cross me with love

Chapter 16

Is it love?He Tangxi wasn't sure, nor could he be sure.

His heart trembled slightly, and he felt that everything had changed since that moment. His world view and cognition had been reorganized, and a new concept appeared in his mind, which would always affect him.

Lin Jingyu waved to him, and He Tangxi left Yu Yuchen beside him and ran to his side.

"Seeing that you guys are chatting so happily, what are you talking about?" Lin Jingyu stretched out his hand and tucked his forehead hair that was blown loose by the wind behind his ears.

He Tangxi squinted his eyes and smiled at him. He knew that he must be laughing silly now, but he couldn't care less.Lin Jingyu saw that he was smiling stupidly and foolishly, so he couldn't help pinching He Tangxi's soft cheeks.

"Stupid."

He Tangxi was in pain, and stared at him complainingly, but his eyes were still smiling.

Yu Yuchen also walked to Shen Xingjian's side, he stretched out his hand to clasp Shen Xingjian's palm, and the two interlocked their fingers.Shen Xingjian glanced at him, and Yu Yuchen said with a smile: "Holding hands, you won't fall when you walk."

He squeezed Shen Xingjian's hand a little more, leaned into his ear and said, "Teacher, I haven't even kissed the ten kisses tonight."

Shen Xingjian blushed and gave him a blank look.

The four of them walked in twos, and the afterglow of the setting sun stretched their shadows very long, until they were all entangled together in the end, and they couldn't be separated no matter what.

He Tangxi was very quiet tonight, as if he had something on his mind, he lay down on the bed after taking a shower, with his hands folded on his stomach, his eyes staring at a point in the void, his expression was empty, he didn't move at all as if he was in a sedation move.

The moon crawled in through the window, it was a melting crescent, and a pool of silvery water poured in through the window and splashed on Lin Jingyu's face.The moonlight gilded his face with silver.

He was fast asleep, his dark eyebrows stretched out, and his handsome face stretched out. His eyelashes were so long that they pressed against the lower eyelids, reflecting a black shadow.

He Tangxi felt that Lin Jingyu had suddenly become strange. The face he had seen countless times and would never forget also became strange tonight, as if seeing him for the first time.

He Tangxi stared at Lin Jingyu's sleeping face with his eyes open. He wanted to make sure that what he had guessed about his feelings for Lin Jingyu was true.

He moved his fingers and probed in Lin Jingyu's direction bit by bit.Finally, he was only one step away from touching Lin Jingyu's hand.

He Tangxi held his breath, and slowly stretched out his hand.

The fingertips finally touched each other, he felt a little warmth, and then a lot of warmth, he covered his hands completely, put his fingers in between his fingers and clasped Lin Jingyu's hand, interlocking his fingers.

He Tangxi closed his eyes and began to count his heartbeats.

The temperature in the palm continued to rise, gradually burning to the arms, to the chest to the cheeks, burning the cold moon.

He Tangxi's originally regular heartbeat also started to become chaotic. He didn't know whether it was because of nervousness or some other reason. He just felt like he had just finished running 800 meters, and he could feel his heart beating extremely fast all over his body.

He panted lightly, trying to calm down his rapid heartbeat, but it was useless, and all the hints he tried were useless.

Suddenly Lin Jingyu moved, he held He Tangxi's hand instead and stretched it, and pulled He Tangxi into his arms.

He Tangxi was so frightened that he even held his breath, he just closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and waited for a while, only after hearing that Lin Jingyu's breathing was still calm did he dare to lift his eyelids to look.

It's so close, so close that the breath is intertwined, so close that he can kiss his lips as long as he raises his head slightly.

He Tangxi swallowed, and stared at Lin Jingyu's lips, light rose lips with a few tiny lip lines.

He suddenly felt very thirsty.

I want to hold hands, I want to hug, I want to kiss!

He has this urge for him.

Then this should, should be like it.

He Tangxi closed his eyes, he listened to Lin Jingyu's gentle and powerful heartbeat, his own heartbeat slowly calmed down, and he became calm again.

In his early life, only Lin Jingyu treated him well, only he cared about him, loved him and treated him sincerely.Lin Jingyu is his neighbor, his elder brother, and even more his relative.

I want to occupy all his goodness, I want him to never be kind to others, and I want him to accompany me in the future.

Want to be with him forever.

together all the time.

In the morning, He Tangxi stayed in bed again, moaning and whimpering, but he couldn't remember that Lin Jingyu was still lying under the quilt when he came out of the wash.

Lin Jingyu went to lift his quilt, He Tangxi turned over, opened his eyes slightly, and said in a lazy voice, "Sleep for another 5 minutes, and I will definitely wake up in 5 minutes."

Lin Jingyu had no choice but to sit on the bed after packing up his things, and flicked his phone in boredom.

He Tangxi rolled again and landed on Lin Jingyu's lap.

He was reclined, with his head resting on Lin Jingyu's lap, and he looked at him with his eyes open.Lin Jingyu felt that the way He Tangxi looked at him today was not quite right, it seemed to contain a lot of emotions, but in the blink of an eye, all these emotions disappeared.

He also looked down at He Tangxi: "Get up when you wake up, don't lie down."

He Tangxi refused to get up: "5 minutes haven't arrived yet."

