he was unwilling to have too much to do with Lu Mingsu, because he was afraid that he would want to give up, he actually couldn't bear to see Lu Mingsu sad.
"Hey?" Lin Zhen was taken aback, "You're in menopause, what are you doing?! Boss Lu treats you so well, why are you so crazy?!"
"I...is not suitable for him." Ni Yan shook his head helplessly.
"Why isn't it suitable?" Lin Zhen looked at the news on the Internet, "You are simply the fate of Wangfu. You see, after Mr. Lu was with you, BG's stock price has risen quite a bit. Recently, Yan's has been suppressed. Then It’s a disaster. With BG so deadly, Yan’s lasted for a year at most, your Lu always took the wrong pack of rat poison, why are you staring at them. Whatever project they want, he will grab whatever project, look up and bow down See, at least it will give people a way to survive."
"Oh, this is probably the reason why he disappeared for more than half a month. He is like himself only when he is working," Ni Yan said with a smile, "Don't come back to me and become an idiot again."
"Is it because of this?" Lin Zhen asked in surprise, "Can you not be hypocritical? He is the boss of Yunshan BG. It is normal for him to disappear for a few days to get busy with his career. You, a jobless man, should support him silently behind his back. .”
"Go and go, the more you talk, the less you can go on the road." Ni Yan leaned on the recliner, crossed his legs, and glanced at the date on the desk calendar... There are only four days left before the Chinese New Year, and he was still thinking about this a few days ago He and Lu Mingsu's first New Year's Eve, did not expect... the world is impermanent, just watch the vicissitudes change... "Are you still going to your mother's place for the New Year's Eve dinner this year?"
"Yes, otherwise," Lin Zhen replied without any suspense, "If you don't go, you will be nagged to death by her. What about you, why don't you come to my house to eat?"
"No, I'll go to my dad's." Ni Yan said.
"Are you sure?" Lin Zhen pouted.
"It's just a meal, and I can't stay for two hours in total." Ni Yan smiled. Just when he was thinking about where to go for dinner at night, he received a WeChat message. It was a group of their brothers. dinner.
"How many heads are there in total? I'll count the number!" The third child made a summary after a group of people finished speaking.
"Me!" Ni Yan rushed to the front line.
"Me!" The second brother followed closely behind.
"Me!" The fifth child was not to be outdone.
According to the final statistics, except for the boss who stayed in Yunshan to work overtime, everyone else confirmed that they were seated on time with the intention of eliminating the big family.
The dinner was scheduled to be in a large restaurant box downstairs of Lao San's house. Ni Yan didn't know when he finished eating, because he was already unconscious after drinking half of it.Including Zhang Muchen, a total of six people drank a whole pot of five catties of liquor. Ni Yan felt that his drinking capacity was tempered in this way since he was a child.
After dinner, everyone took a taxi home. The third child was the most convenient. He went out and turned left and entered the community. It was only a few steps away, and he even asked his wife to come down and help him.
Although Ni Yan's consciousness was a little fuzzy, he was still able to take care of himself. His home was only three kilometers away. After sending Zhang Muchen to a taxi, he called his uncle and told him the license plate number, so he thought about taking a walk home. Sober up.
Walking along the river, the winter night wind was bitingly cold, Ni Yan wrapped his down jacket tightly, and staggered forward while holding on to the railing by the river.There was a bridge in front of him, and the end of the year was approaching. The promenade on the bridge was covered with red lanterns. Ni Yan stopped in his tracks, leaning on the railing, a little dazed.
Suddenly, he seemed to see a familiar figure under the lantern, with a double shadow, staggering.Ni Yan smiled helplessly, thinking that he was hallucinating what he was thinking. It seemed that he had drunk too much and his brain was ruined.
He lowered his head and rubbed his eyes, then looked up again, sure enough, there was nothing under the lantern.Ni Yan smiled, and took another step forward. Just as he took the second step, suddenly a figure rushed over, hugged him in his arms, and kissed him hard on the mouth...