don't take my blame

Chapter 41

Li Xingyu didn't understand why Ji Wen suddenly wanted to move out.

He spent the whole afternoon in a panic. During class, he took out his mobile phone several times and wanted to send Ji Wen a message, but he didn't know what to say.

As soon as the afternoon class was over, Li Xingyu ran to the small rented house. When he opened the door, he was nervous and failed to insert the key several times. He was afraid that when the door was opened, he would see that Ji Wen had packed up all his things and moved them away. up.

Fortunately, the inside of the room is exactly the same as when he left. Ji Wen probably hasn't come back since he went out in the afternoon.

Li Xingyu breathed a sigh of relief, but at the same time felt a little tired, walked to Ji Wen's bed and sat down.

After about half an hour, Ji Wen opened the door from the outside.

It was almost winter, and it was getting dark early. When Ji Wen came back, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the light was dim. At first, he thought that Li Xingyu was not at home.

However, when he closed the door and went in, he found Li Xingyu sitting quietly beside his bed.

Ji Wen stopped in his tracks and asked Li Xingyu, "Have you eaten yet?"

Li Xingyu shook his head, then asked Ji Wen: "What about you?"

Ji Wen said: "I haven't eaten either, let's go eat together."

Ji Wen and Li Xingyu went out together. When they went downstairs, neither of them spoke. When they walked out of the community, Ji Wen asked Li Xingyu what he wanted to eat.

Li Xingyu said: "Fried rice with fish-flavored shredded pork."

Ji Wen's footsteps paused slightly, and he nodded.

When they came to the small restaurant where the two met for the first time, they chose a corner seat and sat down face to face. Ji Wen beckoned to the waiter girl and ordered two fried rice with fish-flavored shredded pork. Put onions."

The little girl nodded and wrote it down.

Li Xingyu didn't know what Ji Wen's plan was. Anyway, he decided that if Ji Wen didn't mention it again, he would treat it as if he had never heard about Noon.

However, Ji Wen obviously had no intention of letting go of this matter. He handed the chopsticks to Li Xingyu and said at the same time: "I went back to school this afternoon and asked. My bed is still available, and I can move back soon."

Li Xingyu originally reached out to pick up the chopsticks, but at this moment he retracted his hand silently. He looked at Ji Wen and asked, "Are you serious?"

Ji Wen suddenly felt uncomfortable, as if he had done something sorry to Li Xingyu, he lowered his head and did not look at Li Xingyu's expression, "I have thought about it carefully, I think it is really difficult for our current relationship to stabilize, move back It may be a good thing not only for me, but also for you."

Li Xingyu probably didn't listen to his words. All he cared about was that Ji Wen planned to move out. He was wondering what the reason was, because Ji Wen's father suddenly appeared at noon and quarreled with him about those few words?Li Xingyu didn't think this was the case, could it be because of what the two of them did last night?

"Ji Wen," Li Xingyu said, "Do you hate me?"

Li Xingyu thought to himself that Ji Wen probably disliked him a little. He might not be willing to do what happened last night because he asked too much.

When Ji Wen heard what Li Xingyu said, he quickly denied it: "Of course not, how could I hate you?"

Li Xingyu said: "Then don't move out, I will give you space, just like what you said when you first moved here, we can not see each other from morning to night until you feel that you have figured it out."

He was a little anxious, and his voice was a little loud, and the people at the table next to him couldn't help turning their heads to look at him.

Before Ji Wen could answer, the waiter brought over their fried rice.

Ji Wen found that the two plates of fried rice had scallions on them, and he felt a little uncontrollable anger. He said to the waiter, "Didn't you say you didn't put scallions in the first bowl?"

The waiter was stunned for a moment, and immediately shouted into the kitchen: "Didn't I tell you that there is no green onion in the bowl? Why can't I always remember?" Then he apologized to Ji Wen, "I'm sorry, the chef is too busy, so I forgot gone."

Ji Wen originally wanted them to change the plate again.

Unexpectedly, Li Xingyu stretched out his hand and pulled the plate in front of him, saying, "It's okay, I don't care."

Ji Wen looked at him in a daze.

The waiter apologized again and again, and when he saw that Li Xingyu had started to eat, he quietly backed away.

Ji Wen felt uncomfortable, he said to Li Xingyu: "Don't force it."

Li Xingyu said: "It's not forced, it's nothing."

Ji Wen sat quietly for a while, took a spoonful of rice and put it into his mouth, but he couldn't taste it. He swallowed the rice with difficulty, and then said to Li Xingyu, "Xingyu, I'm sorry."

Li Xingyu looked at him and put down the spoon, "So you still decide to move?"

Ji Wen nodded slowly.

Li Xingyu reached out to get the toilet paper, but accidentally knocked over the vinegar bottle on the table. He hurriedly helped it up, then frantically reached out and pulled the paper to wipe it. While wiping, he asked, "Maybe we don't want to see each other again?"

