False success

Chapter 12

At noon, Xiao Qu leaned on the chair in the office and closed his eyes to rest.

The assistant came once and gently closed most of the curtains.The unobstructed light shines into the room in a slanted line, and sprinkles on the corner of the large desk impartially.

There, there is a photo frame that has been around for some years, but it is always spotless.

The person in the photo frame is slender, tall and handsome, frowning and arranging his military uniform.He has a cropped cut, which is by no means a delicate appearance, but his sharp eyebrows and healthy wheat complexion complement each other. Although he is not handsome in the traditional sense, he looks heroic.However, his expression is stinky, at first glance it looks fierce, but if you look carefully, you can find that there is something evil in his eyes, which is cute.

Xiao Qu opened his eyes, and the first thing he saw was the photo in the photo frame.

The sunlight stayed on the photo frame, reflecting the dazzling light, and the whole office was almost shrouded in shadow, only the photo frame and the people in the photo frame were shining.

Xiao Qu's heart was shocked, and he leaned over to take the photo frame, his eyes became gentle and deep in an instant.

He stretched out his finger and touched it vaguely.The touch of the glass lens is smooth, but also very cold, as if reminding him that Sheng Yu is long gone.

He lowered his eyes, sighed lowly, and put the photo frame back in place.

But his eyes couldn't be easily taken back.

Sheng Yu in the photo is only 21 years old. Compared with when he left him at the age of 18, he is a little less childish, and has more military temperament and responsibility.

But he couldn't see Sheng Yu like this with his own eyes, and even this photo was secretly taken by Fa Xiao.

This is the last photo of Sheng Yu before his sacrifice.

It has been 8 years in a flash. At the beginning of the year, when I heard the bad news, I thought that I might not be able to survive, but now I just feel that the time is rushing, and every time I close my eyes, it is another day.

However, there has been a small episode recently in the step-by-step days.

—— Chengqing.

Thinking of this name, Xiao Qu frowned slightly, feeling a strange feeling in his chest.

In terms of appearance alone, Cheng Qing is indeed outstanding, no matter in appearance or figure, he is more comfortable to look at than Hua Shi's other children.

But no matter how outstanding he is, he is still just a young master.

It was an unprecedented thing to take the young master of the club home to raise him.

Xiao Qu propped his forehead, remembering what happened last night.

He couldn't control his desire again, and almost passed out Cheng Qinggan again.When Cheng Qing was so fucked up by him that he was crying and incontinent, he didn't feel dirty, on the contrary, he became more excited, wishing to fuck Cheng Qing to death.

No other bed partner in the past has allowed him to do this.Sometimes when he needs to relieve his desire, he doesn't even bother to move, and let people suck it out and it's over.

Later in the bathroom, Cheng Qing looked at him eagerly and said, "Everyone is asleep", and he could tell at a glance that Cheng Qing didn't want to go to another room, and wanted to take the opportunity to sleep with him.

He never brought his bed partner to his bedroom, let alone share the same bed after an affair, but when he looked into Cheng Qing's eyes, his mind suddenly went blank, making an exception inexplicably.

Cheng Qing was very happy, but he couldn't understand that kind of happiness, or rather, he couldn't quite understand Cheng Qing's whole person.

All of Hua Shi's young masters naturally wanted to climb into his bed and win his favor.Chengqing is no exception.Not only no exception, but also extremely "enthusiasm".

Chengqing is a young child, he can tell.But apart from Chu'er's inherent youthfulness and timidity, Cheng Qing is quite unrestrained.Cheng Qing can cooperate with whatever posture he wants, obediently pleasing him.

For being brought home by him, Cheng Qing's happiness was written all over his face.But every time he looked into Cheng Qing's eyes, he felt that what made Cheng Qing happy was not his fancy.

What exactly it was, he couldn't figure it out.

He and Chengqing's identities are very different, and he can't bring himself into Chengqing to decipher Chengqing's thoughts.Besides, he didn't want to do it either.It seemed that Chengqing was too special for him.

Letting Chengqing live in the villa was actually a spur of the moment, but there are traces of the reason for this impulse.

——It doesn't look like anywhere, but when he gets along with Cheng Qing, he can almost expect to feel that Sheng Yu is by his side.

It was a very subtle and indescribable feeling, baseless and extremely absurd.

But he missed Sheng Yu so much, even if it was a slight illusion, he wanted to keep this illusion.

It seems that relying on this illusion, life has a little more hope.

He would go back to the villa almost every day, and once he did, he would make unscrupulous demands on Cheng Qing.

Gradually, I realized that my emotions began to be controlled by Cheng Qing, and I didn't bother to refuse Cheng Qing's request.

Allowing Chengqing to enter his bedroom, there must be a second time for the first time, and let Chengqing sleep beside him, and he didn't even feel bored at all.

He rubbed the space between his brows, feeling a kind of turbulent peace in his heart.

Sheng Yu stood up holding the window glass with one hand, and touched his eyelids with the other hand, his heart suddenly sank rapidly, as if falling into a raging sea.

He had a problem with his vision, his vision was blurred and he could see things but not clearly.

He understood that it was his body rejecting him, and he might not last long.

The first is the eyes, from clear to blurred, and then maybe hearing, touch, smell, continue to develop, body movements will gradually become uncoordinated.

At that time, Xiao Qu could not be satisfied.

In the future, when he wakes up one day, this delicate and beautiful body will no longer belong to him...

No, at that time, it should not be called "waking up".He has completely dissipated, ignorant, and everything has returned to zero, as if he never existed.

In fact, this is correct.His body had been wiped out eight years ago, and there was only a neatly folded military uniform under the tombstone.

He should have ceased to exist.

He quietly pressed his sweaty forehead against the window, and when he closed his eyes, tears fell silently from the corners of his eyes.

Still don't want to die.

Humans are the most insatiable creatures.When he was first reborn, he thought, as long as he has sex with Xiao Qu once, it doesn't matter even if it disappears immediately after the sex.

Then he started to have delusions a second time.After being raised here, he has made progress even more, hoping to get along with Xiao Qu forever like this.

Just this morning, after helping Xiao Qu bite it out, he nestled in Xiao Qu's bed, thinking happily, wait for half a year, and if there is nothing abnormal in his body, he will confess to Xiao Qu.

What would Xiao Qu think?He would be so surprised that he couldn't react for a long time, maybe he would get angry, think that he was lying, and then knock him down on the spot and give him "punishment".

He raised his hand, trying to wipe away the tears, but the tears couldn't stop, and wiped more and more.

Praying for half a year, hoping for a lifetime, seems like a bleak joke today.

This has only been with Xiao Qu for half a month, and there is no future to look forward to.

He slid down the floor-to-ceiling window again, cried for a long time, and suddenly felt grateful again.

Fortunately no confession.

In the evening, Xiao Qu came back.

Hearing the sound of a car driving into the garage, he immediately rushed out of the room and ran to the first floor.

There is very little time left, and I don't want to waste a single minute.

But he was still negligent.

His eyes were not clear, and he was running too fast. When he went downstairs, he missed a step, lost his center of gravity, and fell down the stairs.

When Xiao Qu entered, he happened to see him fall from the second floor and hit his forehead on the railing post.