first love is not too late

Chapter 57 "No Need... Shall I Help You?"

57

"Fart your fart."

Ji Mingyu saw the flash of stiffness on Fu Shi'an's face, and subconsciously cursed at the other end of the network cable, and then quickly cut off the communication.

And Fu Shi'an also quickly suppressed his expression, and came over after he hung up the phone, "Xiaoyue?"

"Yeah." Ji Mingyu moved his long legs off the sofa, but he didn't expect Fu Shi'an to go to the side sofa and sit down. He said he put away his notebook and patted the empty space beside him, "You sit here."

Fu Shi'an didn't move, but asked, "Did you tell her about us?"

"Er..." Ji Mingyu blinked: "I didn't say it, but she seems to have guessed it herself."

Fu Shi'an lowered his eyes, nodded and said nothing.

"What's wrong?" Ji Mingyu frowned, thinking that Fu Shi'an had kept his sexuality a secret for so long, maybe he really didn't want others to know, "Do you mind if others know about our relationship?"

Fu Shi'an looked up at him, then shook his head: "I don't mind,"

He denied it, but Ji Mingyu saw disapproval in his eyes.This made Ji Mingyu a little uncomfortable, on the one hand because of his recklessness, on the other hand because of Fu Shi'an's attitude towards this matter, and also because of some helpless loss.

"only......"

"Just what?" Ji Mingyu asked.

Although the degree of social openness is increasing, the understanding and acceptance of homosexuality is not so popular. Perhaps in the eyes of some people, they will be called "heterogeneous", and those rumors and bad words are not far away from them.

Ji Mingyu is not a child ignorant of world affairs, he also understands it in his heart.

No one wants to be secretive and sneaky when they are in love, but they are destined not to make it public.

Perhaps it was because his loss was a little obvious, Fu Shi'an explained again: "I just don't want... because of our relationship, you will suffer some..."

Their relationship could be made public, but not necessary now that there are no stable circumstances.

"You're thinking too much," Ji Mingyu put down the notebook in his hand, and leaned closer to Fu Shi'an, "Xiaoyue won't tell others, and won't say much, don't worry."

"En." Fu Shi'an responded, stood up and was about to leave.

The wet hair on the back of his head soaked his collar, reflecting dark mottled spots. Ji Mingyu stared intently at his straight back for a while, and then when he walked three or four steps away, he suddenly got up and walked towards his back Pounce on your back.

Fu Shi'an let out a low cry due to the sudden collision, and quickly stabilized his figure, and supported Ji Mingyu with his arms as if covering his back, without touching his waist.

Ji Mingyu didn't use much effort, he stood very steadily, his upper body was firmly attached to Fu Shi'an's back, his two long arms wrapped around his shoulders, and he asked in his ear, "Are you angry?"

"No." Fu Shi'an said.

"Obviously there is." Ji Mingyu turned his head to see his expression, his long eyelashes covered his pupils, and he looked really unhappy, "If you don't want others to know, then I won't tell you, let's close the door Secretly fall in love."

Ji Mingyu coaxed him like a child.

The back-close body dispelled the chill from the back of the neck, Fu Shi'an turned his head, and finally relaxed slightly when he met Shang Ji Mingyu's smiling eyes.

"I don't want Xiaoyue to know." He said, "You don't need to be secretive, as long as you are happy."

Of course Ji Mingyu knew that Fu Shi'an believed in Zhou Xiaoyue's character, and also knew that what he said about being a straight man was really literal, and hoped that he would be happy.

Fu Shi'an's unhappiness was mostly because of the nonsense Zhou Xiaoyue said in his head.

Ji Mingyu put some force on Fu Shi'an's shoulder, and said in his ear, "Don't listen to Zhou Xiaoyue's nonsense, I fell in love with you because I like you."

Fu Shi'an had just finished taking a shower, and his body was warm, with moisture mixed with fragrance, and the side of Ji Mingyu's face was a bit cool as the water droplets from the tips of his hair rubbed against, but the tips of his ears were hot.

After hearing Ji Mingyu's confession, Fu Shi'an didn't speak, he blinked twice quickly, and then took his hand, "Stand up first."

The obedient Ji Mingyu stood up and let go, and then Fu Shi'an left...just left...just like that...

Ji Mingyu stood there in a daze for two seconds and then followed, "Why are you going?"

"Blow your hair." Fu Shi'an bent down to get the hair dryer in the cabinet, Ji Mingyu laughed and reached out to grab it, "I'll blow it for you."

Fu Shi'an refused to use it twice, but Ji Mingyu had a tough attitude, directly pushed him down on the sofa, then turned on the hair dryer, and just started blowing his hair.

The warm wind brushed the back of his hands with soft hair, and the sticky wetness quickly became dry. Ji Mingyu's fingers would shuttle across Fu Shi'an's scalp, and occasionally touched his hot ear tips, and he couldn't tell the difference between them. The temperature of the wind was still the temperature of Fu Shi'an, Fu Shi'an closed his eyes and let Ji Mingyu play with his hair.

The water vapor is evaporating, and the surrounding temperature seems to have risen a bit.

"All right."

The roar stopped, and Ji Mingyu looked down at his red ears, then reached out and pinched them, and asked softly, "Is it very hot?"

Fu Shi'an's long eyelashes were raised, and the light in the dark pupils was fleeting, as if his body froze for a moment, "No."

These reactions were naturally in Ji Mingyu's eyes. With a smirk, he let go of his red earlobes, pinched the two locks of hair hanging on his forehead, and said in a circle, "You stay Long hair should look good too."

