deep hypnosis

Chapter 44

The taxi driver looked at the silent couple in the back row through the rearview mirror. The groom kissed his nose and his face was swollen, and the bride was silent.Their well-dressed appearances made them look like they had escaped from the wedding, but after all, he just asked Xie Jintian where he was going.

Xie Jintian thought for a while, let him stop at a nearby shopping mall first, he bought head-to-toe outfits for the two of them as quickly as possible, and then went to a hotel he was more familiar with.

After closing the door, Xie Jintian asked Xia Xue to take a change of clothes to take a shower: "I won't do anything to you. We'll talk about our affairs when you come out."

In fact, this is also a chance for each other to breathe. After experiencing these changes, both of them are very tired, but they have to cheer up to cope.Then at least calm down a little before sorting out their relationship.

Xia Xue was still playing back the unbearable scene in the video, she seemed a little dazed at this moment, as if unable to think about her situation, she just mechanically followed Xie Jintian's instructions, took her clothes and went into the bathroom.

Turning on the shower, letting the water splash on my face, I realized that I was still wearing a wedding dress.

The wedding dress gradually became soaked, and it was as heavy as lead, filling her body, making her almost unable to support herself, and fell to her knees.

In the evening, she was still the happiest bride. Why did she become a wanted fugitive together with Xie Jintian in an instant?

I still remember the angry words of her parents when Xie Jintian came back to take her away, they were clearly cursing Xie Jintian, but it was her who pierced her heart with ten thousand arrows.

There is no possibility for her and Xie Jintian, at that moment, she clearly knew.Her parents are such people who pay attention to reputation, not to mention that such a scandal has touched the bottom line of morality, and even she has no choice but to pursue it.

Who is that kid with his back to the camera?I always feel very concerned.But once you want to search for memory, you will be interrupted by a headache.This headache happened frequently recently, especially when I saw my junior brother Yi Yang and Xie Jintian's former colleague Fan Yizhou.

They seemed to be always trying to get close to her these days, but for some reason, when she saw them, she felt breathless, and then had a kind of near-death fear.She had to stay away from them immediately, and coincidentally, Xie Jintian was always able to help her in time to disappear without a trace.Regarding such a strange situation, Xia Xue had never doubted it, but every time she wanted to ask, Xie Jintian would easily change the topic, and then forgot about it until the next time she saw the two of them.

At this moment, when the warm water washed her cheeks, some small thoughts that were carefully concealed by the headache emerged one after another, waiting for her to twist one end and pull out a long lead.

However, Xia Xue didn't dare to do this. It wasn't until her wet hair fell down and stuck to her face that she tore off her veil in waves of headaches, took off her wedding dress, and washed herself fiercely. Seek temporary relief.

At least at this moment, she can still lie to herself that everything is still inconclusive, just like Schrödinger's cat.

This shower took nearly an hour.

Xie Jintian could also figure out Xia Xue's mood at this time, so he waited patiently.It's ironic to say that after Xia Xue agreed to his marriage proposal, he seldom had enough patience to accommodate her, but at this moment, when he was about to part ways, he became patient again because of guilt.

Xia Xue finally opened the bathroom door slowly.Xie Jintian, who was sitting on the sofa in a daze, stood up, looking at each other with a bit of depression, and didn't know what to say for a while.

It was Xie Jintian who walked over first, took out the hair dryer and dried Xia Xue's long wet hair little by little.

Xia Xue felt the slender fingers gently combing her long hair. This was the most ordinary and warm scene in the marriage she expected, but at this moment, something ran over her heart, and she heard A shattering of silence in silence.

"sorry."

Xie Jintian couldn't help saying when Xia Xue was crying, but he tightened his hand on Xia Xue's stamina mercilessly.

When Xia Xue woke up, she was a little confused for a moment.Memories are hastily connected into a line, but there are countless fragments of feelings.There seem to be countless consciousnesses in the brain, jumping out in a hurry, scrambling to become the master.But at the end of the fight, there was only one left. It knelt in the devastation, looked back along the tears at the corners of its eyes, then slowly stood up and looked down at Xie Jintian.

She just wanted to say goodbye with dignity, but the person she loved the most once stabbed her severely in the back and hugged her body saying that she loved her and would stay together forever.

Xia Xue kicked Xie Jintian almost as soon as she sat up. Her resentment, which she had nowhere to vent, drenched her heart like a downpour, but she didn't want this vicious culprit to see her weak tears.

Xie Jintian fell to his knees on the ground, he could have avoided it originally, but he endured it forcefully.

