Dip in fire

Chapter 62 "You beat me to death, and I like him too."

"Zhong Ning, you bastard!"

Zhong Pei's hoarse curse seemed to exhaust all his strength, and Zhong Ning's ears buzzed. At that moment, he seemed to be splashed with a large basin of cold water from head to toe.

Zhong Ning turned around and grabbed the clothes from the bed, ran out, Zhang Weilan was still standing there without moving.Zhang Weilan only looked at Zhong Ning's running back, and didn't have the courage to catch up.

How to do?How to do?

Zhang Weilan's hands were hanging by his sides, and he clenched two fists tightly.

When Zhong Ning ran to the courtyard, Zhong Pei was still standing by Zhang Weilan's window.Da Duozi growled louder and louder, calling out the sound of killing a dog.

Zhong Ning took a deep breath and walked up to Zhong Pei: "Mom."

Zhong Ning has already put on his clothes.Zhong Pei stared at his chest.After staring for a while, Zhong Pei suddenly went crazy and began to pick up Zhong Ning's clothes.

"Mom, what are you doing!" Zhong Ning blocked Zhong Ning from talking, during the argument between mother and son, Zhong Ning's long nails scratched a red mark on Zhong Ning's arm.

"Don't move!" Zhong Pei yelled.

With a "stab", Zhong Ning's sympathetic shirt was pulled off by Zhong Yu's sleeve.Zhong Pei stopped.

"...Mom." Zhong Ning's voice was calm, his head was already covered with sweat.

Zhong Pei closed his eyes, feeling dizzy.She forced herself to control her emotions, and took a step back slowly. The heels of her high-heeled shoes hit the ground twice, and the sound was very heavy.

Zhong Pei raised his hand and pointed at Zhong Ning's chest, his fingertips trembling: "How did you do it?"

Zhong Pei gritted her teeth, and asked stiffly: "I ask you, what are you doing in Zhang Weilan's room? You are pulling the curtains, you... what are you doing?"

Every time she said a word, it was like a blunt and cruel mace hitting Zhong Ning's nerves hard.

At this time Zhang Weilan also came out of the house.Zhong Pei's gaze shifted from Zhong Ning's face to Zhang Weilan's.

Zhang Weilan's face was pale, and he walked over slowly.

"Don't come here." Zhong Ning said suddenly.

Zhong Ning didn't turn his head, but he knew that Zhang Weilan was right behind him.

Zhang Weilan stopped obediently and stopped.

The three faced each other under the sun.Those who were carefully hidden were so defenseless, dragged and torn, and exposed to the light of the sky.

Zhong Pei is still waiting for Zhong Ning to reply.She looked at her own son again: "Zhong Ning, I'm asking you."

If you make up a sophistry with nonsense, maybe you can still get away with it?Zhong Ning carefully looked at Zhong Pei's face, saw beads of sweat falling from her face, and saw the shock and pain in her eyes.

As of now, it's impossible.No luck, no need to linger.Can't get along.

Zhong Ning closed his eyes, took a step forward, and stepped in front of Zhong Pei: "Mom, Zhang Weilan and I, we are together..."

It's a pity that Zhong Ning didn't finish his sentence, Zhong Pei raised his hand and gave him a resounding slap!

Zhong Pei cursed: "Shut up!"

Zhong Ning's head was tilted from the beating, and half of his face was in hot pain.

Ever since he was a child, Pei Zhong had often yelled at him and slapped him, but he had never hit him so seriously.The only times he was beaten... was when Zhong Ning was ignorant and talked back to Yan Huiwan when he was young.But even so, Zhong Pei never slapped him in the face.

After he grew up, Mistress Zhong stopped beating him even more.

Da Duozi may have become spiritually enlightened, and because of poverty, he barked even more crazily. Today, he is afraid that he will yell at the dog's throat.

Zhang Weilan stood behind Zhong Ning, the sun was hot above his head, but his blood was instantly cold.He watched, opened his eyes wide, but didn't know what to do, what to say.

He saw Zhong Ning raised his head again, and he heard Zhong Ning say to Zhong Pei: "Mom, don't be angry, I know you can't accept it right away, you can hit me or scold me, just listen to me."

