Chapter 242 Extra Episode 5 Promise Me
Chapter 242 Extra Episode 5 Promise Me
Mu Zihan didn't get much love in his life. When he was a child in the orphanage, although Xiao Jiu was kind to him, he knew in his heart that Xiao Jiu just regarded himself as an ordinary friend , he has respect for him and the friendship between friends, but there is no real kind of unforgettable love.After he grew up, he was adopted by the old couple in Chinatown. They treated him very well and gave him a lot of care, but Mu Zihan also knew that the old couple's love for him was not unforgettable. What they want more is to have a child to fill the emptiness around them, and even more hope to have a child who can continue the incense of their family.
But at this moment, Mu Zihan has never experienced what is truly a profound love that does not expect anything in return.
The young man in front of him was so thin and weak, as if he could strangle him to death with a little force, but this young man, who was as thin as a flower, could indeed walk the last road of his life firmly in order to accompany him, Instead, he poisoned himself and ate away his life bit by bit.
He didn't ask for anything in return, he didn't even ask him to know what he had done, he just gave himself so silently.
"Like water." Knowing all this, Mu Zihan felt that the last bit of anger in his chest was gone, and he sighed helplessly, "Why are you doing this?"
When An Rushui heard Mu Zihan's words, her eyes flickered imperceptibly.
Yes, why would he do that.
He himself asked himself countless times why he did this for Mu Zihan.
He didn't understand at first, but he felt clearly in his heart that if one day Mr. was gone, it would be meaningless for him to live alone in the world.
But when Mu Zihan looked into his eyes so seriously and asked himself why he did this, he felt the faint feeling in his heart, as if he could finally break out of the ground.
He lowered his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, and finally realized the unspeakable emotion in his heart.
Yes, An Rushui admit it, you have already fallen in love with Mr.
You can't help being jealous of Xiaojiu because you like him, you can't bear to let him die because you like him, and you want to accompany him through this most intense way because you like him The last way in life.
When she realized her feelings in her heart, An Rushui suddenly felt relaxed for no reason.
But when he looked into Mu Zihan's dark eyes, he couldn't express his secret feelings no matter what.That's right, how could he be able to say it, knowing that Mr. already had another person in his heart, he didn't dare to say it.
He was afraid that Mr. Export would look down on him if he said it, and he was even more afraid that Mr. Export would drive him away if he said it.
Thinking of this, he could only take a deep breath, suppress all the strong and secret feelings in his heart, just looked into Mu Zihan's eyes and said softly: "I just want to spend more time with you, sir."
Such an answer is not a lie, it's just hiding more feelings.
When Mu Zihan heard An Rushui's answer, his eyes flickered slightly.
"I understand." He whispered, as if he had made up his mind, his expression fluctuated slightly.
An Rushui looked at Mu Zihan nervously, not sure if he was still angry, or if he could see the feelings in his heart, he was hesitating and didn't know what to say, when the door of the ward was closed by someone from the outside. I opened it.
Dr. Chen walked in, holding An Rushui's medical records in his hand, his face was extremely stinky.
Yes, how can Dr. Chen not be angry? As a doctor, what he does most is to save lives and heal the wounded, pulling those people back from the end of their lives bit by bit. But he didn't want to, and the other one directly ruined his good body, which made it impossible for him as a doctor to be in a good mood.
"There is nothing serious about your health." Although Dr. Chen was upset, he still did his duty conscientiously, and said coldly to An Rushui on the bed, "You can leave the hospital after a short rest."
An Rushui nodded before she had time to speak, but Mu Zihan, who had been silent beside her, suddenly spoke. "Doctor Chen." Mu Zihan opened his mouth with calm eyes, but his tone seemed to have made up his mind, "You said before, I asked you to prepare the details of my operation, have you already prepared it?"
Dr. Chen was checking An Rushui's various indicators angrily, but he couldn't help being stunned when he heard Mu Zihan's words suddenly. When he turned his head, he saw Mu Zihan looking straight at him with eyes like cold pools. There was no disturbance.
"Yeah." Dr. Chen came back to his senses and replied in disbelief, "What's wrong?"
