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Chapter 89

Shan Yufei sat in the armchair with his back to the desk. The city under his feet was a sea of ​​light, but there was no light around him.

——Luo Tanshen.

I can't find this person in my memory, but the fact is that seven years ago, he had a brief relationship with this young master Luo.

He raised the corners of his lips and smiled coldly.

The three encounters - charity meeting, Xulan Hotel, motorcycle factory, Luo Tanshen looked at him very strangely, and he was also inexplicably bored with Luo Tanshen.

Everything seems to be rooted now.

He used to work in the Jianshu Hotel under the Rock Group - this is a memory.Luo Tan is deeply passionate about pleasure, playing games with life, and had countless common lovers, and finally it was his turn.

Probably, Luo Tanshen's favorite thing is "poverty and lowly".

And when the novelty passed, Luo Tan got tired of it, and he became one of the ordinary lovers who were abandoned and played with.

Afterwards, life's shock came suddenly, and Luo Tanshen married the He family after having had enough fun.

As for why he failed to get married later, this may be another rich secret.

He rubbed his chin, and a chill gradually appeared in his heart.

I didn't expect that such a story of beginning and end had happened to me.

He closed his eyes and pondered, sure that he really couldn't remember any details back then.

But the unreasonable disgust in my heart indirectly proved that this story did happen.

Luo Tanshen even knew where he used to live.

Living in the shadow of violence all year round, barely surviving has exhausted my energy.He has no friends, let alone bring anyone to his house casually.

And Luo Tanshen obviously went to the motorcycle factory's house with him.

At that time, he must have liked Luo Tanshen very much, right?

Otherwise, there is no reason to take Luo Tanshen home.

But Luo Tanshen was just playing around.

He let out a breath, stood up, and paced under the night and above the sea of ​​light.

Forget it because you were hurt too deeply.

Seven years ago, I was only 21 or [-] years old. I depended on my grandfather for life, and my relationship experience was blank. It is really an age that is easy to be teased.

Luo Tanshen's relationship history is a mess, and Qin Xuanwen even found a video of Luo Tanshen being sued by a lover.

This lover is called "Ping Zheng", he can still vaguely remember it.

Presumably, I was the same as Ping Zheng.

Suddenly, he remembered what Xiao Shengning said - maybe you will be happy only if you have sex with the person you like.

He snorted lightly, a little curious.

Curious that I actually liked someone when I was in my early twenties.

Curious that I was actually hurt, so that I selectively forgot about this person.

Curious about what it feels like to "like".

I wonder if I felt "happy" when I was doing it with Luo Tanshen.

Qin Xuanwen was very cautious just now, even a little trembling, for fear of igniting his anger.

But he didn't feel the slightest bit of anger.

Although it is indeed a shameful thing to be teased by others, such a trivial matter is no longer enough to influence his emotions.

For him, curiosity far outweighed anger.

Ming Shusheng's madness didn't make him selectively forget, and Ming Jingchen's control didn't make him have any mental problems.

The young master of the Luo family did it.

When I was 21 years old, how much did I like this merciful young master?

He put his hands in the pockets of his suit trousers, and suddenly thought of Luo Tanshen trembling and with tears in his eyes when he held his arm in the motorcycle factory area.

Is it because of fear?

Scared to that point?

This is normal.

The Luo family has declined, and he is not what he used to be. Luo Tanshen now has something to ask for from him, but is also afraid that he will make trouble and retaliate with the past, so every time he sees him, he is so cautious.

A person who is ungrateful and cowardly.

He raised his eyebrows suddenly, feeling a strange impulse.

After he seized the Ming family's power and sent Ming Shusheng to the mental hospital, he never experienced any strange emotions.

In the past three years, my heart has been like a huge black hole, swallowing all emotions without a trace.

The appearance of Luo Tanshen actually aroused his curiosity.

Qin Xuanwen's investigation can only get to the bottom of it. How the relationship between him and Luo Tanshen started, how it ended, and the process, I am afraid that only the person involved knows.

He pressed his temples, and instead of feeling a headache from overthinking, he became faintly excited.

Qin Xuanwen asked just now if he needed to talk to a psychiatrist.He refused.

All along, he does not like to contact with the psychiatrist.

Because this kind of elite group can easily spy on other people's hearts, and even manipulate other people's consciousness.

In his current position, how could he open up to the psychiatrist.

Perhaps only Luo Tanshen could help him remember that forgotten incident.

Luo Tanshen stayed in country G until autumn, partly because he couldn't leave, and partly because he was afraid of returning home.

Shan Yufei lost his memory because of him, and every time he thought of it, his chest felt sore.

The research and development work is very busy. When he is not in the laboratory, he has to constantly deal with the investors of country G, but as long as he is free, his mind is full of Shan Yufei.

Shan Yufei must have found out about the past.The memory may come back, maybe not.

