Dream or truth...

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

Because I lived at Yuxiang's house the day before, the two naturally went to school together the next day. When Ryosuke walked into the school with Yuxiang, his eyes widened when he saw Arioka and Chinen

Did you think they were reconciled?

But how could such a thing be so easily forgotten...

Even if he can really let go, he and Yu Xiang have the most, and they can only be big relatives and friends.

And even though they went to school together, they didn't say a word along the way, relatives and friends?Now it's even more embarrassing than a stranger.

I didn't listen to lectures all day long, and even when I was eating at noon, I just stayed in the classroom and looked at the sky outside the window.

It's not that I'm not hungry, it's just that the sudden sense of fatigue in my body makes me unwilling to take a step out.

In the past, Ryosuke never missed the meal time, because he thought that eating delicious food was the highest enjoyment.

But now I suddenly feel that even if I miss a meal or two, it's no big deal.

Then an exquisite bento was handed in front of him: "Shan ちゃん, I have to eat. I have to cook for you in the morning, how much... eat a little?"

The very cautious tone, is it because you are afraid of being rejected by yourself like last time?

This doesn't look like Yuxiang anymore... Isn't the Yuxiang I like a confident and gentle boy like the sun?How could you put yourself down like this to please someone...

Feeling sour, Yamada didn't speak, but took it silently, and ate it seriously.

Even if you don't look at him, you know that Yuxiang's expression at this moment must be relieved, with a small arc on the corner of his mouth, and he is looking at himself with gentle eyes.

Just like every time I used to be self-willed occasionally.

After lunch, Yu Xiang took the bento box to clean. When he came back, Ryosuke was still the only one in the classroom facing the window and looking at the hazy sky.

Hearing him coming in, Ryosuke didn't look back, but calmly called his name for the first time since that day: "Yuxiang... Let's be big relatives and friends again."

"...I don't want it." Although it is not bad to be able to restore the original relationship, but after clearly realizing his feelings, how could Yuxiang be satisfied with just being a big relative with Ryosuke?

"We're all in pain right now."

"Even if you don't want to forgive me Ryosuke, even in the current situation, I can still hope, I can wait! But, Ryosuke, I definitely don't want to go back to my big relatives and friends."

Time..." If that's the case, they really won't be able to be together for the rest of their lives. After that, they will definitely be careful not to cross that line, and they will smile at each other but try hard not to lose control - even when asking each other and When others enter the marriage hall, they forcefully smile and wish him happiness.

Never.

And even if it recovers on the surface, it is impossible to be as close as before in the heart.

That delicate balance can only exist once, and once broken, it's impossible to go back to the way it was before.

Ryosuke was silent for a long time, then turned to look at Yuxiang: "Then you can continue to wait. But, how long can you wait? Yuxiang Nakajima, you are 16 years old this year, when can you wait for me? 20? 26? 36? One day you will still give up."

After that, he went back to his seat alone, never wanting to look at Yuxiang again.

In fact, Liang Jie didn't know that if the relationship between big relatives and friends was restored, they would only be like this in this life.

But he was afraid that he would face Yuxiang's departure again.

How long can they bear the pressure of that taboo relationship?

After all, Ryosuke still didn't dare and didn't want to take any more risks. If he could, he just wanted to go back to the past.

After returning home, Ryosuke made an exception and didn't look out the window. Anyway, Yuxiang should leave after a while, shouldn't he?

Soon, the sky that had been overcast for a long time finally started to rain.

The bean-sized raindrops scrambled to hit the glass, making a crackling sound, which made people feel a little annoyed, but at the same time, they were glad that they stayed at home during this time.

Listening to the sound of the rain, Ryosuke fell asleep in a daze, but was awakened by the cold feeling on his face after an unknown period of time, only to realize that the window had been blown open at some point, so he struggled to get up to close the window, but I saw a vague figure curled up on the opposite side...

Yuxiang? !

It's not that Yuxiang didn't think about going to hide from the rain when it rained, but he didn't know why, but he always felt that if they left like this today, they would really be finished.

Liang Jie didn't take a look at the window after returning home, he really wanted to give up.

So never let go of yourself, if you let go of yourself, they really have no hope.

Although he knew that waiting here seemed really stupid, but he didn't dare to knock on the door of Liangjie's house to find Liangjie rashly, so he could only wait at the door and gamble his luck.