"I just thought about it carefully." Mu Zihan said lightly, "I decided to undergo surgery."
When Mu Zihan said this, not only Dr. Chen was stunned, but even An Rushui beside him couldn't help being stunned.
It took him a long time to come back to his senses, his eyes flashed with joy, he sat up abruptly and said, "Sir, have you decided to have an operation?"
"Yes." Mu Zihan turned to look at An Rushui next to him, with a gentle look on his face, "I'm planning to have an operation, because I found that if I don't have the operation, you may continue to find ways to secretly Take the poison."
When An Rushui heard Mu Zihan's words, she was taken aback for a moment but then couldn't help but blush.
Yes.
He did secretly think in his heart just now that his poison was discovered, and Mu Zihan would definitely throw away the poison he kept privately. After a month, I accompanied my husband to leave.
"I'll die if I die alone, but I can't let a child like you leave with me." Mu Zihan saw through what An Rushui was thinking, and said in a low voice, "So I thought about it, I I will receive treatment well. But you must promise me one thing."
Mu Zihan looked at An Rushui, "I have already promised you to undergo the operation well, so no matter whether the result of the operation is success or failure, you are not allowed to do stupid things anymore."
Mu Zihan understands that just because he has undergone surgery does not mean that he will be able to live 100% of his life. The surgery is risky, and there is a possibility that the surgery will not be successful. In the end, he will not even have a few months of life. But at that time, An What will this silly boy like Rushui do? Will he follow him to seek death?
This was something Mu Zihan couldn't agree to no matter what, that's why he wanted An Rushui's promise like this.
"I..." An Rushui froze for a moment. In fact, he had secretly thought before that if the husband's operation failed, he would definitely go with him, but he didn't expect that even such a small The mind was also seen through by Mr.
He really didn't know how to answer, Mu Zihan's eyes turned cold all of a sudden.
"An Rushui, if you don't promise me, believe it or not, even if I become a ghost, I won't bother you anymore."
This sentence can be said to be extremely strict, An Rushui was frightened all of a sudden, nodded quickly and said: "Okay, sir, I promise you, as long as you are willing to undergo the operation, no matter what the result of the operation is, I will not do it again Stupid thing."
Mu Zihan's operation was scheduled for a week later. Since Mu Zihan had decided on the operation, An Rushui couldn't sleep almost every night. He was always worried about what to do if the operation was unsuccessful. What if I haven't walked with him for several months?
Whenever he thought of this, he couldn't sleep at all.
Day by day passed, and An Rushui finally waited until the day of Mu Zihan's surgery in the torment.
The operation will take more than ten hours. Mu Zihan asked An Rushui to go back and wait, but how could An Rushui wait at home, so he couldn't help but wait at the door of the operating room.Time passed by every minute and every second, An Rushui stared blankly at the green light sign above the operating room, feeling like sleepwalking, and couldn't even imagine that Dr. Chen would come out after a while Frustrated, he told himself what to do if the operation failed.
Although he had promised his husband that he would not do stupid things, he simply didn't dare to imagine how he would live his life without him.
An Rushui quickly shook her head to dispel the unlucky thoughts in her heart, and prayed endlessly with her palms together.
"God, I beg you, as long as the operation can make Mr. successful, I would rather trade my life for ten years, twenty years, no, thirty years!"
Mu Zihan's assistants and bodyguards were also waiting at the door. Hearing what An Rushui said, he couldn't help but feel a little funny, but also a little distressed.This young man is different from them. Although they have feelings for Mu Zihan and are very loyal, if Mu Zihan dies, they can go find someone else.
But this young man is different. They can already see that for this young man, the husband is his heaven. If the husband dies, his heaven
It really collapsed.
All the people stopped talking, just waited quietly, and could faintly hear An Rushui's soft prayer after another in the corridor.
Time passed slowly, and finally, after an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room finally went out with a click.
An Rushui jumped up all of a sudden, and couldn't wait to meet her, and asked cautiously in a trembling and anticipating voice, "Dr. Chen, the result of the operation..."
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