Dip in fire

Chapter 48 Seems to be hugging the last world

Old man Zhang is gone.

No one thought that he survived the cold winter, but not the summer.

Later, Yan Huiwan heard from Xiaohuan that grandpa walked around the house many times last night, and it took a long time before he fell asleep.

Yan Huiwan lamented: "Old Zhang is looking for a way, looking for a way back to his hometown. You are young and don't understand."

"Mom, stop talking." Zhong Pei couldn't hear Yan Huiwan say such words.

But in the past few years, Yan Huiwan has said a lot. Maybe she is old and she will say something ugly unconsciously.

No call at home yet.Zhong Ning groped in the dark and sat on the window sill in a daze.

His mind was empty, and he had no joy of finishing the college entrance examination at all.He wanted to run home, ignore 21, give Zhang Weilan a few kisses on the wall, and tell this person: "I will definitely be able to go to a university with you."

But now there is nothing left, only the tightness in the chest.That heart, pull it, pinch it, rub it, pinch it, whip it back and forth.

——He knows what Zhang Weilan gave up, and he knows what Zhang Weilan lost.

Zhang Weilan.His Zhang Weilan.

Zhong Ning's legs were hanging out of the window, and his legs were numb. He bent over and brushed his hair twice.

"Please God open your eyes, don't torment Wei Lan anymore, really." Yan Huiwan is getting old and can't bear it anymore.

There were no bright lights around, and the old anxiety in her heart swelled in the faint candlelight, causing her to talk nonsense: "Why doesn't the old man leave cleanly? Why do you want to have children when you choose such a day?" What to do? What to do! The Zhang family really owes Wei Lan a thousand knives."

"Mom, what are you talking about!" Zhong Pei hurriedly stopped when he heard that something was wrong.

Yan Huiwan was stunned for a moment, Daduozi came over, and arched Yan Huiwan's hand with her head.

"I'm confused." Yan Huiwan murmured in a low voice again absentmindedly, "How could the old Zhang be willing. If he was sober, he wouldn't choose this day even if he went to hell."

Yan Huiwan: "We of the older generation wish you all the best... If old Zhang's mind clears up after he gets his head down, he probably won't be able to close his eyes anymore. When he's old, it's useless, it's useless... ..."

"mom......"

Zhong Ning jumped out of the window sill, and almost sprained his feet when he landed, grinning from the pain.

He just couldn't stand it.

Can't hear.

He couldn't hear grandma's sad nonsense, or Zhong Pei's helpless sigh.Listening for another second, I'm really afraid that I'll be like that girl Xiao Huan, who will become a sobbing bag, crying non-stop.

The crying bag is indeed crying.I don't know how Xiao Huan's eyes grow. Zhang Weilan has never raised a little girl before, and I don't know if all girls can cry like this.

In his memory, Xiao Huan was like a crying bag, crying every now and then.Whenever something happens, say a few words, if you touch it, you must cry.

Her eyes were big, and her tears were big and round.Juicy and big teardrops fall in a bunch, so cheap that they don't need money.

It was so annoying when she cried like that.

Zhang Weilan's house and Zhong Ning's house are on the same wire, and there is no call yet.

At night, the sky was overcast and red, like old blood soaked through with death.The water vapor in the air was so heavy that it was so stuffy that people couldn't breathe.

There's going to be a downpour, a downpour.

The room was dark, with no flashlight or candles.Zhang Weilan sat on the ground with her back against the wall, looking up at Xiao Huan crying.

Xiao Huan stood in front of him and shed tears. She rubbed two drops with her small hands, rubbing them very hard, and if she rubbed them again, her little face might break the skin.

Zhang Weilan finally pulled Xiao Huan away and pulled her closer.Because she hadn't spoken for a long time, Zhang Weilan opened her mouth with a hoarse voice: "Don't cry. Little girls can't cry all the time, tears are worthless at all."

"Brother..." Xiao Huan sniffled.

"I told you not to cry." Zhang Weilan frowned and said in a low voice, "You cry the most."

Xiao Huan's neck got stuck, she rubbed her eyes vigorously twice, and quickly suppressed her crying: "Then I won't cry in the future."

"En." Zhang Weilan replied wearily.

