Ease and ease

Chapter 109 I Don't Want You To Be Alone 1

Lu Mofeng and Shen Qi finally lived together. Shen Qi brought it up, but he still softened his heart towards Lu Mofeng. After that, Lu Mofeng still waited for him to fall asleep before going back every day. Every time Shen Qi asked him to go back first, he just agreed. Then I went back after Shen Qi fell asleep. One day, Shen Qi talked about this issue with Lu Mofeng very seriously. Lu Mofeng just said lightly, "It's like I've been by your side all the time. I don't want you to be alone for a moment. of."

The reason why Lu Mofeng fell in love with Shen Qi was because when he got to know Shen Qi at the beginning, he found that he was different from what he thought. Shen Qi was completely different from what he showed to the audience. The loneliness behind him, yes, Shen Qi gave Lu Mofeng the feeling of loneliness, he always felt that Shen Qi didn't care about anything, it didn't matter, but it was just because he cared too much, Shen Qi didn't care about feelings, he was empty In [-], wasn't it just because I cared too much?Lu Mofeng felt sorry for Shen Qi, and he would pay attention to him unconsciously, wanting to treat him well. It seemed that every time he saw Shen Qi, he could see the sad side of Shen Qi hidden behind his smile. , Shen Qi caught him talking about his ex-boyfriend, and let Lu Mofeng see the sad side of Shen Qi for the first time. He was right. Shen Qi was not as free and easy as he showed to the outside world. People have to be serious, he is just used to hiding these things under the mask. During the recording of the "Entertainment Trend" program, Shen Qi was obviously injured because of hanging on to Wia, but he acted nonchalantly in front of everyone, even He himself didn't care too much, when he went to the pharmacy to buy medicine for him and brought it to him, Lu Mofeng clearly saw the astonishment and... puzzlement in Shen Qi's eyes?

Lu Mofeng actually saw his slightly red eye sockets, it wasn't very obvious, but the eyes were full of crystal clear drops of water, as if they were about to fall in the next moment, why would someone feel puzzled when he was injured and bought medicine for him? Even red eyes?Under normal circumstances, it should be expressed as gratitude. The big reason for people who can lose control of their emotions because of a little bit of kindness from others is that it is rare to receive other people's kindness, so Lu Mofeng just bought medicine for him. If he wiped it, he would be astonished, puzzled, and even his eyes would turn red. After getting along with Shen Qi for a long time, Lu Mofeng gradually understood why Shen Qi showed such emotions. Shen Qi came out of the closet with his family very early. Afterwards, the contact with his family faded, and his lover He Qizhou, who had inspired him to take this as a motivation, betrayed him. Lu Mofeng remembered that Shen Qi once said that when he first entered this industry, his life was poor and his life was poor. He Qizhou sold his songs for money and didn't think about his feelings. He even thought about how to save face in the class reunion from the beginning to the end. He didn't care about Shen Qi, so Shen Qi was in Talking to Lu Mofeng when he was drunk, admonishing him never to find a lover who is younger than him.

It seems that no one has cared about Shen Qi for so many years. He also closed himself up, and he didn't want anyone to enter his world. He always used those masks to disguise himself, and everyone thought he was like that, free and easy, Don't care, don't care, live freely and unrestrainedly, so no one will think about his feelings, think he won't care, as time passes, even Shen Qi himself gets used to other people's indifference to him, even if he is injured, Shen Qi Qi didn't want others to care about him. It seemed that it was only natural that other people didn't care about him. Of course Diao Weiya was injured and he knew it. It wasn't that it didn't hurt. The only one who cares about it is himself. Those who are not used to acting like a baby are not able to act like a baby, but those who don't let him be able to act like a baby. After a long time, he will not be able to act like a baby.

Shen Qi is like this, he hurts and feels uncomfortable, who he wants to talk to, who he wants to tell, no one cares about him and cares about him. Only he knew when he came out, so when Lu Mofeng went to buy medicine for him and asked him to wipe it, he was speechless, showing a surprised expression, watching Lu Mofeng wipe the medicine for him, his eyes were still red, didn't he Too strong but he has to be strong, Lu Mofeng moved him, he even asked himself in disbelief, is Lu Mofeng caring about him?

Choosing to be with Lu Mofeng may not only be because people are particularly easy to be moved when they are weak, his heart defenses have been defeated by Lu Mofeng's bit by bit care, and it is only sooner or later that he falls in love with Lu Mofeng.

Lu Mofeng taught him how to express his emotions. Lu Mofeng's tenderness made Shen Qi slowly take off his armor, so he caught a cold and felt uncomfortable. He called Lu Mofeng, and he felt that he seemed to be hypocritical. Later, he felt no, no He became hypocritical, but he finally found the one who cared about him.