Ji Wen said softly: "Don't meet up for now."

Li Xingyu felt that if he said another word, he would be stalking him. At this moment, he could only say: "Okay, I see."

Neither of them finished the meal. On the way back, Li Xingyu walked ahead, and Ji Wen was a few steps behind. He kept looking at Li Xingyu's back, but he had nothing to say.

After returning to the small rented house of the two of them, Li Xingyu locked himself in the room.

He stared at the computer in a daze for half an hour, not knowing what to do, and finally opened a game he hadn't played for a long time.

After leaving the game for such a long time, he seems to have been abandoned by this world. There are many unknown names in the guild. Everyone is chatting, but no one notices that Hua Jianyi is online.

Opening the friend list, Li Xingyu found that Donghuang Taiyi was there, but he was in the battle field and had no time to talk to him.

However, the name Qian Shuxue has been dimmed forever, and it is estimated that it will never light up again.

Li Xingyu raised one hand to support his face, with a dazed expression.

Ji Wen outside was probably watching TV.

Because there was no communication, Li Xingyu didn't know what Ji Wen was thinking. Around eleven o'clock, he heard Ji Wen turn off the TV and go to the bathroom to take a shower, then went back to the living room to tidy up and lay down to sleep.

Li Xingyu waited quietly for more than ten minutes, then opened the door and walked towards the bathroom lightly.

He looked in the mirror in the bathroom and felt a little haggard.Obviously it was just a sad afternoon, and he slept soundly last night, so why did he feel listless, this is probably due to psychological factors.

Li Xingyu squeezed the toothpaste onto the toothbrush, stuffed it into his mouth and brushed his teeth carefully.

After taking a shower, Li Xingyu went back to his room and closed the door. When he passed the living room, he didn't even have the courage to look in Ji Wen's direction.

He sat by the bed and was about to turn off the computer, only to realize that his game was still logged in, and he had no candy in his pocket and sent him a private message.

[Private chat] There is no sugar in your pocket: "Huajian! You are actually online!"

Li Xingyu looked at the content of this private message and was quiet for a while, then put his fingers on the keyboard and started typing.

[Private Chat] Hua Jianyi: "I'm broken in love."

[Private Chat] There is no candy in your pocket: "It's okay! Boys don't cry, stand up and masturbate!"

[Private Chat] Hua Jianyi: "I'm serious."

No sugar in his pocket did not reply him immediately, but was quiet for a while, maybe thinking about how to say it.

[Private chat] There is no sugar in your pocket: "Really? Do you want to continue playing games?"

[Private chat] Hua Jianyi: "I'm not in the mood to play."

[Private chat] There is no sugar in your pocket: "Are you dumping others or are they dumping you?"

[Private chat] Hua Jianyi: "I was dumped."

[Private chat] There is no sugar in your pocket: "It's okay, just treat her as blind. It means that this person is not suitable for you. You have to believe that there will be a gentle, considerate and understanding Bai Fumei waiting for you in front. Let her go."

The other party typed a long string of words, but Li Xingyu only noticed the words "this is not the right person for you".

[Private Chat] Hua Jianyi: "Thank you, I'm done."

[Private chat] There is no sugar in the pocket: "Good night, Xiaohuajian."

After turning off the computer, Li Xingyu lay down and thought, if Ji Wen wasn't the right person for him, then who would be?He couldn't imagine it at all, if it wasn't for Ji Wen, then probably no one would be.

It seems that I fell asleep in the middle of the night, but woke up again before dawn the next morning.

Li Xingyu seldom experienced this kind of feeling. She woke up the moment she woke up from sleep, lying on the bed and looking at the ceiling.

There were constant noises coming from the living room outside, it sounded like Ji Wen was packing up his things.

Li Xingyu's heart tightened suddenly, he lifted the quilt and got up from the bed, stepped on the floor barefoot and walked over to open the door. He looked at Ji Wen who was packing up outside, and asked, "Are you leaving?"

Ji Wen saw that he was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt, and a pair of underwear came out underneath, and quickly said: "Why are you wearing so little, go and put on some clothes."

Li Xingyu stood by the door and asked him, "Leave now?"

Ji Wen didn't answer, came over and took Li Xingyu back to the bed, asked him to sit down and wrapped the quilt around his body first, then asked, "Where are your clothes?"

Li Xingyu saw that Ji Wen was looking for clothes for him everywhere, and said in a muffled voice, "Do you not like me anymore or do you have no confidence in our future?"

Ji Wen paused, turned around and faced him, "I don't have confidence, I don't think we can go on, Xingyu."

Li Xingyu shook his head, "It won't be like this."

Ji Wen said: "Why do you think it won't? I don't have any ability to promise you anything now, do you think you have?"

Li Xingyu was stunned for a moment, did he have it?He has nothing, and now he almost doesn't even have the strength to struggle to the death.

Ji Wen took Li Xingyu's sweater and coat and put them beside him, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, "Thank you, Xingyu."