"Brother, I'm sorry." Xiao Huan knelt down and pulled Zhang Weilan's hand timidly, "I shouldn't have gone to you. I was just scared and panicked..."

Zhang Weilan was taken aback for a moment, and looked carefully at Xiaohuan.It was so dark that he couldn't see her painted face clearly.

Sometimes ambiguity is actually more uncomfortable than seeing clearly.

Zhang Weilan was silent for a long time before she asked Xiao Huan: "Is it not just because of...?"

His voice was soft, as if he didn't dare to say: "...Grandpa is gone?"

Xiao Huan pursed her lips tightly and refused to answer.

Zhang Weilan understood.Grandpa is gone, Xiao Huan is naturally sad.But she knew that her brother was also sad.Her brother was even more sad.Not only is the grandfather gone, but the college entrance examination is also gone.

She knew that Zhang Weilan was even more sad.

In fact, a child, it would be better for her to be sensible later.She became sensible too quickly, too early, and the people who raised her couldn't bear it even more.

Zhang Weilan closed his eyes, his chest was blocked with blood, and he wanted to lose his temper for no reason, but he couldn't.Hysteria is entangled in his body, and he wants to entangle him to death.

Zhang Weilan and Xiaohuan said: "Don't think too much, I don't blame you."

Zhang Weilan: "This is my own decision. There is still another exam, grandpa... Even if I take the exam, I don't have the heart."

"On the contrary." Zhang Weilan looked at Xiao Huan quietly, "I want to thank you, brother."

Xiao Huan was startled, and Zhang Weilan let go of her hand.

"Really. If I'm not around when grandpa leaves, I'll regret it forever." Zhang Weilan raised her hand and actually wiped Xiao Huan's face, wiping away tears.

"Thank you." Zhang Weilan said, her voice was so low that she couldn't hear it when she took a breath.

Xiao Huan still squatted there not daring to move.

Zhang Weilan sighed: "No one will blame you for this matter. I am the last one. Are you not afraid now?"

Xiao Huan's tears came out again.But her brother annoys her the most.Xiao Huan's eyes were wide open, her vision was blurry, she shook her head to keep the tears from falling, and tightened the corners of her mouth to keep herself from making a sound.

Finally unable to hold back any longer, Xiao Huan turned her head, ran and crawled to open the door to the yard, fell to the ground, and almost died of tears.

It was Zhong Pei who ran out and was carried away by Xiao Huan.

Zhong Ning stood watching and saw that his legs were numb and his blood was slowing down, causing sharp pain, so he walked into Zhang Weilan's house.

Zhang Weilan remained sitting on the ground without moving.

Zhong Ning groped in the dark and walked up to Zhang Weilan.He squatted down, but his leg hurt even more, so he just knelt down on one knee.

The two were silent for a while.

Zhong Ning didn't know what to say.

What kind of words should he say to the person in front of him to make him feel better?This is too difficult.What kind of words can he say to make himself feel less distressed?

He couldn't comfort him, and he couldn't comfort himself.

There was only darkness around, and the language and silence were equally pale.They faced each other, but they couldn't lift their heads.

It was Zhang Weilan who spoke first.

——Zhang Weilan shouted: "Zhong Ning."

"Yes." Zhong Ning quickly agreed.He even responded, but he himself hadn't reacted yet.

"En." Zhong Ning replied again.

At this time, the light tube above the head let out a scream.

The two subconsciously raised their heads to look, and the lights flickered a few times—a call was coming.

Because of being in the dark for a long time, the eyes can't stand the sudden light.The moment the lights were fully turned on, Zhong Ning's eyes hurt from being stabbed.

Zhong Ning subconsciously closed his eyes, at the same time, Zhang Weilan suddenly reached out and covered his eyes.

Zhong Ning was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't move.

Zhang Weilan's palm was a little cold.The dry palm covered it, covering the dazzling light.

Zhong Ning immediately got into trouble, his nose was so sore and his eyes were wet all at once.

Zhong Ning hurriedly took a deep breath, and Zhang Weilan's tears were not blurred.

Zhong Ning is really stupid.So stupid that he put the word "stupid" directly on his lips.He said, "Sorry, I'm so stupid, I don't know what to say to you."