Anyway, there's no one at home, so it doesn't matter if you don't go back today...

But it was so cold... The raindrops hit his body so painful that he couldn't even open his eyes. Within a few minutes, Yuxiang was soaked.

He hugged his arms and curled up trying to find some warmth, but his hands and feet had already begun to lose their warmth.

It's so cold... Will I just die here?

Thinking wildly, when the consciousness began to blur, I seemed to see a person running out quickly holding an umbrella: "Yuxiang Nakajima, are you crazy?! Standing here in such a heavy rain! If you get sick, I will die I will never forgive you forever!"

Although the body is very sad, Ryosuke still cares about himself...so happy...

When Ryosuke carried Yuxiang, who was drenched in water, he ran into his sister when he walked into the house. The ambiguity in his sister's eyes made him feel a little subtle but he had no time to care about it. The dripping rabbit went to the bathroom.Yuxiang was already soaked, and it looked like he didn't leave after sending him back. Looking at the clock, it was almost eight o'clock, and it was raining at six o'clock, which meant that this idiot had been drenched for at least two hours...

Put the hot water on and throw Yuxiang into the bathtub. Ryosuke found a towel for him and said, "Take a bath first, and I'll find you clothes." He turned around and was about to leave, but was pulled back by Yuxiang. Hugging tightly in his arms: "Liangjie, don't leave me..." The feeling of wet clothes sticking to his body is uncomfortable, but Liangjie is more concerned about his unusual temperature: "Have you already had a fever..."

Unceremoniously breaking free, Ryosuke quickly took off Yuxiang's clothes and threw him into the hot water, and gave him body soap: "You bathe me first now! After taking a bath, obediently take medicine and go to bed! What's the matter?" Let’s talk about it tomorrow! If you think about it more, I’ll just knock you out!”

"Oh..." Yu Xiang obediently soaked himself in the hot water, it was indeed too cold, soaking in the hot water was so comfortable that he didn't want to move...

So when Ryosuke came back with his clothes, Yuxiang had already fallen asleep in the bathtub.

Looking at the sleeping face of the other party, Liang Jie suddenly lost all anger. After all, this person really cares about himself.

Gently playing with Yuxiang's wet black hair, Ryosuke sighed, no matter what, this person's persistence and gentleness willing to let go of his arrogance are always for himself...

No no no no no!How could you be so shaken!Ryosuke Yamada, aren't you so afraid of pain?Why hand over your weaknesses to that person again?

No matter, in short, take care of this sick rabbit first!

I squeezed shampoo into my hands, rubbed Yuxiang's hair vigorously and rinsed it off, and then on my body... The amazing thing is that during the whole process, Yuxiang didn't even show any signs of waking up...

Sure enough, it was burning badly, right?Get Yuxiang out of the bathtub, put on his pajamas——Student Zhongshan Xiaoliang blushed in disappointment during the whole process—dry his hair, then drag him into his room and put him on the bed.

But this guy hasn't taken the medicine yet... Do I have to force myself to use that trick...

Well anyway he looks comatose now, that's ok, he won't know anyway eh...

So Ryosuke stuffed the medicine into Yuxiang's mouth, swallowed his saliva, and slowly fed it into Yuxiang's mouth.

In his mouth, watching him swallow the medicine gave him a little peace of mind.

Touching the other person's forehead, the temperature was still very high. Ryosuke hurriedly took a wet towel and put it on his forehead. It took most of the night to feel the temperature drop.

It's finally all right... Ryosuke breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to lie down and rest, only to realize that his bed was occupied by Yuxiang, and he had to share the same bed with him or sleep on the floor... It's a dilemma...

When he was struggling, he was pulled down by a force, and Ryosuke had to fall on the bed, and was hugged tightly by Yuxiang: "Ryosuke..." When he heard his name whispering in his ear, Ryosuke was Sighing in my heart, I gave up struggling. Who said that patients are always very capricious?If you have the chance, you must shake hands with him...

But I really like the feeling of being held in Yuxiang's arms, the sense of security that someone will cover me no matter what the wind and rain, let myself enjoy it again.

So, Yuxiang, good night.

After Ryosuke fell asleep, Yu Xiang quietly opened his eyes, saw Ryosuke showing a satisfied smile when he was in his arms, and fell asleep again after kissing Ryosuke's hair lightly.