"What did you say? What else did you say? You are capable, Zhong Ning!" Zhong Pei dragged Zhong Ning home, "You come home with me, tell me, you must explain it to me today!"

The suitcase at the door blocked the way, and Zhong Pei kicked the suitcase out. She used too much force, and in a rage, even the high-heeled shoe on that foot flew out.The suitcase bumped twice on the ground, knocking open with a "bang bang bang bang", and the clothes inside spilled all over the floor.

The high-heeled shoes flew to Zhang Weilan, and the heels hit his calf.It hurts.

Zhong Pei forcefully grabbed Zhong Ning and did not let go, took out the key with the other hand, and poked it several times before opening the door.

As soon as the door opened, Da Duozi poked his head out impatiently, and was scolded by Mistress Zhong: "Get lost!"

Da Duozi trembled in fright, a dog barked stuck in his throat, and quickly crawled to the toilet with his tail between his legs and squatted.

Zhong Pei pushed Zhong Ning into the room, but Zhong Ning didn't agree with her, and was pushed staggeringly.

"Say, tell!" Zhong Pei pointed at Zhong Ning's nose and shouted, "Say, how did you become a pervert?"

abnormal.

This word is a deadly sharp knife, piercing through the hearts of the three people inside and outside the room in a second.

After Zhong Pei yelled "abnormal", his eyes suddenly blurred, and tears came down.

Zhong Ning was stunned by Zhong Pei's tears.He was still buzzing with those two words - "abnormal".

A young man's heart is very soft, easily broken and injured beyond recognition.

Zhong Ning asked in disbelief: "Mom, how can you say we are perverted?"

"What is it that is not a pervert? Tell me what is it?" Zhong Pei wiped her face with tears in her hands, she wanted to strangle Zhong Ning to death with hatred, "You two men, you are together, what do you want others to think? , what do you think?"

"It doesn't matter what other people think or see!" Zhong Ning also reached his limit, and he yelled at Zhong Pei, "The important thing is that I like it, and we are together!"

"The important thing is..." Zhong Ning stiffened his neck and suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe. He hoarse his voice and shouted aggrievedly, "You are my mother, you can't say that."

Children all over the world have a natural dependence on their mothers, and even a natural sense of what they should. More or less, they all think so—no matter what happens, my mother should stand by my side.

Even if she is angry, even if she is sad, she will not hurt me.She is invincible, she can help me against the whole world.It should be like this.Zhong Ning thought so too.

It's a pity that Zhong Ning still doesn't understand. "Mom", she is still an ordinary woman.She'll break her heart, she'll grow gray hair, she'll get wrinkles, she'll grow old, she'll be fragile, she'll cry, she'll say a lot.She is so ordinary.

"I'm your mother? Do you still think I'm your mother?" Zhong Pei was shaking all over, she asked Zhong Ning, "I just want to ask you a question, can you change it?"

Zhong Ning's heart sank to the bottom.He lowered his head, his cheeks were slowly swollen from the beating.Zhong Ning said lowly, earnestly, and stubbornly: "I'm not wrong. How to change? What to change? I like Zhang Weilan. Is this wrong?"

Zhong Pei really couldn't hear the phrase "I like Zhang Weilan".She stepped forward suddenly and pushed Zhong Ning to the ground.The other shoe on her foot didn't know when and where it went.

She was barefoot, standing on the tiled floor. It was hot and she was still sweating, but she felt a chill from the soles of her feet to the tip of her heart.

Zhong Pei gritted her teeth and said, "Zhong Ning, do you have a conscience? Are you right? Are you still right?"

Zhong Pei's face was flushed with anger, as if her anger that was bombarding had been drowned by the sudden torrential rain.She suddenly burst into tears: "Are you worthy of me for saying that? Are you worthy of yourself? Who are you worthy of!"

"You have had a dirty and dead father since you were a child, you know that I am alone, I am a woman, I..." Zhong Pei was incoherent, she lost all her tough appearance, Became a weak, complaining woman.

She cried and shouted to Zhong Ning, intermittently, exhausted: "I pulled you up by myself... Do you know how much cold eyes I received? I was... I was 20 years of spine poked in the back."

