Fanhua is gone

Chapter 110

Shu Yan endured the heart-piercing pain in his heart, walked out of the hospital with his body that was about to collapse, opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat.

The tears that he had been holding back finally fell, dripping on the steering wheel in front of him. Shu Yan hated himself for being like this. He was hurt so deeply by Lin Fan, but he still fantasized that on the way he walked out of the hospital, Lin Fan Will catch up, grab him and say that all this is a lie to him, he will not leave him, they can still be together.

However, fantasies are fantasies after all, until he walked out of the hospital and got into the car, Lin Fan still didn't come out, and there was no familiar voice behind him.

Slamming his fist hard on the steering wheel, Shu Yan forced himself not to think anymore, Lin Fan really left him this time, no matter how sad he was, Lin Fan would never come back.

After venting fiercely at the steering wheel, Shu Yan collapsed on the seat decadently, his heart ached so badly, would he feel better if he died like this now?

Lying with eyes closed for a while, Shu Yan sat up suddenly, then started the car, adjusted the yardage to the maximum, and rushed forward frantically, pedestrians and cars on the road avoided to both sides, Shu Yan didn't know where to go , the traffic police whistled hard at him, but Shu Yan also turned a blind eye. His heart had already died the moment Lin Fan was about to leave him. If he died in a car accident, he would be completely relieved.

"Bang!", the car hit the wall in front of him, and Shu Yan slammed into the car window with blood on his head, but, I don't know if it was the performance of the Ferrari sports car or God had mercy on him, except for the broken skin on his forehead. , Nothing else happened, he was still alive and well.

Stretching out his hand to wipe the blood on his forehead, Shu Yan looked at the blood on his hand and suddenly smiled, since the heavens would not let him die, why did he want to seek death? !

Shu Yan grinned ferociously, Lin Fan, this time, I am not dead, so I must let you taste what life is better than death!

Taking out his mobile phone, Shu Yan dialed Uncle Liu's number: "Uncle Liu, book a plane ticket to the United States immediately, the sooner the better!"

"Master, you, are you going to America alone?"

"Yes, it's best to go there this afternoon!" Shu Yan said and hung up the phone. He wanted to leave here, and if he stayed any longer, he would really go crazy.

Ever since Shu Yan left the hospital that day, Lin Fan had been in a coma with high fever for a whole month, except that after the high fever subsided, Lin Fan was still in a coma, calling out Shu Yan's name in his sleep.

Lin Ruo didn't expect Lin Fan's love for Shu Yan to be so deep. Seeing that Lin Fan was getting thinner and thinner, and now he was almost skinny, she began to feel a little regretful in her heart. Maybe she was really wrong this time. .

That early morning, Lin Ruo was sitting in front of Lin Fan's hospital bed, holding his thin hand with only a handful of bones, her eyes felt sour, and she called softly, "Xiaofan...Xiaofan...wake up, Wake up quickly... Mommy feels uncomfortable when you fall into such a deep sleep..."

But apart from her own voice in the ward, there was only the sound of infusion. Lin Fan still had his eyes closed, showing no signs of waking up.

Lin Ruo looked at him, his thin cheeks were sunken, his originally fair face was now terribly pale, there was no trace of luster on his thin lips, the whole person was like a puppet without a soul. Lying there lifelessly.

"Xiaofan, mother is wrong...you wake up..." Lin Ruo's tears fell down patter.If Lin Fan couldn't live without Shu Yan, then she still insisted on what they should do separately. In that case, she would really lose this son.In front of death, she would rather accept the love of Lin Fan and Shu Yan.

"Xiao Ruo..." Someone came up behind her and called her softly.

Lin Ruo looked up and saw Dr. Li walking in.

"Li Yi, what should I do? Xiaofan hasn't woken up yet..." Lin Ruo said to Li Yi (Dr. Li) with sobs.

Li Yi came over and sighed, "At the beginning, I told you how much Xiaofan loved Shu Yan, but you insisted on breaking them up... Xiaofan must be so heartbroken now that he doesn't want to wake up at all..."

"I was wrong, but I thought it was for his own good. I can't just watch him with a man! He will be ridiculed by the world!"

"Xiao Ruo, don't you understand? For Xiao Fan, he can ignore everyone's ridicule, but he can't live without Shu Yan! As long as he is with Shu Yan, he won't feel any difficulties. Tired! For your health, he endured the pain in his heart and left Shu Yan, but his heart died at that moment!" Li Yi looked at Lin Ruo and said slowly, "Without Shu Yan Xiaofan will lose the meaning and courage to live on..."

"Then what should I do? What should I do if Xiaofan never wakes up?" Lin Ruo sobbed with tears on her face.

Seeing Lin Ruo's sad look, Li Yi couldn't help reaching out his hand to help her wipe away the tears on her face, but when his hand touched Lin Ruo's face, his mind suddenly came to his senses, and he immediately withdrew his hand, muttering Said: "I'm sorry, Xiao Ruo, just now..."

But now Lin Ruo was so focused on Lin Fan that he didn't notice Li Yi's abnormality. He just took his hand and asked, "Li Yi, Xiao Fan will wake up, right? You will make him wake up." Yes, tell me quickly, Xiaofan will wake up!"

