Depth can be seen

Chapter 32

Luo Tan held the handlebar of the bicycle tenaciously, so hard that the tendons in his hands were exposed.It seemed that once he let go, Shan Yufei would leave him behind and walk away.

His mind was not clear, his jaw and neck were tense, he stared intently at Shan Yufei, and he had only one thought - to let this man stay and be with him.

He didn't even know why it had to be done.

In late autumn, there was a gust of cold wind outside. He shivered non-stop, his teeth knocked together several times, and his close-fitting clothes were already soaked in cold sweat. It seemed that every part of his body was not cold, and even the cracks in his bones kept gushing out cold air.

Shan Yufei seemed to be in a dilemma, the wrinkles between his brows got deeper and deeper, he looked at him and said, "You look very ugly, I'll call you a car to go to the hospital."

"No." Luo Tan shook his head deeply, his eyes were in a daze, "I'm not going to the hospital, so don't go."

"Then where do you want to go?" Shan Yufei asked.

Luo Tan swallowed deeply and did not answer.

"I'm going to work." Shan Yufei grabbed the back of his hand and made a gesture of pawing outward, but he didn't push it away.

Shan Yufei's eyes showed a bit of helplessness, "If it's later, I'll be late."

As if he didn't understand, he didn't let go.

"Mr. Shan!" Lin Xiuhan hung up the phone, "I've already asked you to take a leave of absence for the evening work in the restaurant. Don't worry, today is not considered an absence from work."

Shan Yufei was a little displeased, and finally pushed Luo Tanshen's hand away with force.

Luo Tanshen's fingertips were frozen red, and he began to tremble after leaving the handle.

Shan Yufei noticed his abnormality and didn't shake off his hand immediately.

"Mr. Shan, you can drive my car, or I'll be your driver." Lin Xiuhan was anxious to death, "Your home is near here, right? If it's convenient, take me... Take Mr. Luo to have a rest. He Now the mental state is too bad, as you can see, I really need someone to accompany me."

"To your house." Luo Tan murmured deeply, "Take me to your house."

Shan Yufei's eyes were dark, and he didn't agree, but he didn't refuse immediately either.

Luo Tanshen supported his forehead with one hand, feeling that the sky was spinning and the earth was spinning too, and he stood helplessly between the sky and the earth, and would be thrown into the invisible darkness at any moment.

It seemed that after an extremely long time, Shan Yufei made a move - brushed past him, got into the car with a bow, took out the leather coat that was on the passenger seat, shook it off lightly, and put it on him .

The whole process is like slow motion.

"Can I go?" Shan Yufei asked.

Luo Tanshen reacted much slower than usual, "Huh?"

"It's not far, the bicycle can't carry two people now." Shan Yufei said calmly, "Can I walk back?"

"Yes." Luo Tanshen's eyes lit up with light, as if the light was projected from Shan Yufei's body.But Shan Yufei was wearing the most common dark-colored underwear in autumn and winter, and his whole portrait was covered in dust, without any light at all.

Lin Xiuhan, who was standing aside, was deeply confused.

When facing Luo Tanshen, Shan Yufei seemed to be gentle and patient from the beginning to the end, without saying a single harsh word.

But this kind of patience is cold, as if it will be broken into pieces of ice with a poke.

He thought about it seriously, and suddenly realized that the word "patience" contained emotion, and Shan Yufei obviously didn't show any emotion.

This "patience" has no temperature, but it exists clearly.

Shan Yufei pushed his bicycle towards the motorcycle manufacturer's area, Luo Tanshen followed beside him, his mind was empty for a while, he didn't want to think about anything.

This section of the road is indeed not far, but for those who have been pampered since childhood and have hardly suffered hardships, it is not easy to walk more than one kilometer in cold weather.

What's more, he is extremely fragile psychologically at this time.

"Do you want to sit up?" Shan Yufei stopped suddenly, turned around and asked.

"Ah?" Luo Tan was stunned, "Sit?"

Shan Yufei patted the seat, "Go up."

"This……"

"Don't you want to find a quiet place to rest quickly?" Shan Yufei said, "Sit on it and I'll push you. It's faster."

Luo Tanshen felt that this shouldn't be the case, but his actions preceded his thoughts, and when he realized it, he was already sitting on the bicycle.

"Sit still." Shan Yufei cherished his words like gold, and after only one sentence, he quickened his pace, pushing the bicycle and walked forward quickly.

With the cool breeze blowing on his face, Luo Tanshen looked at the dilapidated street scene around him for a while, and then looked at Shan Yufei who was close at hand.

Shan Yufei had a mixed smell of organic oil and tobacco, which he couldn't smell when he was in the Jianshu Hotel, but now it is very clear.

He took a deep breath greedily, and the smell sank down his nose into his lungs.

The gloom in my heart dissipated a little.

The family area was relatively quiet in the afternoon, Shan Yufei locked his bicycle and led Luo Tanshen upstairs.

Shan Shanhai was not at home, he probably went to the factory activity room to pass the time.

Luo Tanshen stood in the living room, looking at the furnishings in the house.

Shan Yufei poured a cup of boiling water and asked him to hold it in his hand to keep warm, and then took a heater from Shan Shanhai's bedroom and put it beside the bed in his own bedroom, "If you want to lie down, you can lie down for a while, but I don't have air conditioning here, and I don't Electric blanket, the bed may be cold."

Luo Tanshen said "thank you" in a rare way, took off his coat and suit, and got into the hard and cold bed.

Shan Yufei adjusted the angle of the heater and said, "Go to sleep."

Luo Tan curled up deeply, had already half-closed his eyes, but immediately stood up when he heard the words.

"What?" Shan Yufei asked.

Luo Tanshen stared at him for a moment, shook his head, and lay down again.

The "sleep" just now was exactly the same as what I heard last night.

The body gradually warmed up under the quilt, and the cold air that permeated the pores and bones slowly subsided.The heater made a small sound, like a lullaby.

Luo Tanshen didn't know when he fell asleep.

The dream was chaotic, and many faces turned like a kaleidoscope.

He saw himself celebrating his 12th birthday, wearing overalls, small in stature, with cream from the birthday cake on the corner of his mouth, obviously not young anymore, but still looking stupid.

But the 20-year-old brother is in full bloom, wearing a neat suit, with a gentle smile, bending over to help him wipe off the cream, and his eyes are full of love.

"Brother." He called with a smile.

"Xiao Shen, happy birthday." The elder brother gently stroked his head, then held his hand, and led him to play in the yard.

His birthday is in March, sometimes the spring is cold, sometimes the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming, everything depends on God's arrangement.

Of course, what he likes is the bright spring and the warming of the earth.

On my 12th birthday, the weather was particularly good. The sun shone on my brother, making his long eyelashes almost transparent.

My brother asked, "What birthday present does Xiao Shen want?"

He asked his brother to bend down, then stretched out his hand and touched his eyelashes, "This is a gift."

The elder brother was amused by him, and scratched the bridge of his nose, "You, why are you so cute."

At this time, a male voice came over, calling out his brother's name, "Xiao Yu."

He and his brother turned back at the same time.

The owner of the voice was a man who was as young as his elder brother. He was vigorous, but somewhat bookish. He ran over waving his hands and stopped in front of the two of them.

"Xiao Shen, this is Brother Jinchuan." The elder brother said, "He is my friend."

He looked up at the man and smiled politely and friendly.