Chapter 105 I want to see you
Chapter 105 I want to see you
Hearing Shen Zheng's words, Zhang Yue's body trembled violently.
In the next second, she raised her head and looked at Shen Zheng with panic again, "You...you know?"
"Yes, I know." Shen Zheng looked down at the woman in front of him, and a sad light flashed in his eyes, "I know that I was not forgotten by you at home and taken away by human traffickers, but thrown by you. At the gate of the orphanage."
Yes, when Zhang Yue told Shen Zheng that he was taken away by human traffickers at home, Shen Zheng felt that the logic did not make sense.
After all, where are traffickers taking children and putting them in orphanages?This is simply a loss-making business.
So he called the dean of the orphanage and asked about how he was placed in the orphanage.
The dean told him clearly that he was sent to the door by a woman at the beginning, and the uncle who was guarding the door at that time actually saw the woman put the child at the door in person.It's just that in the orphanage, there are too many things like this kind of biological parents not wanting children, so the uncle who guards the gate just opened his eyes and closed his eyes, and didn't bother to poke anything. He just waited for the woman to leave and hugged Shen Zheng back .
So Shen Zheng had probably already guessed at that time that he was not taken away by some human traffickers at all, but was put into the orphanage by Zhang Yue himself.
This also explains why Zhang Yue can find him so easily.Because she knew the orphanage where Shen Zheng was, and she could find Shen Zheng just by asking around in the orphanage.
It's just that Zhang Yue hasn't tried to find him for more than 20 years.
He could see all this clearly in his heart, but Shen Zheng didn't expose Zhang Yue's lie.
Because he heard from Zhang Yue that his father died when he was a child, and it was really hard for Zhang Yue to take him with a woman.
So he can understand that Zhang Yue lost herself in a moment of cruelty, and now that she can come back to find him, as long as she wants to recognize him sincerely, he doesn't want to pursue so much with each other.
But he didn't expect that Zhang Yue didn't come to him sincerely to recognize him.
That being the case, there is no need for him to leave any so-called decency for each other.
Thinking of this, Shen Zheng laughed at himself again, and looked down at Zhang Yue again.
"Ms. Zhang, I understand that you want to save your child." He whispered, "but sorry, I can't help you."
Shen Zheng doesn't have the Madonna disease. Although he longs for a family, he definitely doesn't long for a group of relatives who are just plotting against him.
So after saying this, he didn't intend to say anything to Zhang Yueduo at all, and turned around to leave.
Unexpectedly, just after walking a few steps, Zhang Yue's excited voice sounded behind her one by one.
"Shen Zheng, why do you scold me!"
Shen Zheng paused, turned his head and found that Zhang Yue, who was kneeling on the ground, had stood up from the ground at some point. At this moment, he was clenching his fists tightly, with scarlet eyes, looking at him with hatred.
"Your father is a scum! He was addicted to gambling and owed a lot of debts, which caused me to suffer with him for the rest of my life! When I was pregnant with you, everyone advised me not to give birth to you. I couldn't bear to kill you. You just gritted your teeth and gave birth to you!" Recalling what happened back then, Zhang Yue couldn't help but get excited, tearing her heart apart.
Lung-cracking screams, "I didn't expect your cheap father to drive drunk and kill himself in just a few months after you were born! Just leave you as a broom star and oil bottle, and I worked hard to raise you By the age of three, do you know how tired I am! If it wasn't that I couldn't hold on, how could I be willing to throw you away! Don't forget that without me, you would never have come into this world!"
Hearing Zhang Yue's excited roar, Shen Zheng couldn't help laughing.
The smile was full of sadness, and he didn't know whether he was saddening himself or Zhang Yue in front of him.
"Really." He looked up at Zhang Yue in front of him, with no emotion in his tone, "But I would rather you never gave birth to me."
After saying this, he stopped looking at Zhang Yue, turned around and walked into the elevator.
Shen Zheng didn't even know how he left the hospital.
It was obvious that he could maintain calm in front of Zhang Yue just now, but after he went downstairs, those negative emotions were like chronic toxins, seeping in a little bit, making him feel helpless and desolate after a while.
He walked downstairs to the hotel and didn't drive. He just sat by the flower bed in front of the hotel, staring at the busy traffic on the road in front of him, dazed.
He...doesn't have a mother again?
It was thought that the mother who was found with great difficulty turned out to be nothing more than a conspiracy full of conspiracy.
Sure enough, the so-called family is just a delusion for him all his life.
My heart seemed to be pricked by vicious and fine needles. It wasn't that kind of severe pain, but it was still overwhelming.
He finally couldn't help it, took out his phone, opened the address book, and slid to the most familiar name.
Lu Yuang.
Although my reason told me time and time again that Aang still had something to do at Lu's house, and I shouldn't disturb him at this time, but my body still seemed to be disobedient, and pressed the dial button by accident.
But when the phone was connected and a long beep sounded, Shen Zheng suddenly regretted it again.
He hurriedly wanted to hang up the phone, but he didn't want the person on the other end of the phone to move faster one by one.
"Hello." Just after the first beep, Lu Yuang's voice rang from the phone, "Brother, are you home?"
The boy's unique voice is between clear and deep, with a bit of cynical teasing, which is the most familiar flavor to Shen Zheng.
At this moment, Shen Zheng only felt that the softest part of his heart seemed to be tightly strangled by someone. The strength he had been holding on to just now collapsed in an instant. In an instant, it was like overwhelming mountains and seas.
He finally couldn't hold back anymore, lowered his head, hot tears flowed down, hitting the back of his clenched hands one by one.
"Aang." The moment he spoke, his voice trembled even more uncontrollably, "Where are you, can I... can I see you..."
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