Feeling the soft touch from his hand, Li Yi's heart tightened, and then immediately suppressed the idea that started to sprout, and said softly: "I promise you, I will definitely wake Xiaofan up...don't be sad, you Your health is not good, don't make yourself faint..."

"You won't lie to me, will you? Then you wake him up quickly, as long as he wakes up, I promise him anything!"

Li Yi patted Lin Ruo's hand lightly, and said with a smile, "Of course I won't lie to you. Ever since we met in high school, what I promised you has never been fulfilled?"

Only then did Lin Ruo feel relieved, and forced a smile on Li Yi: "Thank you, Li Yi..."

Li Yi smiled, "Xiao Ruo, I remember I said before that I am willing to do anything for you, so there is no need to say thank you. I just don't want to see you sad..."

Lin Ruo's face was flushed, Li Yi looked at the slightly flushed face, and said with a smile: "My little Ruo knows to be shy with me?"

"You, don't talk nonsense, what do you call your Xiaoruo?!" Lin Ruo glared at him and said.

"Have you forgotten? From high school to college graduation, people in our class joked that you are my exclusive Xiao Ruo?" Li Yi said with a smile, "Okay, I won't tease you anymore, I haven't seen you for many years, you Lost a lot of weight..."

"You still have the nerve to say it!" Lin Ruo frowned and looked at him, "Why haven't you contacted me since I got married? I didn't go to class reunions, so I was always worried about something wrong with you! If it wasn't for every year You will call me on my birthday, I really want to think you disappeared from this world!"

Li Yi smiled. How to put it, it was because he was afraid that as soon as he heard her voice, he would not be able to control his desire to find her, to snatch her over, to imprison her by his side, to Let her be her only one.

However, from high school to college graduation, for almost ten years, he was only interested in her, but she didn't feel it at all. He didn't want to destroy this friendship, so he carefully kept the distance between the two of them, for fear that if he couldn't control it, he would fall into it. Confession, in that case, I can't even be friends.

Later, she and Ye Xuan got married, and Li Yi always remembered that time, he drank alcohol all day long, lived in a chaotic way, and thought of Lin Ruo every day, her smiling, her angry , Everything about Lin Ruo fascinates him.

In fact, when Lin Fan was sent to the hospital by Han Wenbing for the first time, Li Yi felt that he and Lin Ruo were somewhat similar. Somewhat alike.

"Hey, why are you in a daze all of a sudden?" Seeing that he was silent all the time, Lin Ruo stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes, "What's wrong? Did you think of anything?"

Li Yi came back to his senses, "Xiao Ruo, what you said just now is wrong, when you divorced... and... I... I went to you..." Knowing that it was Lin Ruo's fault all along. Pain in the heart, Li Yi hesitated when speaking, watching her expression nervously.

Lin Ruo's face darkened, and Li Yi hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, Xiao Ruo, I shouldn't have brought this up...you, don't be sad..."

Lin Ruo shook her head: "It's been so many years, my sadness has long been worn away...Actually, at the beginning...I should have listened to you and not married him...You're right, he didn't marry him at all... Loving me is all my own wishful thinking..."

"Xiao Ruo..."

"It's okay, I didn't love him a long time ago, it was just a fascination for a while..." Lin Ruo smiled, "Now that I think about it, I was actually the happiest when I was with you. What troubles do you have? , you will help me solve it. Li Yi, thank you so much."

"Fool, what are you thankful for? When you are happy, I am also happy. I also miss those days very much. Those days with you by my side are really the best memories of my life..."

"If it wasn't for Xiaofan this time, I really don't know you work here. How have you lived for so many years? Oh, by the way, I haven't met your wife yet. When I have time, I want to meet, after all, she is my best friend's wife, so I have to meet..."

Li Yi smiled wryly, "Xiao Ruo, I've always been single..."

"Ah?!" Lin Ruo looked at him in disbelief, "Why? Haven't you met anyone you like in so many years?"

Li Yi smiled and didn't speak. He had already lived in a person in his heart. Ever since he met Lin Ruo, he could only hold her in his heart. For so many years, his love for her has never diminished. Missing her has always been unabated.

Lin Ruo looked at him puzzled, "You really don't have anyone you like?"

Li Yi gently rubbed her hair, said with a smile: "Yes, but she doesn't know..."

"Who is it? Then why don't you confess your love? If you don't tell me, how will the other party know..."

"I'm afraid that after I tell her, she will never talk to me again..." Li Yi still smiled wryly, "She is probably the most dull person in the world. I have liked her for almost 30 years, and all the people around Everyone knows that I like her, but she herself doesn't realize it at all..."

Lin Ruo looked at his frowning wry smile, then reached out to poke his eyebrows, and said, "Don't frown... But, who the hell is this girl who is so ridiculously slow! You are really Yes, I know that she is so dull, but I still refuse to say it, how about I help you talk about it?"

Li Yi grabbed her hand and looked at her seriously: "Xiao Ruo, you don't love Ye Xuan anymore, do you?"