Disgusted

Chapter 28

As Qing Kong said, the conditions put forward by her ex-husband could not be more reasonable-to give birth to a child for him, without physical contact, and without her taking care of her, as if he knew from the beginning that he could no longer live with him- But where does this determination come from?Under such circumstances, normal women, even if they have to, but since they have children, they generally make do with their lives... Even if they have a stronger temperament, they will at least hesitate.However, when she proposed that if the agreement was reached, the child would be taken care of by his family, the ex-husband didn't have any objection or even was surprised—then he knew.She and her Fang Qingkong.

blame her.Once you get divorced, you will relax, mistakenly thinking that life is in your own hands from now on.

Saori thought of her ex-husband's half-smile expression in the cafe.The face that can be regarded as delicate has softened its lines as if the intensity that has been tense has been removed, and even the movement of drinking coffee looks feminine.

I'm so tired.He said.Go on blind dates, get married, and go to bed all over again.I really get goosebumps when I think about it.And given my age, I hope to have an heir as soon as possible, and I don’t have time to choose and think about it slowly.So, let's make each other perfect.As the mother of my child, I am actually quite satisfied with you.

"Fulfillment" at that time seems to have a different meaning now.

"Knowing or not knowing. It doesn't affect the situation." Saori raised her eyes and looked at Qingkong. "My brother's gambling debts, the company's financial situation, and his proposal have not changed."

Aozora nodded, and looked at Saori for a while as if looking at the distant scenery.

"I think I might be too self-willed." When Qingkong spoke again, even the voice was a little far away.In fact, I am not qualified to ask you to talk about long-term qualifications.She thought about it, but didn't say it.Just got up and went to the kitchen and made another pot of coffee.When she came out, Saori was still sitting in the same posture, but there was another finger-high wine in the wide-mouthed glass.

Qingkong sighed, put away the whiskey and wine glasses on the table, turned around and poured a cup of hot water for Saori.

"There is another choice." Qing Kong watched Saori slowly sip hot water, his eyes that were dull due to fatigue trembled, and something slowly floated up.

"Xiao Yu came to the bookstore this afternoon to look for me." Qing Kong said.

"Xiao Yu?" What does it have to do with her?

"Hmm. Coincidentally, she also made a suggestion."

"What suggestion?" Saori put down the cup, straightened her back like a deer sensing danger, raised her face slightly vigilantly.

"According to her, her mother left her a trust fund when she passed away, and as soon as she reached the end of her life, it would be in her name and she would take care of it herself. That is to say, now she has a fund that can be freely transferred .”

Why all of a sudden, everyone around her was kind and rich, and couldn't wait to reach out to save her from the fire?Saori felt that it was so ridiculous that she wanted to laugh, her brows were tightened, but she couldn't laugh.She remembered the petite girl she saw in the bookstore and said sweetly, "People's wishes will change with time."

"She found out about your family's situation from other sources." Qingkong continued. "I have consulted with a financial advisor, and she said that she can provide about 300 million in cash as an emergency in a short period of time, and then provide about 700 to 2.5 million in funds depending on the situation. This money is only used as a loan and will be repaid in five years. The interest calculated by compound interest is [-] times the interbank offered rate. Although I am not an expert in this field, and I don’t know exactly your financial situation, it seems feasible just by looking at the proposal.”

The expression on Saori's face didn't relax at all, she just closed her eyes as if thinking or calculating something quickly.Open your eyes after a while. "What about her conditions?"

"Conditions." Qingkong suddenly laughed out loud.On the one hand, for the familiar tone and scene, and on the other hand, for what to say next. "Her condition is that I spend the night with her."

Saori's expression was not so much surprise as it was unbelievable that the other party really made such a request.

"Compared to being pregnant in October, isn't this condition much easier?" Qingkong raised his eyebrows, showing a cynical expression that he hadn't seen for a long time, while laughing, he grabbed the hair that covered his eyes, and went to the bathroom to find Saori Her hair was tied hastily, revealing her full forehead.

