Dressing Biography

Chapter 95 Punishment

"Also," with just one sound, I could hear the pity in Liangshiqin's mouth, the pity in my heart, "Does it hurt?" I leaned on Liangshiqin's thin back, feeling her gently rubbing against me. No matter how smooth the back of her hand is, I know that the indelible scars have been burned on her heart, and it will never heal in this lifetime.

I rubbed against Liang Shiqin's back, slightly closed my arms around her, and responded timidly: "It doesn't hurt." It didn't hurt at all.Whether it was the sick self or the current self, those hideous marks were just the result of a momentary mistake, and did not leave much impression on me, and those remaining scars did not cause much waves in my heart.Looking at my burned right hand at the beginning of the period, I just touched it subconsciously, no pain came to my heart, I just sighed, in the days without Liang Shiqin, I really lived like a walking dead, why should I care about the skin without a soul.Although my aunt will show pity in her eyes when she sees my injured hand, but I know that these shocking scars are really inferior to Liang Shiqin's words that were as cold as ice that night, like a sharp sword, with a cold light, which hurt me His body was bruised and bruised, and he was in pain.Feeling the delicate touch brought by Liang Shiqin's fingertips, I know that Liang Shiqin must be more distressed than myself, and this is enough.

"Why are you here?" Liang Shiqin, who suddenly saw me, panicked for a while, but now she finally cleared her mind, "Who let you in?" Liang Shiqin knew who it was, but didn't mention it. But the disdain in her tone could be clearly felt.Liang Shiqin held my hand tightly, revealing her anger even more.

What should I say, what can I say, I didn't think about it along the way.I don't know if I will be able to muster up the courage to tell her such an unbelievable plan calmly when I really face Liang Shiqin.Or, as Grandma Liu said, she should have bluffed for a while, allowing this plan full of loopholes to be implemented smoothly.Standing behind Liang Shiqin, I suddenly couldn't speak.

"He let you in." Liang Shiqin replied directly, with a very sharp tone, "What did he say to you?" Liang Shiqin sneered, and continued, "Did he tell you that I will wear a She has a docile skin, but her thoughts are extremely bad. In order to cling to his power, she did not hesitate to marry into Li's family, and in order to stabilize her own power, she did not hesitate to lie and cheat. In short, I am not the high-ranking, kind and noble Miss Seven. , but a filthy villain."

Listening to Liang Shiqin slandering me so much, I really didn't know how to speak other than hugging her tightly. I knew that the she she said was not the real her, at least not the whole of her.Acquaintances have no faults, I never cared what wrong Liang Shiqin did, how despicable she was.I just want her to live free and happy.Even if such freedom tramples on the freedom of others, such happiness comes from the pain of others.Thinking about it this way, I suddenly felt that I was even more despicable and cruel.For the sake of a person at the top of his heart, he can really ignore everything about other people and obliterate everything that should not be done.

"Or what kind of deal did he make with you?" The vigilant Liang Shiqin suddenly let go of my hand, and faced me directly, which caught me off guard for a moment, turning my head away, really afraid that she might see something from my eyes.Liang Shiqin's cold tone became more serious: "What is it?"

I bit my lip, since Liang Shiqin is already so skeptical, why don't I take advantage of this opportunity to make things easier, although I am a little sorry for Li Le: "I promise him, guard the frontier with him." I know, the storm Still came.

This astonishing decision made Liang Shiqin finally shatter her ladylike posture, her hands tightly pinched my shoulders, I felt like her ten fingers wished to just embed them alive, and the pinched shoulders hurt more and more.Looking up, I saw Liang Shiqin's two black grape-like beads wrapped in tears, her eyes filled with infinite sadness, her head shook slightly, but her words were unquestionably decisive, she vowed not to accept such a situation. Result: "I won't let you go."

My eyes reflected Liang Shiqin's panic and heartbreak.I knew she would never accept such a decision, but Grandma Six's warning kept ringing in my ears.The Sixth Grandma let me accept Li Le first, and she told me that the rice is cooked and the overall situation is settled. If she doesn't insist on going on like this, Liang Shiqin will fall even worse than now. I believe that Li Le is now can do it.Sixth Grandma is always Old Jiang, the first step has already cut off my retreat.Even Liang Shiqin can't shake the direction of the overall situation with her own strength.I always feel sorry for Liang Shiqin, and I don't want her to leave earlier than me.I still have a long life that I want to spend hand in hand with her.Especially after a serious illness, I feel that as long as I am alive, it is very good not to join hands.Time is ruthless, the world is unpredictable, who can guarantee that the next hysteria will not come.If I use the ten years of separation in exchange for staying together in the future, I am very willing.

Seeing Liang Shiqin's pearl-like tears rolling down one by one, my heart was full of storms, but I could only stick to my calm posture, as if nothing had happened: "He promised me that as long as I accompany him, he will not pursue the matter." , you are still the grandma of the Li family, and you are still in charge of all affairs of the Li family."

