Chapter 263 Cute
Chapter 263 Cute
Xing Conglian is like being poured with cold water.
There were no tears in Lin Chen's dark eyes, and he looked calm and hopeless, lifeless.
Xing Conglian's mind was blank for a while, and his rationality took a while to recover, but the sense of panic still existed.
But he is also very clear that if he is in a mess now, then Lin Chen will be even more helpless.
So he sat up slowly, and also pulled Lin Chen to sit up. They sat cross-legged on the empty bed facing each other, with an arm's length apart, talking like adults without a romantic relationship.
Xing Conglian took a deep breath, and said seriously: "Leave aside our lover relationship, Consultant Lin, you must be clear that I am your boss."
"I understand." Lin Chen tried to cheer up, but Xing Conglian knew that he was in a very reluctant state at the moment.
"At the juncture of a major case, I must have a clear understanding of your mental state and judge whether you can continue to work."
Lin Chen nodded. He sat cross-legged, showing a pale ankle under the sun: "I understand, Captain Xing."
"Therefore, based on the trust in your professional level, I now ask you to diagnose your own mental state as a supervisor."
Lin Chen seemed to have guessed that he would make such a request, he turned around slowly, picked up the phone on the bedside table again, opened another page, and handed it over.
Xing Conglian glanced at Lin Chen, then lowered his head, and slowly moved the information on the page.
Beck Depression Inventory (BDI-21)
Quiz Description:
Please carefully read the descriptions of each question according to your actual situation (the last week, including today) and choose the correct answer from the 4 answers at the end of each question...
Exam topic:
1. Mood
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Following what Lin Chen checked, Xing Conglian kept scrolling down the page, and each row of options brought him closer to Lin Chen's true psychological state.
At the end, he didn't even need to look at the score to understand why Lin Chen had to make such a long preparation before.
No. 1
Total rough score of factor name
Factor score 41.00
He put down the phone, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen's mind was wandering, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
"41 points, according to the norms of our country, I'd better see a psychiatrist. But coincidentally, I am." Lin Chen said, "But this does not mean that I suffer from depression, I just evaluated the short-term state."
Xing Conglian thought for a moment, then calmly said: "Then, how long will this situation last, do you need to take medicine, and to what extent will it affect your working status."
"When I woke up, I felt this abnormal feeling, and this mental depression continued to worsen over time." Lin Chen's posture was sharp and professional, but his tone was slow, "Before you came in just now, I found The moment I was on the phone, I suddenly thought about why I am doing this, we can't win, I feel that life is extremely gloomy, and everything is meaningless." He paused for a long time, and then continued, "So, I stopped, I found out the SDS scale and made a self-assessment, and the result was very bad.” After Lin Chen finished speaking, he looked up at him, “You should also be able to feel that I have signs of slowness. When I was in this bed, I really wanted to lie like this forever, do nothing, until I died."
Lin Chen's every word is very serious, like a subordinate reporting work, more like the cruelest self-analysis: "I am very depressed and depressed now, I really want to experience the happy feeling of a normal person again, and want to make life full of hope, So I want to find Shen Love."
"I don't agree." Xing Conglian said four words, he paused, and continued: "I will not agree that you want to seek help from Shen Lian because you want to get relief from medicine. Similarly, if you go to Xiao Zhan for help I will also block the isomer of TERN."
Lin Chen raised his head suddenly, and Xing Conglian watched his lover become visibly choked up. This is not the emotional reaction Lin Chen would have under normal circumstances.
But then, Lin Chen still forcibly calmed down his emotions. If there is such a thing as the soul, but the part that belongs to Lin Chen's self must be extremely tenacious and persistent.
Lin Chen said: "Thank you, but you are also very clear, Captain Xing, you have no other choice, I must go to Chen Lian, although not now."
Xing Conglian said: "All of this is based on the premise that you still have the ability to continue."
"I have two reasons to prove that I can and should continue." Lin Chen said clearly and accurately, "First, this is a normal acute withdrawal symptom during the detoxification period. Xiao Wu went through a period of time after taking the drug. And I have basically recovered. This case proves that I should also be able to overcome the influence of drugs on me. Second, if I stop working now and wait for research to advance to alleviate the physical condition, then we may really be too late .”
Lin Chen explained to him in the form of a formal report. Xing Conglian looked at him and wanted to pull him over and hold him tightly in his arms, but he also knew that Lin Chen didn't need such sympathy.
Therefore, he still maintained his working attitude and asked, "The second point, why is it too late?"
"When I was talking to you just now, I suddenly realized the people who organized this huge situation. I thought, I might know them." Lin Chen's voice sounded humming, a little low: "I need to go to the library, Translate that text message to verify that."
After saying this, Lin Chen bowed his body, as if he had exhausted all his strength.