Fu Shi'an frowned slightly, but Ji Mingyu didn't see it, he was still playing with Fu Shi'an's hair, it was soft and slippery like satin, and it felt very good, Fu Shi'an suddenly grabbed his wrist , I heard Fu Shi'an say: "Stop playing."

The tone of this sentence is a little urgent, and the tone is also a little heavy.Ji Mingyu was stunned for a moment, and when he lowered his eyes, he suddenly found that Fu Shi'an's nightgown was opened a slit because of his movements, and the collarbone and chest muscles in the light and dark just broke into his sight, and the strand of hair in his hand swayed from the palm of his hand. It slipped and fell, causing a slight itchiness that lasted for a long time.

At this time, Fu Shi'an also let go of his hand, stood up and wanted to leave, but the back of his head hit Ji Mingyu's chin because of his sudden standing up.

The pain made Ji Mingyu cry out, and Fu Shi'an turned his head suddenly: "Are you okay?"

Just accidentally bit her lip, Ji Mingyu licked the stinging part of the inner corner of her lip, and muttered, "It's okay."

Looking up, he saw Fu Shi'an staring at his lips, with remorse in his eyes, Ji Mingyu smiled and raised his lower lip at him: "Nuo, look, it's all right."

Fu Shi'an remained silent, still staring at his slightly pouted pink lips, and then the third sentence was blocked by Fu Shi'an as nothing happened.

When the two people's lips and teeth were intertwined, when Fu Shi'an's lips and tongue brushed the sore spot on his lips, the slight tingling and strange feeling made Ji Mingyu's scalp numb slightly, and he suddenly wanted to understand what he thought was wrong .

This seemed to be the first time after that day that Fu Shi'an took the initiative to kiss him, kissing him deeply in this suppressed and released way.

They did become close, but most of the time it was Ji Mingyu who took the initiative to touch their lips, and the two of them were as innocent as elementary school students in love.

Maybe it was because the atmosphere was just right this time, or maybe it was because Ji Mingyu was seduced, the kiss gradually became deeper, the two of them were short of breath, and their hands had already embraced each other before they knew it, Fu Shian wanted to back away, but was bitten by Ji Mingyu again Pursing her lips to catch up, she asked in a breathy tone, "Aren't you angry?"

Fu Shi'an stared at him, his pupils were foggy but clear, he was obviously not angry.

He could never be angry with Ji Mingyu.

Ji Mingyu laughed and kissed him again.

I don't know how long this kiss lasted, but Ji Mingyu felt that a spring of water in his mind was sloshing and boiling under their churning, panting, he pressed the back of Fu Shi'an's head, turned over and pushed him against the sofa, and kissed Fu Shi'an on his lips. Shang took a bite, and then stuck out his tongue to lick the teeth marks left by him.

The two squeezed together on the small sofa, Fu Shi'an's nightgown was a little messy, and Ji Mingyu's was the same. When he bent his knees, he brushed against Fu Shi'an's calf. When his chest hit Fu Shi'an, Ji Mingyu let out a muffled snort, which was very light and heavy, and at the same time felt something hard on his inner thigh.

While panting, because of the muffled hum, Fu Shi'an suddenly loosened his strength and stopped moving.Ji Mingyu raised his half-closed eyelids and saw that the undisguised lust in Fu Shi'an's eyes was gradually fading.

"What's the matter?" Ji Mingyu asked. After a fierce kiss, they suddenly looked at each other seriously, which was actually very embarrassing. Ji Mingyu's face was flushed, and his breathing hadn't calmed down yet.

When Fu Shi'an turned over and got up from the sofa, Ji Mingyu also noticed the slight bulge between his legs, so he naturally knew what was on the side of his legs just now.It was the first time that Ji Mingyu intuitively felt Fu Shi'an's lust for him. The feeling in Ji Mingyu's heart was somewhat indescribable. There might be embarrassment and hesitation, but there was no disgust.

He looked at Fu Shi'an's disheveled hair, bright red lips, and half-covered eyes that seemed to be hesitant to speak. Only now did Ji Mingyu clearly feel that he was undergoing changes below his lower abdomen in this deep kiss that was different from the past, which convinced him. , My feelings for Fu Shi'an are love intertwined with passion and desire.

But Fu Shi'an stopped.

The boiling spring water was suddenly calmed by pouring a pot of cold water.

There was an inexplicable silence, and the originally charming atmosphere quickly cooled down in this silence.

Ji Mingyu thought about it and said, "You..."

"It's nothing." Fu Shi'an said in a panic, then got up and left, Ji Mingyu took his hand, glanced at his lower abdomen and asked hesitantly: "No need... Shall I help you?"

He has a rough idea of ​​what should be done between men and men. Although he hasn't wanted to make it to the last step, he still understands the way of relief under lust.Fu Shi'an had verbally expressed his desire for him nakedly, but after being together, there was no presumptuous behavior, and the kiss between the two was always on point, but now at this point, the affection will still stop suddenly.

After Fu Shi'an took a deep breath, he said softly, "No need."

Being rejected was a bit surprised, Ji Mingyu still didn't let go, and the words came out of his head: "Then you help me?"

Hearing this, Fu Shi'an finally turned his gaze back and glanced sideways at him, seeing that he was ordinary below the lower abdomen and did not respond.

Ji Mingyu: ...

After Fu Shi'an returned to his room, Ji Mingyu sat on the sofa in a daze for a while, would Fu Shi'an think that he didn't move?

Grass, he is not good, he just hasn't reacted yet.

It's not all because Fu Shi'an stopped suddenly! ! !

You have to find a chance to regain your glory!