He rested his pillow on Lin Jingyu's thigh, and suddenly remembered the scene when Lin Jingyu held his hand and dragged him into his arms last night. He tentatively said, "Brother—" "Huh?"

"I slept well last night, but you suddenly pulled me into your arms and fell asleep holding me."

Lin Jingyu frowned slightly, he couldn't remember: "Is there?"

He Tangxi swore: "Yes."

"Maybe I'm used to it." Lin Jingyu didn't take it seriously, "You are clingy when you sleep, and your sleeping posture is not good. If I don't restrain you in advance, you still don't know how to sleep at night."

"My sleeping appearance is so bad." He Tangxi retorted in a low voice.

Lin Jingyu patted He Tangxi's forehead and was about to get up: "Okay, it's five minutes, get up and tidy up."

He Tangxi pursed his lips, sat up slowly and put on his clothes, but fireworks exploded in his heart.

"Brother, give me a hug." He said suddenly.

"what happened?"

He Tangxi didn't say the reason, but kept acting coquettishly: "You hug me, hug me."

Lin Jingyu stretched out his hand helplessly, He Tangxi jumped from the bed, and jumped directly into Lin Jingyu's arms, his legs were wrapped around his waist, his arms were around his neck, the whole body was hanging on Lin Jingyu's body like a koala .

Lin Jingyu supported He Tangxi's buttocks, and asked him, "What's wrong with you today?"

He Tangxi squinted at the morning sun outside the window.

Gorgeous, magnificent, passionate sunrise.

"It's okay, I just think this morning is good."

After He Tangxi opened the door to the new world, he fell into a very strange predicament.

He seems to have confirmed that his feelings for Lin Jingyu are not pure brother and brother feelings, but also mixed with more complicated possessiveness and other things.It seems that it is because He Tangxi is still a little afraid. He is afraid that he will make a mistake and mistake his strong possessiveness and daily concern for Lin Jingyu for love. He is afraid that this misunderstanding will destroy his relationship with Lin Jingyu They are pushed into an irreparable situation.

He was even more afraid, after confirming that his feelings for Lin Jingyu were like or love, how would he face Lin Jingyu.He didn't know Lin Jingyu's views on homosexuality, and even if Lin Jingyu could accept liking men, would he like him and accept him.

These two fears are tormenting him. After returning from the trip to the island, he has been in a bad mood. He wants to find someone to talk to, express his inner confusion and fear, but he doesn't know who to talk to.

This tangled emotion pulled He Tangxi, the more he didn't know who to tell, the more he wanted to speak out.He Tangxi thought over and over again, pulled out his friend list and eliminated them one by one.

After looking around, he still found Xiang Jiashi.

Xiang Jiashi was his best friend besides Lin Jingyu. Although Xiang Jiashi was gossip, he only cared about hearing and knowing, and he would not go out and talk nonsense.Moreover, He Tangxi also wanted to try Xiang Jiashi's attitude towards homosexuality.

They both grew up together in the same courtyard, perhaps he could guess Lin Jingyu from Xiang Jiashi's attitude.

"Just tell me if you have anything to say, don't dawdle." Xiang Jiashi said impatiently.

He Tangxi came to his house at noon, and didn't say anything about it when he came, just sat on the stool in a daze.Xiang Jiashi felt a little annoyed when he saw He Tangxi's fuzzy look.

He Tangxi came back to his senses, he wanted to find a suitable entry point to speak, and then slowly lead the topic, but after thinking for a long time, he couldn't think of a suitable entry point.

"That..." He Tangxi said hesitantly, "Do you have someone you like?"

"No." Xiang Jiashi answered bluntly.

"Then what would you do if you had someone you liked?"

"Chase her and confess."

"What if he doesn't like you?" He Tangxi considered his words carefully, "If he doesn't like your gender..."

"Gender?" Xiang Jiashi frowned, "Is she Lace?"

"No, no, I mean, would you like... like..." He Tangxi's face flushed red, and he suddenly regretted coming to Xiang Jiashi to talk about these things.

Xiang Jiashi was suddenly blessed, and understood He Tangxi's implication: "You mean to assume that I like men?"

He Tangxi nodded slightly.

Xiang Jiashi thought for a while: "If I don't know his orientation, then I will test it out. If I know he doesn't like men, then I..."

"What will happen to you?" He Tangxi asked.

"Confession." Throwing two words lightly at Jiashi.

"But, but..." He Tangxi murmured, "He doesn't like men, even if he confesses, won't he be unable to be friends in the future, and we'll be done with him?"

"Maybe it can be bent straight."

"Then what if, what if it were me? What do you think of me?" He Tangxi asked Jiashi with a little courage in his heart.

Sure enough, Xiang Jiashi showed a disgusted expression on his face: "You? The two of us? Come on, even if I like men, I don't like yours."

"I like it..." Xiang Jiashi got stuck in the middle of speaking, and he didn't know which one he liked.A thought flashed through his mind.

Xiang Jiashi turned his head suddenly, he stared at He Tangxi and asked, "Who do you like?"

"I, I didn't..." He Tangxi was taken aback for a moment, and immediately burst into laughter, "I don't like anyone, who can I like, I just ask casually hahahahaha."

"Oh," Xiang Jiashi turned his head and said nonchalantly,

"I thought you liked Lin Jingyu."