The more Lu Mofeng gets to know Shen Qi, the more he understands his heart. Although he and Shen Qi don't live together, if he can come over early in the morning and leave after Shen Qi falls asleep at night, then Shen Qi will get along before going to bed. The capital can see him, so that he will not feel lonely, and can feel that he is always by his side. Lu Mofeng wants to make Shen Qi feel safe through his own efforts.

Shen Qi understands Lu Mofeng's good intentions. Never before has anyone paid so much attention to him. Lu Mofeng's every move is considered for him. No matter how hard Lu Mofeng is, he runs back and forth every day. Now he is on vacation. After the vacation, he didn't have time to come here after he got busy with work. Later, the studio arranged a job for him. He needed to attend a year-end awards ceremony party. His show was in the front. After the performance, he rushed back immediately to wait for Shen Qi. Going back and forth was harder than before, but I didn't mention a word to Shen Qi from the beginning to the end. On this day, Lu Mofeng rushed back from work again, and Shen Qi said: "I didn't clean up the guest room, you can stay in my bedroom later. Bar."

Lu Mofeng was very puzzled, and it took a while to realize what Shen Qi said: "Huh?"

"Ask the studio, when you are not so busy at work, find a time to move here." After Shen Qi finished speaking, Lu Mofeng asked: "Why...you suddenly asked me to move here?"

Shen Qi shrugged awkwardly and said very casually: "It's not that you stay with me every day and don't want to go back, so if you like it, you can live here, there are quite a lot of rooms."

Lu Mofeng didn't continue to ask, but smiled and said: "Okay."

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After Lu Mofeng moved in, he didn't move into any guest room, just because after Lu Mofeng slept in Shen Qi's bedroom, Shen Qi felt that there was nothing awkward about two people sleeping together, it was warmer than he imagined, and he couldn't bear to Let go, so Lu Mofeng logically moved into Shen Qi's bedroom.

Shen Qi has developed a habit of waiting for Lu Mofeng to go home, and he can fall asleep peacefully after Lu Mofeng comes back. Sometimes Lu Mofeng can't come back early because of work, so he will make a video with Shen Qi to coax him to sleep. Shen Qi doesn't sleep Then he would not hang up the phone, and the relationship between the two became even better, but Shen Qi still disagreed with Lu Mofeng's coming out at home and introduced him to his family. Lu Mofeng respected Shen Qi and did not make money with him on this matter. Competing, he just got to know Shen Qi more carefully, trying to explore his true inner thoughts.

"How was your interview today?" Shen Qi was a little distracted all night when he came back. Lu Mofeng didn't directly ask him what he was thinking, but chatted with him about work.

"Well, but... I saw He Qizhou again today." Shen Qi is going to be interviewed by a magazine today. This magazine is very famous in the fashion industry. Shen Qi recently participated in the program "Sound of Nature". He Qizhou was invited by this magazine because of his high popularity. Usually, the magazines are filled with big-name celebrities. Shen Qi met He Qizhou when he went to this magazine to shoot promotional pages and interviews. It turns out that He Qizhou is the The new editor-in-chief of a magazine, it is reasonable that there is no need to work on the interview and filming. Qi said: "Let's have a meal together.

"I'm sorry, I have other things to do." Of course, Shen Qi refused. He no longer loves or hates He Qizhou, but he has obviously betrayed Shen Qi, but he acted as if nothing had happened to Shen Qi. Running back and forth in front of him is really annoying Shen Qi, if this person is a little bit self-aware, he should be a stranger to him, and since the day they broke up, they should have no contact with each other.

"Shen Qi, I haven't seen you for a long time, and I haven't contacted you for a long time. Last time I called you, I didn't know why I couldn't get through. You changed the number? We have known each other for so many years, how long have we not met, let's have a meal together , It won’t take long.” He Qizhou turned up his volume a little, and there were hosts and a lot of staff at the scene, so He Qizhou just turned up his volume to let others listen, in front of so many people, No matter how Shen Qi couldn't face him in public, thinking about meeting him, he didn't explain some things clearly to him, he thought Ye didn't have any self-knowledge.

"Okay, let's find a place closer, and let the staff who came with me come with me." After finishing speaking, Shen Qi turned to He Qizhou and said, "I still have work in the future, so I have to leave first, forgive me."

"It's okay, you have work to do, we just haven't seen each other for too long." He Qizhou said with a smile, Shen Qi didn't like him, and planned to wait a few minutes before withdrawing with his assistant.

"How have you been over the past few years? Hey, look at what I asked. Your works in recent years have been highly praised by the outside world, and I like them very much. You are still as talented as before." He Qizhou The first thing she said was full of praise for Shen Qi, but unfortunately Shen Qi didn't take his words to heart, she just hoped that he would shut up, and didn't want to hear a word from him.