death like wind

Chapter 93 1 Proverb

The expression on Su Jin's face changed a few times, and finally stayed at the indescribable, rubbing her swollen and painful temples, not knowing how to respond to this answer.

Just because we held hands once?

Yan Xilin wanted to explain something, but Su Jin couldn't listen at the moment, all kinds of chaotic voices in his ears drowned him out, he waved his hands, and said weakly: "Please let me calm down."

It seems that such a thing happened a long time ago, but when I think about it, my head feels like a pain in the heart. I just remember that it was originally a beautiful and pure love, but it finally turned into a deep hatred separated by a sea of ​​blood, and separated by many roads. When Ren Ming looked at each other from a distance, their eyes were filled with barren ashes.

Yan Xilin hesitated and stretched out his hand to hold Su Jin's hand. The cold fingertips made Su Jin shiver. When he regained consciousness, he heard Yan Xilin say: "Meng Rao is not dead, she can wake up when you return to the present world." Come."

"I killed her just to relieve my anger, but because I... was an accidental factor, she was not judged as a natural death by the nightmare world, so don't be angry." Yan Xilin lowered her head, her soft long hair followed The movement of bowing his head fell down, and the tear mole under the eyelids showed a bit of grievance: "Since then, even if I get angry again, I dare not do such a thing."

In the past, even if others looked at Su Jin, he couldn't help but gouging out those people's eyeballs. In his opinion, even if he did something too extreme, in Su Jin's heart, he was more insignificant than these People are important, Su Jin shouldn't be angry with him.

Naive to cruel.

Su Jin finally let go of the heart that had been hanging all this time, and reconfirmed with anxiety: "Really?"

"Really." Yan Xilin clenched his hand, but felt a little bit of grievance in his heart. If he finished Meng Rao completely, would Ah Jin blame himself?

All of a sudden, he felt a little ruthless about the person who secretly sent news to Su Jin, and secretly decided to catch this ghost hiding beside Su Jin!

"Haven't you had breakfast yet? I'll get you something you want to eat."

Su Jin supported her forehead and said, "I have a headache, I want to sleep for a while."

Yan Xilin probed his forehead, then held Su Jin's slender wrist to feel his veins, his eyes moved slightly: "I can't delay any longer, I have to let you return to the present world immediately, three days at the earliest."

Su Jin nestled on the sofa and hugged the pillow, looked up at him in a daze, misty mist rose from the watery peach blossom eyes, and an unnatural flush flushed on the delicate baby face: "Thinking of the memories of this world, It seems that my physique has also deteriorated."

In this world, Su Jin's health is not as good as it is now, he can jump and jump. In this world, he just stood in the cold wind for a while, and he was sick for several days after returning home.

Yan Xilin picked up Su Jin and strode upstairs: "Not only that, you have been sleeping for a month, and in a few days, it will be your birthday, you have to hurry back."

Su Jin was already a little dizzy at this time, and saw Yan Xilin's mouth opening and closing in a daze, but she couldn't hear what he said, and soon fell asleep leaning on her firm and warm chest.

Under the misty mist, the outlines of people passing by could not be seen clearly, only shallow shadows could be seen, and they hurried past him without stopping.

Someone didn't seem to see Su Jin, and ran straight over, directly passing through his body, but Su Jin couldn't see his expression. In his eyes, no matter how close they were, their faces couldn't be seen clearly, and their faces were covered. Covered by a thick layer of black air, one could vaguely see that it was a face, that's all.

"Brother, do you know? In fact, I am a part of you, and it was God who forcibly separated us."

"He said it so nicely, getting rid of the original sin, the beautiful seraphim can no longer give birth to a heart, and is the most honorable archangel in the world."

"But what happened later? I regretted it again. It's a lunatic who reduced you to the vulgar mortal world to practice. Do you know why he is crazy? Because he fell in love with you, God fell in love with the angel he created with his own hands."

"He wants to kill me, but as long as you are still alive, I will live forever. This is probably the most incompetent thing that God can do. To be honest, I am quite happy when I think about it. Seeing his upset look, laughing Unconsciously, the meaning climbed to the brow."

Su Jin shuttled back and forth in the black and white world, he seemed to be looking for something anxiously, but he didn't know what it was, only knew that he was running forward stumbling all the way.

Finally, he found it. It was a beautiful boy, three points similar to him, the difference was his seductive beauty that couldn't be suppressed even with a bloodless face.

The boy was dressed in a holy white robe, with blond hair and blue eyes. His wings spread out from his back were damaged and hung down in the dirty mud, and his white face was stained with blood.

Angels love cleanliness and will never tolerate their wings being polluted, but the boy has no strength left to struggle, and there is a sword stuck in his chest, bleeding all over the place. The sword seen in Xilin's study was still stained with blood.

Those bright peach blossom eyes gradually lost their luster, and the unruliness in his eyes faded, but he was still smiling, the smile spread to the extreme, and his expression was crazy.

Su Jin fell to her knees on the ground with all her strength, and he heard himself shouting "Li Ying".

The name Li Ying was given to him by Su Jin. At that time, he saw a child in God's arms, and he was so curious that he moved closer to him. God asked him to name the child, and he would be the child's elder brother in the future.

