False success

Chapter 18

"I..." Sheng Yu resisted the pain caused by stomach cramps, and his eyelashes were wet with physiological tears.He couldn't break away from Xiao Qu's hand, so he just stood there, looking at Xiao Qu helplessly.

Xiao Qu pulled him closer, frowned and stared.

He was almost unbearable.

The time was exaggeratedly prolonged, and after a few seconds, Xiao Qu said to the butler, "Prepare the car and go to the hospital."

He shook his head desperately, tears also fell, "Mr. Xiao, I'm fine, I won't go to the hospital."

Xiao Qu's face was sullen, he didn't coax him, and he didn't leave any space, he let go of his hands and said forcefully: "Go wash your face, you can change clothes if you want, come down in 5 minutes."

The smell of blood was already in his throat, he didn't dare to stay any longer, he staggered towards the second floor.

He vomited a mouthful of blood again, but luckily Xiao Qu didn't see it.

He leaned against the sink, looked at himself blurred in the mirror, breathed a sigh of relief, stood up straight, and raised his chin slightly.

In fact, going to the hospital is not terrible, the doctor can't find out anything.If that's the case, you might not be able to come back here.

At the last moment of his stay in this world, he wanted to lie on a soft bed beside Xiao Qu.

This is his and Xiao Qu's home.

The butler knocked on the door, "Master Cheng, Mr. Xiao is waiting for you below, have you cleaned up?"

There was buzzing in his ears, and he only heard "Mr. Xiao".But even if he couldn't hear clearly, he could guess that Xiao Qu asked the housekeeper to come up, with the purpose of urging him to go down quickly.

"It'll be fine right away." He sighed and came out of the bathroom holding the door frame.

The home clothes were already wet with sweat, so he changed in a hurry.When he took off his clothes, he touched his abrupt ribs, and felt sad for a while.

Already so thin.

It's not skinny, but it's really not aesthetically pleasing.

"Master Cheng." The butler urged in a gentle voice.

"Here we come." He closed his eyes slightly and forced a smile.

Xiao Qu was already sitting in the car, he got into the back seat, and when he was next to Xiao Qu, the pain all over his body seemed to have eased a bit.

Xiao Qu approached, still in a majestic posture, pulled him into his arms, put his hands on his forehead, and said in a tone like admonishing a disobedient child, "It's okay if you don't tell me what's uncomfortable, but I'll give it to you later." The doctor said, did you hear me?"

He nodded sadly, and wanted to look at Xiao Qu, but Xiao Qu's hand blocked his eyes.

Let me see how you are again.He was trembling with sadness, and his fingers were inadvertently clenched together tightly.

The hand that blocked his sight was suddenly let go. Before he could react, the back of his hand was already being held.

"Sleep for a while if you feel uncomfortable." Xiao Qu said, "The hospital will be here soon."

He didn't want to close his eyes, let alone sleep, he just wanted to look at Xiao Qu.

"Why do you keep staring at me?" Xiao Qu asked.

like you.he said in his heart.

Xiao Qu rubbed his chin with his thumb, and lifted it up very lightly, "Chengqing."

He had gotten used to the name a long time ago, but at this moment his eyes dimmed in disappointment.

I really want to hear "Sheng Yu" again.

Probably because of the hidden love, he always felt that when Xiao Qu called his name, it sounded better than others.

Light and brisk, with a fluttering ending, with a bit of a smile.

After Xiao Qu called out, he looked out the window, seemingly hesitating to speak, only pinching his chin with his hands from time to time, like casually teasing his sick pet.

People in the hospital are in a hurry, and life, old age, sickness and death are staged non-stop.But Sheng Yu didn't have to wait for the doctor with those frowning patients and their families. Xiao Qu carried him and went directly to the VIP clinic.

As he expected, even the best testing equipment failed to detect abnormalities in his body.

The hospital is the most scientific place, but the body rejects the soul, but it cannot be explained by science.

In the final analysis, it is the most unscientific thing that he still exists.

He was arranged to go to a separate ward, Xiao Qu stood by the bed, with a little searching eyes.

His heart was beating a little faster, and he said softly: "Mr. Xiao, I'm fine, maybe I'll be fine after a night of sleep."

It may also be impossible to wake up after falling asleep.

Xiao Qu pulled out a chair and sat down. After a long time, he suddenly said, "Sheng Yu."