"What am I for? I...what am I for? Is it just for...these 20 years, am I just to make you look down on in the future? To make you... People also make irresponsible remarks, so that you are...pointed at the back and called 'pervert'?"

"You're right, that's my fault?" Zhong Pei's face was completely covered in makeup, and now she looked like a downcast and wronged female ghost, "Why are you? Why are you? You bastard... .”

Zhong Ning looked up at Zhong Pei's face, his heart was gripping like hell, every second of life, every heart beat, he felt so uncomfortable that he wanted to die.

He glanced outside the door again, and saw Zhang Weilan was still standing at the door, motionless.

"Zhang Weilan must have been scared stupid." Zhong Ning thought.

It's hard to have both.Even if he was wrong, he already liked it.He likes Zhang Weilan, this is true and will not change.This feeling has temperature, and it exists together with his breath and his life.

If he is destined to become an unfilial son, a sinner through the ages, and a "pervert" that others scold and look down on, then at least... let him protect the three acres of land in his heart.

In that narrow place, he let someone in.He let Zhang Weilan in.

Zhong Ning closed his eyes and clenched his back molars until the root of his teeth ached.He took a breath, and said to Zhong Pei: "Mom, I just like him. The other things don't matter, I just like him, I'm right."

"I'll kill you!" Zhong Pei picked up the chair on one side and threw it to the ground with all his strength, making a loud noise.

Zhong Ning stared at Zhong Yu, his whole body was hurting from inside to outside, but there was no flinch in his eyes.

The youthful guts were full of loneliness and courage, and one sentence seemed to vomit blood from his heart: "You beat me to death, and I like him too."

The voice was not too loud, Zhang Weilan stood at the door and could hear it clearly.

Who will tell him what to do.

Zhong Pei treats him so well, like his second mother.What about Zhong Ning?Zhong Ning is the only fire in his life.He is light, he is heat, and he is the firm crutch that supports him to go on.Without Zhong Ning, he would have fallen to the eighteenth floor of hell long ago, with no place to die.

Such two people.because of him.for him.

What should he do?say what?walk over?The legs seem to be gone.He didn't know what he was standing on, he couldn't walk through it.

Fear gripped his internal organs, and was about to crush his body and destroy his soul.He seemed to have lost everything.

"Boom".Zhong Pei slammed on the door of the house.

Zhang Weilan couldn't see anything again.Across the door, his world was blinded.What's going on inside?what else?

"You beat me to death, and I like him too."

Only Zhong Ning's words remained.This sentence echoed over and over again, like a thorny whip full of poppies, whipping and beating him over and over again, killing him and killing him.

"Weilan, Weilan, what's wrong?" Yan Huiwan came back.The old lady held her dancing shoes and skirt in one hand, and patted Zhang Weilan on the shoulder with the other.

Zhang Weilan's eyes moved, and she turned to look at Yan Huiwan.

Yan Huiwan asked him: "What are you doing standing in front of our house? Are you looking for Zhong Ning?"

Our family.the door.

But this door is closed.Where did Zhang Weilan ever have a "home".

Yan Huiwan looked at the mess on the ground again: "What's wrong? Isn't this your Aunt Zhong's clothes? She's back?"

The old lady put down her dancing skirt and dancing shoes, squatted on the ground and began to pick up Zhong Mi's clothes.

"You bastard!" Through the door, Zhong Pei's yelling suddenly burst out.

Yan Huiwan's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly stood up.She took two steps forward, then turned her face and asked Zhang Weilan: "What's going on inside? Where's Zhong Ning? He's inside? Got into a fight with his mother?"

"Speak up!" Yan Huiwan was in a hurry, and knocked on the door twice, "Mr. Zhong! Mr. Zhong! What are you doing? Xiao Ning, open the door for grandma!"

Naturally, no one paid attention to her inside, so Yan Huiwan could only take out the key.

"Grandma." Zhang Weilan suddenly called Yan Huiwan in a low voice, and knelt on the ground with a plop.

"Hey, what are you doing kid!" Yan Huiwan was taken aback, and the key she had just taken out also dropped from her hand.

She leaned over to Zhang Weilan's side, trying to pull Zhang Weilan up, her blood pressure shot up for a while.

"Grandma." Zhang Weilan refused to get up. He lowered his head and said softly, "I'm sorry."