Xia Xue looked at the half-kneeling man in front of him with a bruised nose and a swollen face. Once upon a time, he promised her a lifetime with such a gesture, letting her be immersed in this enviable happiness and unable to extricate herself. Satire.

Xia Xue took off the ring and threw it on Xie Jintian's face, the emotions that were full of emotions seemed to be unplugged, and finally poured out.

Xie Jintian clumsily wiped Xia Xue's tears with his sleeve, he had never been so flustered in front of Xia Xue, and that tactful perfection might be the proof that he never opened his heart.

After getting closer in an instant, they seemed to really understand each other, but it was precisely because they understood each other that they clearly knew that there was no possibility for them anymore.

"You remind me now... what do you mean?" Xia Xue pushed Xie Jintian's hand away, her voice trembling.

"sorry."

It was still the same apology, it seemed that apart from these three words, he could no longer justify himself.

"Should I thank you for not getting the certificate with me?" Xia Xue looked at the ring on the ground.At that time, she deliberately chose one size bigger, fearing that she would not be able to wear it after giving birth.

"I didn't know it would be like this at the time." Xie Jintian was afraid that Xia Xue would misunderstand, "It's just a little uneasy, afraid that there is no way out, whether it is for you or me."

These words are very selfish, but they are also very true. They are so true that one suddenly realizes them, and then they feel miserable.

No wonder Xie Jintian lied to her when he said that he would wait for a meaningful day like her birthday before getting married.She knew that Xie Jintian always had doubts about marriage because of his parents, not against her, but she couldn't help thinking about it, because she once so seriously wanted to be his wife and grow old with him forever.

The two were silent for a while, and they both knew in their hearts that it was pointless to pursue these matters any longer.No matter who is right or who is wrong, it has come to an end today.

Xie Jintian suddenly leaned over and hugged Xia Xue, hugging him so tightly, as if he wanted to fuse them into one, using his own heart to touch the heart that once loved him deeply for the last time.

"Xia Xue, you are a dream of mine. I thought that if you don't wake up, you can whitewash the peace, but in fact, it is me who has been deceiving myself... I am jealous of you a lot of times, and I am jealous of your ability to be innocent and innocent. Give with reservations, envious of your good intentions to read the ugliness of others. I have nothing to say to myself, I have never been as honest as you have been with me, but I have always wanted you to be my wife. "

Perhaps Xie Jintian was infatuated with Xia Xue at the beginning because she had the qualities of growing up in a warm family that he didn't have in her. She didn't need Xie Jintian that much, because she was an unquenchable fire, shining on others , also warm yourself.She couldn't understand his dark thoughts, because she never had those thoughts.They seem to be day and night, even if they can be together, it will be summer insects talking about ice, and sooner or later they will be separated.

"It's a terrible concluding statement." Xia Xue pushed Xie Jintian away and looked into his bloodshot eyes, "I'm not as ignorant as you think, and I'm not as vulnerable as you think. You say Nothing can undo your sins, and I will never forgive you."

These words are really not like Xia Xue's usual style, but maybe this is Xia Xue's original appearance, but before, she concealed her edge for Xie Jintian.

"Who is the child in that video? Is it Yi Yang?"

The next sentence caught Xie Jintian by surprise.

Seeing Xie Jintian's appearance, Xia Xue smiled wryly: "You remind me of this now, there must be some reason? When you chased me out, I seemed to see him... Where is he now?"

Xie Jintian didn't expect that Xia Xue, who had fully awakened, could be so thoughtful. The guilt in his heart made him want to say something to make up and transition, but his eager desire to see Yi Yang made him finally take up the conversation Said: "I used you to threaten him, he came, happened to bump into all of this...now he should be with Fan Yizhou."

Xie Jintian told Xia Xue the ins and outs of the matter truthfully.

After hearing this, Xia Xue felt like a knife was piercing her heart.She treated Yi Yang well before because she felt that they were similar.But it turned out that the pain Yi Yang experienced was far more serious than she thought.He has suffered and struggled for these years, but he didn't use this huge pain as a shield for not being considerate of others. On the contrary, he cared too much about other people's feelings, which made Xia Xue feel more distressed.

"He doesn't answer my calls." Xie Jintian finally added, "But I must see him to see if he is okay."

He has never been so eager to see someone. Even when he was in love with Xia Xue, he always restricted his impulses under the vigilance of reason, weighed the weight of his feelings, and calculated the gains and losses. All his actions could be said A cause and effect that maintains a romance that balances the balance of payments.But at this moment, he was unable to weigh and calculate, as long as he thought about what Yi Yang might be forced into by this accident, he would feel anxious.

"Give me the number."

Fortunately, Xia Xue did not disappoint Xie Jintian, she always took care of the overall situation like that.