20 Confession
20 Confession
章节字数:1872更新时间:11-05-1121:57
Lin Fan's mind was buzzing, he sat there stiffly, forgot that Shu Yan was still holding his hand, forgot to struggle, and the words 'I, I seem to like you' echoed in his ears, he thought It must be my own auditory hallucinations, yes, it must be like this!How can there be such a relationship between two boys? ...
When Lin Fan was in a daze, he didn't know how seductive his current expression with slightly parted lips, flushed face, and eyes full of confusion filled with shock was in Shu Yan's eyes!
Shu Yan let go of Lin Fan's hand and stood up.Lin Fan hurriedly withdrew his scratched hand and rubbed it, feeling something strange around him, looked up, and saw that Shu Yan had walked around the table and came over to him.
Shu Yan's breathing was a little fast, and he looked straight at Lin Fan.Lin Fan felt that the situation was too weird, and was about to stand up and distance himself from him, but Shu Yan pressed his shoulders with both hands and fixed him on the stool. He bent down and looked at Lin Fan from a close distance without saying a word.
At this distance, Shu Yan's warm breath brushed Lin Fan's face, and he felt that the heat in his whole body was almost at its peak.Then, Shu Yan lowered his head slowly, and his lips covered Lin Fan's slightly parted lips.
There was another 'boom' in Lin Fan's mind, and then went blank——
Shu Yan licked Lin Fan's lips lightly, and pressed his right hand firmly on the back of Lin Fan's head while kissing, pulling him closer. Lin Fan struggled hard to get rid of his imprisonment, but Shu Yan Yan hugged even tighter.
Finally, after realizing that Lin Fan was almost unable to breathe, Shu Yan let go of his hand.Lin Fan was breathing heavily while panting, his lips were red and swollen, it took him a while to calm down slowly.
"Xiaofan, I like you." Shu Yan's voice was a little hoarse, and he said slowly, "Before, I didn't know that this was the feeling of liking. I have always thought that I would not give affection to others so easily. , so after I realized that I had different feelings for you, I was very flustered and wanted to escape, but later, under Cheng Xuan's questioning, I even became angry from embarrassment and yelled at him."
After a pause, Shu Yan continued, "Do you still remember the time you came to return the clothes? When you came in, I didn't look at you but turned around and went into the bathroom, because at that time I just realized that I might already like you , I dare not face it, dare not tell you, and when I dreamed that you walked away holding hands with others in my dream, you don’t know how much my heart hurts at that moment, I have never felt so worried, just like The part of the heart was stabbed severely!..."
"Since I was young, I have been the one who controls other people's emotions, but after meeting you, I found that my mood began to fluctuate with you. Every time I am with you, I feel happy and happy, and your Blushing slightly or yelling at me made me want to make you happy; when I didn't see you, I was upset and irritable, as if I had lost something, and my heart was empty... I never knew what I was going to do. What's the matter, it wasn't until Chu Li asked me if I liked you that day that I realized that maybe I really liked you..."
"And this fact shocked me, and I was overwhelmed. I began to think that maybe meeting less would reduce restlessness. So in the next few days, I used the design plan as an excuse to lie to myself that maybe being busy could make me calm down. As a result, not only did I not feel relaxed, but I felt empty and restless. All I thought about was you all day long. When I went to sleep, I would see you when I closed my eyes. Therefore, I suffered from insomnia all night and every day. The next time when it was almost dawn in the early morning, I finally fell asleep, but I started to dream, and the dream was full of pictures of us being together..."
The heat that Lin Fan managed to subdue in the kiss just now, his body became hot again after being hooked by Shu Yan's words.
"But I still haven't called you. I've been thinking that maybe you miss me, Xiaofan. Even if it's not as strong as mine, you will miss me anyway. So I'm waiting for your call, and I've been waiting, and it turns out Xiaofan If you didn't contact me, my whole heart was filled with loss. After five days, I thought that if you didn't call me this afternoon, I would go to find you. I really can't bear this Miss it, if this continues, I will definitely be tormented mad by this longing..."
Shu Yan stopped suddenly, he looked down at Lin Fan, his deep affection pierced Lin Fan into a trance.
"Xiaofan, thank you for that phone call. When I was depressed and almost desperate, your phone call gave me a shot of stimulant. When I heard your voice, my whole body shone with a layer of happiness. Guang Guang, the depression for many days was completely replaced by excitement. At that time, I wanted to run over to see you, but I was afraid that you would be frightened by my excitement, so I waited all afternoon until I could control my emotions, so I hurried to see you. Looking for you, the moment I saw you, I was even more sure that I really fell in love with you! And when you said "I can go and see you, if you are busy", I was so happy at that time I was about to fly up, thinking about Xiaofan, do you also like me a little bit, I wanted to hug you and kiss you when I was excited, and it was hard to restrain that impulse, so I guess my expression must have been distorted at that time... ..."
"Xiao Fan, I like you!" At the end, Shu Yan hugged Lin Fan tightly and whispered in his ear.
Lin Fan no longer knew what words to use to describe his mood at this moment. He knew that he was in Shu Yan's arms, being held tightly by him, and he heard him say 'I like you' over and over again. ', and the hand around his waist was getting stronger and stronger, as if Lin Fan would disappear from his arms if he let go, so Shu Yan hugged Lin Fan tightly, wanting to use this temperature to prove that Lin Fan Fan will always stay by his side.
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