Zhang Weilan narrowed his eyes and gradually got used to the light. He stared at Zhong Ning for a while and said softly, "You don't need to say anything."

Zhong Ning paused, then asked Zhang Weilan: "Then do you have anything to say?"

Zhong Ning raised his arm, Zhang Weilan covered his eyes, and he went to touch the back of Zhang Weilan's hand.

Step by step, slowly, like a blind man touching some treasure.

He rubbed every joint and every inch of skin with his warm fingertips.Zhong Ning said: "Complaining is fine, anything is fine. Or you can just lose your temper at me as you did at the beginning."

Zhong Ning didn't urge him, he just kept quiet, waiting for Zhang Weilan to speak.

Zhang Weilan breathed very lightly, Zhong Ning listened carefully with his ears, and could hear the faint trembling in the breath.

Zhang Weilan asked: "I didn't take the exam, so I can't go to the same university with you for the time being. Is it my fault?"

Zhong Ning wished he could crush his back molars: "You ask me, do you want my life?"

Zhang Weilan still covered Zhong Ning's eyes, Zhong Ning couldn't see anything, but he felt that Zhang Weilan lowered his head and put his forehead on his knee.

So Zhong Ning stretched out his hand reluctantly, and touched the bowed spine on the opposite side twice. ——Where did the qualifications come from?What strength is there?My heart is broken.

Another long silence.

Zhang Weilan suddenly said: "Grandpa... Actually, I have already prepared myself mentally. But even if I am prepared, I am still very sad."

Ever since Lu Qingqing and Zhang Zhiqiang left, Zhang Weilan understood that life and death are the most common things.It may be gradual, like a gorgeous flower, it will bloom, and it will also decay and wither.

Perhaps a sudden gust of wind could lift the flower from its roots, or break its stem.

Life is such a thing.

you me him.any.This is a cycle that never ends.

But it would still be sad for him to watch and experience bit by bit.

Although he already knew.

In addition to heart-piercing, once the old man left, Zhang Weilan really had no "elders of his own family" in his life, no more.

He is no longer someone's "child".No one, no one else, would really see him as a "child".

Zhang Weilan's youthful years were never carefree, but they also existed in substance.Because he has a grandfather who is half crazy and half stupid.The old man is all he has left.Like the weak root that he is careful and desperately grabbing.

Now that grandpa is gone, his boyhood is completely over.

Zhang Weilan let out a breath, and could vaguely see a few splashes on the ground.He raised his head, froze for a moment, his face was wet.

Zhang Weilan turned her face away. At this moment, a bright lightning flashed out of the window.A few seconds later, furious thunder came crashing down.

Then, it rained heavily, covering the sky and covering the sky.The sound of the heavy rain was crackling, and it seemed that God was furious, throwing things on his head like a shrew.

God keeps falling, he is very strong and has endless destructive power.It was as if he wanted to shatter the Heavenly Palace, let the collapsed ruins fall, smashing the world.

The window panes were ping-pong, sharp and harsh.For a moment, the trembling in Zhang Weilan's breathing was drowned out.

Zhang Weilan's voice was also drowned out: "Zhong Ning, don't look at anything, give me a hug."

Zhong Ning pulled Zhang Weilan's hand away, there was no shield in front of his eyes, but his eyes were closed.He was very obedient and didn't look at anything.He knew that Zhang Weilan had a distressed face, so he was so obedient that he didn't look at it.

Zhong Ning just closed his eyes and threw his head into Zhang Weilan's arms.He pounced so hard that Zhang Weilan straightened up and hit the wall with his back.

Zhong Ning lay in Zhang Weilan's arms, and Zhang Weilan embraced him with both hands—as if embracing the last world.

With a thunder rumbling down, Zhong Ning said in Zhang Weilan's ear, "I love you."

There was a burst of thunder and rain, and the whispers sprayed in the ear with warmth.Zhong Ning was still clumsy and unable to speak, but he couldn't bear it anymore.The hysterical feelings in my heart can no longer be controlled.

Very contradictory.When it blurted out, it was turbulent and crazy, but it was so cautious, so trembling.

Zhong Ning said: "I love you. I love you."