ex-boyfriends reborn

Chapter 38

When I was in a daze in the courtyard, my mother always came over worriedly and asked me what I was always thinking about the rose garden.She didn't know that I was actually waiting for Lin Shuyan to climb down from the fence and come like a warrior to ask me why I broke up.She didn't know that I was actually waiting for Lin Shuyan to follow Su Zhen into the garden through the gate, and asked me angrily what the word "tired of playing" in the text message meant.

But this is just my bad taste when I was young and frivolous, I wanted to see what it would be like for a tender and tender lover to get angry.I was born superior and never got what I asked for. It may be because of this, after I finally found out that I didn’t get anything, I grew into the self-deceiving self-deception that was only satisfied with the sound of greed.

I am indeed such a fragile person.Because I was afraid of the truth from Lin Shuyan's mouth, I simply didn't ask anything, as long as he said that I still love him deeply, all the past suspicions could be cleared up.

I'm still thinking about the love he said just now.Like that year when I was separated from him, when I sat alone in the courtyard, the cicadas kept ringing in my ears.That sound sounds noisy, but when people think about it in the dead of night, it is the pain and injury that can make the heart feel empty and trembling.

Lin Shuyan held me in his arms, his chin rested on my shoulder for the first time in a long time, his breathing sounded heavy, like a satisfied sigh after a long drought and rain.

I still resisted in my heart, but my body seemed to forgive him earlier than myself.I touched his ribs and said sourly, "You, you seem to have lost a lot of weight."

Lin Shuyan smiled gently, "I will gain weight again. I thought I would never see you again in this life."

"You came very late." I murmured, "When you were not around, I studied hard, went to school hard, and made friends well. If you came later, I would really follow you. Someone else is gone."

"Yeah." He hummed softly, "It's my fault for making you wait until now."

I avoided the reasons for the breakup and started talking to him about my life after transferring to another school.Of course, I didn't talk to him about being alone during the initial period after the breakup, I just emphasized how hard I worked academically.It wasn't until I got to university that I gradually had something to talk to with my friends, and I gradually gained confidence.Because the atmosphere when getting along with him is very familiar, and the content of the conversation with him is also very familiar, I seem to be back in high school in a trance, we seem to have never been separated, and we are still in love with a youthful spirit.

I gradually regained the feeling I had when I fell in love with Lin Shuyan.I pestered him to tell me where he was, what he did, who he met in my absence, as I shared with him.

Lin Shuyan kept smiling.He patiently told me that he has been studying abroad these years, painted a lot of paintings, and participated in some competitions and exhibitions, and now he is considered a well-known artist.

I looked at the painting on the wall of the living room, "Is this also your painting?"

Lin Shuyan said, "This was painted by my father when he was alive. I copied the exact same one and hung it in the bedroom. But you don't seem to like it, do you want me to replace them all?"

I stared at the woman's ferocious face and shook my head.I heard that Lin Shuyan's father passed away very early, and this painting is probably one of the few things he left Lin Shuyan. Things that can remember my father are buried in corners and dust.I just said to him, "No, you also know that I never know much about these, as long as you like it."

Lin Shuyan smiled at me.Bow down and ask me to stay with him tonight.Even before breaking up, Lin Shuyan seldom showed such a weak posture, so my heart softened almost immediately.As soon as I entered the bedroom, I found that there was an identical painting on the wall opposite the bed.Lin Shuyan gave me his contact information again, and I found out that it was a new number.

No wonder I couldn't get in touch with him when I couldn't help calling him secretly.

Lin Shuyan and I were lying on the bed, and we talked for a long time.Later, I was really sleepy, and in a daze I heard Lin Shuyan ask me if I would like to move in with him, and I nodded in a daze and said yes.