Eat hot pot to eat the goddess

Chapter 23 You Are Better Than You Think

Gu Yixian remembered what the senior sister said yesterday, that she was not as good as she thought, was that what she was referring to?

Suddenly, I felt that I was too bad, obviously my senior was always by my side, but I didn't even know that she was sick, I just blindly enjoyed the kindness my senior gave me, thinking of the sad eyes of my senior last night, Gu Yixian only felt sad in his heart.

No, she wants to find her senior and tell her, no matter what, she is very important to her.

Thinking, here, she took that document in her hand and ran out.

She immediately dialed the senior sister's phone number, and then ran downstairs. She wanted to see the senior sister, and she couldn't wait, and she didn't want to wait for a moment.

The phone got through, but the senior didn't answer... Gu Yixian was dying of anxiety~~

Lun Yu saw that the phone kept vibrating, but she didn't have the courage to answer it, in case it was her questioning or something else.

She laughed at her cowardice, she had the courage to open up, but she was afraid that the result would not be something she could bear.

I could only deceive myself and others to escape, the phone was still vibrating, and until it seemed like a long time, the screen displayed a missed call.

She just stared blankly at her phone. For a long time, she always felt very low. She didn't know why she was unhappy, and she didn't know why she just couldn't be happy.

She followed the doctor's advice and traveled more to experience life in the streets and alleys.

She would go to online celebrity shops with a lot of people queuing up, go to fly restaurants with a strong atmosphere of life, and force herself to eat at roadside stalls and take the initiative to chat with others.

But it's useless, she still feels unhappy, the more people there are, the more she feels like a bystander, watching those people's life seems to be a long movie shown in front of her, it's all others life.

The psychiatrist said that if she doesn’t like to go to crowded places, she should read more books, so she has read a lot of books, she can read any kind of books, but she is still a bystander. Those books are not so much a small world for her. It's just a string of characters.

She went to study medicine, and the psychiatrist said that she would try to see through life and death, but she couldn't see through it. The more she read and understood, the more she felt that life was meaningless, and she repeated it day after day.

Until, that night, that pale hand held her hand and said, "Doctor, I'm a little scared by myself, can you talk to me?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to talk, I can tell you."

She sat down, and the man's pale face was crooked with a smile, and said, "Doctor, you are so kind."

Then she started talking about herself, but there was so much going on around her that she only talked a little when she fell asleep from fatigue.

Lun Yu looked at her, and when she was listening to the story, she was still a bystander, but she suddenly had an urge to continue listening, or to participate in her story.

Regarding her sudden desire, she was a little at a loss. Once she had a desire, what then?

But before she could figure it out, that person disappeared, and Lun Yu's little longing was gradually covered up by his daily unhappiness.

After she finished her internship, when she was thinking about what to do in the future, she suddenly remembered that face, and she had a feeling that although she would never see that person again, she wanted to go to the city where that person grew up, and to see what it was like. Not as full of stories and warmth as she said.

No one answered the phone, Gu Yixian was about to die of anxiety, and when the phone automatically hung up, she immediately redialed.

With the beeping sound of the mobile phone next to her ears, she ran in big strides, senior sister, senior sister, she wanted to see senior sister.

The phone vibrated again, pulling Lun Yu out of her own world. She looked at the name on it, and when she saved the number, the note she gave her was: warm light.

Just like the feeling she gave her, like a beam of warm sunshine, not dazzling, but extraordinarily warm and attached.

She bit her lip hard, and finally, she reached out to pick up the phone and slid the answer button.

Finally connected, Gu Yixian was about to cry: "Sister, where are you?"

After the call was connected, Gu Yixian didn't run away, but walked quickly.

Lun Yu was sitting near the door of the Yifan dining hall. As soon as she looked up, she saw Gu Yixian passing by the door of Yifan. Seeing her walking non-stop, Lun Yu pursed his lips and did not speak.

Then he stood up, went out and followed her, just like he took her to run before, keeping a certain distance and walking behind her according to her rhythm.

Gu Yixian said, but the senior didn't speak, she asked again: "Sister, can you tell me where you are, I want to see you, I have something to tell you."

After waiting for a while, Lun Yu came from the other end of the phone and said softly: "Okay~"

Gu Yixian: "Where are you?"

Lun Yu: "Go to the football field."

Gu Yixian nodded quickly, realizing that Lun Yu couldn't hear him, and said, "I'll be right there, wait for me."

After talking, he hung up the phone and ran over there quickly. From Yifan to the football field, it was only 200 meters away. Gu Yixian ran fast. After entering the football field, Gu Yixian looked forward and did not find Lun Yu's figure. , she looked around, but still did not see Lun Yu.

Outside the entrance of the football field was a row of barbed wire and trees, so Gu Yixian naturally didn't see Lun Yu standing behind the tree.

Unable to see Lun Yu, she couldn't help running forward, shouting: "Sister... Lun Yu... where are you?"

She shouted anxiously, with a crying tone, because the sun was very hot at noon, and there was no one on the football field, making her look extremely anxious and lonely. .

She still couldn't find her senior, so she took out her mobile phone again and called Lun Yu's senior, the call was connected, and after a while, Lun Yu got through.

Gu Yixian really had tears in his eyes, and said, "Sister, where are you? I can't find you no matter what..."

On the other end of the phone, Lun Yu was silent again, and said, "You saw that medicine, didn't you?"

Gu Yixian: "Yes."

Lun Yu: "I'm not as good as you think, do you still think I'm important?"

Gu Yixian only felt his heart swell, and couldn't help crying: "Senior sister, you are an idiot, idiot, idiot..."

She couldn't help crying at last, cursing the idiot while crying.

Lun Yu: "Why are you crying?"

Gu Yixian: "I miss you."

Lun Yu: "Have you pity on me?"

Hearing what she said, Gu Yixian wiped his tears with the back of his hand and said, "I'm obviously pitying myself."

Lun Yu "Why?"

Gu Yixian: "Because the Lun Yu I like is an idiot, she is so stupid, but I still like her."

Lun Yu laughed softly from the other end of the phone and said, "Well, it's really stupid."

Gu Yixian: "Where are you?"

"You turn around."

As soon as Gu Yixian turned his head, he saw the figure not far away now.