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Ai Gu, who was driven away, could only touch his nose and return to his home, and did not dare to go to Si Jingfen again.
He knew he was wrong, and he wanted to explain it well, but he couldn't say anything when facing Si Jingfan, let alone explain.
Whatever he wants to say, he actually paid attention to him at the beginning; what he wants to say, he actually admired him since high school; what he wants to say, he is actually a little pigeon; what he wants to say, he actually likes him.
He felt uncomfortable, but he couldn't say it out. He wanted to talk to Si Jingfan about his experience, but he couldn't.
Ai Gu went to bed after cleaning up a little. Ai Gu, who usually didn't sleep until noon, woke up early in the morning.
But after waking up, Ai Gu lost all sleepiness, so he had to pick up his mobile phone and brush Weibo as a routine.
Looking at the screen in front of him, Ai Gu suddenly had a bold idea.
Since Si Jingfan likes to read his stories, can he use stories to explain everything to Si Jingfan.
After making the decision, Ai Gu cheered up immediately. He sat in front of the desktop and opened the document, and started to make new pits.
Because he was thinking about Si Jingfen, Ai Gu was overwhelmed with inspiration. Originally, he could not code [-] words in a whole day, but he coded [-] words in just one hour.
After he finished modifying the copy, he opened the backstage of Literature.com and put his new article on it.
At the end of the copy, I added a sentence, "I hope you can see my heart."
Because this sentence still has the content of Xinkeng, Ai Gu posted on Weibo again.
People who eat melons: Why is it him again?It was not enough to be on the headlines before, and now it is coming again
I love Pigeon Essence: King Gu, why did you open a new hole again!How can you love the new and dislike the old!
King Gu's Queen: King Gu, stop taking concubines, the concubines can't stand it, please let them go!
King Gu is mine: No!King Gu, do you still remember Xiaoyun by the Daming Lake?
Weibo was very lively, but Ai Gu didn't care, because this article was mainly written for Si Jingfan, so he only focused on whether Si Jingfan read it.
He refreshed the background over and over again, but he didn't see the familiar ID appearing on it.
Ai Gu gradually lost, but he could only cheer himself up silently, telling himself not to think too much, maybe it was just that he hadn't seen it yet.
Glancing at the time in the lower right corner, he found that it was only past eight o'clock. After thinking about it, Si Jingfan probably hadn't woken up yet after drinking so much wine yesterday.
He opened QQ and clicked on the top group chat, and saw that the last conversation record was still at the time when Si Jingfen was about to go out to attend the classmate reunion yesterday.
Ai Gu carefully typed with his mobile phone.
Little Pigeon: Daddy got up?
Pigeon: The early bird gets the worm, do I get the worm?
Little Pigeon: I got up earlier than you today
Little Pigeon: Big Daddy, do you know that I am a pigeon spirit and have opened a new hole?
Little Pigeon: Daddy, remember to call me back after you wake up
Little Pigeon: I want to be big
Little Pigeon: I miss your text
Ai Gu put down his phone and refreshed the background again, but there was still no familiar ID.
He sighed and walked out of the room, only to see the steamed buns that Emma had helped him warm in the rice cooker.
Both of Ai Gu's parents have to go to work, and Ai's mother will help Ai Gu prepare some simple breakfasts for Ai Gu to eat after getting up every time before going out, but Ai Gu always sleeps until the sun is high, so breakfast is taken as lunch. eat.
He sat at the dining table, finished his breakfast, and then returned to his room. He refreshed the backstage again, but Si Jingfan still didn't appear.
Ai Gu looked at the screen, finally sighed and gave up scrolling out Si Jingfan's comments at the first time, he lay back on the bed and looked at his phone.
In the past, he would always check Weibo, watch a drama, or chat in groups, and the day passed like this.
But now Ai Gu feels that no matter what he is watching now, he will always unconsciously think of the way Cheese Beijing Fen was angry yesterday. Thinking of him like that, Ai Gu's heart throbs inexplicably.
He did something wrong, he hurt the boy back then, Ai Gu regretted it, he hated his social fear, if it wasn't for that, he wouldn't have left like this.
At that time, he had obviously paid attention to this person, but when he opened his mouth to talk to him, he couldn't say anything, especially when Si Jingfan was confessing to him again.
Even though Ai Gu knew his sexual orientation at that time, he was at a loss for the sudden confession.
Cowardly, he could only choose to escape.
And his evasion also hurt another person, a person who loved him.
Ai Gu couldn't lie down a little bit, as long as he thought of Si Jingfan's appearance, he was a little irritable.
He got up, changed his clothes, and went out. When he opened the door, he saw the closed door on the opposite side. Ai Gu walked over nervously and knocked on the door of Si Jingfan's house.
No one responded.
Ai Gu waited quietly outside, he was not in a hurry, he had plenty of time to wait.
Just like that, Ai Gu stood outside the door and waited quietly. He leaned against the wall with his arms folded, and looked down at his toes.
He was wondering if he should have the courage to tell Si Jingfan himself.
It wasn't until the door on the opposite side made the sound of unlocking that Ai Gu raised his head and looked at the opposite door.
It didn't take long for the door to be pushed open, and Si Jingfan was standing at the door wearing a light gray sweater and light gray cotton trousers.
Si Jingfan also noticed Ai Gu, he glanced at Ai Gu and finally turned his head away to look away.
"I..." Ai Gu tried hard to speak, but he would still be nervous even in the face of Si Jingfan. It might be okay if Si Jingfen was drunk like yesterday, but now he is sober.
Si Jingfan watched Ai Gu open and close his mouth, and finally turned his eyes away and walked over to press the elevator.
When the elevator door opened and Si Jingfan was about to enter the elevator, Ai Gu held his hand, but he still didn't speak.
Si Jingfan shook off Ai Gu's hand a little irritably, "Sir, do we know each other?"
After leaving these words, he directly pressed the button and closed the elevator door, leaving Ai Gu standing outside the elevator.