This low and hoarse call made all the blood in his body freeze suddenly.He opened his eyes wide and looked at Xiao Qu in disbelief, the chill and blaze collided in his chest, and his temples suddenly tingled sharply.

"Sheng Yu." Xiao Qu looked at him, with deep nostalgia and grief on his brows, "He is the person I love the most. I grew up with him, but I didn't let him know until he left this world. I love him."

The legs and feet under the quilt were so numb that they lost consciousness, as if the soul and consciousness could no longer control the body.He was as stiff as a statue, with only tears in his eyes.

It never occurred to Xiao Qu that he would suddenly call his name and say these words suddenly.

When he heard the first sound of "Sheng Yu", he thought that Xiao Qu had recognized him, and he felt fear and joy at the same time, that kind of extreme tearing emotion pulled his limbs and bones.

And with the next sound, he understood that Xiao Qu didn't recognize him, but just told the present him—Cheng Qing—about an old man named "Sheng Yu".

I can hear "he is the person I love the most" with my own ears, even if I die now, I have no regrets.

Xiao Qu's voice was a little far away, talking about the past intermittently.He closed his eyes and clearly saw the scene when he was seventeen or eighteen years old.

At that time, he and Xiao Qu were both so young, his eyes were full of Xiao Qu, but he didn't know that in Xiao Qu's eyes, he was the only one.

"What you heard that day was correct." Xiao Qu continued: "You are not like him, from personality to appearance, there is no similarity at all. But it is strange, whenever I am with you, I can feel, He's still with me."

"It's been eight years since he left me. I tried to let him go, but I couldn't. The reason you brought you home from Huashi is because you can give me the illusion of 'he's still there'."

"I... did take you as his substitute."

Sheng Yu felt great grief in his heart, but not because of himself.

Back then, all the children in the compound advocated force, and Xiao Qu was one of the violent elements.Every time he had conflicts with others, he always tried his best to protect Xiao Qu, and he would rather have his head broken than Xiao Qu get hurt.

But now, they can only watch Xiao Qu immersed in the pain he gave him, helpless.

"I can no longer love other people like I love him." Xiao Qu took a deep breath, his eyes flushed, obviously losing his composure, "If you are willing to stay, I will be responsible for your life. If this makes you If you feel unhappy and want to leave, I will not make things difficult for you."

Perhaps it was a flashback, after a long talk with Xiao Qu, the severe pain in Sheng Yu's body was slightly relieved, and his senses didn't seem to have continued to degenerate.

The sun was shining in the afternoon, and the nurse pushed him to the lawn to bask in the sun.

These days Xiao Qu came every night, and he wouldn't stay too long. He just fed him porridge, walked downstairs with him, and asked the doctor about his condition.

The hospital has seen countless difficult and miscellaneous diseases, many of which require time for in-depth observation, so I don't panic.

In a blink of an eye, Xiao Qu's birthday arrived.

The housekeeper said that Mr. Xiao has never celebrated his birthday in recent years.Throughout the year, there are only two special days in Xiao's house - that person's birthday and death day.

"I want to spend time with him." When he said this, his heart was trembling.

The butler didn't dare to make up his own mind, so he hurriedly called for a doctor.

The doctor checked repeatedly and confirmed that there was no problem in one day after being discharged from the hospital, so the housekeeper ordered the family to make preparations.

He could feel that in the past nine days, today was his best day, and his vision was much clearer.

In this way, we can take another good look at Xiao Qu.

At night, Xiao Qu came home late and saw him in military uniform.

He walked over, put his arms around Xiao Qu's waist, and smiled softly: "Mr. Xiao, happy birthday."

It was a long and tender night, pain and joy coexisted, and even the pain had a sweet taste.

Before falling asleep, Xiao Qu embraced him and kissed his forehead.

In the darkness, Sheng Yu woke up with a start, and sat up in a daze.After a long time, I realized from the numbness coming from my limbs that I was about to leave.

He turned sideways cautiously and looked at the sleeping Xiao Qu.

In the blurry field of vision, there is only a vague outline.

His eyes were sore and uncomfortable, and before the tears fell, he approached quietly, leaned over and pecked Xiao Qu's lips.

It was his first kiss, and it was also a goodbye.

"Goodbye." He said silently, "I love you."