With all the hair pulled back, Qingkong's face is fully exposed - some vague places like before have been removed one by one, the forehead, deep eyebrows and nose lines have been emphasized, beautiful ears are exposed, and the expression has changed It was so vivid - just because of a slight change in hairstyle, Qingkong's face became unexpectedly handsome, as if the quarter of the exotic scenery that had been deliberately hidden before, after the heavy rain, the mist dissipated, and the whole picture clearly appeared.

Saori gasped softly, and for a moment only kept her eyes on Qing Kong's face, watching her getting closer and closer, her eyes stroking her forehead, eyebrows, nose, and ears one by one like touching the bottom of precious porcelain , thin lips.Saori has always had considerable confidence in her appearance, but now she has been subtly shaken.

"Come here." Saori said to Qingkong.The tone is soft.

Qing Kong followed her advice and walked over, squatting down beside her, raised her head slightly, and let her hands caress her face instead of eyes.

Saori's fingers caressed Aozora's facial features.I can't help imagining what this face will look like under another person, what expression it will have, what it will say, or moan.Her ten fingers rested on the slender and pale neck, and she suddenly had the urge to strangle it tightly.

"Did you agree? The condition." Saori withdrew her hand for a long time and asked, looking away.

"No." Qingkong said with a smile. "I'm not a whore."

"Then it's acceptable for me?" Otherwise, why bother to make this choice?If it wasn't for his ex-husband's suggestion, this person probably wouldn't even mention it.

"Do you agree?" Aozora asked in turn.

Saori was silent, and turned her gaze after a while, and the expression of this face with another woman was rolling in her mind again.The churning imagination involved the lips and tongue, down to the heart and stomach, and I felt that the internal organs were burning.

I don't agree! ! !It feels like a certain part of the body, the part belonging to Saori, is roaring (this body, this face, this whole person is mine, only belongs to me!).However, the other part, as the Zhang family's daughter, younger sister, and aunt, is hesitating.

"I don't know." Saori could only answer like this.She was afraid that she would regret it if she said yes or no.

"Actually, you don't really care, do you?" Saori asked after a while. "About sleeping with another person."

"It's just pure physical contact, just a moment of pleasure. It's really not a big deal." Aozora paused, "But I know it's not for you."

From Saori's reaction after she noticed that Xiaoyu had kissed her last time, we can know how much she minded.After getting along with each other, Qingkong discovered that Saori almost regarded the body as a temple. The food that enters the body, the skin care cosmetics used on the skin, and even the touch and entanglement of another individual are like a sacred sacrifice. A little sloppiness is sacrilege.Qingkong is like this, little by little in this discovery, she knows Saori's love for herself.Because of this concern, Qing Kong refrained from his previous unruly behavior and was willing to guard this palace for Saori.

"Choose anyway. We can't go back again, right?" Saori pulled Qing Kong closer, wrapped her hands around it, and embraced with a little strength.Draw two lines, no matter which one you choose, if you cross it, there will be no chance of turning back.Even if the damage caused heals, there will be scars after all.

Qingkong hugged Saori quietly, with her chin just touching her chest, and she could feel the warm softness and the faint fragrance from under the fabric.For the sake of this person in front of them, for each other, how much can they sacrifice?Qingkong closed his eyes in pain, and concentrated on absorbing Saori's breath between breaths.She regretted it.It's better not to know each other, save a lot of trouble and helplessness.I don't know each other, but I am still the ordinary Qingkong, who runs a small bookstore in a small town, and occasionally participates in simple and somewhat boring hiking activities.

"Go and wash up. You must be tired." Qingkong raised his hand and stroked Saori's back as usual, his voice was low and soft, feeling that Saori's body was suddenly remembered under his comfort, slowly Slowly tired and softened, no longer tense before. "Sleep. Wake up and everything will be fine. Trust me."

Saori nodded slowly.Yes, at least for this night, let her be with the person in front of her, before making any decisions.She thought, hurriedly took a shower, tidied up, and lay down on the bed.Too tired, before Qingkong could sleep by her side, the tiredness accumulated in the past few days and the alcohol she drank before made her fall into a deep unconsciousness.

When I woke up the next day, Qingkong was gone.

The author has something to say: Changing the schedule is as difficult as climbing from the ocean to live on land...