Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

Chapter 148 A Difficult Month

Liu Yifan couldn't help sighing when he saw me begging for help.He looked at me and said, "Why are you bothering? You torture yourself."

"I know, I know everything. But I want to give it one last shot."

When he heard me say that, he fell silent.Many times, I don't know how to describe the feeling in my heart, I just think that it is possible that I will spend this long period of time, and then be with Lin Xichen, and I feel stupid.

Liu Yifan finally calmed down when he saw what I said. He knew that I love Lin Xichen, so there are still some things he can't stop.

He sighed and said, "Since you have chosen this way, then you should trust Lin Xichen."

I nodded, and he hugged me suddenly, and then said, "Holding you is not for anything else, just to tell you that although I have no chance, I can always be your friend, or you treat me as a younger brother... ... my brother can do it too."

Hearing this, I rubbed against him.Some couldn't help but want to cry, but I thought of the years when the three of us were together.

When he let go of me, he put his hand on my head and rubbed it as if he treated me like a child, then turned and left my room.

I lay on the bed very scared, looking at Lin Xichen's portrait, I didn't sleep all night.Until the next morning, the phone rang suddenly, and I saw it was Lin Xichen.

Hurriedly grabbed the phone and got up, when he pressed the call button and heard Lin Xichen's voice, he suddenly couldn't help crying, Lin Xichen also seemed to feel very tired.

"Last night, I didn't know that she secretly took those pictures and sent them to you. I quit, I really can't stand it! I'll go back to you right now."

When I heard Lin Xichen say this, I yelled in fear, "No, don't, you have to hold on, hold on for me, I don't care, really, I don't care if I don't see those things."

"Don't embarrass yourself so much." His voice became a little hoarse on the phone.

I choked up a bit, so I quickly wiped my tears with a tissue, and then I calmed down and said, "It's okay, I'm doing it for myself, so just treat her as me! This way, you will feel better every time you have sex with each other. .”

He hung up the phone after hearing it, maybe because he couldn't bear it, or maybe he didn't want to hear what I said.

In short, these are the reasons, and then I hung up the phone.Since this day, I have been in a daze, and I don't know what I am doing. I look at the time every day, hoping that time can pass quickly.

A few days ago, I was very irritable, very irritable.Later, I gradually became numb. My parents asked what happened at first, but they stopped asking.

I guess Liu Yifan also told them the whole thing, if not, they wouldn't be asking everything later.

I stayed at home for two full weeks, and every day when I got up, I just went out for a walk when I had nothing to do, and then came back to help my mother cook.

Sometimes Liu Yifan would come over, and I would also have a few words with him. In order not to let my brother misunderstand, I usually don't get too close to him.

He actually knew it in his heart, so he usually went to my brother after a few words. One day, when I was sitting in the living room picking vegetables, the doorbell rang suddenly. I thought it was Liu Yifan, so I got up to open the door.

After opening the door, it was Xiaoxue.I looked at her very puzzled and asked, "Why are you here?"

"I can't come here! I said it, you will be my father in the future!"

I sighed, not knowing what to say.She smiled and said, "Are you jealous recently because of my mother?"

I looked at Xiaoxue, lowered my head and replied, "No. Don't think that way, my dad will always love you. In fact, I came here today because I was afraid that you would feel uncomfortable. I came to accompany you for a few days, uncle. If you're in a bad mood for a few days, why don't you go live with me!"

Thinking of this girl's weirdness and appearance of a rotten girl, I was a little scared, and waved my hand and said, "No need."

"Let's go? Let's go! Anyway, you're fine here."

I really don't know what to say, seeing her invite me over so actively, I always feel that something bad is about to happen.

My prediction was indeed correct. After I called my parents to say that I was going to live with Xiaoxue for the next two days, when I got into Xiaoxue's car and came to this guy's apartment, the moment I opened the door, I saw a group of people with curious eyes. look at me.

I stepped back in embarrassment, not knowing what to say.The little girls were as happy as seeing a giant panda, and shouted, "Xiaoxue, he is your father's boyfriend."

"That's right! How handsome! But he's also handsome hahaha...Xiao Shou."

"what is happening."

Xiaoxue proudly tugged at me and said, "They have never seen a gay man, they are just curious, they want to see what you look like."