Xing Conglian felt Lin Chen's forehead touch his shoulder, he looked down and saw Lin Chen's black hair, so he stretched out his palm, clasped the back of Lin Chen's head tightly, and hugged him tightly.
He kissed Lin Chen's hair, abandoning all sense of responsibility as a boss.
"Thank you, Xing Conglian." Lin Chen said.
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Lin Chen is always at the leading level in the world in persuading people.
After the conversation, Lin Chen seemed to have recovered a bit, but Xing Conglian was sure that it should be a state he had pretended to reassure the dynasty when he walked out.
Hongjing Library is very close to their home, about 10 minutes walk.
Although time is tight now, and literature retrieval can be done faster with a computer, since Lin Chen wants to go to the library, Xing Conglian is more willing to accompany him for a walk.
The total rough score is 41—it is recommended to find someone to talk to or vent appropriately when you are depressed, try to recall the previous happy experience, and do something that can make you happy; you should also find a goal for your life and work, and set a plan .It is recommended to receive systematic psychological counseling and treatment as soon as possible.
Xing Conglian recited the suggestion he saw just now, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen had already walked in front of him.
At noon, there were no old men and women hanging around in the alley, and the store owners either gathered for lunch or dozed off at the counter.
Xing Conglian walked a few steps quickly, trying to catch up with Lin Chen and walk side by side.
At this moment, the old man from the nearby souvenir shop came out to see off the customers. Lin Chen took a quick step, deliberately keeping a less intimate distance from him.
Xing Conglian narrowed his eyes, and many similar situations appeared in his mind. They walked this road together many times, and it was the first time he discovered such details as Lin Chen.
While Lin Chen and the old man were nodding to say hello, he walked up to Lin Chen, took his hand, and held it tightly.
Lin Chen's body froze obviously, the old man didn't seem to have seen this scene, he turned and went back to the shop.
"Consultant Lin, when you pursued me, why didn't I realize that your attitude towards the same sex is so conservative." Of course, he was referring to the moment when Lin Chen pushed him against the wall for the first time and kissed him forcefully. Thinking of this, he couldn't bear to I couldn't help smacking my lips.
Lin Chen didn't break free from him, but held him instead. He just said, "After all, the level of tolerance in society has not reached the level that everyone takes for granted. There is no need to deliberately challenge anything..."
"Consultant Lin, if it's still a feudal society now, these are tenants. In which feudal novel do you see, the master has to consider the feelings of the tenants?" Xing Conglian held Lin Chen's hand, with delicate skin and well-proportioned joints. Xing Conglian gripped it so contentedly that his tone became natural.
When he said this, Lin Chen finally turned his head and glanced at him.
"I didn't hide it from you, I told you the first time I brought you home." Xing Conglian snapped, "Where can you find an honest man like me."
Hearing this, Lin Chen finally showed a helpless expression on his face.But he didn't say anything to refute him, which greatly satisfied Xing Conglian's vanity.
They have walked this path together many times, the sun is warm and soft, and the river water in late summer is a kind of emerald green with luxuriant algae, which makes people feel peaceful.
At the beginning, he chose to live here because it was very quiet and looked very high, which was very suitable as a quiet residence after retirement, but now the word "retirement" has become a terrible curse.
Xing Conglian thought about it more than once. When Consultant Lin and him pool together to buy a new house and pay the down payment, they must first look at things like Feng Shui.And it’s better to be a commercial house, there can only be two rooms, the master bedroom and the study room, no matter how many rooms there are, the dynasty will come to live there...
But after thinking about these thoughts, they were scattered by the wind blowing.They want to stick their palms together, and the temperature is getting warmer and warmer.
Xing Conglian looked to the side, Lin Chen was walking on his right side, his footsteps were soft, his figure was thin but still strong.The side face is particularly handsome, and the hair is a little longer because I haven't had time to shave recently, just covering the ears, but the outline is faintly exposed, which makes people feel itchy, and I want to pinch it.
An actionist like him, of course, immediately stretched out his other hand, brushed away Lin Chen's black hair, and gently stroked his ear.
Lin Chen turned around immediately, an incredulous look flashed in his pupils, but he didn't resist, but seemed a little at a loss.
Anyway, it looks really cute.
No pedestrians passed by.Xing Cong took half a step back and leaned against a willow tree by the water.He pulled Lin Chen over, supported the back of the other's head, lowered his head and licked Lin Chen's lips. It felt a little dry, but it was too soft.
Lin Chen still opened his eyes, looking up at him slightly, the sunlight leaked through the gaps between the leaves, probably because of this reason, Lin Chen's originally slightly stern eyebrows softened at this moment.
Xing Conglian carefully traced Lin Chen's face, bowed his head again, and kissed him.
The teeth are light and sweet, the mouth is warm, and the sweetness is like a dream.
The water wind blew past, Lin Chen closed his eyes, and finally hugged him.
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