dreamer

Chapter 16 Chapter 16

Afterwards, Ji Ziyang didn't look for Wei Xi for a long time.

Wei Xi was sincerely relieved by this.

"Isn't that great?"

Ji Changsi leaned over to Wei Xi's side, snatched the pillow from Wei Xi's arms and threw it aside, then lay down on Wei Xi's lap with his arms folded, his tone mixed with a touch of anger, "Don't worry, he always I'm here to bother you, so that I don't even know when to come to you."

Wei Xi smiled, and looked at Ji Changsi from top to bottom, wanting to reach out to touch that soft hair, but was a little timid.

Such an intimate act is not uncommon between two people, but Wei Xi has never dared to approach Ji Changsi, maybe because of his inferiority complex, or because Ji Changsi is too good in his heart, he is always afraid Ji Changsi would hate him, so he never dared to do anything lightly to express his love for Ji Changsi.

So Wei Xi could only put his hands on the sofa honestly, and comforted him in a nice voice, "You can come over anytime, don't worry about leaving him alone."

"I don't want to see that guy, just listening to you is enough."

Ji Changsi curled his lips and hummed softly.

What, a "Fa Xiao" who came out of nowhere, has been entangled with Wei Xi since the first meeting.Regardless of whether Wei Xi is willing or not, she always asks Wei Xi to do this or that.From Ji Changsi's point of view, Ji Ziyang is the worst, he is a guy who doesn't care what other people think.

Not to mention these, what disgusted him the most was that Ji Ziyang could come to Wei Xi's house to look for Wei Xi at will. It was like his territory was invaded by a stray lion. There was no other way to appease my anger.

And most seriously, that guy actually told Wei Xi that he liked him.

It was simply unbearable.

"You too, never know how to reject others!"

Ji Changsi hugged his arms angrily, his mouth turned white.

"It's not that I feel tired getting along with him, so why do I still want to associate with him?"

The more he thought about it, the more angry he became, Ji Changsi suddenly turned over, holding onto Wei Xi's shoulder and dangling, "You actually like him a lot, don't you?"

Wei Xi sighed helplessly, "I don't like him anymore, I..."

"What am I?"

Ji Changsi stared and waited for him to continue.

But Wei Xi stuttered all of a sudden, half of what he said was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't get it out.

I like you.

There is no way to say such words. If you say it, if you scare Ji Changsi, he will never come to him again. That is not the result he wants.

"…nothing."

Ji Changsi still looked at Wei Xi motionlessly, with serious and deep eyes.

The two were so close that each other's breath could be sprayed on their faces. The atmosphere was a little awkward and ambiguous. Wei Xi was so frightened that he quickly lowered his head and looked away.

He didn't want Ji Changsi to find out that there was something wrong with him, he still knew a little about himself, so he must be blushing now.

"I just think...he kind of looks like you."

"what?"

Ji Changsi frowned, his face full of bewilderment.

"Really, I can't say where, it just feels a bit like it."

As Wei Xi said this, a slight smile appeared on his face.

Ji Ziyang is indeed a bit like Ji Changsi. Although from the later contacts, he feels that there is still a big gap between the two, but Wei Xi always remembers that when he met Ji Ziyang for the first time, he felt a very familiar feeling in Ji Ziyang. The breath, which inexplicably resembles Ji Changsi.

So it is precisely because of this that he has so much patience and accommodation with Ji Ziyang.

Even though many of Ji Ziyang's actions made him feel very pressured, even comparing him to Wei Jiale in the past made him disgusted, but because of this inexplicable similarity, it was enough for Wei Xi to refuse him. outside the door.

It's a bit selfish to say it, but it's unfair to Ji Ziyang to be willing to be friends with Ji Ziyang for such a reason.

But what can he do? In fact, Ji Ziyang is also looking for the shadow of Wei Jiale in him, isn't he, so it can only be said that the two of them get what they need from each other.

Wei Xi comforted herself like this, but Ji Changsi didn't think so.

"If it's just because he looks like me that he looks at him when I'm not around you, it's better to put away such eyes."

Wei Xi raised her eyes and looked at Ji Changsi in front of her again, frowning slightly.

"He is him, I am me," Ji Changsi paused, and continued, "You...just look at me."

Wei Xi's heart tightened when she heard this, and bursts of warmth kept surging in her chest.

What does it mean?

Ji Changsi told him that just looking at him is enough.

What is the meaning of such words?

If you want to know, just ask, but you can't say it, you can only make endless meaningless speculations in your heart, this may be the charm of secret love.

Wei Xi lowered his head even lower, at this moment he really wanted to escape, Ji Changsi's hand was still on his shoulder, he could be touched by someone he liked, the heat almost melted him.

"talk."

But Ji Changsi didn't just let Wei Xi go, he raised Wei Xi's head so that he could look at him.

"Do you want to look at Ji Ziyang, or Ji Changsi?"

Wei Xi couldn't dodge, and struggled shyly in her heart for a while, she could only blink her eyes, and said slowly, "I want to look at you."

Then Ji Changsi smiled like a child.

He lowered his eyes for a moment proudly, then lightly touched Wei Xi's head with his forehead, then turned over and lay down on Wei Xi's lap again, grabbed Wei Xi's hand to cover his face, and then slowly I closed my eyes.

"you are tired?"

"Well, sleep with me for a while."

"it is good."

Wei Xi leaned against the sofa and lightly touched Ji Changsi's cheek.

And Ji Changsi also put his finger in between Wei Xi's fingers, clenched his hand, and finally kissed Wei Xi's fingertips lightly.