Those painful past events are like tumors that do no harm, they are cut off as soon as they are cut, and no one wants to see them recur.

If he knew that Shan Yufei had forgotten him early on, he would either choose to stay away completely, or pretend to have met him for the first time, chase after him eagerly, and return all the tenderness Shan Yufei gave him in the past to Shan Yufei.

But now, everything is messed up by him.

He didn't even know how to face this man after returning home.

"Are you playing 'Thinker' again?" Xin Qin came out of the core laboratory and reached out to ask him for sugar.

He came back to his senses, looked at this handsome and sunny young man, put his hand into his pocket, but found no candy.

"Is it gone?" Xin Qin showed a disappointed expression, and then laughed again, "Let's go for a walk together, and go to the convenience store opposite. Mr. Luo, I'll treat you to some candy."

He stood up from the bench and said with a smile: "I'm here, can I still make you spend money?"

Xin Qin grinned, "Boss, you are so kind."

His eyelids twitched, feeling rather novel about such an evaluation.

Most of the others admire his appearance, praised his power and status in the past, and now praise his hard work and perseverance.

But he didn't seem to have heard the words "people are so nice".

He is not good, he was not good in the past, and although he is slowly changing now, he still does not deserve the word "good".

If it was good, he wouldn't hurt Shan Yufei.

"You know, I worked in other labs, and I was used as a livestock envoy!" Xin Qin said, "The boss wants the horses to run, but he doesn't give them grass. Unlike our lab, the welfare is good and the treatment is good. Well, although I am tired, at least I feel like a human being. Mr. Luo, you are really a good capitalist."

It turned out to be just a good capitalist.He smiled lowly and didn't speak.

To go to the convenience store, you have to pass a road. At this time, the pedestrian lights turned red, and the two had to stand on the side of the road.

Xin Qin turned to look at him, "So good that I want to chase you."

He froze for a moment.

"Mr. Luo, can I chase you?" Country G is extremely open and worked hard to grow up here. Apart from being able to speak Chinese, he is already an out-and-out G countryman in thought. Facing him, a capitalist, he doesn't feel restrained at all. Enthusiastically said: "I have never seen a man who is more beautiful than you, you are the lover of my dreams."

There is never a shortage of suitors around him, but there are not many suitors as straightforward as Xinqin. He sighed, "Don't be kidding."

"Do I look like I'm joking? I've been thinking about it for a long time!"

"The idiom is wrong."

At this time, the pedestrian lights turned green, and he walked towards the zebra crossing, and followed hard and shouted: "Mr. Luo, don't go so fast, wait for me."

He was a little helpless, he didn't expect to be confessed by a man several years younger than himself at this moment.

This hard work is a bit like him when he was young-he always regarded love as fun, but did not treat it with sincerity.

There were only a few foreigners eating fast food in the convenience store. He threw a few boxes of candy and a bottle of water into the small shopping basket, and finally asked for a pack of cigarettes.

Keep the cigarettes and water for yourself, and give all the sugar to Hardin, "Take it back for everyone."

"Mr. Luo, think about it." Xin Qin said, "I just asked you to agree to let me chase you, but I didn't ask you to be my boyfriend right away. Mr. Luo, just let me chase you, okay?"

He lit a cigarette and shook his head.

"Why?" Xin Qin was puzzled, "You don't have a boyfriend, try it with me."

He looked at Hardin in the smoke, and asked Hardin, but it was more like asking himself, "Can you just try things like feelings?"

Xin Qin said, "Mr. Luo, you are too serious."

He brushed off the cigarette ash, his eyes were blank, "Really?"

"Shouldn't love be tasted lightly? Only then can each other be relaxed and happy." Xin Qin said exaggeratedly shaking goosebumps, "If the love is too deep, isn't it too tiring and terrible?"

He didn't correct the idiom of hard work again, only said: "It's better to be more serious when dealing with feelings."

Xin Qin suddenly laughed, "Okay, okay, I know, Mr. Luo, you are rejecting me."

He drives his hard work back to the lab.

Autumn and winter in country G came early and fiercely, and the temperature dropped immediately.Walking on the street, a windbreaker is no longer very useful.

He got into the car and drove to the house.

He used to pursue people and fall in love heartlessly like he worked hard, but in the end he failed a person who loved him the most.

In the long years, this person has also made him unforgettable.

Although a shallow relationship is good, you can choose to leave at any time if you are tired of it.

But he has been treated with affection and righteousness, those tenderness, connivance, and love have penetrated into his soul, blood, and bone marrow, how can he forget, how can he give up?

How can I be satisfied by an easy love again?

He had already been spoiled by Shan Yufei.

After staying in country G for a week at most, he must return to the original city. Although the project in the science and technology park failed, other cooperation opportunities cannot be given up.

However, just before he planned to return home, a piece of bad news came——

The fund company "USSEN" will no longer conduct the second round of financing for their new generation medical intelligent analysis project.