"I'm not an animal, so there's no reason for you to visit."

Knowing that I was upset, Xiaoxue dragged me inside and let me sit down, and then said to me, "Actually, my classmate, he draws BL comics, aren't you in a bad mood because of my dad's recent incident? , you can help my friend draw cartoons to relieve stress, or help us with the sound of radio dramas."

"I'm gay, but I'm sorry. I don't like this, and you don't think I'm weird or curious."

Hearing what I said, Xiaoxue came over quickly, thought of something and said, "Uncle, we really came to you because we didn't know how to draw, such as ahem... a scene like papa...hahaha No, I can't help it myself."

As I said that, I saw a woman next to me, bringing over a fake real life simulation game machine, and before I could react, he brought it to me and put it on for me.

I still don't understand what's going on?The whole person was recruited.Annoyed, he took off the things on his eyes.

"I've said it all, I'm not interested. I'm in a bad mood now, can you not provoke me?"

Seeing that I was angry, Xiaoxue quickly apologized and said, "I'm sorry uncle, forget it, you all go back! That's all for today, my uncle is in a bad mood."

Those girls who were very happy at first didn't react when they saw it, and Xiaoxue said goodbye after everyone broke up and left.

I saw those little girls all gone, sitting on the sofa stupidly alone, looking at the ceiling without knowing what they were doing.

"Uncle, I'm sorry. In fact, all this is caused by my mother's selfishness. She has hated my father's contact with men since before, and said that she would rather my father sleep with other women than let my father have sex with men. Together. She actually loves my dad too much, or she is not normal anymore. "

I turned my head and looked at her. I didn't know whether to cry or laugh. I felt very ugly at the moment and said, "If I were a woman, do you think your mother would still have a chance? But I am not a woman. In order to be with your father Together, we paid a huge price, and your mother is still in the middle. I am really desperate. If I say this now, your father and I have no chance. I feel better because I just know that I have no chance. Yes, but, but... this feeling is really uncomfortable for me."

"That's why I want to make you happy, uncle...you have to trust my dad, my dad will definitely not give up on you like this."

I nodded, feeling very tired, very tired in my heart.

Xiaoxue came over, comforted me like his father, and said, "Since you are willing to wait for my father like this, then you have to believe that my father will not abandon you."

I nodded and couldn't help crying again.I am really going to die of pain, why is it always me.She is just like Lin Xichen, maybe this is the feeling of being related by blood.

At that moment, I suddenly felt that I felt more here, and for a while, Xiaoxue was always with me.

Originally, I didn't want to help her draw manga, but later I didn't know why and started to help her draw.

At the beginning, I was not very familiar with the painting style of comics, but later I mastered it myself. I feel that there are quite a few differences between comics and oil paintings.

Especially when the comics are drawn to the scene of two people on the bed, sometimes the expressions of the characters will collapse if they are not well grasped.

In this month that I felt as if I was dead, I survived like this, on the last night.Lin Xichen suddenly called me to ask where I was.

I told him my address, and he quickly arrived at Xiaoxue's apartment where I was.

When he saw me, he hugged me tightly and kissed me.I haven't smelled him for a long, long time.

He let go of me and quickly took out the divorce notebook from his clothes, I was a little surprised.He sighed and said, "I forced her to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures in the morning. You see, you don't have to worry anymore."

I looked at his divorce certificate, and I really didn't know what to say in my heart. This feeling seemed to have passed for centuries.

I couldn't help touching his body through the clothes, smiling uglier than crying and saying, "I want to do it, I want to do it now, I've endured it for a month, can you help me?"

Hearing me say that, he nodded.He unceremoniously carried me to my room beside me, and after closing the door, the two of them couldn't bear it anymore.

I have everything ready for him, and he understands what I mean.Satisfying me without refusing, the two of them tossed in the room for a long time, and they stopped when they felt that enough was enough.

He hugged me tightly, afraid of losing me.I was also afraid of losing him and said, "I have lived a life that is not human this month. I really don't know how I survived."

"Everything is over, we will get married in a few days, get married as soon as possible."

"But you lied to me, you lied to me back then."

When he heard me say that, he felt very sad, and he said after a while, "I was not thoughtful at the beginning, I'm sorry."