He really wanted to be able to hold this hand tightly and never let go.

I don't know how long later, when Wei Xi woke up again, Ji Changsi had disappeared.

When did he leave, Wei Xi didn't know and didn't care.

All he knew was that it was already dawn, that there was a prepared breakfast on the table, that the laundry was hanging on the balcony, and that when he walked into the kitchen, the refrigerator was still full of fresh vegetables and fruits, enough for him to eat for several days. up.

Ji Changsi would always do such small things to take care of him, and he should have gotten used to it long ago.

At the beginning, he also wanted to stop it, because he was afraid that it would be too much trouble for him.But Ji Changsi would always use "you're too stupid, and I'm just passing by" as an excuse to continue to take care of his life as if there was nothing.

Obviously he is a guy who likes to lose his temper, but Wei Xi has always known that this kind of Ji Changsi is actually the most gentle.Wei Xi sat down on the chair obediently, besides breakfast, there was an egg and a box of milk next to him, typical of Ji Changsi's style.

There was a small note attached to the milk box, and when the note was taken off, it was discovered that there was a lollipop hidden behind the box.I couldn't make out what funny words were written on the note, but Wei Xi kept smiling when she saw it, her smile was so sweet, the handwriting on this note must be sweeter than that candy.

Although he didn't feel any hunger, he still ate a little because Ji Changsi prepared it for him.

Then Wei Xi came to the studio to start working. He was in a good mood, but when he turned on the computer, his originally happy mood suddenly sank.

The date in the upper right corner shows Sunday, which is no surprise.

But why, he clearly remembered that the last time he saw the date on his phone, it should have been Wednesday.

Has he not noticed it for so many days?

Wei Xi tried hard to recall the previous events, and moved forward one by one. Except for Ji Changsi's visit to him, the only thing he could remember was that his editor called him, but in that call After the phone call and before Ji Changsi's arrival, he has no memory at all.

And when this memory is blank, so many days have passed.

Wei Xi rubbed her eyes, suddenly felt drowsy.

Obviously went to bed very early yesterday, he remembered that Ji Changsi asked him to sleep with him for a while, it was not dark then, why is he sleepy again now.

Wei Xi's mind was in a mess again, he was not good at thinking about too complicated things.

Anyway, such things happen from time to time, and he doesn't really care, as long as it doesn't disturb his life.

So Wei Xi walked out of the studio, wanting to take a rest.

But at this moment, he was interrupted by a sudden knock on the door.

Ji Ziyang stood at the door and smiled at Wei Xi.

I haven't seen him for a while, and this person seems to be much more depressed than before.

"I called you before, but no one answered."

Ji Ziyang sat on the sofa, even his tone was a little more tired, and he was not as energetic as before.

"Sorry, didn't see it."

"It's okay, what have you been up to lately?"

"It's nothing busy, it's still the same."

Wei Xi sat aside with her eyes downcast, not looking at Ji Ziyang.

Ji Ziyang nodded, not knowing what to say for a moment.

He hadn't come to Wei Xi before because he didn't know how to face him. He also needed time to calm down. While calming down, he didn't forget to "punish" him by ignoring Wei Xi.But obviously, this kind of approach in his youth has no effect on Wei Xi now. After struggling with himself for a while, he only won one result, which is to completely accept a fact that he doesn't want to accept. Don't love him at all.

So what is there to say now, it seems that there is no other way to go except to accept fate.

But Ji Ziyang still couldn't let go.

He had already let go of Wei Jiale's hand once, and finally "lost and regained", he really couldn't do it again.

Although this time, it was just his own obsession, but he still wanted to persevere until the end.

"Do you remember what I told you before, to help you recover your memory?"

Wei Xi was taken aback when he heard the words, then turned his gaze to another place, "Isn't it ineffective?"

"I actually wanted to discuss it with you last time, but something unpleasant happened." Ji Ziyang thought for a while and continued, "Recovering memory is a process, and we have just begun."

"But... I don't want those anymore."

Wei Xi thought for a while, then added, "I think I'm fine now, can you remember the past... Actually, it doesn't affect me now."

"But it has an effect on me."

Wei Xi looked at Ji Ziyang in surprise, and Ji Ziyang was also staring at him intently.

"Actually, I came today to tell you something," Ji Ziyang pursed his lips, as if he was thinking about where to start, "Last time I told you that I like you..."

"I'm sorry."

Wei Xi blushed and lowered her head again.

Ji Ziyang quickly waved his hand, "That's not what I mean, I know you have someone you like, it's just...but even so, there are some things I still want to explain to you clearly."

"what's up?"

"About the past."

Wei Xi was a little confused again, "I don't remember the past..."

"I know, but even if you don't remember, I still want to make it clear to you." Ji Ziyang thought for a while, his eyes a little lonely, "Even if some things are irreversible, I still want...this is what I want to accomplish. What I want to do, will you listen to me?"

Wei Xi was silent for a while, he felt that he could not understand Ji Ziyang's mood, from another perspective, he even sympathized with him.

So Wei Xi nodded silently.

Ji Ziyang sighed, and began to speak slowly, "Do you still remember that you asked me before, if I like Wei Jiale so much, why didn't I go back to you back then."

Wei Xi nodded again.

"Actually, I went back to look for you. I didn't lie to you. It's just that you had moved and I couldn't find you at all."

"You seem to have said this..."

"But I regret it. I did one thing wrong back then."

"what?"

"Actually, we lost contact before your accident."