Liang Shiqin roared like crazy: "I don't want to be a young mistress. I only want you." Liang Shiqin was determined, hugged me tightly, and kept whispering eagerly in my ear, "Changing clothes, since you're awake, the two of us will leave here, leave Yanjing, and go to a place where no one knows us. Don't look at my fragile appearance. As long as I am willing to learn, I can also weave and plow the land to do farm work. As long as there is You, it doesn’t matter what the leftovers are; as long as you are there, there is nothing to fear in the white walls of the thatched cottage; as long as you are there, the ends of the earth are homes.” At the end, Liang Shiqin’s choked sobs came from my ears, and my shoulder Got wet.My heart fell into the ice cellar, and the corners of my eyes began to be slightly hot and sour.

After being silent for a while, I felt like a heartless executioner, ruthlessly facing Liang Shiqin Lingchi: "You must be worthy, and you must be well-behaved and enviable, otherwise I will go for nothing." Suffering." I slowly pushed Liang Shiqin away, ignoring her mournful expression, ignoring her mournful crying, and turned around with my last breath.

"You still believed him, and now you are going to leave me." Liang Shiqin said without strength, but I was trembling when I heard it.

Gritting my teeth, I tried my best to speak clearly: "I have always known that you are not a perfect person. You can play tricks to win the favor of the master, so that the sixth grandma can rest assured. You can use tricks to make the third young master Qin empathize Don't fall in love, it will make Miss Ba very hurt. You will put on a show and coax everyone in Li's house to use them for you."

I heard Liang Shiqin sneer: "It turns out that I have long been no longer a pure and clean person in your eyes, but a sinister, cunning, and evil-doing person. Didn't you always care about the painting of Prince Liang? Then let me tell you again, at the beginning he promised me that if I used paintings, I could ask him for something. But when poetry and paintings came to me, I never thought of using paintings to find Prince Liang. Even though I knew that Nangong Mansion would A crushing defeat will ruin the family." After finishing speaking, Liang Shiqin laughed at herself again, "Look, this is me, the real me." Liang Shiqin's tone became more and more ruthless, wishing to pick up a knife to goug out her skin unclean part.After a pause, Liang Shiqin continued to tease herself: "Li Le is right. I am selfish, mercenary, and selfish. For my own purposes, even the closest relatives can treat each other coldly." People." Liang Shiqin said a little excitedly, and her tone became more and more passionate.

But I kept the words in my heart: I know, so I understand why you keep the paintings with you all the time.Only a painting with usable value and a painting that bears the infinite guilt in your heart will be held in your hand and remembered in your heart.I lowered my head slightly, tears welling up in my eyes, smashing to pieces on the bluestone board.I feel sorry for Liang Shiqin, for her self-destructive ways to keep me, and for a cowardly person living in her frail body.Standing up straight, I deeply regret the agreement with Sixth Grandma and the promise to Li Le.I overestimated my courage, and also overestimated Liang Shiqin's coldness.

"You still really like him! What does it matter if I'm good or bad!" Liang Shiqin yelled directly, "You knew that I didn't want you to marry him, so you married him for you. But you I still want to follow her." Liang Shiqin tore his heart, "You like him!"

I turned my back, not daring to look at Liang Shiqin, but my back was straight: "No. The person I like has never changed, hasn't changed in the past, hasn't changed now, and won't change in the future. But , I'm sorry Li Le." As soon as the words came out, I knew that I had deeply hurt the two people, but the matter had come to this point, and I had to go on cruelly, "I'm sorry for his love." I slowly Turning around, she saw that the cold and proud Liang Shiqin had been crying until she was in tears, trembling slightly even standing up, crumbling, and there was no trace of life in her desperate eyes.I know that without the wind blowing, a single word from me will cause her to fall down like this and break into powder.I walked over slowly, only one step away, Liang Shiqin fell towards me as if she had been emptied, I quickly caught her, and found that she was really like a void, with a sense of unrealistic weakness.

"Who do you like?" At this moment, Liang Shiqin's voice is as gentle as when night falls, when a gentle breeze blows across a pool of blue waves, and the moonlight is shining.

My voice is not loud, but it is enough for Liang Shiqin to hear clearly and plainly: "Her name is Liang, Shi, Qin." After a moment of silence, I put away my joys and sorrows, and spoke to Liang Shiqin in a normal tone. Make the most sincere promise: "You protect me for ten years, and I will protect you for ten years. After ten years, I will come back. Then you will understand that your good and bad are all in my heart." The lingering white moonlight. I like you, and I like everything about you."

I felt Liang Shiqin slowly put her arms around my waist, and her voice became more lively: "Okay. I'll wait for your return. For ten years, you can only return early, not late. Every minute and every second is late. No."

I joked: "What if it's late?"

"Punish you not to eat meat for one month." Liang Shiqin thought without thinking, and we both laughed, as if our body and mind were already in Taoyuan.

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