Chi thought for a while, and said, "Why don't we call him Li Ying, the poppies that bloom at dawn, bathed in the morning light, are beautiful and delicate."

There was a smile on Shen Jun's beautiful face, and his long hair spread out on the jade steps. He shook the child in his arms and called softly, "Li Ying, that's a good name."

That is the eighth hollow angel, and like Chiheshen, she is also a hermaphrodite.Since then, Chi felt that his magic power had been reduced by half, and something seemed to be cut off deep in his body.

Li Ying was very well-behaved when she was a child, and she especially liked to soar in the blue sky with his proud wings. Every time she got tired of flying, she would obediently return to Su Jin's side and follow him like a follower, soft and waxy called his brother.

I don't know when it started, God appeared by his side more and more frequently, and asked him to move out of Jerusalem and live in the seventh heaven.

Everyone says that God is special to Chi, and Chi is God's favorite angel, probably because Chi is the first angel created by God.Possessing the physique of the duality of God, endowed with the most beautiful appearance in the world, it is the representative of God's justice, justice, kindness, etc.

But then the rumors began to change, saying that God was no longer worthy of being a God, and that he had already had selfish intentions towards Chi.God should be a god who is not stained with dust, but who has fallen into love and lust. Is he still called God?

Li Ying grew up gradually, and obviously had a similar appearance, but what was different from Chi's holiness and purity was that he was extremely beautiful, and the beauty poured out from every strand of hair, not only that, but also different from other people. The angel is dignified, his behavior is extremely dissolute and bold, and the number of people who have rumored him is countless.

Whenever Chi questioned him, he would always say with a smile that he was the result of Chi's repression.

Chi couldn't understand, but God was furious and ordered him not to be transformed into a man, and from now on he could only appear in the form of a woman.Li Ying didn't care at all, she complied with a playful smile, but she didn't restrain herself in the slightest.

After going through many things, under the public opinion, Chi had no choice but to stay away from God on purpose, to maintain the dignity of God, and to kill the thought that was about to sprout in his heart in the cradle.

At that time, Chi already knew why Li Ying was born, it was Chi's original sin, if Chi did not stay away from God, then the growing love desire would be replaced by Li Ying, and he himself still did not feel the slightest emotion .

But in the end, Li Ying fell madly in love with God, and whenever he was treated coldly, he always blamed Chi. All this should not have been something he had to bear, but it was indeed something he had to bear.

And Chi, from the beginning to the end, has no lust at all, and is as empty as a carefully crafted shell.

Angels are beautiful, but also hollow.

Chi knew that he fell in love with God, but he didn't have the slightest thought about God, because those dirty thoughts were all borne by Li Ying.

When the god asked him with red eyes: "If you are reincarnated for thousands of generations, you will die completely if you have blood. Chi thinks, how long can you survive?"

Chi raised his eyes, there was no wave in his eyes, no emotion at all: "Since I said I love you, then I can live forever."

God regretted it, he had regretted too few things, so he was at a loss when he really regretted it, his reason was burned out, he felt that as long as he killed Li Ying, Chi could return to the original track.

God really shouldn’t be emotional, the result of emotional emotion is blood flow, corpses everywhere, God’s love is too sick, and the possessive desire to control everything makes him unwilling to let his lover be touched by others, even if he takes a look at it, it would be blasphemy .

The proverbs left by a generation of gods are only remembered by that unknown old man in black robes.

Li Ying was pierced by the holy sword of God, and the holy radiance of the angel faded. Su Jin saw herself hugging him with trembling hands, but Li Ying pushed him away with her last ounce of strength.

Chi shed her first tear. Hollow angels don't have tears. They can't feel pain and sorrow, and they can't feel joy or happiness.

That drop of tears was poured into the barren yellow sand, and from the place where he was, a strange red flower grew out, bathed in Li Ying's blood, and it was so beautiful that it was soul-piercing.

The ability to perceive pain has disappeared because love has disappeared.

Having the ability to perceive pain is because of having love.

When she woke up again, the sky was gray and it was hard to tell whether it was early morning or dusk. Su Jin propped up her soft body and sat up. She removed the wet towel from her forehead, opened her mouth, and felt that her throat was burning. Dry like a dry well.

His head was so dizzy that it was difficult to lift it up. Su Jin took a few swigs from the water glass placed on the bedside table. The warm water slid across his dry throat and moistened the burning flame in his heart. He sat for a while and then lay down again .

Su Jin is already used to these serious and minor illnesses. Ever since he was exposed to the cold when he was a child, it seems that the root cause of the disease has been left behind, and he will fall ill every now and then. As he grows older, his body becomes weaker and weaker. Sometimes he feels like a drooping An old, twilight old man, and he is clearly not yet in the age of dancing elephants.

With nothing to do, he thought about the big and small things he had experienced since the master left and now, and remembered the stories that appeared in his dreams several times, surrounding the word eternal life, from the first generation to the present , never stopped.

The author has something to say:

The old man who guarded the memory was very naughty, saying yes or no, taking advantage of Su Jin's loss of defense, he forced to irrigate him.

The story in the preface has probably been told very clearly, and some detailed stories will be added later, and then the main talk is love-hate entanglement, which has already become my favorite plot of childbirth!